Requested By: ahnhyungseobtrash 
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Things with Jihoon and I have been going downhill. We were best friends, hell, that was the reason I moved in with the guys.

One day, he just stopped talking to me. I tried to ask what was wrong, but he would ignore me. I asked the other guys too but they had no idea.

"Hey! (Y/n)! Hellooooo?" Daehwi said as he vigorously waved his hand in front of my face.

"What?!" I snapped.

"You are just staring at the wall, wanted to make sure you were ok." He chuckled. "Are you still thinking about Jihoon?"

I sighed. "Maybe a little. Ok, a lot. Do you know what's wrong?"

"Nope. No clue." He ruffled my hair. "Just talk to him."

"I can't talk to him, he just walks away."

"I'll get the guys to do something to make him talk to you." He offered.

"No!" I hurriedly said. "I mean-- I want to do it myself." I stood up from the couch and nodded.

"Ok. Do as you please." He smiled. His little figure soon stood up and left.

I didn't know what to do now. I said what I said confidently but I seriously had no idea what to say. Do I just walk up and say Hey you're ignoring me and I really love you so don't?

I did like him more of a friend, so it hurt. And it's really hard to live with 11 hormonal boys, that are pretty much all going to school still, like me. With their music career I feel tossed aside sometimes but they make sure I'm ok. Jihoon used to the most though. Now he is moping around.

I really hope it's just puberty because I want him to be happy and I want to talk to him again.

"(Y/n), can you please help me with something?"

I turned around to meet faces with Kang Daniel. He was absolutely cute when he asks me for things. "Yeah of course, what is it?"

He held up a water bottle. "I can't open this."

I chuckled and cooed at him. "Of course Daniel I'll open your water bottle."

"I mean, I could but I just... have slippery fingers." He said, trying to be manly.

I twisted the bottle open and handed it to him. "Here you go."

"Thank you noona!" He said happily and cutely.

I nodded and ruffled his hair. "Of course, cutey."

I called all of them cutie because they were, and their millions of fans could agree. Daniel skipped away happily, chugging his water.

I heard a collection of laughter from the kitchen and a lot of cursing and yelling. Next thing I knew my hands were behind my back and I was pushed into Jihoon's room.

He was there too, with a annoyed look on his face. I turned to walk out but the door was closed and locked. "Daehwi this isn't what I meant!" I yelled. I turned towards Jihoon. "Hi. Uh, it's been a while."

"Yeah." He mumbled.

"Wow you finally answered me." You snapped.

"I'm sorry okay!" He instantly started to close his eyes and place his hands on his head.

"Why are you always ignoring me now?" I asked.

"I-- I'm just..." he exhaled, "I really like you (Y/n) and when I see you with the other guys I get a little jealous and I never got the chance to be alone with you and tell you how I feel." He said all in one breath.

My eyes widened. "What?"

"I like you and Iwanttogooutwithyou." He said quick.

I sighed. "I really like you too Jihoon, but you ignored me for a week and then you ask me out?"

"I really like you. I want to be together."

I don't know what came over me but I started to bang on the door. "Guys please let me out!" I cried after them.

Finally Jinyoung opened the door and I ran out, and bolted to my room.

I started to sob into my pillow. I wanted to be with him too but I didn't like the sudden urge that came over him. He ignored me and then asked me out like nothing ever happened.

I didn't come out of my room the rest of the day. I skipped dinner and I didn't even shower. I stopped crying after an hour of what happened so I just sat up on my bed and thought. I thought hard.

I wanted to ask him what was so bad about me that made him ignore me for a week straight. Something made me want to disappear, because it seemed like they were just there to toy with me and my emotions. I wanted to get out of the house and I want to run away from this hellhole of a--

"(Y/n)?"

I turned to see Jihoon. "What?" I spat.

"If it's fine with you, I want to talk to you, because I miss hanging out with you." He gave a cute smile that Jinmo couldn't reject.

"Fine."

He closed the door and sat down next to me on my bed. "So... how are you feeling?"

"Terrible." I mumbled.

"I'm sorry." He simply said.

It was silent for a moment. "Why did you ignore me?" I asked once again.

He blinked and sat closer to me. His eyes began to soften quick, like he was about to cry. He threw his arms around me and tightly squeezed me into a hug. I decided to hug him back because I missed him. Something told me that he was about to speak but he didn't.

After he pulled away he finally did speak. "I was jealous."

My eyes widened. "Jealous?"

"Well, there is 10 other guys and you talk to them a lot. And I liked it when it was just you and mine. I know ignoring you wasn't the answer but I was scared to tell you how I felt because you mean too much to me. I didn't want to lose you as a friend because I confessed." He looked down and played with his fingers. "I'm sorry."

I sighed. "You won't lose me as a friend. I care about you too much." You smiled. "And the other guys," I scoffed, "they are really clingy and need help with everything. Daniel just asked me to help him open a water bottle for him this afternoon."

Jihoon broke into a cute laughter making you laugh too. "I missed you." He sighed.

"I missed you too. So how about that date?"

His eyes widened. "Really?"

"Ye--"

He hugged me. I hugged him back and nuzzled my face into his shoulder.

"I won't let you down."

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