Chapter 35

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Y/N POV

I woke up and had a shower when I looked into the mirror I saw my eyes were red due to crying. I tried to hide it with some makeup. We have to go to bts dorm they have called us since they wanted to have lunch together. They had a meeting in the morning the rest day they will be free.

I don't want the plan to get canceled because of me so I tried to hide my ugly face behind the makeup. And got ready for lunch.

Stella: Hey where are you going?

Y/N: We are going. You forgot? we have to go for lunch with the boys.

Eli: No need we are not going anywhere.

Y/N: Guys I am fine now please stop worrying about me it would be rude if we reject the boys. trust me I'll be fine.

Stella: You sure?

Y/N: Absolutely.

Eli: Fine.

Then we went to the restaurant where bts told us to meet. They were already there waiting for us. Stella sat beside V and Eli sat between Stella and Jin now the only space that was empty was between Jungkook and Jimin. Eli stood up from her place and was about to sit beside Jungkook so that I don't have to sit there when Jungkook stopped her.

Jungkook: I am sorry Eli will you please sit with Stella I have reserved that place for Y/N.  

Eli looked at me and I nodded. After getting seated we were looking through the menu.

Jungkook: What happened to you Y/N are you okay?

Y/N: Yes I am fine.

Jungkook: Don't lie Y/N your eyes are red and your voice is sounding different.

Y/N: I am fine Jungkook. Hey Jimin can I see the menu?

Jimin: Y-yeah sure.

Y/N: Thank you.

Jimin: What happened to your voice Y/N?

Y/N: I think I caught a cold.

Jimin: You should have soup then you'll feel better.

Jungkook: Hyung let her decide what she wants to eat.

Y/N: Yeah your right Jimin I'll have some soup.

Jimin: Okay then I'll tell your order too.

Y/N: Thank you.

Jungkook: What was that Y/N.

Y/N: What?

Jungkook: Are you ignoring me?

Y/N: No why do you feel like that?

Jungkook: Cause you are ignoring me.

Y/N: I am sorry if you feel like that.

Jungkook: Don't be sorry just tell me what did I do wrong to make you behave like that. I am sure I must have done something, you won't ignore me without any reason.

I felt really bad when I heard him say that I was so rude to him just now. I should apologize.

Y/N: I am sorry Jungkook but I was in a bad mood I didn't want to ignore you.

Jungkook: You sure?

Y/N: Absolutely sure.

I said while showing him 2 thumbs up.

Jungkook: That's my Y/N.

He said while ruffling my hair.

Y/N: Yahh! it took me so long to do my hair don't mess it up.

Jungkook: Okay okay.

He said while raising his hands in the air. 

After having lunch we went to a park there were hardly some people in that park since that park was located at the outskirts of the town. We decided just to have a walk there I was walking with Eli and Stella when Jungkook came to us.

Jungkook: Hey Y/N can we talk?

Eli: No last tim-

Y/N: Yes let's go.

I glared at Eli and took Jungkook's hand and walked away from there.

Jungkook: What was Eli saying?

Y/N: Nothing you say what do you want to talk about.

Jungkook: I don't know if I should talk about this now or not since you are sick.

Y/N: Cut the formalities dude.

He giggled before starting.

Jungkook: You left yesterday without saying anything.

Y/N: I am sorry.

Jungkook: I want to know why.

Y/N: I had an important call.

Jungkook: I don't believe you but I'll take that for now. So what do you think what should I do?

Y/N you must do this I don't want to lose this friendship. I took a deep breath.

Y/N: About you loving IU right?

He nodded while blushing. It took almost my whole energy to say those words.

Y/N: Are you blushing?

Jungkook: Yah!! stop teasing me and tell me what should I do?

Y/N: I think you should tell her how you feel.

Jungkook: How? I can't do that alone.

Y/N: What do you want me to do stand beside you and tell IU that 'hey IU Jungkook loves you he was nervous so I just came along hope you don't mind'.

I began to laugh at my own silly joke and he just stared at me. I stopped laughing since it was awkward.

Y/N: I am sorry. 

Jungkook: Y/N I only trust you with my problems and my secrets please do something.

Y/N: Well let me think. You should tell her how you feel about her by looking at her in the eye. Just think that it's only you and her in this world and no one else. Be calm and polite.

Jungkook: What if I mess up?

Y/N: Think positive dude.

Jungkook: You'll be with me right? When I say that to her.

Y/N: And will I do there play a violin?

Jungkook: Y/N! If you'll be around I won't feel nervous.

Y/N: Okay okay.

Jungkook: Now let's decide when we'll do it.

Y/N: We??

Jungkook: Okay me. Hey Y/N!! there is a party tomorrow in between several production companies I am sure she'll come how about at that time I'll take her to someplace where there is no one and say it. How does it sound?

Y/N: Good.

Jungkook: Okay then fine we'll meet tomorrow at the party.

Y/N: Yup.

Then we went to the others and we went to our hotel while the boys went to their dorms.

At the hotel

Eli: Are you out of your mind what were you doing?

Y/N: What did I do?

Eli: I said stay away from him do you want to hurt yourself more?

Y/N: I am trying to get over those feelings Eli and I don't want to lose his friendship. And I am happy to see him happy.

Eli: But don't get that close to him that in the end, you'll hurt yourself again.

Y/N: I know don't worry. 

Then we three went to sleep.

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