**Time Skips To Friday**
School was finished, finally, it's the weekend. I was looking for Josh, we were supposed to walk home together. I started looking for him. I asked Anthony and he told me to look behind the school building because Josh likes to go there. I walked there with a big smile on my face. When I went there my eyes immediately started tearing up, my jaw dropped, my legs felt weak. Josh was kissing Nessa. How could he? I mean I know we are not together, but still, he did ask me out. He threw away everything so easy. At that point my face was completely covered with tears. I started running, Josh came behind me. I got home and ran to my room and locked myself in, the only person I was letting in was Avani and maybe Anthony because he gives good advice.

**Josh's POV**
School was finally finished. Ellie and I are supposed to walk home together but she has one more class to attend. I was just chilling behind the school building, I like going there, it's quiet. I had 30 more minutes until Ellie would come looking for me. I saw someone coming my way, it was Nessa.
N- Hey baby.
J- Don't call me that.
N- Oh come on Josh. I know you want me.
J- Nessa I do, but you broke me. I'm moving on with my life, as you should too.
N- We could go to my place and talk.
J- You just want to fuck me.
N- You want to fuck me too.
J- Where is your little boyfriend.
N- Who Chase?
J- Yeah.
N- He's like a sex toy. We're not dating.
J- Wow.
Nessa leaned in and started whispering in my ear.
N- Come on Josh, I know how much you want to fuck me right now.
J- Nessa, no.
N- Rip off my clothes and just fuck me, right here.
J- Stop.
Everything went quiet until I heard soft moans coming out of Nessa's mouth. I turned around and saw her rubbing her private area. She was going faster and faster. The moans were getting louder and louder. She let out a pornographic moan and at that point I was so turned on. I bit my lip.
N- Am I turing you on? We could go to my car.
J- Nessa.
N- Say it.
J- Say what.
N- I'm turning you on.
J- Maybe.
Nessa kept rubbing her private area going as fast as she could.
J- Nessa. We can't do this here.
N- Yes we can.
J- I like Ellie.
N- But you want to fuck me.
J- Nessa.
N- I don't care about Ellie. I want you to fuck me. No one will ever know.
Nessa sat on top of me. I didn't push her, I don't know why. She started sucking my neck. She's good at it but I can't do this to Ellie, but I'm so turned on right now. I started letting soft moans.
N- You like this daddy?
J- Nessa.
She leaned in a started kissing me. I kissed back, what was I thinking. It soon turned into a make out session. I pulled away and we both took our shirts off and went back on kissing. The bell rang but we didn't hear it. About 5 minutes later I saw someone standing close to us. It was Ellie, shit. She just stood there tears coming out of her eyes. She started running. I tried to get up but Nessa whispered in my ear pulling me back to where I was: "I know you are turned on, just fuck me". I managed to get up and put my shirt back on. I started running after Ellie.

**Ellie's POV**
I can't believe it. Was he just using me? I heard a knock on the door.
Av- Bubs, can I come in?
E- Yeah.
I explained Avani everything.
Av- He is a dick. I'm going to kill him.
E- Don't.
Avani walked out, after not even a second later I heard her yelling. Probably yelling at Josh. After a few minutes she stopped. She came back to the room and I started crying in my arm.
Av- It's going to be okay. Just calm down.
E- I can't.
Av- Happy thoughts only. Look at me.
She wiped away my tears. I gave her a fake smiled.
Av- You stay here and rest, I'll go get us some snacks.
About 15 minutes later I heard another knock on my door.
E- Vani, come in, the door is unlocked and you know it.
I heard the door open, Josh was standing there.
E- Get the fuck out.
J- Please Ellie, let me explain.
E- Josh, I said get out.
J- Ellie, I wasn't thinking straight.
E- You still did what you did. You were dumb enough to almost fuck someone else when we were so close to dating, you fucking asked me to be your girlfriend Josh.
J- Please forgive me.
E- Listen Josh. We will both move one. I will find someone even if it's hard for me to get over you. You'll find someone else or go back to Nessa.
J- No.
E- Does Bryce know?
J- Yeah.
E- I'm surprised you are still here.
J- Same.
E- Now please get out.
J- Okay, just so you know, you will always have a special place in my heart even if you don't want to be with me. Even if I date someone else.
E- You will too. Now get out.
He walked out. I started scrolling on instagram when I saw this cute guy. "Nick Austin". I decided to DM him. He immediately responded and we started to get to know each other. i found out he is part of the Hype House. Not far away from sway. He is coming over in 15 minutes. I told Avani and the others. Josh looked mad and jealous, I didn't care, he was the one who made out with someone else. Nick arrived, we hugged and headed to the living room, everyone was there. We were all talking, Nick had his arm around me. Josh came to the living room.
J- What the fuck.
B- What is it Josh?
J- Can I talk to Ellie for a bit.
B- No dude. She is having a friend over can't you see.
J- It's important.
B- No.
E- Bryce, it's okay. I'll be right back.
I gave Nick a kiss on the cheek. I followed Josh to his room.
J- What the heck Ellie.
E- Do you need anything.
J- Moving on that fast?
E- Making out with an other girl even though we are practically together?
J- Listen, it was a one time thing.
E- Really Josh? That's your excuse?
J- Ellie, please. Forgive me.
E- I thought we had something Josh. I thought I finally found a guy who wouldn't cheat on me or used me and we would be happily dating.
J- What to do you mean?
E- There are things you don't know Josh.
J- What things?
E- How can I trust you?
He leaned in and came closer to me. He placed his forehead mine.
J- Trust me.
I took a step back.
E- I've been suffering from depression two years now and that's because of all the bulling I get. I did try to date someone to get my mind of things but that person was abusive. He cheated on my every single day. He would hurt me all the time. When I broke up with him he almost killed me but Bryce called the cops and the arrived right on time. I did try to commit once because of what's going on with my life. After that abusive boyfriend I had  decided not to move on, until I met you. I thought we had something but whatever we had, you threw it away like it was nothing.
J- Ellie, I didn't know.
E- Why are you saying that. Would that change anything?
J- Yes, it would. I know I hurt you. And that's the most regretful thing I've ever done. I can't see myself without you. You changed me. You were always here for me like no one else has been here for me. You are gorgeous, sweet, just everything I could ever ask for.
E- Then tell me why did you made out with Nessa.
J- I don't know.
E- You asked me to be your girlfriend. I was planning on telling you yes today. But you hooked up with Nessa.
J- Ellie, I'm sorry.
E- Josh. I need to go back downstairs.
J- Okay..
I went back downstairs and started talking with Nick again. It was only me and Nick. Everyone else had left the house. Josh was upstairs. I heard a knock on the door. Josh came running. He opened the door and it was Nessa. I gave Josh a death stare. I knew he was trying to make me jealous, I could see it in his eyes. They'll probably have sex so I'll come running after Josh or some shit.

**Josh's POV**
I wanted to make Ellie jealous. I called Nessa over. When Ellie saw her she gave me a death stare. When I heard Nick leaving and Ellie going to her room I knew what to do. I would fuck Nessa. I just wanted to make Ellie jealous.
Things got hot in there
About 30 minutes later, Nessa left.
I walked in Ellie's room.

**Ellie's POV**
Nick left and I went on my room. I was chilling there when I heard moans coming out of Josh's room. He's doing it to make me jealous, I know it. Gosh he is an asshole. An hour later Josh came in my room
J- Hey gorgeous.
E- Don't act like you didn't just fuck Nessa.
J- Woops.
E- Josh, I know you did it to make me jealous. Don't even try to deny it.
J- Yeah, I did.
E- You are a dick.
J- Come on.
He sat next to me.
E- Go the fuck away.
J- Why?
E- I fucking trusted you with my personal life. You didn't make me jealous. You fucking broke me even more. You are an asshole. I will never forgive you.
J- I'm sorry.
E- This is the second time you broke me like this. Get the fuck out.
J- Ellie.
E- I'm calling Bryce.
Josh got out . I can't believe him. Maybe I should go with Nick. Let Josh be in my past.

**Josh's POV**
I fucking messed up. I am such a dick. I broke Ellie. She trusted me. Why the fuck am I like that?
I hate myself. I pushed her away completely. Fuck. I hate being the one that makes her cry. I can't. I love her..

~Part 8 Coming Soon~