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I hate him.

He just had to leave for Japan, didn't he? Why this month? He knows I get needy when the seasons change.

I thought about cheating on him, but I felt guilty for days after.

It's not like Jungkook doesn't love me, it's just that he's busy. He has promotions and fan signs; concerts and appearances.

I whined and rolled to my side, pulling my pillow between my legs. I grabbed my phone and texted him, getting a reply a few seconds later.

I smirked to myself and bit my lip.

:sext me I'm bored

Kookie: >///<

:hehe~ c'mon, just a little bit~

Kookie: I'm at an event hyung, I can't

:awwww not even a little something for my imagination? Are you wearing that nice tailored suit?

Kookie: That's not important.

:it's important to meeeee

Kookie: yes

:i bet you look good u always look good in suits.

Kookie: Hyung, I really can't do this right now

:just give me an image, something small

Kookie: Hyung!!! >///<

:please??????
: i'll love you forever~
:Kookie?
:oh my god, did the venue get shot up?
:R u okay?

Kookie: Hyung, I'm fine I just won an award is all

:CONGRATULATIONS 🎉!!! I'm so proud!

Kookie: -///- thank you...

:now will you send me a little somethin somethin?

Kookie: Nah I'm nominated in another category I might have to go again. Don't need a boner to get me in trouble

:but Koookiiiieee~~~~

Kookie: no

:fine, I'll fix myself. U owe me
:text me when you get to your hotel room
:dont drink and cheat
:no texting and driving
:no hoes or bitches
:love you

Kookie: love u toos

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I woke up the next morning, my hip sticky and boxers wet since I was too tired to shower after I got off.

I groaned and rolled over to grab my phone. I turned it on and found seven messages from Jungkook.

I went into our messages and he had sent me a video of himself walking down a hotel hallway. He mumbled something but it was slurred. I was just glad he was alone.

The video cut and I went down and studied the picture he sent me. It was him, standing in front of a mirror, dressed in his nice suit. His eyes were bloodshot and he looked drunk off his ass.

The message below it said Fuck I look like shit. I laughed at that and scrolled down.

Kookie: Who knew you could get crunked on wine
Kookie: ur my only hoe hyungie
Kookie: I can't fuck other idols u know that
Kookie: miss yous

:morning. How ya feeling?

I got up and stretched, ignoring the message I received for now.

I dropped my boxers to the floor and moved to the closet, pulling out Jungkook's biggest shirt and slipping it on. I went back to bed and turned on my phone as I got comfy.

Kookie: pain

I giggled and rolled my eyes.

:I'll tell your manager you can't handle wine.

Kookie: no~~~ baby pleeeeezzz dont alcohol is all I can turn to when ur not here

:no it's not. Seokjin goes with you everywhere. He's ur mom more than manager

Kookie: but I can't kiss him and spoon him

:well you could but i'd kill u :)

Kookie: I don't wanna kiss him :( i wanna cuddle you~~~

:awe i wanna cuddle u 2

Kookie: hyung, I took a picture for u last nihht but I didnmt send it
Kookie: u want it?

:is it dic pic?
:if so then yes

Kookie: geez I'm buying you a dildo when I get back.

: gasp!
:really?

Kookie: maybe
Kookie sent a photo.

I tapped on it and opened it up, cooing at the picture of a kitten in some woman's arms. It was black and white and Jungkook had drawn a heart around it.

:that's cute who's is it?

Kookie: dont remember :)
Kookie sent a photo.

I opened it up and suddenly dropped my phone with a squeal.

I covered my mouth and felt my cheeks burning. I slowly reached out and grabbed my phone, peeking at the screen before squeaking.

Jungkook had sent me a picture of himself in bed, his length fully hardened and his fingers around the base.

:why do that so suddenly????~~~~

Kookie: did I make u blush, hyung?

:of course! U didn't even warn me! It's too early for that!

Kookie: but it was appropriate when I was going on stage on live tv?

:yes because ur baby wanted u~~~

Kookie: well i want my baby now

I picked at the sides of my phone case and bit my lip, debating on whether I should do this or not. I had work in two hours and usually Jungkook drew this sort of stuff out.

:i don't think I have time

Kookie: call in sick

: dont wanna

Kookie: aish...later then?

:tonight
:i'll call you

Kookie: love you

:luv u 2s

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After work, I came straight home and took a shower. I was a choreographer for the same company Jungkook worked for. Even though Jungkook couldn't see how nasty I looked after twelve hours of teaching and choreographing, I still wanted to be clean when I called him.

After my shower I got a small snack and texted him.

:you busy?

A few minutes later I had finished my snack and was throwing away the wrapper when my phone tinged.
I grabbed it and got comfy in bed.

Kookie: Not anymore

:can I call you now?

Kookie: yes please

I bit my lip and then suddenly gasped as I thought of something.

:wait
:can we FaceTime?

Kookie:...
Kookie: You know how to make my days better :)

I rolled my eyes at that and exited to my FaceTime app, smiling as I waited for him to answer.

When his face popped up on my screen, he immediately sighed.

"Aw, what's wrong?" I asked.

"Nothing," he ran his hand through his hair with a smile, "It's really hot here."

"Same."

"How's everything back home? No hidden dudes in our bedroom?"

"No, baby," I rolled my eyes, "You know I only love you."

"Yeah, I do," he picked up a little lego man and started playing with it, "But I feel bad for leaving you all the time. I wouldn't blame you if you slept with someone else while I was gone."

"I'd blame me," I pouted, "I don't want anyone else. I have you and you make me happy."

He lightly laughed and glanced at me through the screen, "I'm glad I make you happy."

"Don't I make you happy?" I asked quietly, a bit worried that he couldn't hear me.

He quickly looked up and nodded, "You do. You make me really happy."

I smiled at that and dropped my face to the mattress, "I miss you."

"I miss you too," he said. I heard shuffling through my speaker and I looked up to find him laid back in his hotel room bed.

"Jesus, how many pillows did they give you?" I laughed out.

"As many as I ask for. I made an igloo yesterday and slept in it last night."

"A pillow igloo?"

"Yes sir."

I got comfortable on my side and pulled his pillow to my chest.

He laughed at me then quietly said, "You look cute, hyung."

I giggled into his pillow then propped my head up against my hand, "Thank you. You still look like my mochi bunny."

He pouted at that and rolled to his side, "Mm....hyung?"

"Yeah baby?"

"I wanna hold you."

I smiled and blew him a kiss, "You can hold me when you come home."

"No," he pouted, "I wanna hold you now."

I gave him a sad smile and looked away from the screen for a second.

"It's always really lonely when I leave home. I wish you were with me."

"Me too," I nodded, "Maybe I could take a vacation week and go with you somewhere some time."

Jungkook nodded, his hand coming into frame and resting in front of his face, "I'd like that."

I shot him another smile, one I tried to make look more cheerful than the last, "Yah, Jeon Jungkook."

"Yeah, hyung?"

"The seasons are changing. How dare you leave me by myself. Especially since it's almost winter."

"What's with you and the seasons?" He asked, rolling to his back.

"Don't know," I shrugged, "but I like being needy 'cause you love it." I bit my lip and giggled as the blush rose on his cheeks.

"Nothing wrong with it," he shrugged, "I think you're cute when you're trying to seduce me."

"I'm always cute," I reached up and held a peace sign over my left eye.

"That you are," he chuckled, rubbing his cheek. He let our conversation pause then he lightly laughed, "Hyung?"

"What is it baby?" I asked dropping my hand back to the bed.

He smirked and wiggled around before he asked, "Are you wearing pants?"

I giggled and rolled to my other side, bringing his pillow with me before getting comfy. By the time I looked back to him, he was biting his lip. I grinned and lowly said, "Wouldn't you like to know."

He rolled his eyes, which made me giggle. "I do wanna know, that's why I asked."

I grinned then slightly shook my head, "No, I'm not. I stole some of your clothes."

"Which ones?"

"Your dark blue boxers and one of your long sleeves. Nothing much," I shrugged.

"I have a pair of blue boxers?"

"Well, they're not mine. They're your size so they better be yours and not some side hoe's."

He chuckled and shook his head, "I don't have any side hoes, Chim. You're my only hoe."

I smiled and adjusted my head on my hand, "That's good. You're my only bitch."

"Aw, does that mean you have a boyfriend?"

"Yeah," I nodded, "He's such a bitch. Left me when I needed cuddles."

He sighed, mumbling something that sounded like a shy apology.

I laughed and sat up, pulling his pillow into my lap, "Don't worry, baby, I still love you."

"Love you too," he smiled, sitting up more against the mountain of pillows behind his back.

"Did you have to wear a choker today?" I squinted, having taken my contacts out and I was too lazy to put my glasses on.

"Yeah, why?"

"Because there's a big circle on your neck, like...right in the center."

"Oh, really?" He reached up and touched his Adam's apple, "That's funny. My choker had a big metal circle and the cloth part like, wrapped around the sides."

"Mm...maybe you're allergic to the metal, was it gold?"

"Yeah."

"Baby you know you can't wear pure gold," I sighed, pressing my lips together, "Does it hurt?"

"No, just itches."

"Poor thing," I muttered, "Get the itch cream I put in your bag and put some on that. Text me when you're done, okay?"

"Alright, love you, be back in a few minutes," he blew a kiss at me and I giggled, pretending to catch it.

"Love you," I smiled then we waved at each other before he ended the call.

I rolled to my back, hitting the power button on the side of my phone. I let out a groan.

This line is overused, but one thing was for sure: I got bored really, really quickly without Jungkook.

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Do u guys think I should stop this book at 100 parts and start another or keep going until I get bored of this book?