In which Lisa cheated and Jennie wanted Cool Off.

(Angst)

"Jen.. I slept with someone last night." She muttered.

She doesn't wanna make Jennie stupid and lose her trust on her.

"Hmm, that's why your weird this week." Jennie shrugged and look somewhere, not wanting to show her vulnerable tears who wanted to drop out of her eyes.

"I passed out, she literally raped me."

"You should've reported her to the police then. Raping is a crime." Jennie busied herself scrolling on her phone. This time her tears stream out and she made sure Lisa saw it.

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"You like it eventually didn't you?"

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"As if sorry will make everything okay."

"I-i could report her but I don't know if they'll believe me.. you know my reputation in the past." Lisa stuttered, sounds offended and defeated. "Come on."

"Hmm." Jennie twitch her mouth to stop it from trembling. "What do we do with that? Let's break up?"

"No!" Lisa snapped making Jennie stare right into her soul.

"Then what?" She calmly ask. "Keep this shit relationship?"

"It's not shit, I love you.." Lisa whispers, it almost feel like it came direct out from her heart. "I just-- fucked up."

"I love you too." Jennie smiled, her voice squeak. "But you know it's not enough, I need space--"

"No no no, don't break up with me please!" Lisa pulled and tightly hugged her. "...Don't leave me."

"Lisa. I just need space. I'm not breaking up okay? I love you.. but everything feels so heavy right now, I could breakdown."

"..no, please" Tears started falling out from Lisa's eyes too. "I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you.. no, I'm sorry."

"Lisa. Cool off. We need that. We should cool off."

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Lisa didn't know sleeping with other man is okay and part of the cool off plan.

She stood their stand straight, frozen. Her heart stops a beat, drops and shattered as she saw some other man was laying on Jennie's bed, the bed that they shared for a long time.

Fuck. Cool off huh.

She stops herself to punch the guy and wake the two hell up. She squeezed her eyes shut before sitting back on the living room's couch.

She clasped her hands to stop trembling. All the what if's rush down all down deep her bones. "This must've Jennie had felt. Stop being rude Lisa.. everythings okay.. it's fine you love her.. she l-loves you. It's back to fair square."

Or so she taught.

Jennie stumble down to ground as soon as she saw Lisa outside as she walks out the bedroom.

"Cool off huh?"

"..Lisa," her voice sounds pleading. "I'm sorry."

"It's okay." Lisa clenches her jaw. "It's okay, I cheated, you cheated--" she click her tongue. "--it's fair right?" She didn't even notice her eyes welled up with tears.

Jennie could only look down at her trembling hands. Heart's racing and she couldn't breath properly.

"Babe? Who are you talking to?" A voice hoared all over the place.

Lisa's stomach drop. "..babe?" She shook her head and quickly went down to Jennie, she held her hands tight. "Jennie. Tell me. You got drunk right? This is a mistake?"

"Drunk?" Lisa now, finally recognized the man. It's Kai. He's the one who gets on her nerves because she won't stop pursuing Jennie to date him. Lisa glared at him. "Oh fuck.. Lisa." Kai's eyes widen and he quickly stepped back.

Lisa brought her eyes back to Jennie, softer. "Jen.. tell me please," her voice broke. "Your drunk right? This is a mistake? Right? Like mine? I can forgive you--"

"Bro, I'm allergic to alcohol." Kai butt in, earning a furious weak pained glare from Lisa.

"Jen.. please, tell me."

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And with that one shook of a head. Lisa's world shattered. She look at Jennie's eyes.

How could you?

Lisa smiled. "I wish you we're drunk, it would lessen the pain.. really."