We make it up to the pool and let's just say I'm already dreading being seen with these testosterones. Loyt and Amelio seem to be having this brotherly bonding moment leaving myself and Mr. Hudson with nothing but ourselves. I look around at the pool area finding out that this is one of the private pools on the ship.

Shoot he got access to this?

Show off your money to me even more Hudson. I love a show-off.

There are girls dispersed all over the area giving me an idea of what I just walked into. I gag at the sight of almost all the girls dressed in their skimpiest swimwear. I follow behind Mr. Hudson and the rest as they settle a few feet away from the pool. Loyt and Amelio take seats next to each other leaving the other two seats for you know...us.

Luckily, they're not directly next to each other but sadly they're opposite from each other which means I will be facing Mr. Hudson, ugh something I don't want to do.

I slightly move the chair to face directly to the pool instead of this pig's face.

Observing these other women, I feel highly overdressed, and I never thought I'd feel bad saying it, but compared to them, I look like a Christian auntie trying not to show too much skin. I hear Loyt and Amelio laughing and I turn my head in their direction to see them getting up from their chairs.

"Where are you guys going?" I ask frantically not wanting to be alone with the one person I despise.

"We're heading to the pool where the girls are at" Loyt answers matter of factly "you are welcomed to join in but I bet you have higher standards love. Honestly these girls are down for anything and you're not that type." Loyt finishes following behind Amelio who seems kind of eager.

Yeesh. It's weird seeing Amelio like this, I thought he was different but then again I've known him for a week and a half.

Loyt's words were supposed to be a compliment but for some reason it makes me feel useless. I'm glad he doesn't see me as that type, which I'm not but something about being disregarded is always unpleasant. I turn to see Mr. Hudson looking in my direction but I quickly spin my head around looking elsewhere to avoid those bold eyes. The bar's open but I don't want to walk around in my Christian auntie attire as I'm the only one who clearly didn't get the memo.

"I know you know I'm watching you." Mr. Hudson speaks up in his monotone voice making me jump a little.

"Why did you bring me here?" I ask without looking at him.

"I ask the questions and besides it was Loyt's idea. He's friendly so I was doing him a favor." he responds lowly.

I'm surprised that he did that for Loyt. I bet if Amelio hadn't agreed to come if he would do the same thing? He knows he's taking advantage of me and I hate it.

I don't reply to him. I sit in silence watching the other girls shake their asses and have fun. I'm not like that and I will never be. Is it because I want to be perfect or is it because deep down I am really not like that?

It's really not fun asking yourself questions that you cant answer or questions that are meant to torture you.

I hear a whistle from beside me knowing who it is but what I didn't know was his intentions. Right after he whistles two girls walk up to him sitting on each leg grinding against him. Embarrassment fills my entire being just witnessing this. I can see from my peripheral view the girls tracing their hands all over his body while one of them kisses his neck. The music is now turned up way too loud and the girls in the pool are getting wilder and wilder and so are the ones clinging onto the pig. I start to get angry with both Loyt and the pig.

Why the fuck did Loyt want to bring me here like I would have fun and why is the pig beside me still fucking staring?!

I turn my head in Mr. Hudson's direction immediately wishing that the Holy Ghost himself would come down and wash my eyes. These three animals are practically having a threesome right in front of me. The two girls are kissing on his neck and grinding as fast as they possibly can on his leg.

I should get out of here before I start cursing Mr. Hudson out and that's the last thing I want to be doing. I make a decision to head over to the bar but stop when I realize that I'm still dressed from head to toe in my auntie attire.

Fuck it.

I pull off the kimono as well as the floral vest leaving myself in my plunging ivory bikini top. I would definitely be pushing it if I take the shorts off so I leave them on instead. In my peripheral view I see that the pig is still watching and the urge to completely cover myself again rises.

The problem isn't the bikini. The problem is him.

I would never want to be half naked under his eyes especially after his offensive words he's said in the past without even knowing me. I feel like it's inappropriate given who he is and adds to the difficult kiss scenario that I keep fucking bringing up. I stand up leaving my belongings in the very spot that I had just been sitting in. I ignore his eyes and walk right over to the bar feeling a bit exposed.

"A mai tai on the rocks please." I say to the bartender while he smiles at me and I return a small one. He finishes making the drink quickly.

"Thank you." I take the drink and before processing anything I take a big sip shutting my eyes tightly as the alcohol burns my throat.

"Drinking by yourself?" the bartender asks as if it isn't obvious, giving too much with his smile. I'm not really up for the small talk but I reply anyway by nodding.

"Pretty girl like you shouldn't be." he smiles at me "What's your name?" he continues.

"Sabrina." I lie not wanting him to know my real name. I finish the drink and slide the glass back to him.

"Such a sexy name. Do you have a boyfriend?" I hold back a cringe at his first response and take that as my cue to discontinue this conversation. I slide off the bar stool to return to where I was earlier, next to the pig and his bimbos.

"Fuck you. Whore!" the bartender shouts while I walk away causing me to look back at him confused to see him flashing the finger at me. Without even thinking about where I'm going because my head is turned in the direction of the bar I suddenly slip at a sharp edge only realizing it is the pool step when I finally turn around. A stinging pain at my right ankle makes me seethe as I look down to see my ankle dripping with blood.

"Shit." I screech at the jabbing pain. I look at my ankle bleeding out, the skin ripped away from it. I bite my lip to prevent myself from crying out of pain.

I look around trying to find Loyt or Amelio but they are on the other side of the pool highly distracted. Now I have to walk around with this bloody ankle. I knew some shit was going to happen.

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