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"Tell her hi for me." I tell Parker over the phone.

"She's actually right here." he chuckles and immediately my mood shifts because of what I did to this angel. He may not know it yet but I destroyed him entirely.

"Hi Noah." Parker's little sister Harper says and I smile at the utter cuteness.

"What's up pretty princess?" I ask while playing with the ends of my hair. I miss her so much, I miss both of them. Harper has been the most decent female in my life which is quite sad because not even Parker's mom really appreciates me. Parker told me that she wants him to be with her best friend's niece Marila and to be honest I don't know why Parker is still with me because this Marila girl is absolutely a catch.

"The sky." she giggles and I join in with her, embracing the corny joke that Parker and I have come to love. "I miss you." I hear Parker say and I release a sigh.

"What's wrong baby?" He asks. Everything is wrong.

"Nothing, it's just that I miss you too and we haven't been talking much." I lie.

I am torn about whether I should tell Parker that I kissed another man or not but doesn't he deserve to know the truth? I would want to know the truth if I were him so why am I holding out on him?

"Parker?" I decide to take the leap of faith and tell him.

"Yes my love." with that response the tears come flooding out my eyes running down my face. I bring my hand to cover my mouth to stifle any sound that may indicate to Parker that I'm crying. I don't deserve to be crying right now because I'm the villain here so wherever these tears came from they need to go right now. "I'm waiting my love." I can hear the smile in his voice and I just break. I can't do it. I won't do it.

At least not now.

"I love you," I sob "so much." I manage to get out. I can't even imagine telling Parker that I cheated on him and I can't imagine keeping it from him like a liar either. He will find out, just not now.

Initially, Mr. Hudson was the one who kissed me but I liked it. I liked it enough to still be thinking about his lips on mine and his perfect hand on my neck and that is where I went wrong. If I simply didn't enjoy the kiss it would've been much easier to tell Parker that I got kissed by my guest but it was more than that. He didn't just kiss me. I kissed him too.

"I wish I were there to wipe those tears off of your gorgeous face. You don't have to cry to tell me how much you love me because I'd rather put a smile on your face." he pauses for quick minute "I love you too Noah, more than anything." he pauses again but comes back before I can say something "I'm sorry babe I need to go. It's a work emergency okay." before I can say my farewell the line is off and I sigh.

I'm such a mess.

Knock. Knock.

I open my door to see Loyt standing in front of me in usual passenger attire. A floral blouse and khaki pants. He has a towel thrown over his shoulder and sunglasses propped ontop of his dark hair.

"Hey Loyt what are you doing here?" I ask quite curious as to why he needed to come look for me when I'm pretty sure he came here for his friend.

"What do you mean Noah. Come join us at the pool." Loyt proposes making me furrow my brows in confusion.

"What?" I say out of surprise "I'm not going to the pool with you and Mr. Hudson." I say sternly before turning around to close my door. I head back to my bed untying my ponytail and letting my hair down. Another knock sounds from the door and I groan before sliding off the bed to open and inform Loyt that I'm not going for good.

"Loyt." I start as I open the door but when I look up it's no other than Mr. Hudson himself. "Yes." I answer lowly, perplexed to see him here.

"Mr. Steph says that my staff can accompany me anywhere on the ship so why don't you join us at the pool for Loyt's sake." Mr. Hudson says so calmly I forget who he is for a second.

"I'm not really in the mood to go to the pool. Sorry." I lie. I don't want to be around him, not because I feel some type of way towards him because I really don't but I need to keep my sanity because my libido has been messing with me since that kiss and I'm not sure being around him will help.

"Do you know I can let Mr. Steph know about this right?" he has the audacity to say and this is exactly why I hate him so much. He's such a conniving ass.

"You mean you can lie to him about me?" I push back.

"Your choice." he answers looking down at me with pure evil in his eyes. I close the door in front of him then quickly change out of my uniform into a floral loose vest with denim shorts and pair it with pink flipflops. I made sure to put a bikini on just incase I would want to take a dip in the pool along with a kimono. I leave my hair just the way it is and open the door to find Mr. Hudson leaning on the opposite wall waiting.

He knew I would come because I don't have a choice. Any little story he runs to tell Mr. Steph he will take it wholeheartedly and make me face consequences. But that's the type of power that comes with money.

He steps in front of me and I follow behind him. I see Amelio dressed in casual clothing as well chatting it up with Loyt.

"Wow Jax you really got her to come." Loyt says in amusement but soon he's bursting in laughter and when Amelio finally picks up on his comment he starts doing the same. "I'm sorry I really didn't mean it like that." he continues laughing.

I roll my eyes at their sheer stupidity but deep down it made me feel a bit uncomfortable. Jax, 'coming' and I in the same sentence makes me sick to my stomach.

"It's not funny and I'm highly offended. Please have some decency Loyt." Mr. Hudson adds from beside me not thinking how worthless his comment could make me feel but then again he doesn't care about my feelings. Not that I want him to care but did he have to say that he's offended by it? How embarrassing.

Hey lovelies ✨ So far my fave character is Loyt he's giving Harry Styles vibes. What are your thoughts? Tell me down below. Do you think Noah should tell Parker? Did Noah actually cheated?
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