Chapter 36: Don't call me Desperate.

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Another 6 months later

Have you ever been so hurt by someone? Felt the gravity of your heart and lungs enclose? Have the thought of someone ever given you the worst panic attack ever?

Love is such a particular feeling, especially when it comes to one's relationship with a specific person. You begin to wonder: what are you8
willing to do for that person?

Love is phenomenon, it is enchanting with its allure. So enchanting you'll get lost in the possibilities. The possiblities, the circumstances of acting impulsively on current feeling that can change in an instant.

Feel the worst situation worsening but still stand and stay hoping all of it will eventually become worth it.

As I became consumed with love it became patient with me, and so I acquired the ability to empathize because that's just what you do when you feel so strongly for someone. I showed passion with the type of kindness and understanding you have specifically for that one person. I regret so much, yet I regret nothing.

I still think about the times it felt real. When he was the one that I wanted to be with. I didn't want anyone else even while he just kept giving me more pain than love.

It's embarrassing to admit but I secretly think that I loved all the pain he gave along with the not-so-consist love.

I remember one time he hurt me bad. At the time I was so sure it was an accident, now I know better, of course.

Pain shouldn't come with just that it should come with so much more.

If it comes... if it comes at all let it all be with the consistency of pleasure and love and compassion and patience.

Jacob POV.

As I walk down the hallway of Scarlett's condominium, I reach for my keys in my back pocket of my Armani jeans while balancing the bags of gifts I had in my grasp. I got to the door and push my copied key in the keyhole. I twist the door knob and push the door open and step in. The condo's lighting is virtually dimmed, candles were lowly lit on the ground. I get to the kitchen and place the gifts along with my keys on the island table. I heard Scarlett's soft sleepy breath coming from her room. I tread lightly and slowly open the door to see Scarlett sleeping. She had a couple books spread out before her. She must've been studying.

I picked one of the books from the bed. One of the books had a rustic blue look to it, thick with what looks like about 600 hundred pages. On the front a title is printed, not in the language of English but also not foriegn, atleast not to me.

The words translated:

Earth, Wind, Water, and Fire

I turn to the first page and it became obvious that the book was that of spells. Scarlett had been studying magic and to be honest I didn't feel to good about it. I mean, I knew she was practicing but I hadn't seen any of her material until now. She spoke about it, sure, but I would not have thought that I'd be exposed to any of it.

What is this anyway? This book...

I usually didn't play too well with witches, they proved to be a cynical type. I didn't appreciate my last encounter with one.

*FLASHBACK BEGIN*

"Jacob." Elizabeth, a witch that my men and I have been holding captive spoke. She purred softly, seductively; arching her back, raising her chin to the cell's ceiling. "I know you... I know you...I know you...I know you... I know... I know you...I know." Her coarse green eyes fluttered as her long jet black hair falls effortlessly down her head. She had on nothing but a silk knee high gown, her feet bare, her body without the magical jewels she used for her spells. She was an enchantress in every sense of the word; skin flawlessly blemish free, tight curves, a mystical aura that not even the spell-binding cell completely suppressed. I felt it. I felt her attraction towards me. I felt mine. She pulls, anchored me closer.

I stand just below her sand-white feet.
"Elizabeth." I said with a dull expression on my face. My hands clinched in the pockets of my denim jeans. "You're a hard one to get ahold of."

"I have nothing for you Son of Micheal Young. Domnia lunei în creștere." She spoke the following words in Romanian 'reign of the rising moon pack.'

"I hear differently. I hear you know you who is responsible for the attacks on my territory."

A smile spreads wide across her face and she begins to laugh. "Is that why I'm here? Is that your reason for apprehending me? Look little boy! I don't have time for this!"

Silence approached us. "How's he anyways? Your father."

"Don't worry about him."

"Oh! But I do! Did he tell you about our time together in Kabul?"

"You spent time with Micheal."

"I spent more than time with daddy, so much more time I almost would've been your mommy dearest."

I couldn't tell if she was lying, but imagine if she wasn't? What could that mean? Michael stepped out on my mom to be with this witch? Was Michael capable of something like that? He was capable of many things but I never could imagine that he'd betray my mother. If it's one thing you can count on, is that he absolutely loves my mother. So it's to difficult to believe.

"What?" She raises question with an eerie smirk on my her face, "Don't believe me? Remember, I don't age, so when your father was around your age imagine that I was this hot piece of ass. Oh! he could not resist me, and I him." She moaned. "We ofcourse ended due to mal-intent. On whose part, I guess we'll never know."

"What do you know about my father?"

"He was never meant to be alpha of the rising moon."

"What do you mean by that?"

"I'll tell you what, you give me something that I want in exchange for whatever you want to know." Her deep red lips puckered.

"I'm not negotiating with you Elizabeth. You tell me all I want to know and I'll think about not ripping your head from your neck."

"Boy! You think you can kill me? You aren't HALF of the man you're was." She warns.

I got down on one knee in front of her. I press my finger on her throat. "You're under the impression I'm playing games; I can assure I am not." I grab her throat and raise her lean body. "You will do as I say."

"O-okay...okay." I release her and she falls to the ground.

"Under one condition."

"Don't fuck with me demon!"

"Under the condition you give me one night."

"One night of what?"

"One night of you."

*FLASHBACK END*

I took that book and the other two that I believe to be translating dictionaries. They seemed old though. The language she is learning isn't a frequently used language today. It's old.

I take up the other things that were in the way; like notebooks, pens, her laptop, the flowers I had sent to her a couple of days ago while away.

We spoke on the phone earlier as I was leaving my office in Colorado. She told me she planned on using her weekend to study some material-- not mentioning what.

As I begin to take off my Rolex, I noticed the time:

1:25 a.m.

After taking off my Rolex and placing it on the dresser, I remove my cufflinks and place it next to the Rolex. I then take my phone, wallet, and keys out of my pockets and place them on the dresser as well. I walk to the closet as I remove my suit jacket and shirt to place them on hanger. Finally, my shoes, socks, and pants.

I take all of this off to take a quick shower, considering the long day I've had. And just as I stepped out of the tub, there she stood in her see-through tank top that barely contained the weight of her breast. My dick hardened.

"Hey." She said, her eyes lids heavy.

"I'm sorry, did I wake you?"

She nods her head, "It's okay though." She walks into the bathroom to get closer to me. She wraps her hands on my neck and pulls me down slightly to reach her lips. I take her by the hips and pull her body closer to me, I could feel her nipples get hard against my wet skin. I took her bottom lip between mine and sucked long and hard.

Baby girl was just bare faced, barely awake and she still held a strong sex appeal. I couldn't help myself.

She kissed my cheek and asks "How was the drive?"

"Long."

She holds my cheek in her hand, "Did you miss me?"

"You know I did."

And it was the truth, I could not stop thinking about her. Her big pink juicy lips, and her round chocolate nipples between my teeth, her oh so wet pussy gripping me, or the thickness of her thighs, even the sweet ass way she says my name. There's so much more.

Her hands move down to my lower back to the front of my waist and pulls off the towel.

She looks down at my dick biting her lip. Takes my hand and pulls me to her room.

She pushes me to sit on the bed and comes on to straddle me. She began to kiss and lick and sucked on my neck while my hands were placed above her skin tight shorts.

She touches my dick and starts playing with it, she got on her knees and fed herself.

Her head bobbed up and down on my shaft, and she takes her tongue to the base of my dick and swallows me whole again. She kisses my tip and then she stands forcing her hand to my chest pushing me to lay on the bed. She starts at my left hip bone, her mouth moves up my abs to my chest leaving trails of her faint mark.

I take her by her waist and flip us over, leaving me on top and her on bottom. Her legs in the air, I pull off her shorts and panties and spreads her legs for me to see. I raise her ankles to my shoulders then I push myself inside her slowly.

I could feel her body slightly shake under me. I push in deeper. Her eyes gleam up at me, she places her hand hand at my low side and curses my name.

"Jake..." She whimpers.

As soon as I slid in I wanted to come, she was so damn warm and wet. I've hadn't came in weeks, so it was hard for me not to bust right then and there. I chose to stay faithful while away from Scarlett. I didn't want to do anything I knew would hurt her so I abstained from any sexual activities.

3 weeks. Longest I've been without sex and honestly I have been so busy lately I didn't think about it too much. Except late at night when Scarlett and I would be on the phone, she would tease me. Masturbate over the phone while having me listen to show me what I had been missing. And fuck, I have to admit I had been missing out.

Baby girl felt so good. As I was doing slow strokes she was squirming under me, her toes curled in the air. I slide my hands down to the back of her knees and push them towards her head. There was no denying baby girl was flexible and I love the shit she'd do with her body.

My long deep strokes turn into fast ones and not to soon after could hear and feel her pussy squirting on my dick. I couldn't blame her, she couldn't control herself. When it came to me she never could. I liked it that way, I needed control over her body. She's mine, and I needed things.

Scarlett takes her hand to my back and her manicured nails digs into my skin as she arches her back; pressing her body closer to mine.

I take her hand from my back and place it above her head as I fucked. I did that because I knew it drove her crazy. She hated when I stopped her from touching me but there was nothing she could do about it-- I over powered her.

"Shit. Fuck! Aahh. Just like that." She moans.

"Just like that?" I groan into her ear.

"Yeah. Damn. You feel so good, please don't stop. Shit, I missed you so damn much!"

"I missed you so much more love. You don't even know." I growled in her ear.

I lift her shirt to expose her breast and I put her nipple in my mouth. I swirl my tongue over her hard nipple and she instantly came. Her body convulsed violently under me and she shouts my name, loud, too loud. I had to put my hand over her mouth as I continued to fuck her. I didn't want anyone to come knocking on her front door to complain.

I slid out and flipped her on her stomach and slid back in that way. She stuffs the comforter in her mouth to suppress her screaming. Her eyes roll back.

Scarlett's hair was in a neat bun on top of her head. To protect her hair she wore a silk scarf on top of her head. I knew better than to fuck it when she'd have it done that way. So instead of her hair I take her by her neck and pull her towards me, tilting her head up.

I lean over her back just to growl in her ear, my wolf threatened to take over. I couldn't have that, he didn't just want to fuck or make love, he wanted to take it to the next level and bring her to her absolute limit of destruction. There's no way Scarlett's ready for that, I didn't want to lose her to the point of no coming back so I fought my wolf, I fought him as I fought my urge to come. Baby girl was gripping me tight. I almost couldn't help myself. She felt amazing.

"Jacob I'm coming again..." She whines. This would be her second time. I slid out of her, I wanted her to wait a little before I'd have her orgasm again. I got on my knees, spread her ass cheeks to begin to eat her pussy. I tasted what she leaked, trailed her falling juices and push it back inside with my tongue.

I push my middle finger in puckered butt hole just so she could whine uncontrollably. One day I was gonna push my whole length inside her but not today. Everything in me wanted to go all the way with Scarlett, every single time I thought about her but I know I can't. She isn't the usual, I can't treat her like she is.

Soon enough I let her come. I pulled her down off the bed and shoved my cock in her mouth and she sucked me off until I came in her mouth.

My hot cum dripped down her the side of her mouth as she swallowed the rest of my load.

"Good?" I ask her.

She nods her head and licks her lips.

She raises from the ground. I use my thumb to wipe the drip of my cum off her face. I lean down to kiss her plump ass lips.

~~~

A low hum of a woman's voice and the smell of burning pancakes woke me. I sat up and walked out of the bedroom.

So tell me how you wanna play
If it's you against the world, then you know who I choose
That's never gonna change
That's why I love you either way

[Pre-Chorus]
Mmm, your kiss, your touch
Can't give in enough
My care, for ya
So deep, you know it because
I'll be right here with your breakfast when you wake up
And I love you 'cause you love me with no makeup
Even if there's someone else tryna pursue it
You the only one I'm doin', ooh, boy

[Chorus]
That's dangerous
There's no one else I trust
I put my all in us
I know the risk in love, yeah
That makes this dangerous
I still want all of ya
You got me so wrapped up
What if we're savin' love? That's dangerous

[Post-Chorus]
Somethin' about this feelin' so familiar
It's like I'm lookin' at myself in the mirror
You put the pieces of my heart back together
You got me thinkin' 'bout forever and ever
Dangerous
What if we're savin' love?
Nothing can break it up, no
This could be dangerous

[Bridge]
I'll give my life, put it on the line, is that crazy?
'Cause boys like you don't usually fall for the girls like me
Is it hard to believe?
You changed me, and that's crazy
Mmm,
I'm like the bullet to your gun
Still feels like we have just begun
Oh, this could be dangerous, oh, yeah

Caption: night after some good dick.

I walk to the washroom to take a piss and brush my teeth. After that, I go fix the disaster I know is going on in that kitchen. I walk up behind her and take her by her swaying hips. I look over her shoulders and see the plates of overcooked/undercooked pancakes. "Okay, I think it's time for you to give up." I said lifting the spatula from her grasp. I clear out the table and wipe it down.

"So you are just going to take over like that?"

"Yes. You're a terrible cook. I don't even know why you attempt.

"You haven't even given the pancakes a try."

"Baby girl, is today the day you want me to die?"

"There weren't that bad."

"Egg shells in the mix is not apart of the recipe."

"Okay now, you are just being mean." She pouts. I take her hips and place a kiss on her forehead.

●●●

"Your seats." The host shows us our seats. "I'll be right back with your menus and specials for tonight."

I pull out Scarlett's chair, help her sit and I take my own.

Scarlett sets her brown bag on the floor next to her feet and she looks around at the restaurant. "This place is so nice," she coos.

"You think so?"

She nods. "It is."

"I know I have been busy quite a bit."

"Understatement."

"I know...I know."

"And your gifts, there sweet, but they don't make up for the fact that we don't do this enough. I miss you Jake."

She pulled at my heart strings, fuck I miss her too; but what was I to do? I have responsibilities. I have actually people who rely on me and here I am trying to make a relationship work. I never could look do it before, no one ever seemed worth the effort. It can get a bit much juggling all that I already do, and on top of that a healthy relationship.

The host comes back with the menus and we look through it.

"How was it anyways, your trip, did you atleast have fun?"

My trip was one of the last things I wanted to talk about. I was already unhappy with how things ended. I just took the day off to drive back down here so I could see my baby girl even if it meant I would have to spend the whole day tomorrow just to get back up there. "Yeah, it was fine." I said instead of anything else I didn't want to speak on that. I tried avoiding discussing what I did for the benefit of my pack with Scarlett because it wasn't something I wanted her to be involved in-- mainly for her protection.

"So all work, huh?" She could already tell that I lied.

"I've been too busy; hadn't even have a chance to think about fun."

"It's okay, it's not your fault."

"And I'm guessing you won't tell me anything."

"I rather I didn't."

She accepted my answer thankfully without stress. I really didn't want to get into it tonight, especially considering how I'm going to have to leave again after this.

A waiter came back and took our order, Scarlett ordered the Seafood Pasta with Arrabbiata Sauce and I had the same.

***

Scarlett POV

"I know this isnt going to make you happy but.." Jacob said.

"But?" Please don't ruin this perfect moment, I just got you back.

"I leave after this, so I can make it back tomorrow afternoon, I'm scheduled for a meeting.

His hands on his pocket as he walked on the sidewalk beside me.

I wanted to be angry or upset, so I'd have it in me to make him stay. But I didn't. I couldn't. I didn't understand everything as he told me nothing but I still had to respect his time.

I'm happy about it, but what could I do?

He smooths his arm over my shoulder and pulls me to a hug. I let go of my folded arms and wrap them around.

He raises my chin to kiss my lips. We were in a public place, no doubt we had eyes on

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