"Thanks for the ride!" you say as Astumu stops the car.

"Hey anything for you, Y/N!" Atsumu cheesily replies.

You unbuckle your seatbelt and lean over to hug him. As you back away, you feel a hand on the back of your head keeping you in place. Your expression relaxes as you realize what Atsumu was about to do. You watch as he tilts his head and leans in towards you. You take a second to process the situation as his lips reach your own before finally kissing him back. As your eyes close you allow him to kiss you deeper, giving him access to the inside of your mouth.

Damn it how does he always make me cave so easily when I'm with him. I really shouldn't but I-

Atsumu releases you and pulls himself away. You take a second before sitting back properly in your own seat. You quickly gather your belongings and step out of the car. After you walk to the sidewalk, Atsumu rolls down his window.

"Y/N thanks for hanging out with me," he says as he smiles widely.

"No problem," you mutter as you try to keep your cheeks from tingling.

Atsumu rolls back up his window and drives away. You wait until his car is out of sight. You then gather yourself together to avoid thinking about Atsumu and walk up to Bokuto's door. You knock and wait for a second while you hear loud footsteps approaching from the other side. 

"Y/N!" Bokuto yells excitedly as he opens the door.

You suddenly see his face drop as he takes in your appearance.

"Hi," you weakly reply.

Bokuto continues to stare at you as if you had three heads or something. You look down to make sure you look the same as usual and realize what he's staring at. You immediately cover yourself in fear of what he's going to do.

"Y/N what are you wearing?" he asks confusedly.

Instantly you force the sweatshirt that you forgot to give back to Atsumu over your head and put it behind your back. You glance behind Bokuto and see Akaashi watching you from the nearby couch. You quickly roll the shirt up in an untidy ball behind your back and then take one hand to push Bokuto back into his house.

"Nothing!" you quickly say as you cross the threshold.

You slide off your shoes without taking your hand off of Bokuto.

Shit, what the hell am I going to do. I told Akaashi that I was with my mom tonight. I didn't think he was going to be here with Bokuto.

Suddenly you feel Bokuto push you back and grab the sweatshirt from behind you. You watch as he lifts it up and it unfolds.

"Man that's a big sweatshirt, Y/N," he says innocently, "where the fuck did you get that?"

"Give it back, stupid!" you shout as you try to reach toward it. 

Bokuto lifts his arm high up so you can't reach as he continues to inspect it.

"Y/N why the hell would you buy yourself such a big sweatshirt? Did you really think it was going to shrink that much?"

"No," you growl as you continue trying to swipe it from his hand, "I swear to god I'll punch you where it hurts if you don't give it back."

As you're about to take a shot at Bokuto he swiftly steps back. You fumble forward and he turns around as you take a minute to regain your balance.

"Akaashi have you ever seen this sweatshirt before?" Bokuto asks seriously.

Akaashi shakes his head and stands up to walk towards the pair of you.

"No don't!" you cry as Akaashi takes it out of Bokuto's hand.

Bokuto grabs you as you go for Akaashi and pulls you into a big hug.

"Man Y/N you really are so tiny are you trying to overcompensate or something?"

"Gah! Shut up Bokuto," you scream as you try to get out of his grasp.

"Is this your hoodie?" Akaashi asks calmly.

You stop struggling for a moment and stare at Akaashi. The two of you keep eye contact as you struggle to think of an answer.

"Well?" asks Bokuto.

"Of course it's mine," you wail as you start struggling again, "if it wasn't mine I wouldn't be wearing it, idiot! Give it back!"

"Then why are you stressing out over it so much?"

Akaashi's words make you once again give in.

"Hey Y/N how did you get here so quick?" Bokuto asks.

"M-My mom gave me a ride," you quickly lie.

"Inarizaki," Akaashi says as he looks inside the sweatshirt.

"Huh?" Bokuto questions as he lets go of you.

You stand frozen in shock as both of the boys look at a tag inside of the sweatshirt. Bokuto looks back up at you with a confused face.

"Who really gave you a ride, Y/N?" he asks again.

You grab the sweatshirt out of Akaashi's hand and put it over your face. You kneel down and start to cry into Atsumu's sweatshirt.

"Why does it matter?" you cry out.

Bokuto kneels down next to you and gives you a surprisingly gentle squeeze.

"I'm not mad at you, Y/N," he says sweetly.

You take your head out of the sweatshirt and look at your friend as he tries to comfort you, showing him the tears on your face. Bokuto wipes your wet cheeks as you look over to Akaashi. You see him frozen in place as he stares back at the sweatshirt you're holding in shock.

"Bokuto," you say quietly as you stand up.

Bokuto stands up with you as he keeps a hand placed on your back. You grab his arm and put it down, back to his side.

"I'm just going to go home," you sniffle.

You walk outside and shut the door behind you. Before you can take another step you collapse with your back against the door. You stuff your head back into the sweatshirt and silently cry once more.

Why is this what I get for enjoying myself? He can have a girlfriend but I can't go out just once.

"What the fuck!" you hear Bokuto's loud voice bellow from inside, "Why the hell do you keep treating her like that?"

"You know damn well I don't trust that asshole anywhere near Y/N!" Akaashi argues back.

"You have a goddamn girlfriend Akaashi did you forget? You should at least act like you are trying to be supportive of her!"

"I-," you hear Akaashi's voice trail off, "what the hell am I supposed to say to her?"

Done with listening to the boys' argument, you slowly pick yourself up and walk home.

END OF CHAPTER 19