Chapter 39-Fidio

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Dannon is playing on my desk with his little toy silently not disturbing me. Sometimes he demands for my concentration and when I look at him and give him a smile or say some words he settles again. He makes a fuss if I don't spend time with him but with the busy schedule we have I got no time to allocate to him specially.

It is as I expected so I arranged one of my friends bring him here and leave him with me along with some toys, baby food, few extra clothes and diapers. I even got myself a baby sling. He plays on my desk silently or sleep in the cradle that is beside my chair or if I have to move around to monitor things I make him sit in the baby sling and bring him with me.

Gouenji first smiled amused at this, the arrangements I made for him. I found that Dannon is quite attached to him and he too treats him like his son. Some, no most people mistake me for his mother. I softly say no and leave with a smile. I think I am treating him like my own son.

But the credit doesn't belong to me. He has this power to wrap me around his little finger and make me dance to his wishes. He is this cute little guy. I miss playing dress up with him. After starting as his care taker I used to buy various outfits for him and dress him cutely. Lately I am not able to do that. I have to do it and add to my collection of Dannon. I mean after dressing him up cutely I take a photo and store it. I will make it into an album later as I said earlier

Today Fidio and G came here to hand me Dannon. That is weird since Fidio doesn't like G in general and G distances herself as much as she can when it comes to Dannon. It makes me wonder why since she is the mother as far as I know. Her behavior makes me doubt if I am wrong about it. Any ways no time for all that drama now. We don't have enough time. Things are going well but very hectic.

The futons I got proved very useful and I had to rent more of them. Lunch delivery idea was a hit too. None of them go out, they don't have time actually. Everyone almost stays in the office working late. I stay here too and we go back for an hour or so to take a bath and get ready. G got me professional wear but in the office I wear comfortable and simple office wear. Gouenji is involved in work that he doesn't eat if I don't remind him at least thrice.

I have to move now so I got on the baby sling and placed Dannon in leaving G there. For some reason she wanted to stay and I let her though I can't pay attention to her. I went around our team doing the required and I had to go to master's office so I went in knocking and found Fidio sitting there. Suspicious. Why are the two of them hanging around here? I shrugged leaving it aside and doing my work. When I was almost done with him I got a call from Lillian. Gouenji looked at me in question and I smiled apologetically and lifted the phone after finishing with him.

"Hello Lillian. Can you tell the matter quick? You know we don't have enough time." From the corner of my eye I could see Fidio tensing and his facial expression changing making me sense something is wrong. She sniffed on the line making my suspicions true.

"What happened?" I asked softly this time.

"I am going back to Boston." She sniffed again.

"Why?"

"I am done. I am giving up on this unrequited love. He will never love me. He will never change. I can't make him love me and give up on his playboy life." She said sobbing.

"Are you sure?"

"I am."

"Okay. Do what you think is best for you. I will try to get home to sleep tonight."

"Thank you."

"That's fine." I ended the call and glared heatedly at Fidio.

"Mind explaining what happened?"

"What?" He said trying to act innocent like he knows nothing.

"Don't try to act innocent." I said deadly narrowing my eyes. I then realized that I am in Gouenji's office still.

"I am sorry. I will take this out." I told him.

"No. He is fidgeting from the moment he came in. He wants to tell me something and I am waiting for him to talk. I believe it is related to what you want to ask him. Sit down." He said dragging a chair nearby for me to sit down. I sat down in the chair with Dannon still in the baby sling.

"So.." I started.

"What?" He said still trying to act innocent.

"Please Fidio. Time is valuable for us now. We are making time so don't waste it and come to the matter directly."

"Fine. Last night I went to bar."

"Yes."

He hesitated a little. "I brought a girl home." He finally said scratching his neck awkwardly. I sighed rubbing my head at this. "She walked in my room this morning and we both we both were under the bed sheets." I clenched my hands crumbling the urge to kill him now.

"Why did you do that?"

"I was drunk."

"Don't make excuses! You know how she feels about you!" I shrieked lifting up my hands.

"What makes you think so? I don't.."

I cut him off before he could spout some more nonsense. "Don't shit with me Fidio. I know that you know." I said glaring.

"I don't.."

"Don't deny it. I know that you know too." Gouenji interrupted. He tried denying it further but shut up when we both gave him a look.

"How do you both know?"

"You acted well. None knew about it but you can't fool me and master is master I guess. Nothing can go past him."

"Fine. I knew from the start. But I had a bad love. She deceived me. I thought she loved me for me but later I knew she was with me for money. I caught her cheating on me with another one and I broke up with her heartbroken. The next day I had a million dollars transferred from my account. I lost all trust on love and girls. How can I love again? I am scared. I lost trust and became a playboy."

"Fidio." I started slowly. "I don't know what you think of others but do I look like an idiot to you?" I asked impatiently a little furious. I mean I am completely furious but I don't show it in front of a baby. There is a high chance that he will be scared. He looked shocked at my question. "Don't shit with me! Do you realize that you are just looking for pity and justification on your side? If you really lost trust on love and girls you could have stayed away from them totally. If you really hated them you would have stayed a kilometer away from them. Let us be frank here." I said covering Dannon's ears. "When you got a girlfriend you slept with her and you found it good so when she left you, you just started fucking girls giving yourself reasons for you behavior." I removed my hands from Dannon's ears thinking it safe now. Fidio mouth is practically open at my choice of words.

"That's not the truth."

"Don't answer me. Ask yourself. If you really hated and lost trust you could have stayed away from them like Gouenji. He hates them and never slept with any girl. Like a real man." I huffed. "You are just giving yourself some pathetic reasons to justify yourself and get a new girl in your bed everyday. You knew. You knew Lillian loved you for years. She loved you for years idiot! None loves like that! Why are you even comparing Lillian to her? You know she is not like that? She waited for years! I don't know what love is but I don't think I will be waiting for someone who doesn't love me and sleeps around with a new girl everyday. I won't love someone like that!"

"I know! I know I don't deserve her! I am not worthy of love! She hates me, doesn't she? I got what I deserved so leave me alone." He yelled.

"Leave you alone? Sorry that won't do! You just want to escape after doing all that to her. You want run away from this? That won't do! Face it like a man! She won't! She won't love you and believe you. Go! Go and tell her that you love her and beg her! Prove to her that you are worthy! That you will love her forever! That you will treasure her! Prove to her that you are worthy of all the years she loved you."

"What makes you think that I love her?"

"Your idiocy really makes me want to kill you. Don't joke with me. You stayed in Gouenji's house because she is staying there."

"It's not because of her."

"Fidio! Do you really think you can still fool me?"

He held his head down defeated.

"You don't want to face the reality! You are scared that she will reject you. But don't give up! Fight for her! Fight for what you want. Prove to her you are worthy of her love. She suffered all these years. Give her love and happiness in return. In future she shouldn't regret the fact that she loved you. She should be glad that she did. She should fee ecstatic about it! If you give up now, she will try to move on and I will help her to move on for sure, she will find a new love, someone who's worthy of her." His head raised immediately and his eyes filled with jealousy and anger. I knew I hit the spot.

"And you will continue with your playboy ways. But how long do you think you can sleep around? 40 years? 50 years? 60 years? But when you turn around and look back all you have will be one night stands and some slutty girls in your life when the one you loved will be happy with her husband and children, content with her life and all you have will be regret, regret that you let her go that day. If lucky you might find some other girl to love but I don't think anyone can love you more than her."

"You think so?"

"No, I believe so. Go! Don't let it be a regret! Go and tell her how much you love her! Be bold. She might reject but don't give up! Prove her your love. Make her feel it. Make her feel how much you love her."

He came forward hugging me catching me off guard. After coming out from the surprise I patted him awkwardly and he had to get away because of Dannon, who is in the baby sling between us squirmed protesting.

"Thank you! Thank you so much for making me realize. I will definitely regret it if I let her go. You are the best. If I have a baby girl I will name her after you."

"That.....is not needed." Don't you think he is moving forward too much? Children? First she has to accept him back.

"Seriously I will. You deserve it. Nevertheless you are definitely the godmother and of course Gouenji is the godfather." He said smiling goofily.

"Umm..Thank you but I think you should go and catch the children mother first." I said going in his way.

"Yes, you are right." He moved to the door but looked back, he walked back and hugged me again.

"I will not let her go! She is mine!" He announced and finally left.

I breathed in relief after he left. He is really something. I looked towards Gouenji to inform him that I will be leaving too but I found that he is already staring at me.

"What?" I asked suspiciously.

"I didn't know that you had that high opinion of me."

"That's true." I said trying to make it sound like a fact but I believe the blush on my face betrayed me. I somehow felt embarrassed with the way he said. But he is truly wonderful.

"Real man huh?" He said smirking and he started leaning in. I was somehow captured by his intense green eyes which seemed to suck me in each and every time I look into his eyes. It's like jumping into a bottomless ocean or more like black hole which sucks me in with a great force such that even though I know there is no way out I can't help but go in that direction, a great force beyond measure sucking me in. When he was near suddenly his phone rang making us both jerk in surprise.

I stood up and left immediately squeaking I have works that I needed to attend. I need to escape before I could further embarrass myself. He chuckled while I left hastily. But really, out of all the conversation we had, he had to concentrate on that words? Where I told him that he is a real man? He left everything else with which I encouraged him to court her. I am surprised myself that I could say all that and he has no words to say about that. I don't how they will turn out but I want them both to be happy. I thought this would be for the best. Let us see what will happen. Though Fidio is a playboy he is a good person and I believe he can change his ways for Lillian. Isn't that what she wants? Let us see how all this will turn out! Only time can reveal the results!

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Sorry for the minor mishap! My account got deleted accidentally and I just logged in now to realize that. I couldn't find my stories initially and I thought I had to rewrite them all again (I even started writing the first chapter and at the end of completing it on e of the loyal readers said that she could see and bam it reappeared) but thankfully they reappeared. There will be regular updates as usual. I am really sorry guys for the mistake. It will  not happen again!

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