Chapter 36-Downfall

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This time there's going to be an author's note before the chapter since today is special!  I recently went to the teenfiction section and discovered that my cover stood out very lame. While others have a colorful cover my book has a black and white cover with only Gouenji.

So I thought to get a colorful cover with both of them! I worked hard for this cover so you guys better like it! If not send me new cover (that is if you can and want to) or if you like the old one better tell me so I will keep the old cover back! 

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Things went normal for two days and may be life thought it was enough of calmness and sent a storm my way in the form of Steven. He appeared in the cafeteria walking like a king and smirking at me as if he achieved something. His smirk sent a cold shiver of fear down my spine.

"Hello Destiny!" He said very haughtily with an undertone like a whisper, may be that has to sound seducing or something. Our gang was surprised. Oh! Elena is a part of our gang now. I think our gang is increasing in size day by day.

"Hi." I said back confused. What does he want now? Is he planning something?

"You are going to be mine."

I gulped and looked awkwardly at him without replying. Last time I was all mixed up with Aram's issue and I said those things out. I am not that bold of a person. My personality is to let go. No holding grudges. What you sow so shall you reap. That is what I believe.

"In your dreams." Gouenji replied in my stead. I thanked him internally.

"You know I am the no.1 in this business world." Steven said ignoring him. "The no.1 in this whole world."

"I think so...?" I said not knowing where he is going.

"I stand at the top of the world and I can give you everything." I dipped my head down and rubbed my forehead hearing the nonsense he is sprouting. He can't give me everything. Love is what I will need the most and that is what he can't give me. I stayed silent not voicing my thoughts out. I don't create any further drama.

"You played well with me." I don't remember playing with him.Is he referring to what happened before, I mean talking to him discreetly about love and trust. "I desire you even more than before now." He said making me disgusted of myself. Gouenji held my hand in support squeezing it lightly.

"Ha! I know that, your under table romance." He said scoffing. "I also know that you refused me seeing him." For a person with an ugly mind everything else is ugly. They see everything and everyone in the world with their same standards. "You think with his brains he can overtake me when he enters the business don't you? You believe what tablets say and that's why you rejected me aiming for him."

"What non sense are you saying?" I said surprised. How can he think in such twisted way? He smirked at me.His smirk rings a bell in my head. He did something! Or is it just that he thinks he found the reason but then why would he be smirking in triumph as he did something?

"Oh no! You did something! What did you do?" I said standing up. He did something for sure! I looked at him in horror.

"You are a sharp one, making my desire for you even more. Come to me and I will fulfill your every desire, your deepest darkest desires." He said in voice which is supposed to be seducing but it sounded very creepy to me.

"What did you do?" I asked firmly again. Every one in my gang stood up along with me making him the only one to sit down at our table.

"The Shuuyas are no more." He said casting an evil smile at me.

"What do you mean?" My heart was beating crazy and I had this unknown feeling in my stomach making me queasy.

"His company is over as we are talking now."

I looked at Gouenji and he took his phone calling someone. He stayed silent on the phone while the other party talked. I was filled with dread the whole time. His stoic face remained the same never letting me even guess what is going on.

"What happened?" I asked.

"I will tell you. His company is crushed. All contracts and deals gone now. His company and his future is gone! He is on the road now fully in debts." My breathe stopped at this. "That, is my power. It just took me two days to plummet the mighty Shuuyas you say to ground. The ones in whom you saw power and status and rejected me. They are nothing before me! So I think you know now who is who and whose status and power is more, so come over. Don't think about what others might think. I like you very much and desire you. I don't think my desire for you will be gone any near future so you can be with me. I will make you settled for your whole life. You just have to warm my bed." He said and my control snapped. I slapped him hard shocking him and then he smirked again as if nothing happened.

"What kind of animal are you? What made you think so? I never rejected you seeing anyone. I rejected you because of you! I never saw him! How can you? How can you do this? How can you involve someone who has nothing to do with us? I don't care if you are the no.1 of the world. I don't care even if you are the king of this whole world! That doesn't involve me. You remain the same animal to me until you change that personality of yours. I don't stay with them for their riches or expecting something from them. They are humans, kind humans with great personalities. Each of them has their own flaws but they strive to become a better person every day. I will still be with them even if they lose everything and get into debts!" I yelled and then realized the situation.

"Oh no! That is what you did now. You did that now. You destroyed them and their hard work. How can you do this to them? No, it's not you. It's me. This all happened because of me." I clutched my hair.

"Give it back. Give back what you took from them. Please! Give them back." I said kneeling before him.

I could hear them shouting my name but it disappeared somewhere in the background. G and Elena came standing either side of me trying to lift me up but I don't have any strength left in me. Tears flowed again making my vision blurry. I seem to be crying a lot more these days. I knew it! My destiny is always bad. I always have the worst luck and for being involved with me he has to suffer now. He suffered enough already. I wonder what he is going through now. The same thing happened in his life before.

When his mother left his father went into depression and the business went downhill. For him it would be a big drama. A repeat of what happened. Again because of a female his family is on road. No wonder he hates females, especially me. And to think Richard thought I am helping him in get rid of his hatred of females! I am just increasing his hatred. I am not worthy of anything. Steven wants me but I am well and fine here but he is paying price in my place. Someone else is paying a heavy price because of me. I know if business fails it is not in normal levels. There will be heavy losses following. Considering how big the Shuuya company is I can only imagine how big the loss is!

"Become mine! Satisfy me." He said disgusting me and making my body shiver. I held my face in my hands and cried more. I wish I wasn't born at all or may be died in that accident before. I really that truck hit me flat killing me.

"Is one night enough?" I asked selling myself.

"Destiny!" All my friends shrieked. "Do you understand what you are saying?" Kidou shouted.

"I know! I know what I am doing. I am selling myself." I said trying not to break down. "That's the price I have to pay for what I did."

"One night is enough to make you come back to me again and again. What do you want in return?"

"Never! It will never happen again! You give everything back to them. Every cent you have to return. Whatever you took away from him return it with every cent."

"Done. For you?"

  "Nothing. I want nothing from the likes of you."  I said hissing. 

It is really becoming difficult even to breathe. I never thought there would come a day where I would go as low as selling my body.

"You need not do this Destiny. I will help him." Aram said.

"No. You can't. He might do the same thing to you." 

I said trying my best not to break into sobs. I am gone! I sold myself. I think my brain received quite a shock and I lost the control of my body. I felt like I was flowing. Oh no! Then I realized it is not so but I am being lifted by someone, at first I stiffened thinking it was Steven entirely disgusted. After he was done with me I don't think I will ever be able to see myself in mirror. I will be disgusted with myself completely and entirely.

But then the touch felt familiar and it was warm. I looked up to find Gouenji. Some more tears flowed out when it occurred that I am the one responsible for all this. I am the one who did this to him. He shook his head.

"Don't do that. You need not do this." He said and I realized that this the first time he opened his mouth after that phone call.

"No." I said sobbing. "I have to. I did this to you. I am sorry for all of this."

"No, you are not responsible for any of this." He said firmly but I still refused.

"No, I am. I am responsible. He might the one who did it but it happened because of me. It happened because of my presence. It happened because I was present in your life." I said sobbing again. Don't cry! You don't even have the right to cry!

"No, it is not. I want you in my life. You are precious to me. You are very special. Don't go to him. Believe in me. Give a month time. Just one month. I will get it all back ten times more." He said sternly.

"But.."

"Please believe in me! Don't you believe in me?" He asked looking at me in the eyes.

"I do."

"So don't."

I bit my lip. "Is it okay?"

He smiled at me very genuinely. I never saw him smile that brightly. He smiled at me as if he conquered the whole world when in reality he lost everything.

He then looked up and glared at Steven.

"Don't!" He said in a deadly voice. "Don't ever come near her again."

"She is mine!" He declared his voice echoing in the cafeteria and he turned around walking out of the cafeteria with me in his hands and our gang followed.

Gouenji's P.O.V:

I called my dad and found what Steven said was true. Our company was now in the hands of Steven. I clenched my fists tightly anger seeping through my veins. Not because I lost the company but because of Astrea. Though others call her Destiny I always call her Astrea because that name describes her perfectly. She is the epitome. How dare that Steven try to get her with such nasty methods? I heard all their conversations but kept quiet trying to hold in  my anger because if I lose control now I am sure I will send that bastard to hospital with broken bones. I saw Astrea on her knees crying. Crying for me. She even agreed to sell herself for me. She thinks that is all her mistake. My heart broke seeing her in such a broken state. I would do anything to make her smile, to return her beautiful smile on her beautiful face. She is beautiful inside and out, a gem in this world of worthlessness and greed.

In that moment I realized something. I love her! I always loved her from the beginning but I wasn't ready accept that fact. I wasn't ready to accept that I love a girl when all these years I hated the entire female population. But I am wrong. Astrea is not one of the females. She is special. She is my love. She will never ditch like my mother nor will she go after money. She has a pure heart of gold.

When people were saying she is Aram's girlfriend now and she didn't reply anything I felt my heart ache. I felt very frustrated and angry but still I wasn't ready to accept that I love her. I always wanted to be with her and glared at every one who even cast her a glance. I felt jealous of Aram when he touched her so easily previously, giving her a ride and when she clutched him tightly I felt my anger rise very much! When she refused to share the bed with me at the hotel I felt frustrated but still refused to accept the fact that I love her.

But now I know I love her and I am not letting anyone have her. I never wished for anything from my childhood. I never wanted anything all my life. But for the first time in my life I desired her, no I needed her. I am not going to let her go! Never in my life. She is mine. Even if she loves Aram! I will love her and will definitely make her love me. She is mine to have and no one is going touch as much as a hair on her.

"Don't!" I said in a deadly voice glaring at Steven. "Don't ever come near her again."

"She is mine!" I declared and started getting out with her in my arms.

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And so our lover boy realized his feelings? When will Destiny realize? Let us find out! And a new twist unveiled! Now Gouenji's company is gone! He is no longer the rich boy now. What will he do? What will happen? Will Steven plans work out? Wait for the next update to know!

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