This contains mature content, none toooo mature but I am putting up a warning just in case! If you are naive or innocent and do not want to corrupt yourself (Yeah R.I.P my innocence which lies somewhere in Wattgraveyard! Wattpad is responsible for its demise!) then I warn you to stay away but then again I leave it to you because even though I want to cry about it wattpad also provided some great love stories with meaningful relationships so yeah I am stuck where I can't even wholeheartedly cry about it! And don't expect much too, just some suggestive ways of describing and may be some crude words? I don't know how it will pan out! Wait I am blabbering too much, aren't I? And as much I wanted to delete this note I realized this feels like a conversation sputtered in nervousness so I will leave it here!

Well my talk with the girls ended fairly well and we decided to arrange a charity event on his birthday and after that I will plan a dinner for him. I think I have a vague idea of how I want that dinner to be done. Hopefully that's a good idea and I won't be too embarrassed to go through it! And for the charity event I am getting help from the whole gang as time is short and there is a lot to do.

I really wish we could keep this as a surprise from Gouenji but I am not too hopeful on that! It's hard to hide things from prodigies! But I am not worried because even if he finds out about charity event I am gonna keep a tight leash about the dinner. I didn't even tell the girls what I am planning, just what I need, but they might figure out what I am trying to do based on that and I believe because of that they will keep an even tighter leash on the information. I have a hunch that he'll like the dinner idea very much.

As I reached the office I kept all these things in the back of my mind and got ready for my workday. I should do my best to not seem suspicious as I really want to keep as much as I can as a surprise and it doesn't help that I took a half day leave. Entering the elevator I pressed the button for the top floor since that's where Gouenji's office is and I was given my office in the same floor courtesy of my husband who makes me work in his office most of the time. And yeah we shifted into a new building, Gouenji took care of all that!

The doors opened with a ding and with one foot out I could tell the atmosphere was wrong. There were so many people on the floor, more so than usual, running like headless chickens but they still maintained pin-drop silence. They were either whispering very low or writing on papers for communication. And not mention I felt weirdly cold, like the temperature in the top floor dropped several degrees. I was hesitating whether I should move forward or go back inside and make this half day leave a full one when heads turned because of the noise the elevator made and I swear when they saw it was me their eyes shone! Literally! It was like locking on their target.

Before I know it I was dragged to Goenji's office door with people madly gesturing to the door, me, their necks and whatever it was they were trying to convey, but all those mad gestures was only making me confused further. I think they got that from the face I was because the next moment one knocked and ather pushed me in without waiting for a reply from the other side. By the time I looked back I couldn't even see a soul. Turning to the front again I kind of understood what happened. Gouenji is pissed off! He was more furious than I have ever seen. Well! That explain why they were all running like headless chickens. I would have done the same too. But then I also understood that they want me to cool him down. But how?

Noticing I was staring at him blankly I fixed myself hurriedly and waved at him very awkwardly. "Hi!" I almost squeaked. Clearing my throat I tried again. "Hello Gouenji! I am back." Gouenji looked up from whatever he was doing and stared at me. He literally stared at for ten minutes with that poker face of his making me squirm. Am I supposed to say something? Who's the one who made him angry anyway? Suddenly he stood up making me freeze. He walked towards me or rather walked past me and opened the door making everyone outside freeze.

"I want this floor empty now!" He ordered in a calm voice. "Mark! Cancel all my appointments today. Tell the security and the receptionist that none is allowed in the top floor! If someone comes up tell them they can pack their bags and quit." His secretary nodded and started working but all others were still frozen. "I thought I said that I wanted this floor empty NOW!" Again like headless chicken they started running, some to the elevators and some to the stairs.

Before I knew it Gouenji and I were the only ones left in this entire floor. Do I need to go out to? Considering he went past me without even uttering a sound I guess I need to leave too. That's a little sad but I understand. I will give him time to cool down and then I will talk with him to know what happened. As his wife I want to share his problems too! I vowed to be with him through thick and thin and I plan to keep them.

I turned around to walk out of the office but before I could even take a single step Gouenji closed the door and locked it. Uh? I can...stay? He turned around suddenly and locked his eyes with mine startling me. He was looking at me with a piercing gaze as if trying to look through my soul. In two long strides he was before me.

"Gouenji??" I asked startled.

Before I could say anything further he lifted me off my feet and dropped me onto his desk. With a single strike he threw everything on the table down shocking me. I responded quick enough to save the laptop because I wasn't sure it could survive the fall and Gouenji's laptop is very important as it contains many work related things! He glared at the laptop as if it offended him and before he could do something I quickly placed it inside the table drawer. Don't know if it was because he suddenly lost the target his eyes again fixed on me seriously as if considering what to do with me.

"Umm..what happened?"

Hearing my question his eyes shifted to my moving lips and as if he made a decision he grabbed my chin and yanked my forward and kissed me. It was not the first time we kissed but still I was shocked moreover he was very bearing with the kiss. It was hard, over-powering and he even bit my lips. In a word it was...raw. Grabbing my thighs he moved in between my legs and his fingers went down there making me dizzy with all the passion my breathe almost leaving me. Then a tearing sound brought me out of the haziness.

Did he just tear my panties???

"Gou...ahhh!!!" Before I could even call his name he entered me completely in a hard thrust making me scream.

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"What happened?" I asked panting after he finished venting on me.

This was the first time it happened. Gouenji has a sense of limit and privacy even more than me. He doesn't do much PDA in public though in private he is worse than a starved wolf but that's another thing. Though he makes stay in his office he doesn't do much except teasing me till I am red or kissing me when doors are closed.

But now it not just happened, it was a very intense session too. He was very crude and forceful. Every time it was making love between us but this can count as fucking. I mean we had intense sessions but this is definitely fucking. No more like caveman style??? Because he kept on saying 'You are mine' as if trying to mark me.

Even now he is hugging me tightly as if I am going to disappear the next second. He is most likely triggered by something. Then logically speaking something happened in the morning when I was absent? There was only one meeting in the morning with Swelter's Co. CEO regarding a deal. But it was almost a done deal and even if it didn't go through Gouenji is not someone who would react like this.

"Did something happen in the morning meeting with Mr.Swelter?" Since he is keeping his silence I started with a guess. When I said Mr.Swelter he turned rigid and his grip on me tightened several degrees. I rubbed his back in a soothing motion to calm him down and placed light kisses on his neck and shoulder.

"He tried to cheat on the deal."

Is he stupid? With Mr.Prodigy here his plan won't work at all.

"When I declined and showed it all he tried to blackmail me."

"Blackmail? With what?"

"You." He answered hugging me tightly again. "In his words 'Like Steven did'." I went blank once and then it dawned on me what happened and why he was so intense.

"No Steven incident is a onetime thing. It won't happen again. Moreover Gouenji I am very selfish. Then I didn't know what it would be like to be with you nor did I think I had the chance to be with you. But now I have you. I can't live without you. Even if you lose everything again and someone said if I go with them to return everything to you I will selfishly stay with you no matter how much loss you have to bear and we will start together from the scratch. We made a vow didn't we? Until my last breathe you are my only husband." Caressing his face I looked into his eyes to convey my sincerity. "I am yours."

"Wait, you are hard aga..ahh! But we just..."

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I literally did a walk of shame today. Without taking off my clothes, like a caveman he tore off everything! None survived. So if I am to go out I need new clothes. First I thought of calling G or Lillian but I backed right away because if I do call them I am in for a round of teasing. So I looked at Gouenji with eyes full of grievances.

Sighing he called his secretary to buy me new clothes but still the whole gang knew about it somehow. And it didn't help that we decided to have dinner together. So when we came in their eyes told me that they knew everything. I almost turned back to go home but then realized even if I go home there's still Kidou and Fidio couples at home. I zoned out most of the dinner because they are just teasing me.

"I'll just go the washroom." The girl gang followed me even there trying to get the details from me. Unable to bear the torture I told them what happened, of course no details about the office sex. They wanted more details but shaking my head I dragged them out.

"I understand that you were triggered but there's no need to. Destiny is totally in love with you. She is almost attached to your hip. She can't live without you dude." Aram said. I guess they were also asking him about what happened. I turned red with the thought.

"She never said 'I love you' to me." Goueni replied. I was shocked at that.

"Really?" The gang was totally shocked too. He was about to say something else but hearing the girl gang coming noisily behind me they stopped there and looked at us. Don't know why but I acted as if I heard nothing and went to him. We ordered a dessert and then went our separate ways.

"Let's go to our guesthouse today." Gouenji said. "We'll take a leave and spend time together tomorrow."

"Okay!" I smiled still thinking about how to explain this to him. In my daze we reached the guesthouse already.

"I'll change my dress." I told him ready to go into the closet but he caught my wrist and pulled me back causing me to crash into his chest.

"You heard?"

I looked at him with wide eyes, my heart beating fast. I should have known that nothing escapes his eyes. Biting my lip I nodded.

"That..." I started not knowing what to say but he looked at me gently with love and patiently giving me the time. "I use the word love very frequently. Even our gang I must have told them 'love you' hundreds of times. It just became a habit. So I couldn't use the same with you. It couldn't explain the feelings I have towards you. I was afraid that using the same 'love you' I said casually would make it seem that my feelings towards you as something light. That's why I mostly call you husband to signify my love, you know because I only have one husband in my life and..."

He kissed me cutting off my rambling. Unlike the hot and passionate kiss in the morning it was very sweet and gentle.

"Silly girl!" He whispered leaning his head against mine. "Because of you I am also becoming silly."

"Hey!" I protested.

"But I don't hate it." He smiled making my heart beat accelerate. His smile never fails to throw me in a daze no matter how many times I see it. I smiled along with him unconsciously. "Since 'I love you' is not passionate enough for you how about some other words?"

I nodded still in a daze. I swear with his smile he can get me to do anything!

Looking around his eyes caught on the black roses in the vase.

"How about telling me you are mine?"

I nodded again. Whatever you say! You just smile and I will nod!

"Good! Since we confirmed our love let's make hot and passionate love." He smiled even more dazzlingly so drooling I nodded again. He lifted and threw me on the bed which successfully stopped my drooling session.

"Hey wait what! What do you mean? Wasn't the office session enough? Ah! No! No Gouenji! How about we just cuddle and sle......"

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Not sure how you like this bonus chapter. I had something in my mind and when I put it in words it turned out like this! Hope it came out decent! Did you guys notice in the last chapter when Gouenji said 'I love you' she didn't reply with 'I love you too'.  One or two commented on that and congrats and noticing it! This is the reason why!

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