" Have you decided what will you chose, Şahin? Will you chose Ottoman throne, or me?" I asked him as the night came and I wanted to know his answer.

I was afraid if he would chose power and the throne instead of me and our family. I couldn't be sure if there were any chances that he would chose me.

" I will chose you. What would power mran to me when I wouldn't have you next to me." Şahin said as he approached me and putted his hands on my face.

" I hope you are sure in your answer, because I don't want you to change your opinion quickly." I said to him and looked at him deep in his eyes.

" I would always chose you. Always." Şahin said and kissed my lips gently. But at that moment, someone interrupted us.

" Sultana, Hanzade, I have news for you." Zeynep said as she came into our chambers.

" Mahpeyker Hatun gave a birth. She born a healthy girl, and Valide Sultana named her Ayse." Zeynep said and I already felt better for the fact that she didn't give birth to a son. I never liked Mahpeyker and I didn't want her to gain more power in this Palace.

" You seem so happy that son is not born?" Şahin asked me and raised his eyebrows.

" I would he happy if a Şehzade was born, but not from Mahpeyker. I don't want her to gain more power." I said to him and smiled.

" And also, one more thing. Doctors said that Sultan Ahmed and Şehzade Mustafa are in better condition now and that they will probably recover really soon." Zeynep said and she left our chambers. I was happy because anti-venom worked, but I couldn't say the same thing for Şahin.

He just took a vase that was standing on the desk, and threw it from anger into the floor so it break into million small pieces.

" You chosed love instead of power, you shouldn't make scenes like this now, Şahin." I said to him as I knew his love for the throne will never stop.

" Then someone knew they were poisoned and we will get to the trouble." Şahin said as he couldn't calm down his anger.

" I found an anti-venom." I said to him and raised my head up.

" What did you do?" He walked closer to me and looked at me in distrust.

" This way it is better. They are my nephews. I needed to do it." I said to him seriously.

" Ismihan, you know I will be main suspect now? Do you know what you have done?" Şahin started yelling.

" You won't because already whole Palace talks that Fahriye has done it. I made up a story when they will accuse someone who served them, you will have nothing to do with this." I said to him trying to comfort him, but I was angry on him for raising his voice on me.

" Let's hope for it to be like this." Şahin said and tried to calm down, but it wasn't going easy for him.

At that moment I felt huge pain inside my belly, I knew the time came now. Baby will come to us now. I couldn’t help myself but scream from the pain that I was feeling. I only hoped for my child to be born healthy and alive.

Şahin took me to ambulance where nurses came immediatley for my giving of birth.

" Şahin!" I called Şahin because I wanted to be close to him while I felt such a pain, but nurses closed the doors how Şahin couldn't be here with me while I am giving birth.

After many screams I gave birth to twins. When I heard their cry I was so happy that they are fine and healthy.

Nurse let Şahin come inside, and first she gave me baby in blue blanket. It was a boy. I kissed my baby boy and then I gave it to Şahin which was supposed now to name the baby.

" Your name will be Suleyman." Şahin repeated three times in ears of our baby boy.

Then nurse gave me baby in pink blanket, our daughter. My first daughter. I kissed her gently and admired her beauty and then I gave her to Şahin.

" Your name will be Mihrimah." Şahin repeated three times in her ears and then gave her to me.

Nurses left us alone and we had our twins together with us. I could never believe I would give birth to twins.

" I can already see Mihrimah will look alike her mother. You have similiar face." Şahin said and made me giggle. I was really happy to have a daughter.

" I hope our Suleyman will be passionate and combat as his father is." I said and made Şahin smile after lot of time.

Zeynep came inside and gave Murad to me in my hands. Murad was one year old and he was in my lap admiring his new brother and sister.

" May God help us that our lion Murad recovers and that he will be healthy." Şahin said as he holded Murad's hand, as he finally wasn't crying while he was in my hands.

" I hope for that too. That he can grow up with his siblings playing along." I said and smiled at the hope of my Murad being healthy.

" Attention! His Imperial Majesty Sultan Ahmed Khan!" ennuch at the door said and I and Şahin just looked at each other.

Şahin got up and I could see he is so pale from the shock he heard because we haven't known anti-venom would work so fast for Ahmed.

" Hunkarim, I would like to bow to you but..." I tried to explain to him how I would stand up, but after birth everything hurted me.

" It is fine aunt, I come here to see you and my cousins. I wanted to congradulate you." Ahmed said and sat on my bed looking at my twins Suleyman and Mihrimah.

" My biggest gift is that I see you healthy and alive in front of my eyes now, my nephew. You don't know how much we prayed for your health." I said to him and looked at him happily to see him.

" We are so happy to see you, Hunkarim." Şahin said and Ahmed just looked at him coldly, and then he returned to look at me.

" Unfornatley our Mustafa didn't recover. Doctors said that they don't know if he will be able to revocover, he is too young." Ahmed said and looked sadly at the floor.

All the happiness I felt because of birth turned into sadness for my favourite nephew Mustafa.

" This is for you. I wanted to gift you." Ahmed said and gave me beautiful butterfly and letter in a box. I took butterfly in my hand, but putted letter aside so Şahin couldn't even see it.

" Thank you, Hunkarim. I really appericate it." I said to him and smiled.

When Ahmed left my chambers, I made sure that I have time alone to read the letter. I knew Ahmed never has sent me letter before and this seemed really weird to me.

I opened it and made sure once again Şahin is not here because I didn't know what is this about.

Iskender said everything to me, thank you for finding anti-venom for me. I will be thankful to you for my whole life, but there are people who have to be punished, and that is Fahriye Sultana. I know she has poisoned me, and what I am questioning myself is if your husband has anything to do with it? He seems suspicious to me for all the time. I want you to come to Palace one day so we can talk about this private.
Ahmed

I just threw letter in the fire so no one after me could read it. I knew this was the end. I knew after this I would lose either a sister or a husband.