Hi there! Dear readers❤️ I'd like to apologize for the delay in the update ಥ_ಥ

"Damn fate..." You whispered to yourself watching the bright full moon in the starry dark blue sky.

You were sitting on one of the park benches reflecting on probably the most difficult choice you had to make in your life.

If I knew that a breakup hurt so much, I'd never have dated.

You laugh ironically at how cruel chance could be. Of all the thousands of boys in Paris, did Chat Noir have to be Adrien Agreste ? Your friend's secret passion for years!

You sigh and lower your head.

You have never had so many emotions at once, uncertainty, guilt, regret for sure.

Did I make the right choice?

I don't know if lying is part of the good things, but maybe it'd be better that way.

Even if I didn't want that, I couldn't keep fooling Marinette.

Even if it wasn't the way you wanted it...

You get out of your train of thought when you hear screams and people running in the opposite direction that you came from.

You curse yourself internally for forgetting that Hawk Moth existed.

Please don't be him please...

You hide yourself behind a tree and wait praying that the akumatized victim is not Chat Noir. The park is already empty and no one appears. You think the akumatized victim went the other way.

"I finally found you, my darling..." Your breath catches in your throat and you turn towards the familiar voice whispered in your ear.

You gasp when your eyes meet him in the white uniform, his eyes now blue watching you with distress.

You couldn't look at him like that, part of it was your fault. You decided that it'd be better to just run away and wait for Ladybug to solve this. Your heart has dealt with too many emotions for a day.

You run with your back to him.

"Hey!" Before you could get too far, he grabbed your wrist by pushing you against his chest, his other hand went to your waist keeping you trapped.

"You really don't miss an opportunity to hurt me. You really don't love me anymore, if you ever really loved me." His voice had a mocking tone as his eyes shone with pure sadness.

"I really loved you. Running away is not what I wanted but you're not you now." You struggle and try to break free, but he tightens your waists by causing his claws to pierce your skin. You bite your lower lip with a grunt of pain and stop struggling.

"Don't lie to me (Y / n)!" His harsh voice makes your body tremble, when you meet his eyes again they have a fury glow.

"If I weren't akumatized in the same way you wouldn't speak to me! Would you speak? If you really loved me, you wouldn't give up on us so easily for someone else..." His voice was saddened and his grip on you lessened. You have never been so disoriented and divided.

"I wish it could be otherwise." You admit by looking away.

"And it can, I came to get you for that reason." He raises your chin making you look him in the eye. Your fear returns when a devilish smile curved his face. He certainly didn't plan for anything good.

Before you can question anything, he catches you tossing it over his shoulder making you scream in surprise.

"Whoa! What're ya doing? Put me down!" You punch him in the back and move your legs trying to break free.

"Calm down darling, let's just pay a visit to Marinette, after I solve this problem there will be no more reasons why you don't want to be with me." The seriousness in his voice gave you chills. The idea of ​​distracting him came to mind to give Ladybug time to arrive.

"N-no wait! We don't need to... waste time! Do you forgive me for breaking up? It wasn't what I really wanted." You pray for him to believe, either way he wouldn't remember anything when he got back to normal.

"The way you lie to me makes me really aroused. I don't wanna have to skip any steps in my plan. You're not helping darling." His voice is malicious when he shamelessly slaps your butt.

"You abused! I prefer you as you were before!" You scream angrily with red cheeks while he starts walking as if you were no weight.

"I know when you're lying, I don't even need to see your flushed face proving that you like it." His arrogant tone and the fact that he may be right irritates you.

"Shut up..." You sigh in defeat and decide not to argue anymore, after all when Ladybug defeats him, he wouldn't remember anything and you were no longer together.

The thought makes that sad feeling come back.

"Chat Noir! Let her go!" It doesn't last long until you hear Ladybug's voice.

"Okay, if you want to be the first to die..." Chat Blanc puts you on the floor and advances on Ladybug so fast that she didn't have time to finish her frightened expression at his words.

"Whoa!" You watch their struggles with jaw dropping, what scared you was his failed attempts to hit her with a fatal blow.

Is he really trying to kill her?!

Your knees are shaking, it doesn't look like thing Hawk Moth would do.

"Stop it now! Chat Noir!" Your voice shook, he didn't listen to you. Ladybug couldn't do anything besides dodging until she was cornered with a cataclysm being pointed at her neck by Chat Blanc's fingers.

"Give me your Miraculous..." He orders with empty blue eyes.

"I'd rather die..." Ladybug has a determined expression. You thought he'd kill her now but to your surprise he lets out an evil laugh.

"I thought you'd say that." Still pointing to a cataclysm on her neck, he makes another much bigger energy with his other hand.

"I will throw it in half the city." He plays with cataclysm in hand while you and Ladybug shared the same expression of terror.

You looked at Ladybug with the hope that she had some crazy plan to get out of this, but she just sighed and reached for her earring.

"NO PLEASE NO!" You can do nothing but watch her uniform magically disappear, leaving only Marinette in her casual clothes. His eyes widen for just a second before returning his empty, abitual gaze.

"It was you all this time..." He dissipates the cataclysmic energies in his hand and takes the earrings from her hand.

Your knees were shaking as you had a mental debate with yourself about his next action.

Now that he knows that Ladybug liked him all the time... He might want to be with her, after all he already loved her very much one day, maybe he still feels something.

Her heart ached at the thought, but that seemed to be the obvious.

You were so lost in thought that you didn't even hear what they said before Chat Noir pointed the energy at her again.

"You're a wall between me and her. It's necessary." The cataclysm hit Marinette, you didn't believe it was real until her body, which is now dust, is blown by the wind.

"This is not happening..." You whisper with wide eyes, taking a step back really terrified when he lands smiling in front of you with earrings in hand.

His eyes had a malicious gleam as he watched your terrified form. Don't wanna know what's going on in his mind right now.

"You didn't break up with me for her, you did it for yourself. Did you really think that if I knew she was Ladybug I wouldn't love you anymore?" He has a smug smile as he puts his arm around your waist, preventing any attempt to escape.

"What does it matter now?! You just killed Marinette!" You closed your eyes tightly feeling like it was all your fault.

"How else would I show how much I love you?" He leaves a kiss on your forehead, smiling proudly between his lips.

Beyond the tears that fell from your cheek at the death of your friend, you instinctively hug him tightly in the hope that this would be only a nightmare and that when you open your eyes, your kind funny kitten would be who you're hugging now.

Everything is lost... Everything

Enough of the bullshit! Bring the earrings and your ring to me now!

I'll be waiting for you at the Eiffel Tower.

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There you were sitting in a corner at the top of the Eiffel Tower, hugging your knees while looking with hatred at Hawk Moth who had just arrived to catch the Miraculous with Chat Blanc.

"Killer..." You swore, you wanted to curse and blame him for all the misfortunes that happened but your hurt overcame anger, you bit your lip not wanting more tears to flood your eyes and lowered your head to your knees giving up.

"I didn't want it to end this way. But-" Hawk Moth says with a hint of pity. Chat Blanc bites his lower lip walking towards the old man, forcing a fake smile.

"Enough theater, take it." The white cat throws the earrings in the hands of Hawk Moth.

"Now just your ring is missing, give it to me." Hawk Moth keeps the earrings and extends the other hand. You look up at them, unable to believe that Hawk Moth had really won.

Chat Blanc pretends to take off the ring just to get close enough to Hawk Moth to use the cataclysm on the butterfly's Miraculous on the old man's chest, reaching the same. Your breath catches in his throat at the scene.

"WHAT DID YOU DO?! HOW DARE... Damn you..." You watched in horror as Hawk Moth fell to his knees, struck by the cataclysm that continued to slowly turn the rest of his body into dust. And with the destruction of the butterfly's Miraculous, his magical clothes were left, leaving only a revolt Gabriel Agreste.

You were gaping while Chat Blanc hummed victoriously.

"Did you really think I'd give you my ring? father?" Chat Blanc said with an evil smile on his face looking at Gabriel on the floor.

"Adrien?" Gabriel looked at his son and his expression went from hate to regret. "What did I do... " Gabriel closed his eyes when the cataclysm took the rest of his body to ash.

Chat Blanc rolled his eyes and took Ladybug's earrings from his father's ashes, turning to face your terrified form.

"Finally..." He started with a triumphant smile, walking slowly towards you, earrings in one hand.

Your legs were shaky, you didn't expect this turnaround, maybe this ending was the worst. Without realizing a few tears streamed down your face, just thinking that you would never see Chat Noir and that fun energy of him or Adrien and that kind heart again. They were the same person and you never noticed... Now you were destined to be stuck with the creation of his negative emotions, because of you. You lost him...

"Now there's nothing else that can separate us. Not even Hawk Moth..." He stopped in front of you and looked at the earrings in his hand. "Not even Ladybug..." He created a small cataclysmic sphere in his hand by destroying the earrings.

You took a few steps back trying to keep a distance between the two of you, but your back hit one of the Tower's beams preventing you from moving further. He reached you by placing one hand on the side of your head on the beam while with the other he took one of your hands and brought it to his lips giving a kiss.

You were upset, a lot of bad things happened and you still didn't have time to digest it. You just wanted to be alone but you were too scared to say anything.

"You don't know how excited I am to finally have you just for me with no one to separate us... Feel it." He brought your hand to his chest so you felt his fast heartbeat.

"Do you know what the best part of all this is?" He started. You couldn't imagine anything good in this story.

"Now I can be your bad Kitty forever..." The seriousness in his eyes scared you the most.

Forever?

Will I never see my Chat Noir again?

You felt a wave of regret.

I should've followed my heart...

You couldn't take it anymore and covered your face crying all that was inside you.

Chat Blanc took a step away, arching his eyebrows.

"Why are you crying? I'm forgetting something? I can give you anything, please don't cry." He asks with real concern as you keep on your outburst of tears.

"Just-just go back to being Chat Noir! Okay? I don't wanna talk to an psycho killer like you! Leave me alone!" You spit in between sobs. With tears blurring your vision, you can't see the way your words made him angry.

"Am I never good or bad enough? What the fuck do I need to do to make you love me?" He shouted, punching the beam beside you making you jump in fright and stop crying.

"You didn't have to do anything, I already loved you before..." You whispered as you dried the tears from your now swollen eyes. Then you looked at him to see that his expression had become empty.

"Did You do? So why you leave me...? Why?" He looked at you deeply with empty eyes emphasizing his question.

You tried to think of the right words to answer when you realized that even you didn't know.

"I don't know... everything was saying that this way was the right one." To your surprise, your words made that scary aura of him go away leaving only that smile that you knew well, it seemed that the good Chat Noir was in front of you.

"If you just listen to what the world wants from you. You will never be happy, my Darling." He winked at you as he stroked your cheek with his thumb, your cheeks are slightly red. For a moment you thought that whoever was talking to you was really Chat Noir.

That fun sparkle in his eyes and the self-confident smile...

But that happiness didn't last long when your mind reminds you of recent events.

"I'm so sorry!" You suddenly hugged him tightly, closing your eyes tightly. He was a little surprised but smiled victoriously as he wrapped his arms around your waist.

If I could go back in the past... I'd never leave you Chat Noir! I made a terrible mistake... I want you back! Please come back to me... Please!

You hugged him so tightly in the hope that your wish will come true that you didn't even notice the effect you were having on him.

"If you're intending to deceive me... You're managing it." He whispered against the curve of your neck, giving soft kisses to your skin.

"I will be very angry if you're deceiving me, but at the same time it's so exciting..." He suddenly picked you up and pulled you out of your thoughts.

You sighed in defeat knowing that your wish is out of reach since Ladybug and Hawk Moth are gone.

"Where are you taking me now?" You ask in a tired voice, you don't know how much time has passed, only that the sun is already rising and sleep is coming on you.

"A place where no one bothers us." He said while jumping nimbly across the rooftops with you in his arms.

You weren't surprised, it wasn't like he was going to set you free around.

You closed your eyes and laid your head on his shoulder thinking about the crazy things that happened today, it didn't even seem like reality.

Soon sleep consumed you, you fell asleep wishing that when you woke up everything that happened was just a nightmare.

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To be continued....