Stefan Salvatore
mood: emotional,fluff,angsty?

Request by: Eternallove-
Request: stefan fluff > long imagine

↠ Stefan when,he tries to control it. . .

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third pov

A light stream of tears dripped down

ʻʻStefanʼʼ her voice whispered, cracking before trying again ʻʻStefan!ʼʼ

A disgruntled grunt echoed back to her. The girl knew Stefan wanted to be left alone right now but she couldn't do that, not right now when she knew he needed her the most.

ʻʻStefan,please open this door. It's going to be okayʼʼ

Stefan let out a growl wanting her to go away but she didn't back away from the door instead all she did was wince and call out his name again with a desperate plea when he didn't respond Y/n tried opening the door with a key Damon had given her moments prior but much to her dismay it didn't work.

So she brushed her fingertips against the cool wooden door and leaned her forehead against it ʻʻyou're going to be okay,Stefʼʼ she assured gently then left to go get Damon.

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sometime earlier
first pov

ʻʻDamon!ʼʼ you called entering the Salvatore home.

Spotting the dark haired Salvatore refilling his glass of alcohol. You folded your arms and questioned ʻʻWhere is he?ʼʼ

Damon's brows dipped as he glanced away from his drink and at you ʻʻStefan?ʼʼ

You nodded. ʻʻHe's upstairs in his room. Been there all night. Refuses to come out. It's his loss it is a beautiful evening out thereʼʼ Damon smirked acting as if he didn't care making you glare at him while he just sipped at his bourbon.

ʻʻAre you going to help me or not?ʼʼ You looked up into his crystal eyes hoping he would but instead you found nothing but silence, you huffed ʻʻfine I'll do it myselfʼʼ

You turned around on your heels and took a few steps forward to the staircase when Damon spoke up.

ʻʻIt's the bloodlust...ʼʼ you stopped and turned around to face the older Salvatore.

Damon placed his glass down and took a few steps towards you with each sentence he said.

ʻʻMy brother is a ripper,Y/n. He has spent yearsʼʼ Emphasis on the 'years' here.

ʻʻAnd I mean years! Trying to stop his hunger for human blood by not giving into it when he should have been learning how to feed responsibly and now it's controlling him. He's raided the hospital, the freezer in the basement and tonight he almost killed someone until I intervened. So I have been helping but you're the only one who can reason with him. I know my brotherʼʼ Damon placed a key into your hand and smiled sadly at you,the girl whom he would love to have as a sister-in-law.

You glanced at the spare key to Stefan's room in your palm then at Damon again ʻʻThank youʼʼ you smiled gratefully before walking upstairs to save the vampire you loved.

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Now

ʻʻDamonʼʼ you called walking into his room. You needed the blue eyed vampire's help with one more thing since Stefan decided to leave his room key inserted into the keyhole making it impossible for you to unlock the door with your spare.

Your phone buzzed before you could venture to the bathroom area so you pulled it out.

From: Elena / Group chat: Girls 💅
On date with Damon!! Details later.

Caroline: You better 😚

Bonnie: Have fun♡

You: enjoy,lena 💙

You couldn't pull Damon away from his date with Elena just so you could have him break open Stefan's door, you needed to find another way to get through to your boyfriend. Sighing you walked back to his room.

You tried calling out to Stefan a few times and each time you got a groan or growl in response or a heavy sigh.

ʻʻStefan,baby pleaseʼʼ you pleaded.

ʻʻGo away,Y/n. Please just leaveʼʼ Stefan's voice cracked, heavy with guilt and pain. It made your heart ache for him and what he was putting himself through.

ʻʻNo! I'm not going anywhere until I see my boyfriendʼʼ you yelled back firmly before sliding down the door resting your head against it.

ʻʻStefan,just let me in... I want to help youʼʼ

You could hear his breathing from the other side. He was resting against the door too.

ʻʻStef I-I love you...pleaseʼʼ You heard your voice waver. You really didn't want him to feel so much hurt, he'd had enough of that in all these years.

You heard him shuffle onto his feet and the lock sliding open after so you immediately stood up and opened the door. You smiled once seeing him but it soon fell as his eyes were laced with shame and torment.

You then glanced at the floor eliciting a gasp from your lips at the empty blood bags strewn across them and his table.

Books layed on his bed in a disarray arrangement.

A pillow ripped apart.

ʻʻStefanʼʼ you breathed out but his green eyes wouldn't meet yours as he stared at the mess he'd made, jaw clenched and eyes hard.

You moved forward reaching for his hand when Stefan stepped back, his voice deep ʻʻDon't. I don't know if I will hurt you.ʼʼ

You shook your head as a tear fell. You looked into his green eyes that glistened with unshed tears then moved closer to him once more, taking his hand into yours. Stefan went to protest but you shook your head then soothingly assured ʻʻSsshh. It's going to be fine. You're doing so goodʼʼ

You layed your head onto his chest and Stefan finally caved in wrapping his arms around you. Silent tears falling from you two as you inhaled each others scent. You were relieved that Stefan finally let you in.

But you felt him tense before moving away from you his back now facing you.

You placed a hand onto his shoulder but Stefan didn't budge until you tugged on him making him turn his face towards you. Placing your hands against his cheeks, your thumbs brushing the black vampire veins underneath his eyes as it grew more prominent.

His eyes shifting from forest green to vampire blood red. ʻʻDon't!ʼʼ Stefan begged,struggling to keep himself together and desperately not wanting to hurt you. The woman he loves.

Stefan's fangs were about to extend when you knew what you could do, it was risky but you weren't afraid of him. You believed and knew he'd never hurt you and dammit you loved him with everything in you and he deserved to be saved so you rushed forward throwing your arms over his shoulders before smashing your lips onto his.

Every emotion sent into this one simple yet passionate kiss as he held you upright and closer. Stefan felt the veins disappear and he didn't have to fight back anymore.

His hands grabbed your waist as he kissed you deeper, giving himself to the women he loved.

You broke for air with your foreheads resting against each other. You got a look into Stefan's forest eyes that always calmed you down, it was your favorite shade of green. It made you smile seeing a light glow return to his face and eyes.

ʻʻWe'll get through this okay? Together.ʼʼ a promise one that you'd never break.

Stefan nodded, grateful for you being here. He loved you immensely and without you Stefan may have lost it. He needed you more than you needed him and it made him feel selfish in some ways but the vampire could never give you up,not when you were the best thing to ever happen to him. If he could he'd do it all over again just to keep being with you.

ʻʻI love you so muchʼʼ He sincerely declared, breathing against your lips before tugging your bottom one into his mouth and kissing you softly.

He wasn't afraid of the ripper... not now when you were holding him together and when you whispered ʻʻI love you tooʼʼ against his lips Stefan welcomed the taste of you and trusted that he'd be okay as long as he had you and you weren't planning on leaving his side ever.

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a/n:

1000+ words - long as requested.
Content with this coz there were a lot of feelz with insight into Stefan's ripper guilt. Tossed in a bro moment with Damon.

Hope u liked your request Ki. Ik there wasn't much fluff. I really wanted to show how much Stefan has been through and the struggles so I gave it more of emotional fluff than happy uwu fluff...

But fr tho #StefanDeservedBetter

x - Adeela
13/09/2017