Kol Mikealson
mood: angst, heartbreak.
tw: panic,breakup,heartache.

inspired by: today's heartbreaking reveal of TO S5 being it's final one...

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↠ Kol when,he tells you to move on. . .

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ʻʻYou promised me forever,Kol!.ʼʼ You shout as the tears continue to stream down your face. It hurt. No in fact it was unbearable to hear the person you love the most say "I can't be with you anymore."

Kol Mikealson he was there for you when Damon broke your heart,he was always there... like your own personal safe haven but now here he stood telling you he was leaving and never coming back.

ʻʻForever isn't always forever,darling.ʼʼ Kol sadly states.

ʻʻBut to me you were everything, Kol. You were my forever. You were my home.ʼʼ Your voice cracks as a fresh set of tears crawl out.

ʻʻYou have to let me go.ʼʼ He sadly stated. ʻʻBut why?.ʼʼ You cry out as Kol shakes his head ʻʻPlease,darling. Don't make this anymore harder.ʼʼ

Your heart turned to a pile of rocks ,it felt heavy almost as if you were chocking with each breath of air you inhaled.

You were panicking,hyperventilating as you gasped in breaths of air. The thought of Kol leaving broke you. It tore you and left you scattered across the ground in a thousand pieces. No one could glue you back together. To be healed was not in your fate and as you watched Kol turn around. Your heart plummeted to your stomach.

He filled the gap between him and the door. Your stomach clenched. 

His fingers clasped the door knob and he opened the door.

The walls closed in on you. He stepped out.

Your mind spun. He took one last look at your crumpled form that lay on the ground ʻʻI'm so sorry,Y/n. If you're smart,darling you'd move on.ʼʼ The final words as he shut the door.

Your life then changed and in that moment you knew the light to your world had walked out on you. It was over... you were over and life seemed dull as the minutes ticked by. The silence overwhelmed you and a piercing scream of pain and frustration escaped your lips. ʻʻI hate you,Kol Mikealson!.ʼʼ

ʻʻI hate you so much.ʼʼ You whispered into the nothingness. . .

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a/n:

*insert gif of captain holt from Brooklyn nine-nine saying pain*

did this hurt or did it hurt you?
no wrong answer ^
also royally sucks that season 5 will be the last of the originals 💔

and yes i used a daniel sharman gif coz nate buzolic is problematic asf as I've mentioned in the first kol chapter.

x - Adee
20th july 2017