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I'm actually enjoying being a university student. I thought it would be hard and stressful like all my other friends say it fucking would be, but if you stay consistent and be productive it is easy. "J I can't believe you're wasting your time in university", "J is there any fine bitches you can put me onto from your classes". I swear these guys think I'm only in school to catch pussy. Little do they not know that pussy comes to me. I don't chase pussy.

In my classes I am thoroughly interested in all of them and they actually excite me. I feel like I'm on the right career path in my life and it will bring me long-term financial gain, a stable job, a lot of satisfaction in my career and being satisfied with my workplace or having my own business one day.

My statistics class is so interesting. I'm really good at math and I enjoy solving problems or the mystery behind an equation. I don't understand how some people don't understand stats. You just have to properly analyze, identify and remember the different patterns into the equation to be able to solve it. It kind of relates to people as well, and that's how I view someone before I let them tap into my personality. I always make sure that I properly analyze and get someone's identity, before I lead any of these females on with false information which I tend to do a lot and severely need work on.

My brothers are always on my ass about settling down and finding a girl, but at the same time they expect me to partake in their hoe activities. "J lets train this girl", "J look at this girl's nudes", like no. I don't want a hoe, I especially don't want these lying ass hoes that they are expecting me to talk too. I don't care if a girl is a hoe. Do your thing. Please yourself. Don't answer or take any shit from anyone. But... if you're a lying ass hoe that's the type of shit that I despise. Why are you lying about your characteristics? Why are you changing yourself to please me? I don't appreciate that. Show the fuck who you are or step. This is how most girls around me are. My dawgs tolerate that shit but I don't fuck with that shit at all.

All the fuckery aside though I'm so tired of fucking these random bitches. I'd want my friends to bring a girl with morals, respect, loyalty and honesty around me. Not these random ass females that they have one night with. That's so pointless. One night with a female? I rather have the same choochie all to myself. All these females come to me properly but then I later find out that they are a hoe, with a higher kill count than me and a different dick in them before I slide through. The instant regret that crosses my mind and my dick is ridiculous.

I want a female to come to me and be proper. Be honest with me, but it's hard to expect that from a female when most of them struggle to be honest with their fucking self man. The past girls I was with were mistakes. A nice one night, a quick fuck type of thing but a big fuck up on my end. I need to do better.

It's quite diss to myself with the females I have in my resume. I need to step myself up, but a quick fuck is always on my mind. Having a girlfriend to cuddle up and be productive with is also on my mind as well. Fuck ion know man. I don't know what I want from females right now. I just need to work on me. If a female comes along who might be out of this world then I'll continue to invest in her. But, as of right now I'm heavy on the fuck bitches.

I wish my family would stop harassing me because of my relationship status. That is the last thing I'm interested in right now. If it happens so be it, if it doesn't then oh well. There's no girl that could make me weak in the knees, and accept me for who I am and that's a fact. I'm a whole package, I'm not changing for no one because I know there's a girl out there will accept me for the man that I fucking am.

I'll never settle with any and any female because the headache would catch me nicely. I would be so irritated. I'll have no patience whatsoever. I'll catch a fucking attitude quick times. Especially if the girl comes to me on some acting brand new shit as if I didn't show her my full package when we first started talking. I'll never get violent with a girl but I'll definitely catch an attitude with a female any fucking day. Females come and go to me all the time, they're all light work. So we'll see where my love life goes...

Don't get me wrong, I get bitches all the time. They just throw themselves at me. I'm just that guy. Although I'm too prideful. I don't want a girl that looks the way of my friends, or anyone I associate with because then in my head I'm constantly questioning if she talked to my dawg the same way she's flirting with me. Did she throw it back the same way with him? Did she swallow his dick whole like she did to mine? That shit is just non fucking stop playing in my head. I don't care how bad of a girl she is. I want my own special treatment. On God.


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