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Valencia Carter

"Bash, can you stop that?" I plucked his forehead.

"I'm giving my baby some love, don't be a hater." He told me before going back to laying kisses on my stomach.

"I'm not, I just don't know where your lips been and you're kissing imagination because I'm barely showing."

"You showing a little something and no, I'm not calling you fat." He stopped me before I could stop because he knows where it would end.

"Last night I had a dream that it was a girl-"

"Ha!"

"But they say whatever you dream of is the opposite so ha." I stuck my tongue out at him and he licked it. "Gross."

"You like daddy's tongue." He said cockily.

"I like a lot of my bitches tongues."

He reached up and flicked my bottom lip making me pout.

"Get choked if you want to." He warned.

"I like it when you choke me."

He chuckled while pulling on his chin hairs, "Is that right?"

"Mhm."

"You know you never gave me a graduation present." He began to tug at the waistband of my shorts making me smack his hands away.

"You right. I'll give you head."

His eyes lit up, "Forreal?"

"Nigga hell no. Fuck I look like? I'm having your baby, that's your present."

"But it's been so long since we've did anything. Let me just put the tip in." He hovered over me.

"Or you can just give me head and we can go about our day."

"What does that do for me?"

"Nothing, but I don't really care for how you get off."

"That's messed up, I care about you."

"What about that time you came-"

"That was one time and I couldn't hold it." He jumped quick to his defense.

"It was five minutes."

He sucked his teeth, "Shut up."

"Aww it's okay, not everybody can have good stamina." I pinched his cheek and he smacked my hand away.

"Shut up troll."

"Oh you want to go there Wilt?"

"You started it so I'm gonna finish it." He grabbed a pillow and hit me, making me push him off of me so I could grab a pillow too. "What you gonna do with that baby?"

"Beat your bony ass." I attacked him with the pillow while he tried to block my hits, but failed miserably. His hand wrapped around my ankle and pulled me down to his level.

"That's all you got? This baby making you soft." He laughed, taking his chance to hit me.

"Ow, ow, ow!" I whined making him stop immediately.

"What's wrong?"

I tackled him onto the bed and smacked him with the pillow a couple times.

"I hate your ass." He said while smiling as he sat up with me still straddling him.

"I hate you too."

His smile faded away and he began to lean in. Surprisingly, I did too, but right when our lips were about to touch rapid knocking came from the door.

I removed myself from his lap and he sucked his teeth.

"I'll get it." He said with irritation evident in his voice.

"Hurry up!" Amir's voice spoke urgently from the other side of the door.

Sebastian opened the door and he flew in, closing the door behind him.

"What's wrong?" I asked worriedly.

"Nothing, I just needed you to open the door faster because I'm hungry." He went to the kitchen and opened my fridge. "What y'all been up to?"

"I would be getting some dick right now if you weren't so damm greedy." I mumbled under my breath. "Don't you have a girlfriend that cooks for you?"

"She's working a twelve hour shift today. My buttercup won't be home till twelve in the morning."

"Personal problem." Sebastian said.

Amir looked between me and him, making a smile form on his face.

"How long you been staying here, Sebastian?" He asked.

"None of your business."

"Hmm, where your shirt at Val?" He motioned at the sports bra I had on.

"I don't have to wear one."

"Interesting, very interesting."

"Shut up." I rolled my eyes. He's always being nosey, I'll be happy when something other than work can occupy him.

"So what we gonna do today guys?" He smacked on the cold pizza that was in one hand with the box in the other as he sat on the couch.

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Taking a deep breath to calm my nerves, I knocked on the door and patiently waited. The door swung open, revealing Saadia half naked with her robe open.

"I'm sorry." She blushed in embarrassment as she closed her robe, which she didn't have to do. I was enjoying the view.

She stepped aside and I walked in, taking in my surroundings.

"I thought you never come here." She said as I followed her to the living room and sat down.

"Well I think that since I'm having a baby, I should be mature and let go of my grudges because I don't want to have hate in my heart anymore. No matter how badly you fucked me over."

"You're pregnant?" Her eyes looked down at my stomach then back at me.

"Yeah." I smiled thinking that I'm going to someone's mom soon. It's something I never thought would happen.

"Congratulations. Are you still-"

"It's complicated." I said before she could even ask. I still like women, there's no question about that, but men other than Sebastian I'm not so sure. "What about you? Still don't understand what you want, Saadia?"

"Vally-"

"Please don't call me that." My eyes began to water. I looked up to prevent the tears from falling, but failed miserably.

She scooted closer to me and placed her hand on my knee, "I'm really sorry for all I've done to you. I loved you, I did. I just didn't know how to handle it."

"You think it was easy for me? I came out to my parents for you! And you stepped on my heart like it was nothing." I said in between sobs. I was bawling my eyes out and my chest hurt, like my heart was breaking all over again.

This was something I couldn't blame on the hormones. I've been holding this in for a long time. In a short amount of time I fell hard for her. Yes, I was fourteen, but I knew what love was.

"I'm really sorry, Val. I wasn't like you.  You didn't care what other people said, including your parents, but I did. I cared about you a lot, but I didn't want to feel like I wasn't giving you a hundred percent."

"Why didn't you just tell me that?" I sniffled, wiping my face free of tears.

"I tried to after you stormed off that day, but you wasn't trying to hear it. Then I moved because my mom got sick. I guess I deserved that ass whoopin' you gave me at the mall though." She said making me laugh a little.

"You did."

I stopped laughing when I felt her hand slide up my leg.

"U-um, you got any kids, husband maybe?" I pushed her hand off my lap.

"I don't like men." She got closer to me making me inch away from her out of nervousness. "Am I making you nervous?"

"No."

A smile grew on her face before her lips unexpectedly landed on mines. I quickly pulled away, looking at her in shock.

"Lips still soft as I remember." She said before pecking my lips. One turned into another, then another, and another until it was a full make out session.

Not breaking the kiss, I straddled her lap and she removed my shirt.

I promised myself I wouldn't give in to her, but I can break it just this once.

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Valencia and Saadia?

What happens when Bash finds out?

Excuse mistakes.