Chapter - 7 ( am i falling in love !? )

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***Kim's pov

I remember nothing but just his words
"No , never!!!! ever!!!!! ever !!!!!"
I remember . I called out for a lot of alcohol and drank it in his house only but he didn't come out then also . And then i drank a lot more and then fainted .

I opened my eyes as i woke up laying on an unfamiliar bed but STILL the warmth of this bed was beautiful and a smile appeared on my face. I looked around and saw that kid sleeping on the floor in a sitting position, his hands held my hands softly and i could see his beautiful face. I didn't notice it ever . My hands automatically ran on his face and he made a pouty face hiding it and i immediately flinch back . What the hell am i doing ? I ask myself and stop looking at him .

It was like sleeping beauty " fu*k me !
It seems as if I'm the pretty Princess and he's the Prince that came to save me " I grind my teeth thinking this . It's fucking embarassing and now i can't even wake him up . He looked so deep in sleep . But i looked around and saw some unfamiliar stuff and frowned .

Why is there an icepack and injections ? I thought and started yelling and he woke up in horror baffled by my voice and he rubbed his eyes immediately when i looked at him angrily and turned back looking at the door and yelled out .

" What the hell Where are all my men And what u doing here ? Where am i ?"
I asked him angrily and he somehow stopped for a moment and looked so hurt .

" Fuck off ! " I turned back when i heard that the door opened and my men came in .

" You fools come and get me out of here before I kill you !" But they looked puzzled and just kept watching the boy . I also turned to look at what they were looking back on and for the first time saw tears dropping from his eyes and my voice stopped somehow . I was baffled

" U asshole ! What the hell do you think of us that you are yelling at ? I've served you from the past 48 hours like a dog and this is how you greet us ? I should have fucking left you out in pain when i saw you right ? And these people are the one's providing you with medicines! " my heart stopped when he yelled back still digging holes into the floor and then harshly pushed me on the bed and moved his body over me . He was laying on me .

He was overlapping me, his thighs tugged at my crotch which was causing friction and i was feeling something else here He's not realising but he's actually .

" Stop it mr kim ! " I swallowed hard but when his hands wrapped around my chest i stopped. Everything stopped

Don't u realise what you're doing ? Where are you at ? I wanted to say this loud but he kept crying hugging me. I was totally unaware what he was doing and why . But something just felt right having him like this .

Soon he started crying more and hugged me even tighter and i could feel his tears on my shoulders " it's my vacation time and here I'm nursing you . Do you even realise how difficult it is for me ? Can you not yell at me ? I'm so scared because of you mr Kim "

My heart stopped hearing him. Because of me ? I looked at him and it was his head i could see and my eyes reached at my guards who nodded quickly when he said those words as if saying he was very scared boss and again he said something that i wanted to just stay here now.

" Why can't you go hospital ? Don't you have anyone at home like me ? Are your parents also dead like mine ? "
He was trembling and stammering and some words i couldn't even listen but these words reached my heart .

" can you not yell at us please ? " I wanted to say to him that it's not like what he thinks but kept repeating and crying on me and there was a sudden urge in me to hug him back . And i don't know when but hands automatically wrapped around his waist and i patted his back lightly and he stopped. For sometime he didn't spoke anything and i felt that his grip on me loosened but i didn't want to let go for now and then he again cried but this time i pulled him to my chest making him snuggled into it and patt it lightly. The way he was crying felt very devastating to me .

" You can stay here if you don't have anyone to depend on when you're sick . I'll care for you . I know it's not easy when I'm unwell too " my heart clenched at his words and it started beating erectically now . What was happening i couldn't guess but nothing that I've ever witnessed with me .

I just wanted to be close to him now. Let's just do what the heart says kim . I could hear my mind according with my heart for the very first time. I opened my eyes and wrapped my hands around his waist and made him properly lay down on my chest until it felt he was sleeping on it . My feet tangled with his and i pulled the blanket up covering him as well . When i was doing it i saw my guards looking at me weirdly but I could care less and they immediately looked down when they found out i caught them staring.

He cried while hugging me tightly. My body overlapped , my breathing slowed because of his body pressure and somehow i didn't push him . His voice was begging me to get well as if he really got worried , his grip on me was getting more tighter and sometimes gentler. But i liked it and a smile appeared on my face. I just patted his back and put my head on his shoulders and closed my eyes listening to his complaints . It felt too good .

If u ask why i don't know and don't want to know either. For the first time in my life someone was worried about me, my health . He was crying by the thought of me dying and i felt warmth and care in his arms . He's too small in comparison to my body that if i wrap my body around his he'll disappear but his body was too assuring and warm

" I was scared that you'll die " he cried
I hugged him back without thinking much my hands were on his back and one of the hands on his head as if telling him that i m fine . Now stop crying will you ? I was going to say it but then .

" sir chay, boss has not recovered yet . You should get down or he'll get hurt " suddenly he pushes my hands away and jumped out of the bed standing next to it and bowed down. My anger took place in my mind and heart where a few seconds was blooming a different and new feeling .

I turned my head to look at the guard and glared at him . You are going to die once i get up asshole ! How dare to interrupt us . Chay said that he's sorry and didn't realise and my mind pinned when i saw him trembling and my heart begged him to stop and i held his wrist and he looked at me confused and flushed red and face hot puffed . I pulled him once more over my chest and tugged my arms at his waist tightly and slightly whispered in his ear

" Let's stay like this " his body trembled and i felt a heat that was coming from his body . He didn't look up but i bet he's burning with nervousness. He just nodded and i signalled the dumb shits to run away before i crack their heads

We stayed like that while i continously looked at him only. When he shifted a little i felt he'll leave so i held him tightly and he looked into my eyes and smiled very softly that my heart burst out from my body .

" I won't go . I promise. You can sleep and when you'll open your eyes you'll find me . Okay ? "

There was something about him that was so assuring that i believed it. He didn't go anywhere. He laid next to me and turned to my side while his hands was on my face cupping it and he looked at me like no one has ever looked at me . His eyes very beautiful and innocent . But i was feeling too many things from that it was difficult to comprehend what was i feeling .

I looked into his eye that were sparking looking at my face while it smiled . I hate his eyes. It's full of questions and things but he didn't ask me once. The way he slips his eyes on my face and his hands roam around my neck and he gets closer while smiling and make my heart flutter . There's not a way he's scared that's why he doesn't ask . Because if he was scared he won't be coming this close to me and smile. He's too different than others . I don't know what's it is but it's so good with him .

His face looks too innocent and his smile too pure. But when our eyes met he stopped doing that and pulled his hand back and it pained . I felt an emptiness run into my body and it felt like i was standing alone on the verge of death ending. I frowned immediately

I took a hold of his hand and he looked surprised and i moved a little closer to him and and put his hand on my neck while my hands were on his waist. His faced flushed red and nose turned pink
His eyes flickered but he didn't say anything. I put my hand on his waist and pulled him more closer . I don't know what was all leading too but not sex, that was something i knew . I'm not going to cross my boundaries. He wasn't ready at all . I could feel it .
I pull his t-shirt a little over from his waist and he stopped struggling and looked down immediately . And shivers ran into my spine when his hands clutched on my hem of shirt . I just wanted him to relax a bit and not do anything else even if i wanted to do something else i didn't have the courage to do so . He is too good to play with.

I put my hand on the naked part of his waist and it was so warm and now i feel i did a mistake by doing it because something in me was awaken . I dragged my hand on his waist and it was so thin and soft and so gentle that i wanted to just look at it while rubbing it for him . I pull him a little closer and wrap my hands around his head and waist and he said nothing more . I could hear his heart beat inclination at each touch i gave him . But he didn't complain . I knew why i did it but him taking it without complaint was making me have the nerve to do more but i just stopped.

He put his hands on my chest and a sting ran into my spines and i groan in pain " argh ! " He pulled back sacred.

" It's pains ? " The look in his eyes told me how pure of soul he was . He swallowed and looked into my eyes scared and a smile appeared on my face and i replied " a little " he sighed.

I don't know why i did it but for the first time i wanted to kiss him not because i was told to but because I wanted to . But I remember how he refused me each time so this time i didn't cross my boundaries with him in any way . I just used my hands to wrap around his face and peck his forehead and when our eyes met it was so beautiful that i can't explain. Why is it him ?

Why do u have to be porsche's brother ?
I'm here to find the truth about him .

My brother kinn is head over heels for him .But the suspicious thing is that my pa is supporting him and he's favouring your brother but why ? It clearly states that you and your brother are problem
But why you ? I kept looking at him and the way he turned his back facing me ,
i didn't know what to feel anymore.

It was clear what i was feeling and somehow i regret it. I could hear his giggling and my hands automatically went towards him and my body swiftly moved and i hugged him from the back and it felt like time stopped there. My heart felt a strange feeling and when i dragged my hand to pull him closer to me and his back hit mine. My heart felt safe and warm and it beats faster than usual and i realised i was falling for him . His innocence. He showed me something I never saw . Innocence.

Am i doing right ? Is it ok for me to fool him when in the end i Know I'll hurt him ? What if my suspicion is wrong ? He will never forgive me right ? what if he's trying to do something behind the back ? I was confused more now. My heart and my mind were quarreling.
I said nothing but closed my eyes and pulled off my hand from his naked waist and put it on his clothed waist . Yes it is right. If I was still unsure what I was doing i shouldn't mess up .



***The next day

I woke up because of the voice of yelling from the ground " who's yelling in the early morning here ? " I rub my eyes and take a deep breath and walk the floor and go down and my steps halt .

" I'm exhausted too . At least have a listen to me will you ? i want to rest . " Chay yelled but i could see no one replying but wait what the hell they are all doing ?

" Do u listen ? How many more days do I have to feed u guys over here ? Answer me god damnit " he yelled at my men whom he was serving food

My mind wasn't functioning properly i guess . YEAH . I'M WATCHING WRONG.

" I'd like to have steak please " said one of the men and my mind strikes. They were smiling and what the fuck they are wearing ? I didn't know what happened to them .

" Sure eat properly you've worked hard hmm " he replied while offering food
He was turning back but then

" hey, are u trying to avoid this ? When are u guys gonna leave ? Tell me i say "

he yelled but more like no one cared to answer . What was actually happening here . I turned when i heard sobs and my stomach almost asked me to puke.

" Can u please cook some curry for lunch , I've never eaten it after my mom passed away .we love u sir "
said one of the men while cleaning the room and others nodded and saw him with full hope's and to my surprise chay's eyes glistened after hearing that

" Of course I will make it for you Eat a lot then " he said getting emotional and my eyes came out of my balls .

What the hell was happening here ? My trained bodyguards who are the best in whole thailand are cleaning the door ? Laundary , gardening . Are you guys seriously doing it ? They are the best ones and look what they're putting their best into ? I swallowed hard pinching my own arm and i hissed in pain myself.

And they are taking his orders ? He's yelling at them ? I almost want to fall unconscious now . Those 6 feet bull like men ! have they changed jobs ? And if he wants them to leave then why is he serving them food ? And why are my men so polite to him ? Asking for curry ? Really ? am i paying u not enough to eat properly or what ? And why he's crying listening to the story of curry ? I might fall again listening to them . What's happening ?

Suddenly my throat ran thirty and i swallowed hard looking at the way that small boy was screaming at my men . God knows if they were into battle they would have chew him off and look at them now . Can't believe this .

" GET OUT NOW ! U lazy bums " he yelled again at them and i came back to my senses . He's too different with them as compared to when he's with me. When he's with me he's suddenly quiet or very shy but with them he's too scary .

" Stop guarding the house at once or
I'll kill everyone whom I saw standing doing nothing you'll see your graves sooner and how the hell none of you know how to cook ? Do you eat grass "
i listened to his yelling and came into the kitchen trying not to fall or get scared myself . But when my eyes fell on him i saw a cheeky smile on his face and there was no one in the kitchen and i guess he was yelling at the guards who were outside drying clothes. I was standing there only.

He's way unique . Isn't he scared but ordering them instead ? He was humming a song too beautifully. I didn't get the song but he was smiling and the way he smiled all my worries flies away . Was he enjoying doing all this ?
I wonder . But he looked too calm and enjoying not at all what he yelled like. And my people were too obedient and so teasefull to him as if taking advantage of him without him getting known . I like it .

As i entered all wished me morning and chay asked me to eat but didn't look me in the eye . Everyone gathered around at their position guarding me and left their plates and i could see nothing but the burning face of the man in front of me in anger as he slammed the table hard .

" I made everything for you guys and here you are eating nothing but standing like a corpse ? seriously ? "

he yelled without thinking much and ordered them to sit and eat but they looked puzzled. I didn't say nothing but just glared at the food. There was nothing i can eat ? I gulped down looking at the dishes .

Suddenly chay got up and took vessels from the side table that i missed and placed porridge, a sweet dish and some vegetables, boiled eggs with a glass of milk and looked at me . I looked at the plate and sighed. Finally i have something i can eat as well . I was going to eat the egg but i stopped.

" Please eat it " he whispered so softly

" You guys have worked too hard from morning . You need to eat to stand for your boss don't you ? Or are you all planning to fall ill and have a good rest here so I can treat you well ? " he almost begged and i saw his hands turned into a fist and how his voice dropped with each word he said

I wanted to ignore him after what happened yesterday night but i couldn't see him like that . I asked my men to come and eat with us . It was all good and i saw how they chew the steak and all the stuff chay made so happily and i looked at my food .

" Boring " i whispered

" I'm sick of taking care of you, have mercy on me and eat this porridge I made it myself you can thank me later . You're safe otherwise these stupid men of yours would have ensured that you die after eating their cooking HAHAH "

he laughed while spooning me a little porridge but instead of having it from his hand i ate it myself . I won't mess with him until I'm sure he's safe or not .

I was having every bite while i was just staring at him . He laughed with others but it was an empty laugh , he was uncomfortable with me staring at him continuously and tried to change the subject each time but his body language said everything. Ofcourse , I can feel it

So i fixed my gaze at the food and looked around back at them carefully
All the people were eating comfortably and enjoying it but i never saw them like that ? Is this food better than the food i offer ? But aren't they the top chefs ? Health food and everything but still the faces they made and how enthusiastically they ate makes me wonder if they ever are happily of what the chefs served ? "

" It feels home now " he murmured and my ears twitched and my spoon hung in the air just like that when i heard it . I feel good to hear it but it feels wrong
It does feel affectionate, though he yells big time but still something in him is attracting me and that also to the point that's making me think twice of what I'm doing with him . Will i regret it later ? But what is he actually ? I still doubt but I'll ensure to dig deep into u .

It's already been a week and nothing changed he still yells like crazy and is picky in food but now i know what he likes . It's good to be in this not so good house sometimes. It's comfortable though uncomfortable sometimes.

I see him doing everything around me but he keeps ignoring my gaze and when our eyes meet he looks down . He makes whatever my bodyguards ask him and he's happy , i can feel it but still he tries to yell everytime. It's cute but silly . His eyes are shining and full of care . They play cards, chess and much more .Though I never join I watch them everyday .

I've never imagined someone being this silly but I'm happy and actually i feel warmth in this house and seeing them like this makes me laugh hard . I feel as if my aura is fading away because they all make fun of me without caring much , eats before me and even ignores me when

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