Chapter - 11 🔞 ( NC 18+ )

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kim's pov -

I didn't make him get up from my lap instead he stayed on it willingly holding my face in his hands and whenever i stutter he kissed me passionately.

" So you knew everything ? "

Now i totally feel betrayed. How could ken and all just tell him everything ? Are they planning to change teams and work for him though I'd love it but still .

" You know p'ken and others love me so much that they can't lie to me. They are family too and families don't lie "

he said smiling and kissing my head and I held him as i nod in his statement.

" But you're not allowed to love them !"

I pull back holding his waist and looking into his eyes. I wonder if i have to change my guards for some time.

" But i don't love them like that p'kim "

He blushed. His hands wrapped around my neck as he sat comfortably in my lap and my back supported by the wall .

He smiled looking at me while his cheeks turned red and ears pink . I joined our heads together & we both smiled. My hands left his waist then crawling on his arm and shoulders ,to his neck as I moved my hand softly as I felt our breath softly falling on our skin burning each other with the flames that arose tonight .

My hands automatically slid to his face while still caressing his neck slowly and he moves a little closer to me and i feel the friction arising in my privates .
I exhale deeply as his hands run on my collarbone and jaw in loose motions and i tilt my head, whimpers exiting my mouth .

His face was so closed to my jaw as he sniffed my scent and mumbles but my ears stopped hearing him for so long .
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y head fell back as it bumped a little on the wall but he immediately put his hand behind it .

" CAREFUL ! " He exclaimed

My hands were on the floor as my strength weakened at his touches . His one hand on my neck while the other on my thigh god knows trying to do what .

But whatever it was, it wasn't holy as fuck ! Jesus Christ ...

" We are - in - open. anyone - will come in ,you know that - right ? " I opened my eyes. I was breathless already while we didn't do anything at all .

I'm fucking not . Just control it kim.
He's a kid you're not ! Just keep it in.
Let him just do whatever he wants so he can cool off for now. It's not - tough - FUCKING HELL NO ! It's horribly tough to resist him and the more i try to resist the more he goes wild on me " f-fuck ! "

A soft wet kiss on my adam's apple burned my whole soul and i beacme breathless. He kissed it slowly and he finally stopped. I took a deep breath .

His head dropped on my chest and hands on my waist. I put my hands on his back and caressed it well putting in my best . It wasn't easy to do all this especially when I've never done this for anyone before but that time I didn't care for anyone. They were just fulfilling my needs but he's my greed .

" I was trying to make up for the mess i made . I didn't mean to. I promise" he said sadly.

" I know it, little boy. Stop blaming yourself. " I reply back .

" I wanted it to be the best day p but i messed it up " he pointed at the decoration and everything that was wrecked all around. I sighed.

" It was my mistake I'm sorry. I really wanted to tell you everything tonight so we can start a fresh with truth but that motherfucker ! He fucking ruined my idea . "

I told him but i know well that he was super upset. Afterall this was our first valentine's together and he put so much efforts in it . Maybe we can still make the best out of whatever time left ?

" do you want to go out with me ? Let me take you somewhere special ? Anyplace you like or any food you -"

" I don't - let it just be . It's already late "

I pull him to face me and his eyes glistened. Was he going to cry again ?
I held his cheeks softly and kissed his eyes gently staying there only for a couple of seconds.

" I'll make you feel good. I won't let anyone spoil our day. " I pulled back and joined our heads together. He nods and a tear escaped his eyes & i smiled

After this we got up and and i asked Kem to prepare for a good cosy atmosphere in the house only . It took time though but it was worth it . They couldn't do much but set up a beautiful
tent in all white , golden cloth and pink lights and a lot of warm & comfortable cushions for us . It was a perfect fit to match the vibe. A small cake that he himself prepared no matter how much i denied. He just stared and i got silence

" I'm fucking whiped for this boy !"

Everytime i said something he'll say
" Yah yah ! keep your old memories in a box and lock it or I'll kick you out !" that was fierce and sarcastic but what could have i done ? Nothing ! But stay quiet and let him do anything that he wants.

After eating and all we decided to watch a movie but it wasn't a good idea at all. My little angel is too devilish sometimes. We were lying on the fluffy bouncing quilt in that tent all glued up. But this time it started all with me. Porchay was in a light purple stary hoodie with loose pants and i , as usual my suit but right now in just shirt- pant

He was lying next to me his hands wrapped on my chest and his attention all into the movie . I felt sick . I look at him again and again but he didn't consider me once. I roll my eyes back .

" Enough now ! " he panicked trying to find something here and there. I grab his hoodie and looked at his face

" What ? "

" Nothing - just . " He looked at my side and i follow his gaze to see that he was asking for remote .I look back at him holding it . He showed his hands for me to give him that .

" No way ! " I shrugged off and he pouted

" I don't want to watch it anymore it's boring p . Let's change it "

he whines trying to take it . I pull back my hand up far from his reach and he looked at me angrily

" GIVE IT KIM ! " Kim ? i am really never going to understand his language am i ? He acts too sweet and baby but the second he gets angry his language changes like he's a different person.

" Why ? " I pointed at the screen.
" You were so much into it seconds back
that you didn't even care to see me . Why you want to change now ? "

He looked at the quilt down and i frown
" Porchay tell me right now " i ordered

" I told you I don't want to see it anymore it's so boring p and - "

My hands left the remote and my eyes wide when the whole tent filled with moaning sounds. I looked at the man next to me who closed his eyes shut and blushed. I looked at the medium of that voice. It was a sex scene & was too...hot

I gulp down and come back in my conscience when I see the screen off .

I turned back immediately to see the man flushed in pink and red . His face looks like a hot railed potato. His fingers entangle with each other and his head dunk down.

Wait ! was he embarrassed by this ? Or embarrassed because i was with him watching it too ? I took a step towards him but he backed off . I chuckled internally. He was indeed embarrassed.

Soon it turned out to be a "catch me if you can" i tried to get a hold of him but he escaped everytime. We were laughing giggling and screaming at each other but the embarrassment of a few seconds back had gone somewhere.

" Got you ! " I pulled his wrist and he fell down on me and both of us landed on the quilt still laughing at the mess we were making . He laughs and laughs loud and so did i while him being over me and i lay down. I saw it now.

I looked at him , how pretty he looked like that . How joyfull he looked at this very moment. After all that mess that mark made he didn't let go of me and our relationship. His smile looks wide and his eyes shrink and his hands on my chest as he rolls down and up while laughing at me . I stopped.

His face was so mesmerising that i didn't knew when i stopped laughing with him. My eyes could only see him . His preety face and soul with no cover.

" I love you chay "

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Chay's pov

" I love you chay ." my heart stopped.

All of a sudden ? I blink twice and finally realised that i was overlapping him . Shame struck on the door of my sanity and i felt embarassed. I try to get up but he held my wrist and I looked at him blushing . I didn't dare to look back

" I said - i love you " A firm hold on my cheeks that makes me look into his eyes and i feel like I'm drowning in there. That depth and waves of ocean in his eyes i felt was alluring. I gave him a smile unconsciously and his hands trailed down slowly to my neck as he wrapped it around it and i feel my skin burning from there . I shut my eyes as his hands make me lean closer to his face and our noses meet .

A small grin twitched on his face and i feel my breath breaking with every blow of his breath reaching and falling on my face.
" Shouldn't you reply back my boy ? "

I realise what he means and my heart raced horses . I gradually open my eyes only to see he's already looking into me with a sly smile on his lips .

" Say it !"

He whispered as his lips trail on my face and stop at my lips an inch apart. I swallowed hard . Never in my mind i ever thought of him asking me this but when he is, my voice won't come out.

I feel his hands wrapped around my nape as he sends millions of shivers running in my spine by just loosely motioning it here and there and his legs cover over mine strongly. His face was filled with a smirk that knew what i was going to answer back .

My breathing fastened as the motions of his hands on my neck changed so slowly tickling my soul inside with different feelings building up .

" I - love you p'kim " A shaky breath blew out when i trembled and stuttered
confessing my love . I could feel my face burning . Hid hands slid to my chin making me look up to meet his eyes.

" Come again ? " I took a deep breath and nodded shyly" I love you p'kim "

And my heart melted the way he spun us down as he faced me up and i lie beneath him looking into his eyes with heavy breathing.

" Once more please " He whispered leaning closer to my lips and a soft whimper ,escape my mouth .

" Please love " i arch my back and a lewd voice exit my mouth and i shut my eyes in embarrassment. His hands slid under my shirt from the backside on my waist. His cold hands making my mind go crazy with different things at the same time. My heart paced up and no matter how much i wanted to stay intact i was just losing more here .

I closed my eyes feeling his legs parting my legs a bit and a a sudden urge to just have him was developing in my chest . " Say it more " he again asked.

I bit my lip and nodded. " I - love you p'kim . I love you - so much "

" I love you too much more " i smiled looking at him when he whispered it slowly in my ears and my face blushed hard . His hands wrap on my cheeks and his fingers caressing the tip of my lips when he said " do you want to kiss right now ? " He smirks & my eyes glowed staring at him.

Fuck me if i ever say no to this !

I excitedly lift my hands putting it on his shoulders and my lips slightly push my head up as our eye's stayed intact when i kiss him. Our lips met and our eyes still persistent on the other's. I smiled when he closed his eyes and his hands went to my head to pull it up to deepen the kiss. It was something I'd say like in fairytale. A handsome prince with all the perfections i could ask for.

The kiss that was supposed to end like always in few seconds didn't this time and i was shocked. Usually p doesn't let it be this long ever but now he was just letting me do it.

" ugh ! " He groans as my fingers twisted entangled in his hair as i pull it roughly when his mouth penetrates mine and he sucks good on my tongue.

" P ..ahh. " I gasped for air but his lips didn't let me go for seconds. His hands under my hoodie pinching and turning my buds and i trembled more " mm..."

It was the second time after that night, that we got till this point again. He licked my lips before throbbing his tongue inside my mouth violently sucking it and marking himself in every corner of my mouth .
Coffee flavour of his tongue flavouring with mine so perfectly that i wish this to stay here only.

" S-stop...p arghh " i quickly try to push him when his hands almost reach in my briefs and i felt his fingers around my clothed part . But he wasn't just stopping. His mouth was busy in eating
mine but now it was going dangerous.
I once again stammer while begging him to stop and he did . Both breathless.

I close my eyes taking in air . He was so good at kissing me but my bad. I can't even kiss him properly and not even stay long in this. I just can't realise when to take air to breathe while he does it so perfectly. I sometimes think if he'll find this annoying after sometime?

I breathe as much as i could as his head dug down in the crook of my neck and his slow warm breathing burnt my skin alive & i feel restless. I gulp down

" You " i whispered. He pulled his head up with a smirk as his hands went back to my neck trailing seductively while he continued to look at me only.

I couldn't hold back and my hands went to his eyes. He held my wrist tightly and i confusedly stared at him blankly. He kissed my knuckles and my eyes widen.
His hands rest on my cheek between my neck and roamed a little to get into my shirt and i clenched the sheets tight.

" I love how vulnerable you become to a small touch of mine. I love how you breathe harshly when my hands touch you , my voice makes you squirm your body and your eyes ? "
I closed my eyes as i felt his fingers on them . Slowly making circles on it .

" You're eyes show's too much of you . "
A sweet warm smile of his and i melt down immediately. How can he have such a power on me ? I feel as if i will loose myself everytime he's around.

I look at him and softly smile and nod pulling him in for a peck . But the moment got disturbed when the thunder struck in the sky and i cling onto him scared .

" It's okay . I'm here with you. "

I kept my hands tightly on him. It was drizzling and the lights went off after minutes and soon the guards shouted from a certain distance.

" WE HAVE TO GO INSIDE KHUN "

" Let's go - please - I'm - I'm so scared "

I say snuggling into him . He nods carrying me inside our room. The guards for the first time were kept outside to guard which was odd because i never told them to do so .

The lights were off and to my bad i could find no candle to light up the room. Fucking hell ! Only if i had brought the groceries yesterday .

" What the - " i snap back when i find two hands crawling at my back and i turn around to see my silly man hugging me like a sweet puppy .

I couldn't see him clearly but i was good enough because we turned on the flashlight of our mobiles .

His hands ran on my stomach from inside my hoodie and I clenched the sheets tight while my whole body stopped reacting to him going numb .

How can he just start something like this and end it so comfortably ? Back in the tent we were in such intimate positions and eating each other but he stopped while my heart was pounding like a crazy ass monkey !

I feel so ashamed to admit it but he should control himself a bit . I'm a grown up and he can't just do anything if he's not planning to do anything further shouldn't he ?

" Ugh ..." I shut my eyes immediately
His fingers crossed on my chest buds and i squirmed unintentionally. It feels so good but i know he will stop again.

" I will make you feel good till you want me to . I'm here next to you. "

And that's the fucking problem.
YOU ARE HERE STUPID KIMHAN !

" Do you like this porchay ? "

The fuck I'll say anything when i feel so lost to your touches that I'm afraid if I'll start begging for more these days.

This man just touches me everywhere making my whole body burn down in different sensations and when i go to want more and reciprocate he fucking pulls back .

JERK !

" I love how your body reacts every time I touch you . If only you could see how sexy you look like this to me "

his fingers tugged on the corner of my briefs and they swiftly slide in. My eyes open and i immediately push his hands out and roll down at the edge sitting curled up and to my bad the light comes .

" Did i - do something wrong ?" He shoots up worried stammering & i sigh

An awkward silence filled the room as the lights came. We both sat at different edge and only the sound of loud breathe could be heard .

" Jesus! " I whispered and turn to see kim playing with his fingers in the blanket while he kept staring at the ceiling. I shifted myself on the edge to the bed placing pillows in between.

I looked back hesitantly only to see him looking at me this time. I hide my face

" I won't eat you porchay . You can sleep on the bed & i can go on the couch. "

" No - um... It's not like that. " I stammered a little.

" See I'm sorry. I didn't know i would make you uncomfortable and it was never my intention. Believe me i wasn't going to do anything y - "

" THAT'S YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM KIMHAN ! " He frowned " BASTARD! "

I said loud and threw the pillow in his face angrily but the bastard's reflexes were so strong that he grabbed it before it could hit him on the head .

" What have I done baby ? Why are you angry at me ? " Really bastard ? Do i need to say this on your face ?

" believe me i didn't mean to do anything. I know you're not ready & "

" SHUT UP NOW ! "

Can't believe this man has the audacity to say these things after he provokes me to the edge that i almost stop myself from jumping on him so that he'll touch me a little more and here he's lecturing me on consent ?

Fuck you kim! I'll stay a fucking vergin all my life because my so called smart ass man doesn't know what consent really is !

" LEAVE me p " i rebel back .

I was about to turn but he held my wrist tightly and i struggled hard cursing him but he didn't leave and at the end i surrender. If he was a little weaker I would have punched him hard

" Would you please fucking say why the hell you're this angry ? I didn't do anything and always keep you first . I just did a fucking mistake and you are making a big issue out of this porchay !"

" Have you ever asked me if I want this too. You are just so mean !? "
I ask back suddenly.

" when we start anything you just run away leaving me like that - and - & i don't know what to do to calm myself "

We were still both lying down on the bed facing each other. When his fingers entangled with mine my face flushed red as I confessed to him my problem

" P-porchay - listen ..." He moved his hands to hold my face but i turned his hand away angrily.

" I WANT TO TALK " I yell this time and he just nodded in defeat.

" You need to understand that all this - it's new for me and .... somehow i like all of this . YOU- TOUCHING - ME, i like it. But every time I start to want more you pull back each time neglecting me and I'M FUCKING NOT TAKING THIS SHIT ANYMORE . Either you start and don't stop or we will not start anymore . THAT'S FINAL ! I'm not at all enjoying taking cold water showers at midnight during winters here . I'm telling you if youuu.... oiii stop ! K-kim....s-stop "

" Just say all you have to say today " he whispered in my ear and i stiffened.

This bastard! I

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