TAEHYUNG'S POV:-

I didn't even looked at her face for a moment as she will struggle more and more. My gaze moved down onto her lower body which was beautifully covered with her long skirt just like a doll...I moaned slightly as I touched her beautiful perfect smooth thighs....Aaah she feels so good her purity and innocence is driving me damn insane...... I started to kiss her thighs and leave marks on them....... but immediately stopped what I was doing as I heard her baby like crying...I lifted my head up and looked at her. My soul hurted when I saw her teary red eyes which can make anyone cry and I felt even more hurt when I saw her gaze filled with abhorrence and hate for me...My body turned cold as I stopped everything and slid closer to her face...

You: "Y/N what happened tell me."

She couldn't speak anything as she tried to...soon her beautiful galaxy like eyes closed leaving a trail of tears on her cheeks. My heart clenched as I shook her body and even called her name but no reply...I checked her breath it was calm and normal. she again fainted that's when I realised her cries and screams weren't out of pleasure or delication. They were hurt, broken and the most heartbreaking thing they were filled with so much detestation and loathing for me in them....my eyes turned glossy..w..what If Y/N started to hate me- did I went too far... I busted out...did she disliked me from before....my eyes filled up with tears......I closed them and i could feel drop streaking down my cheeks as i realised i was going to freaking rape her......she was going to get broken by me which she already is a lot...My fingers ran through in frustration clutching onto my hairs as more tears streaked down my eyes..She will loathe me so much....love for me is far away now. I opened my eyes and wiped my tears as my gaze fell on her sensitive body...her face looked so peaceful that a little smile gleamed up on my lips. I pecked her forehead many times and whispered in her ears knowing that she won't hear it...but her heart definitely will. I know it will for sure because my heart beats for her..

You: "Please don't hate me and forgive me....I love you so much my Y/N, I know my beast took the best of me but trust me...I had no intentions on hurting you."

I said as I rested my head on her chest and listened to her calm heartbeat. I hugged her tiny figure and soon sleep took over me as I listened to her heartbeat......

-TAEHYUNG'S POV END-

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SHINJAE'S POV:-

I got up from my bed and tried to eat the breakfast which was placed in front of me...but as soon as I opened my mouth my jawline hurted like hell. I winced in pain and slowly touched my jawline. It is still hurting but it hurts not more than the fact that Y/N noona is not with me...Noona where are you...your Shinjae misses you...Dont worry as soon as I will recover and get my phone back...I will try to call you and tell you that what happened...I feel so much guilt that being a brother I still couldn't protect my dear noona...no one deserves a brother like me and the scariest thing she is in the arms of Kim Taehyung...It was her nightmare to be with him again.....I...I hope she is safe and nothing has happened to her....noona find me back soon....I broke into tears due to so much guilt...as I couldn't protect my only sister which I had..What a great brother I am. A huge round of applause for me...A bitter chuckle escaped my lips but tears never stopped.....

-SHINJAE'S POV END-

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TIME SKIP TO NEXT MORNING

Y/N'S POV:-

I felt some bright rays of light falling on my skin which made me scrunch my eyes and my skin to burn a bit due to the heat of the light rays...I crunched my eyes tightly and my head felt so light that it felt like I am spinning...I whimpered in as I was still not able to open my eyes plus my skin is burning like anything... I tried to move my body but that also felt so much stiffened and the same light weighted... it's like all energy had been drained out from my body and I am just left empty and hollow...After a few tries, I can finally open my eyes completely and rubbed them as my vision was still blurry. I moved my head to the side where the faint sunlight was entering the room... My eyes shrinked due to it but I widened my eyes when I saw my skin it turned all red due to exposure to the sunlight....I frowned very hard as it never happened ever in my life..morning sunlight always made my skin pleased and glow up but this never happened...I tried to get up but was pulled back and my head bumped into a hard chest and that's when I realised I was being held by T....tae..taehyung.....My lips quivered as I mouthed this name and my whole body again shook up in terror as I recalled everything that happened last night with me...But goosebumps spread over all of my body when I felt his hot breath on the nape of my neck as he snuggled into it more...I slowly turned my head to the sides to find him peacefully sleeping just like a newborn baby who is so peaceful in her mother's arms....A small bitter smile spread across my lips...why can't he be like this in real life...A trail of tears left my eyes as I recalled everything that happened last night..making me shiver due to the monstrous acts he did on me. But little do I have this feeling that he didn't went that far...but I still can't gather up the courage to get up and check if there are any b..blod..blood stain..as my legs don't even feel a per cent sore instead my skin is burning like anything...I clutched onto the hem of my skirt tightly and tried to get up but his heavy arms on my waist stopped me...I wiggled and tried to get out of his grip...............................................After struggling I finally released from his grip and quickly stood up but fell on the couch again due to my weak and sensitive body...I bit my lips and took the support of the wall and tried to get up again... My legs trembled while trying to keep my balance...I closed my eyes tightly and then opened it again and glanced at the bedsheets...It was whole clean and bleach white not even a single spot of anything...I ran towards the mirror and twirled around checked my skirt and even that was spotless and clean...I sighed as all my worries and horrors seemed to vanish away and my body curled up at the thought that I was going to get ra..raped...I closed my eyes and placed my hands on my chest with my head hanging low...... All I wanna do now is just to escape from here......I..I don't wanna be with hi..him..again all my screams and whimpered ringed back in my head...I vigorously shook my head and tears escaped out from my eyes...I again looked up in the mirror and flinched badly as I saw him standing behind me and staring at me through the mirror..but this time his stare wasn't scary or burning it had something which I couldn't figure out or nor do I want to but my heart says something else...I looked at his face and found out that his cheeks were stained due to tears and his eyes were gloomy and filled with so much concern......for me...my heartbeat somehow increased as he held my shoulders and slowly twirled me around...My body felt electrified due to his touch again on my skin making my all five senses alert...I was about to push him off but his deep voice stopped me.

Taehyung: "H..how are you feel...feeling- I am s..so sorry....."

He said as tears started to collect up in his eyes making them red..he bit his lips in order to control his tears...he tried to speak something but he couldn't...A bitter chuckle escaped my lips seeing that and hearing him...

You: "Oh so Mr Kim Taehyung where did you got the audacity to say sorry to me after what you did last night huh!'

I said freeing myself from his grip...He looked up at me with his red teary eyes just like a kid who looks up at his mom innocently after she scolds him...My heart clenched when tears trailed out of his red eyes...I tried to keep my cool and not to turn soft...How dare this guy say this after what he did to me how did he even get this courage to speak.....

You: "What you did to me isn't something any girl would forgive for easily Mr Kim Taehyung."

More tears escaped his eyes as he heard the harshful words from my mouth.. serves him definitely right..he deserves it...

You: "And don't you dare think that you are Kim Taehyung of the BTS so I would forgive you..don't consider me as one of those girls who would forgive you no matter what crime you do..."

I said as I looked around the room and saw and saw my suitcase lying near the cupboard...I threw a strong glare at him but he was just quietly sobbing like a kid...wish this Taehyung was there at night...I took out my clothes from my suitcase and went inside the washroom and slammed the door shut on his face... As soon as I got inside the washroom I hanged my clothes on the hanger and turned around and my image reflected up in the mirror...I stared at my reflection which was expressionless and all the energy inside me seemed to be drained out...my lips were dry and chapped...tear stains were clearly visible on my cheeks..my eyes were swollen....my hairs were a tied up messily and my skin was all red.......I slowly slid the top of my body and to my horror, I placed my hands on my mouth and screamed my soul out as I saw so many hickeys near my collarbones and even more near the earlobe and the nape of my neck....sobs started to escape my mouth when I touched them it burns and pains like hell...I gritted my teeth as again I saw my pathetic face in the mirror...I took off my clothes and stormed towards the shower and let the cold water drops fall on my body...I applied the shower gel and rubbed it roughly on my skin to remove all the fingerprints and teeth bites from my skin....it makes me feel disgusted...as I rubbed with more force and it only made my skin burn with more pain...I feel on the cold floor on my knees crying my heart out in pain...no one would notice my tears here in the shower...I should cry here...I hugged my knees and curled up myself into a ball...letting all my pain out.....

-Y/N'S POV END-

TAEHYUNG'S POV:-

I sat down on my knees crying...I regret every single thing I did with her..s..she hates me...It's all my fault...I lost control from myself and performed such a sinful act on her..it completely destroyed her...I saw that pain in her eyes but how hard she tried to keep that in and dont cry in front of me..but what hurts the most is when she spatted those words out of her mouth..which hurts more than a knife stab..even a knife stab feels more good than her words....it scraped my soul so bad when I saw her panicking and crying when she woke up...I watched her every single move the worry on her face the horror and pain in her eyes..her trembling body...It just ripped me apart even without any force.......I still remembered Cherry noona's words when she said you need to patient with her..she wasn't wrong when she said that...Just great Kim Taehyung you hurted a girl physically and not only that you break her soul apart..which she is too strong to express it out....my tears never stopped they flew out like water..guilt, sorrow, hurt everything mixed up into them...this guilt will completely eat me out now....

Guys so sorry for the late update actually I was busy in my studies so yeah