Chapter 57

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"Y/N-ah please think this through."

You simply sniffle and shove another handful of clothes into a duffle bag, your eyes stinging from the amount of tears still staining your cheeks.

"Y/N-ah-"

"Please. Jin. Please just stop."

"Think this through! Jimin-ah would never-"

"I know....he's your younger brother...and I know you love him which is why I'm going to leave quietly...please just let me go..."

"Y/N-ah....."

"Thank you...for letting me stay in your home...and for being so welcoming...I'll pay you back for everything....I promise."

"Y/N-ah please-"

"Jin-ssi."

He looks at you with somber doe eyes as you sling the bag over your head and sigh, your fingers clutching onto Collin's soft plush fur.

"I...please just let me go....before he gets back and this gets even worse than it already is."

"Where...where will you go?"

"I'll go to a sauna and get myself a part time job."

"Y/N-ah your ankle is still sprained what job are you going to get?"

"I'll find one."

Grabbing your crutches you push yourself as fast as you can down the staircase, your chest hollow and aching when you open the front door.

This is it....

I'm leaving....

Why did I ever trust him.

Why did I ever put myself in this situation.

"Here..."

Jin walks up to you and puts a piece of paper in your hand, his eyes filled with concern and sadness.

"This is my number. Please...please call me Y/N-ah....I think of you as a little sister....at least text me and tell me you've taken your meds..."

You give Jin the best smile you can muster at the moment as you nod, your body exhausted from crying.

"Alright...I will...Thank you...for everything.."

You turn away as fast as you can so Jin can't see the tears running down your cheeks, your legs wobbling and shaking while the tears drip on the cold concrete.

Why....

Why did this happen....

Why did my parents have to leave...

What am I going to do now...

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"Thank you, come again."

You nod your head at the convenience store cashier and push your body out into the cold winter air, your hot noodles steaming in front of you.

Ah...my foot hurts so bad...

I walked all the way here...

I should've prepared for this and gotten my car fixed when I had extra money.

Instead I bought that jerk....a christmas present...

You hang your head towards the table and slowly tug your phone out of your coat pocket, more tears escaping down your cheeks.

Ah...

How much can a person cry...

You swallow the lump in your throat and press the green call button on your phone, a familiar voice picking up.

"Ah Y/N! How are you?!"

"Eomma....I...I have nowhere to go...I'm having a hard time right now....when are you and Dad-"

"Honey I can't quite hear you! We're here at a party for your father!"

How much can people possibly party.

"Mom...Mom please...can you please listen to me? Please?"

"Honey I'm not getting good service on the yacht! We're out here in the ocean and you know how that is!"

The...the yacht....

"Mom...you're...on a yacht?..."

"It's a small gift from your father's boss! It's amazing you would love that we have it!"

"Mom....you....you left me here....all those years you...you said I was yours...and yet...you abandon me without a house to even live in! Have fun in the ocean! I hope you stay there!"

You hear your mom gasp before your hand launches your phone over the side rail onto the road, the pieces busting apart and shattering onto the hard concrete.

I'm....

I'm all alone...

Your fingers push through your hair as you simply throw the noodle away and continue down the street, clouds beginning to gather around the sky.

Of course.

Cue the dramatic rain.

Your jaw tightens in pain with each step you take, your armpits thumping from the friction of using your crutches.

The sauna isn't too far from here...soon enough I'll be able to sit down...

You arrive at the sauna after the sun has already set in the sky, your gaze meeting a small old woman's when you wobble inside.

"Ah...um...h-hi there.."

"Another straggler coming to stay I see?"

She looks up from her magazine and lightly gasps when she sees tears rolling down your cheeks, her body standing up from her chair in shock.

"Aigoo...child..."

"C-can can I please stay here...just for one night..."

The elderly woman seems flustered as she scrambles around, a pillow and small blanket set on the counter.

"Of course child! You...you can sleep in there..."

You simply nod and grab the pillow and blanket, the other people in the sauna giving you chills down your spine.

I can see it in the papers now..."Washed up Ice Skater Sleeps in Sauna."

Setting your crutches to the side, you lay down on the pillow and tug the tint blanket over you, another tear streaking out of your raw eyes.

How can I possibly cry anymore than I have...

Oh...

I forgot to text Jin...

Oh well....

It's better if I just disappear...

Is my career over now that this happened to my leg?

My song....

I worked so hard on it...and yet...even Jimin got second place...

I even caused him to get second place...

It....it was never going to be a first place to begin with...

You bury your head into the pillow and allow yourself to fully cry, your chest bouncing up and down with painful choking sobs.

I loved him...

He wanted me for my song...

I loved my parents..

They only used me as a replacement for their dead son...

Can't anyone in this world just love me?

(A/N): This story is so close to ending 💜 1-3 chapters left 💜

BTW Winter Bear is my new Aesthetic like. Mhm yes. Tae's voice is my favorite.

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