Author's note:

I am now simping for louis as lorenzo berkshire.

Okay enjoy this LMAO.

Louis' Pov: 

"I didn't do anything! Hannah was the one who tried to kiss me I- I never kissed her!" I neglected the accusation that Issie was giving me, even though deep down I knew she was right. I messed up. As if I couldn't make it even worse.

"I know it isn't your fault, louis! But no matter how drunk you get, and for starters when mum hears about this-" She ranted,

"Mum's not hearing anything. You're not going to tell her anything." I interjected, "Please?"

She sighed and sat down next to me on the couch, "I won't. I'm sorry she did that to you. It's horrible."

I forced a smile and thought it through. It wasn't that bad. Y/n would forgive me, right?

Love🤍

Good morning:)

So Issie got the reservation back for me..

Up for tonight?

Ummm yeah I think that's okay

Mum said I don't have anything to do.

I'm just on set today lol

Oh yeah

See you on set!

y/n's pov

"He didn't even mention it." I yawned, showing millie our texts. She wrapped an arm around my shoulders and gave me a little side- hug. We were having donuts in her trailer, and even though Millie didn't have any scenes today we asked if we could use hers because louis knew the code to mine, and I really didn't want to bump into him. Especially because today's scene was a kissing scene. So what?

It's just acting, y/n!

That's also what I said to myself with Noah.

"Y/n, you can't be like this with him. And I can't be here all day." She had plans with Chloe and Noah for lunch. Damn it Millie. "Don't make it too awkward." She said, pulling out of our embrace and heading for the door. "You can do this!"

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"Alright Louis and y/n! Come over here, I just want to recap and make sure you guys understand the scene." Harry called for us. I glanced over at Louis, who was now tewksbury and held up my dress to make sure it didn't get dirty as I walked to Harry. "This scene isn't that hard, but we know it's importance. Enola is saying goodbye to Tewksbury. But before she walks away, he calls out for her and goes behind the gate to kiss her." He says, "Everyone understands?"

"Yeah," louis smiled and I could feel his gaze on me as Harry continued,

"I don't know if you guys are dating, or just friends. But this has to be a passionate kiss, and I want to see a lot of chemistry on both parts. And if you need to improvise to make it better, that's perfect! Make it 5 seconds at least and no more than 10 seconds, because we'll slow it down." He concluded, "We're striking!" HE called out to the camera crew and they instantly started tuning the machines.

"You ready?" Louis asked me and I nodded, walking over to the gates and passing by a few extras waiting to be called on.

"3...2...1... ACTION!" Harry called, and I looked at Louis, who held a cute little smirk on his lips,

We read through the goodbye lines of the characters, and he kissed my hand. I walked away with a frown on my face.

"Hey! Enola!" He called out behind me, I turned around with a little smile on my face, watching him glide behind the building and run out from the gates.

He ran a hand through my hair before meeting my cheek and leaning in for my lips. I felt myself lean back in surprise from the familiar (yet old) feeling of his lips, that certain rush and movement that he seemed to have gone used to. I smiled against his lips and when we finally pulled away after what felt like days, our eyes still closed as our foreheads slightly touched.

I heard the cameras stop and opened my eyes, our foreheads still close. I quickly pulled away, but before I could I saw a red circular mark on his neck.

No. Don't think like that. 

I knew he could tell I saw it, because he quickly moved his collar to cover his whole neck once again.

"y/n? What's wrong?" Makeup ladies were surrounding me, ready to powder me, but even I didn't notice tears were starting to stream down my face. I wiped them away and moved past Bella, tears already erupting all over.

"Good job!"

"y/n that was great!"

"You guys have loads of chemistry. Can't wait to watch that again."

"Jerry? Roll it! That only took one take, for god fucking sake!" 

I heard the shouts of people celebrating one of our last scenes before I ran into my trailer and laid on my bed, covering my face with a pillow.

I thought he already felt bad. How could he dare to make it worse? He cheated on me. He cheated. Noah was right, he wasn't any good. And I hurt Noah too. I knew Noah still had feelings for me.

I thought he was different. 

I just felt like dirt. Like something to be replaced. Like an object. Like once he was done with me, he threw me away. That's what he did to Hannah, too right? I wonder who the girl was. God, this is horrifying.

He should be disgusted and ashamed with himself.

My door busted open and for a second I thought it would be louis,

Noah.

And Millie and chloe.

"Y/n? What happened?" Millie ran to my side and Noah and Chloe rushed behind her, "Why are you crying? Did you get hurt? Should I call Harry?" She was already taking out her phone for me.

"No, stop, I'm not hurt. I'm okay,"

"If you're okay then why're you crying?" Noah inquired,

"Oh no," Millie realized, "The kissing scene."

"Oh my god." Chloe said, going to the refrigerator and taking out a donut for me. "Here,"

I smiled and took it, my eyes still erupting from tears.

"Tell us what happened," Noah asked and I rolled my eyes, thinking about louis.

"Remember that girl last night?" I referenced Millie and she nodded, letting everyone else know she understood because my words were mumbling out, "well today when we finished the scene, I looked down at his neck and saw a-" I paused leaving it there. They understood.

They took a few seconds to digest, "he is such a JERK!" Millie shouted, getting up to pace the room, "I'm gonna go have a talk with that little as-"

"Millie stop! I'm having dinner with him tonight! I'll just tell him I'm breaking up with him then." I said, easing her down. Chloe got up to calm her and Noah started to rant with me,

"He is such a horrible person! I knew it! I knew it, and he has NEVER deserved you," He raged, "once you've broken up with him, let me have a talk with him too."

"Stop, Noah, I still have to be friends with him. We're in a movie together. Think about all the interviews we'll have to do-"

"That doesn't mean I have to still like him. Does it?"

I laughed a little and Millie walked back to us, a mischievous smile on her face, "oh no Millie," I started, scared about what she was about to offer next,

"No, no this is a good idea!" She denied and I gave her a little smile approving her to go on, "Tonight when he sees you, he's going to want to beg for you back. Obviously, you'll say no, but he'll still be mad and regret what he did." She offered,

"Yeah girl makes him mad!" Chloe chimed in.

I thought about it, "but what does that mean?"

Noah shook his head jokingly and Millie reached into a shopping bag pulling out a beautiful silky rose gold dress, making my mouth draw open.

to help your imagination: 

"When did you get that? Where did you get that?" I demanded, knowing this wasn't something Millie would typically wear.

"I know some people." she teased and muttered, "And I passed by a cute shop on my way home and I just couldn't resist!" She squealed, bringing the dress for me to see. I gaped and ran my hands along the fabrics threading.

"This is so pretty Millie, you're going to look gorgeous in this." I smiled, holding it up against her body.

"Are you mental?" She asked and shook her head, "It's for you! I got this for you! For tonight!" She grinned and a slow smile spread across my face.

"I love you SO MUCH!" I squealed, jumping up and giving her a hug, happiness overfilling me at the moment. I pushed away Louis from my mind and adored the dress with the siblings and millie.

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Louis' Pov

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She knows.

And she probably thinks I cheated on her.

But I didn't! I was drunk, and Hannah was the only one who did anything.

Speaking of Hannah, she had been texting me a lot.

Hannah carter

Hey I'm so sorry about last night I feel horrible

I know I did something wrong, I'm sorry lou:(
I hope we can still be friends

Were you drunk?

What?

What do you mean?

Were you drunk when you decided to take off my tshirt

And do everything without my consent?

What? Well, I had drank a little, remember?

You drank half a beer and a little bit from the flask.

What

I'm not stupid, I remember.

I said Im sorry.

I know. But you have a boyfriend. I have a girlfriend

What was going through your head?

I still like you louis!
I've ALWAYS liked you

And I know you still like me too.

So what?

I forgive you when you cheat

I forgive you when you do this.

What's next?

Nothing lou, Im not like that anymore!

Oh yeah I totally believe that.

Louis stop!

Im sorry!

I love you so much! IM so sorry

And there was that sick feeling in my stomach again. Knowing I had done something wrong.

I hated myself.

I had hurt everyone around me. Broken so many relationships.

But y/n misunderstood. And she probably didn't want to go to dinner with me tonight. But in our texts, she acted as if nothing had ever happened. As if tears were not filling her eyes after the kissing scene.

Love

Hey we're still up for tonight right

Hey! Yeah of course

I have so much to explain

Yeah lol

See you

See you there

Back to y/n's pov:

"Do I look good?" I asked mum for her honest opinion. She was fixing the back laces of my dress and tightening them a bit.

She took a step back and eyed me, "you look so..so, grown up!" happy tears filled her eyes and I gave her a big hug.

"Thanks mum. For everything." I flashed a smile and closed the door, watching her wipe her tears with the lace of her sleeves.

I walked down the steps and gazed over the colorful shades of the setting sun, making me feel warm inside, enlightening me. It was a pretty day outside.

"Do I wanna know?" Arctic monkeys played over the speakers, and I tapped along to the beat, humming along.

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Louis' Pov , waiting at the restaurant.

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I'm so sorry, I never meant for you to feel like this. Ever. And I'm so scared that you want to break up with me now, but the feelings I feel for you overrule that.

I know you saw it. And so I want to explain,

I ran over the few lines over and over in my head. The restaurant was a little crowded, and I was lucky to get my reservation back. I watched the candle's wax spread over the container as I waited for her to come.

And there she was. 

I studied her curved figure, she was wearing a dress that seemed to fit at all her curves, yet was skin- loose. Her hair was curled so that they bounced as she walked, and her smile held a slight smug look into it.

Look with respect, Louis.

Author's note:

yeah I stg louis if you arent looking with respect

you guys might not like him rn but I promise it gets better LOL I have the next chapter in drafts. 

I'm thinking of writing an Enzo fanfic, and Im writing down basic storylines now. Ill let you guys know if I decide to write it omg jdkfajdfkjadlfjad