It feels so good to finally get showered and get some fresh dry clothes on. I decide to do some cleaning since Luna is finally off my back. I walk over and look in the sink to see a pile of dishes. Grr... I hate doing dishes.

I start smiling to myself while doing the dishes. I still can't believe that I shared such a beautiful moment with Kale last night. I never thought that I would feel this way about anyone after my mom left me.

" I so knew that you were going to give it up soon." Luna breathes into my ear.

I jump back and drop a plate in the sink. " How did you know that?" I turn around and sit on a stool.

She pulls one up in front of me and laughs like a little girl. " Well.. look at him How can any girl in his right mind not give in to him. Do you love him?"

I close my eyes and lean back in my stool. " Yes.. I wasn't sure at first but I already promised myself that I wouldn't let things go that far until I loved him." I shift in my stool and play with the counter. " Last night when we had sex. I didn't have a doubt in my mind. I gave it up so willingly. I pretty much begged him to take me."

She reaches for my thigh and squeezes it. " Please tell me that it was big."

I laugh and then flick her nose. " I'm not giving you those details, but I will tell you that it was romantic and wonderful. It was the greatest pleasure of my life."

She moves her hand away and twirls her hair. " You're just plain wrong for hiding that detail. Bendon was huge and he was the best I ever had. Now you have to tell me."

I slap her hand away from her hair. " I hate when you do that and no I don't have to tell you. I will tell you that it was outside... in the rain."

She jumps off her stool and looks at me wide eyed. " You little hooker. That is totally hot." Then she sits back down and grabs a snicker bar off of the counter. " I've never even done that. Did you tell him that you love him? Did he say it to you?"

I run my hand through my hair and frown. " No... to both of those."

She grabs my hand and smiles at me. " Don't worry. You know that he loves you back. Kale is a good guy. He wouldn't sleep with you if he didn't love you."

I stand up and lean over the counter. " I know but..."

She cuts me off and grabs my hair back. " I know.. you haven't been able to trust anyone since your father. Look.. your father was a low life that needed drugs and a whore instead of your mother. What your mother did... it was painful."

I look up at her and smile. " I trust you though.. and now I trust Kale. My mom took her own life by overdosing on pills because he made her feel worthless. I just always felt that men will only hurt you."

Luna Strokes my hair and laughs." You're not your mother though. Men will hurt you. Everyone will hurt you at some point, but you will handle it differently."

We both smile when we hear the doorbell. I slowly start walking to answer the door. " I'll get that." I open the door to see Kale standing there smiling.

He reaches out and grabs my waist pulling me into his arms. " I have some great news to tell you.. and I have something to ask you." He burys his face in my neck and kisses under my ear.

I lean my head back and giggle. " Oh yeah.. what's that?"

He picks me and sets me down on the couch. " I got a promotion today." He leans in and softly kisses me on the lips.

I nibble his bottom lip as he softly touches my face. " That's fantastic. I'm so happy for you."

He reaches behind my head and slowly starts playing with my hair while looking me in the eye. " I need to explain something to you."

I nervously look him in the eye and wait for him to go on. " yes."

He bends in and kisses me on the lips again. " I would have to move to New York for this promotion and they want me to leave in two days."

What?? No.. this can't be happening. I turn my face away and close my eyes. " Oh.. that's um... great.."

He grabs my face and rubs my lip. " I want you to come with me. I know I haven't known you for that long... but I don't want to go without you."

I feel my heart racing in my chest as he looks me in the eye." I... can't." I push him away and stand up. " I can't just get up and leave."

He grabs my arm and pulls me close to him. " Why not? I'll take care of you. I will do everything in my power to make you happy and provide you with everything that you need." He rubs his thumb over my cheek. " Please... say you will come with."

I feel the tears forming in my eyes as I turn my face away. " You don't understand. I can't just leave this house. This house is the only thing that I have left of my mother. When I'm here it's like I can still feel her close to me."

He looks me in the eye and wipes my tear away. " I'm sorry. I didn't realize that when I asked you to come with me. I'm sorry for being so selfish." He pulls me in his arms and squeezes me as tight as he can. Then he whispers in my ear. " I don't want to leave you."

I reach up and grab his face. " You have to go. This is important to you. I could see it in your eyes when you walked in. I would never want to take that away from you. I care about you way to much."

He rubs my face and kisses my moist eyes. " No.. I.. I don't want to be without you. I.. care about you. I have to tell him by tomorrow and now my decision wont be so easy."

I push him away from me and smile. " I won't let you say no. That would be selfish of me and that's not who I am. Please just do what's in your heart."

He rubs my face and looks like he's about to say something but then stops. He kisses my forehead and touches my lip. " I'm sorry.. I have to get back to the station." Then he kisses my hand and walks away. " I.. um.. I'll talk to you later."

I watch him as he walks away and shuts the door. Then I look over at Luna leaning in the doorway. " I'm so sorry hon." She walks over and hugs me. " Maybe you should just go with him. It's clear that he loves you. Of course I will miss your ass like crazy."

I squeeze her tightly and whisper in her ear. " I can't leave my moms house. I can't leave... but I can't make him stay. It's just not right."

She pulls away from me and frowns. " I'm sure you two will work something out."

I take a deep breath and head up the stairs. " I think I will go take a nap. I'm just really tired right now."

I walk upstairs and feel my heart break even more at every step that I take. I walk into my room. My mothers old room and fall back on my bed and close my eyes.

I have to be strong and do what's best for him..

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