I'm Not O-Fucking-Kay.

GERARD.

"Hey, Gee?"

I looked up at the familiar voice that spoke my name and immediately spotted him, offering up a smile to try to make him think that any of the things that I had said earlier was a lie, that all the emotions I had shown him wasn't really what I felt.

I looked around the hallway to make sure that there wasn't anyone that was around, or at the least no one that was close enough to hear what was going to be said or care enough to listen to their conversation, "Hey, Sir. What's up?" Frank continued to come closer to me, his eyes also darting around to check whether the coast was clear or not.

"You remember asking me whether I could teach you how to drive? Yeah well, we can start on Monday night, tonight Mr. Khan asked if we could do a bonfire for our classes and I agreed. You better be there otherwise I'll be very sad and I'll miss you." A smile graced my lips as I opened to room to my room, noticing only Jack was in there so I dragged Frank in too.

"God please no, I don't want to be scarred for life." Jack rushed, going to stand up and collect his things up to get out of the room quickly before he witnessed anything, "Calm down, we're only gonna be talking."

I turn back to Frank and pull him down to sit with me on Brendon's bunk, "I don't wanna go to the bonfire tonight, and I don't want you to go either. I want us to be alone, so we can talk things over and do whatever we want as a spur of the moment thing, I don't want to have to hold back or think about what I'm doing. I don't want to have to wait longer than necessary before I can even kiss you."

Frank smiled widely, exposing teeth and wrinkles appearing from where his smile actually reaches his eyes this time, "Gerard, as perfect as that sounds to me, I do actually want to go to this bonfire. I was deprived as a kid and I never had the chance to do my own when I was in my own apartment. We are going to the bonfire."

"You can't deprive your own boyfriend of a bonfire, Gerard! Besides, everyone else is going too! Some have asked why you haven't been hanging with your friends with your limited freedom too, so you gotta pretend to like us otherwise bitches will be onto you." Jack had now put all of his things away and was now laying down on his bed, ankles crossed and hands resting under his head.

"And are you expecting Alex to just waltz in with nothing but a boa on and pole dance for you, you little shit?" Jack just laughed at me and settled down further into his pillows with a content sigh, his eyes closing until there was a knock at a door, "Speak of the devil," Jack grinned, winking at me as the door swung open and Alex waltzes in, fully dressed and lacking a feather boa.

"Hey guys!" Alex grinned, jumping onto Jack's bed and bounced a little as he looked at the other three people that occupied the room, "Hey Lex, Gerard said you were gonna pole dance for us."

Alex huffed and crossed his arms over his chest, "No way man, I done it last night, it's one of you guy's turns." Frank snorted, standing up and headed towards the door, "Alright, I have had enough of teenagers pole dancing." Frank paused, "Don't repeat that sentence to anyone else or there will be chaos. I'll see you guys later."

With that, Frank let the room, waving at Jack and Alex and throwing me a wink when Alex was looking at Jack. Once the door was closed, Jack sat up and looked between Alex and I, "You guys seen Brendon? He left like, an hour or two ago, and he still isn't back? Do you think he got abducted by aliens or something?"

I stared at Jack for a moment, trying to comprehend hold stupid this boy really was, and whether he was always going to be this damn stupid, "Honestly, he could have been abducted by aliens, Jack. We are surrounded by a load of trees, it would be pretty easy for those little green dudes to take us and anally prove us on their mothership."

"God forbid they get you, Jack, they could go too far with you because of how hot you are." Alex faked worry for his friend, clutching at his chest before pulling Jack in to squeeze him tightly, "I will never let them take you from me, Jack! They'll never take you alive!" Alex declared.

It went on like that for a while, me and Alex making fun of Jack and his mocking stupidity, until our other friends started to join in, coming into the dorm in ones or twos, everyone finding a seat to join into one massive conversation, some people that I had never really seen around school even joining in our little 'dorm party' that started out as me and Alex making fun of Jack.

There were at least twenty people within the room, which was amazing considering how much of a dork I really am.

Soon enough, it rolled around to nine o'clock, which is when Frank popped his head into our dorm and smiled as everyone fell silent, not wanting a teacher to know any of their business or for him to hear them say something that could potentially land them into shit, "Alright, everyone get their asses to the start of the path leading into the woods."

A lot of kids didn't need to be told twice before they got up and ran to the destination, some of us hanging back to prepare ourselves for the night, "Are we even allowed to do this? Isn't this way past our curfew, anyways?" The boy that I still didn't know the name of asked from beside me, huffing in annoyance as he adjusted the beanie on top of his head and grabbed his drumsticks off of the bed.

So that was what that constant tapping sound was, I thought I was going crazy.

But, soon enough, we all reached the place that Frank wanted us, the teacher doing a quick head count of the kids from the dorm 'party' and others that were found during the hunt for students to drag into this commitment, "If anyone is interested, I have giant sparklers!" Frank suddenly yelled before disappearing through the trees, my interest perking up considerably.

"I would suck dick for a sparkler." I muttered out loud, the drummer guy that was still beside me hearing and bursting out into laughter as we both started walking, his friend beside him with very-illegal tattoos looking at him with a confused glare, "You'd suck dick? That isn't that far when the stakes are a lot higher than a sucked dick."

I had thought the guy would've called me a fag, probably punched me and walked away, but he actually went along with me and was trying to up my game, "What are we talking here? What is a sparkler really worth to you?" The guy seemed to think about it for a moment, watching where he was walking in the dark, "At the least, my dick in a box."

I burst into laughter, the guy next to Drummer chuckling away about what he said too, "Goddamn, Mr. Iero should prepare himself for my dick in a box, then." We then approached an open spaced area with a fire in the middle, a ring of large stones encircling the fire to somewhat control it. Frank sat right at the front, practically sitting on one of the large rocks.

Mr. Khan was already here, sat on the opposite side of the fire with a triumphant smile set on his lips as kids started sitting down around his fire, I sitting right beside Frank, Drummer and his friend on my other side, Jack and Alex sat further back on the opposite side of the fire, their backs pressed up against a tree.

"Hey." Frank nudged me after his moment of staring into the flames in silence was over, everyone else talking in their own groups, all very much happy to be out after the actual curfew and with their friends, or maybe even with their new friends, "What's up?" I asked as I shuffled closer to the flames, sitting on one of the rocks and crossing my legs, resting a elbow on each knee as I continued staring.

"Want one of my badass sparklers, gorgeous?" Frank whispered and showed me the packet with a childish grin, his eyes meeting mine as I nodded rather enthusiastically, "You sure do go from fuck me hard against the wall to cuddle with me whilst it's raining and we're about to fall asleep." I mumbled, quiet enough so it would only reach Frank's ears.

"What can I say? I'm a very versatile boyfriend." Frank grinned even more, ripping the packet open and sliding two out for me, but then handed me four, "I like you a lot so you can have two. Look after my ones for me, as well." Frank stood up then, starting to hand out a load of sparklers to kids that didn't think they were too old for these things, pulling out his lighter and lighting up the sparklers for everyone as he went.

Once he got back to his rightful spot beside mine, I handed one of his sparklers to him and took my own, leaning closer to the fire and lit my sparkler. As soon as it had caught, I was instantly amazed by the sparks flying off, the patterns it left off in a trail behind it as you waved it about. Sparklers were my favourite type of firework, hands down.

Frank was swirling his around in the air in front of him elegantly, making patterns or spelling out words and he was enjoying it as he done so. Frank was biting back a smile as he formed the words and patterns, "Alright, pay attention to this one, Gee." I watched the formations properly, watching him form each letter.

C, U, T, E, B, U, T, T.

Frank then drew a heart and a smiley face after his secret message, so I started writing my own message, "F... U... C... K... Y... O... - hey, Gerard that isn't nice!" Frank wouldn't let me finish off my message because he started poking me in the side, knowing that I wouldn't be able to do anything other than protect my side from him as my sparkler started to run out of life, finally coming to its end.

"You ruin all my fun!" I yelled through laughter, dropping the now dead sparkler to the ground and slapped Frank's hand away from my side, a load of other kids whining that their own sparkler had finished and they all wanted another. This time, Mr. Khan went around the group with a bucket of water, collecting everyone's dead sparklers for health and safety purposes.

I looked around the area that I had last saw Jack and Alex, and didn't see them at first, but once I looked closer at the tree they had once been leaning up against, I noticed the two bodies that were laying on the floor close by, one hovering over the other and their lips connected. It was only a matter of time before that had happened.

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