chapter 41 : worried ...

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Sweety pov :

When baby ran out ....I just came back to my senses and i realized what I said to baby .....I fell into the chair catching my head ...jen patted me...I looked at her ...

Jen - let's go somewhere else ...

Sweety - let me call baby ...then we can go together ...

I took out my phone and called baby ...hope he picks it up... It rang on the table !!... What the hell ??... He forget his phone here ...I took it and i ran out ...baby is nowhere to be found ...my heart is beating so fast in worry ...tears rolled on my cheeks ....I don't know where he went !!.....

Jen and Alex took me to park ....I sat on the bench holding my head ...jen wiped my tears ...

Jen - stop crying na....P will be fine ...

I shook my head ...did he went to home ??....I took out my phone and immediately called P Ria..she picked it up ...

P ria - yes tim ??..

Sweety - P .... Did ...did P Tom came there ??.... Is he with your team ??...

P Ria- no ...he is not with us ...he called us 10 days back ...we don't know where cap is ...

Sweety - okay P .... If P Tom comes there ...can you inform me ??..

P ria - yeah ...I will ...

Sweety - thank you P ...

I ended the call and my hands are shaking ....jen gave me water and caught my hands ....I drank water and i don't know what to do !!.... Where did baby go ??....( sob )... I ..it's all my fault !!...( sob )... I ..hurt baby ...

Alex - iam sorry sweety ....

I looked at him ...

Sweety - i..I will ask you something....( sob ).... Answer me honestly..okay ??..

He nodded ...

Sweety - did you tried to kiss me ??..

He nodded slowly ....

Jen - you asshole !!...

Jennie hit him in anger ...

Alex - i really sorry tim...I don't know P Tom will leave like that !!.... Everyone was looking at us so I lied ... I didn't mean to actually ...

Jen - then why in the hell did you try to kiss sweety ??...

Alex - because i want to know whether i have feelings for her or not .... You know park right ??.... He kissed me ... I felt good...I had crush on Tim from a long time ....I just wanted to get a clarity on my feelings ....thats it ....I will apologize to p Tom ...iam sorry I made him angry timmie !!...

I breathed in heavily and looked at him ...

Sweety - you know something ??....( sob )....for you it's just P Tom's anger !!...( sob )..but for me ...it's love ...( Hiccup )...you know from childhood ...we both faced many problems ...( sob )... He alone solved all those problems to make me happy.... He took care of me from childhood ... like ..when i was 5 years old ...he never let me sleep in empty stomach....( sob ).... And he was just 6 years old back then...I was his only responsiblilty from the start !!!...( sob )....

He took care of me so well and never let me feel alone ..without mom and dad too ....( sob )....a..and you know what society called him for that ??...

I breathed in heavily ....

Sweety - a crazy teenager ....( sob )...now too ...( Hiccup )...they are calling baby a crazy person who don't know the difference between reality and imagination!!...( sob )... And guess what ...

I wiped my tears ...

Sweety - today I called him that !!...( sob ).... I called him crazy ...( sob )....I..I.. can't forgive myself for that .....

Jen patted my back calming me ...

Alex caught my hands and said ...

Alex - i...iam really sorry naa ...( sob )...please forgive me ....

Sweety - i..I don't wanna talk about that ....

I stood up and wiped my tears ....

Sweety - iam going home ...maybe baby is home waiting for me ....he must be hungry ...he didn't ate anything from morning ...

I am about to go ....jen caught my hand ...

Jen - wait i will go with you ...

Alex - jen....please don't make me more guilty naa ...I will drop you both ...

I nodded ...he dropped us near my home ...I got down from the car and ran to home ....my hopes just went down ...baby isn't here !!....I went in and jen followed me .... I sat on the couch and thinking where baby might went !!... Jen sat down beside me ...she caught my shaking hands ...

Sweety - h...how about we go and file a missing case jen ??....t...they will find baby right ??....

Jen - P will return soon naa.... You should give him some time tim...

Sweety - y..you think he went to mom and dad ??....( sob ).... Lets go and check ...

Jen hugged me tight and stopped me ...

Jen - please calm down naa ....please ..

She made me sit and wiped my tears .....

Sweety - s...should I call P Ritu again ??...

Jen shook her head....she is patting my head ....

Sweety - y...you think baby ate anything ??....( sob ).... I should go and cook .... What if baby comes now ??... He must be so hungry ...

I tied my hair up and went to kitchen ....I am trying to wash vegetables but my hands are shaking .... Jen came to me and caught my hands ....she dragged me to couch ...she kneeled infront of me and rubbed my hands ....

Jen - please calm down tim....you know i can't see you like this !!....

Sweety - how can I ??...( Hiccup ).... How can I calm down jen??...( sob )....baby left me !!...( Hiccup ).... H...he left me ....( sob )..I..I..shouted at him ...a..and yel..yelled at him !!.... ( Hiccup )... I..infront of everyone ....( sob )... J..just like others did !!...( sob ).... T .then what's the difference between me and them ??...( sob )....the difference is i ...I ..hurt him more than others !!...

Jen wiped my tears and rubbed my back ...I stood up and went to kitchen .... I cooked his favourite ....I got fresh up and wore one of baby's shirts ...I sat down on his bed and sniffed it....I kissed the collar and closed my eyes letting the tears fall ....

Sweety - i...iam sorry na baby ...( sob )... P.. please forgive me ...( sob )... Please don't hate me naa ...( sob )... Please....( sob )...I...won't hurt you again naa ...( Hiccup ).... I won't hit you too...( sob )... Pl...please come back naa ...( sob )... Please~~~ ( hiccup ).... I ...I love you ...( sob )....please come back ....hmm??.. ( hiccup )... Please ...

My hands are shaking ....I caught them with one another and my breath increased rapidly .... I can't breath normally ....

Sweety - jenn!!!...

Jen rushed to the room and checked me ....

Jen - shit !!... You are having an panic attack ...

She came back with her bag and gave me some meds and water ....I took them and calmed myself....

Jen - are you crazy Tim ??....I told you to calm down !!...

She looked at me and sighed heavily....she sat beside me and hugged me ....

Jen - please calm down naa .... P will return soon ...P is not a kid right ??.... He will come back to you soon ...because ..

She parted and wiped my tears ....

Jen - he loves you so much ...doesn't he ??..

I nodded ..

Jen - then stop crying naa ....don't ruin your health !!...

Sweety - baby will come soon right ??...

She nodded and kissed my forehead ....she brought some food and sat infront of me ...

Jen - you should eat something...come on ...

I shook my head ...

Jen - tim !!!....don't test my patience ..

Sweety - iam not hungry ....I will eat with baby...

Jen - stop being stubborn and eat it ...

Sweety - i won't !!...I will eat with baby that's it...

Jen - stop being crazy and eat it ....you took meds just now....you shouldn't be on empty stomach...you know that right ??...

I shook my head and looked at the window ....

Jen - please eat something naa ....

I shook my head while my tears fall down ....

Jen - if P sees you like this ....he will be hurt naa ....eat something for P Tom naa ..

Sweety - t...that's what I do jen ...( sob )... All I do is hurt my baby !!...( sob ).....I am hurting him all the time ...f..from childhood ...( sob )....h..he would have been happy without me !!....b..but ..( sob ).... He won't be mad at me even ....even if i hurt him..( sob )... H..he just showers me with his love all the time ....

Jen wiped my tears and patted me ...

Jen - don't think like that naa ....P Tom loves you so much ...

Sweety - i...I miss him so bad !!...( sob ).. i...I just want to see him ...

Jen - i understand naa ....

I nodded and closed my eyes..... I dozed off with the effect of medicine...

I woke up when its 9 pm ...shit !!... I went to my room ...I saw jen sleeping ....I went to kitchen and saw all the bowls are washed and placed neatly ...I smiled at jen and went out ..thank you for giving me such a best friend ever ...I went out and saw the sea waves infront of me ... I remember my birthday ..when baby closed my eyes and surprised me ...with this beautiful home ....

I wiped my tears ...I just sat down on the steps waiting for baby ...I laid on the steps and looked at the sky and stars ...

Sweety - where are you my baby ??...( sob )... Y...you are still angry at me ?...( sob )....iam sorry naa ...( sob ).... Please come back to your sweety....

I wiped my tears and closed my eyes thinking about baby ....I woke up when jen patted me .... I yawned and looked at her ...

Jen - what are you doing here in the cold tim ??.... Don't tell me you slept here all night !!!...

I just looked down ...

Sweety - is baby home ??....

Jen - SHUT UP !!...

I flinched in fear and looked at her ...

Jen - it's 4 am !!....shut up and come in ...iam really out of my patience !!...

I nodded and stood up ...god ...I feel dizzy and cold ...I am about to walk in ...I heard some footsteps ...I turned around ....I saw baby holding some covers in his hands ...I rushed to him and stood infront of him ...

Baby - i..iam sorry na sweety ....please forgive me that i ruined your treat yesterday ....see ...i got your mango rice ...you like it right ??...please forgive me naa ...

I hit him in anger ....he just stood silent ...I hit him again ...

Sweety - will you go away from me again ??...

He shook his head ...

Sweety - and ...look at me !!...

He looked at me ....I cupped his face gently and kissed all over his face while tears running out of my eyes ...

Sweety - i...iam sorry baby ...( sob )... I....iam sorry ...

I kissed him again and hugged him tight ...

Sweety - please forgive me naa ...( hiccup ).... Please don't hate me ...( sob ).... Sorry for shouting at you and saying all that !!...( sob )... Sorry for hurting you naa ...( Hiccup )... Please don't dissapear again naa ....( sob )..I..I..can't live without you !!...( sob )....I love you so much baby ...( sob )...iam sorry ....sorry ...

I parted and looked at him ....I arranged his bangs and kissed his forehead ...I cupped his face and kissed his cheek ...

Sweety - is it hurting ??....( sob )... I am sorry for hitting you ...

I looked at his confused face ...

Sweety - w...what happened baby??...( Sob ).... Are you hurt anywhere ??...

I checked his body and found his hand is swollen ...I took it and looked at it...

Sweety - how you got this ??....

Baby - i..I...I hit it to the ground yesterday ...

Sweety - why??...

Baby - i...I was hurt and ...and ...

Sweety - and ??..

Baby - t...thought you was angry at me for ruining your treat ..

I shook my head and kissed his hand ...I cupped his face and pressed our foreheads together ...

Sweety - i should be the one to apologize ...my idiot baby !!...( sob )... Iam sorry...

He touched my forehead ...

Baby - you have high fever sweety !! ...

He suddenly took me into his arms and walked to home ....I just hugged his neck and smiled ...

Sweety - please don't leave me again naa...

He nodded and pecked my forehead ....he placed me gently on my bed and sat beside me ....

Jen - i told you, you idiot friend of mine that P will be back soon ...

I just showed my tongue at her ....I snuggled into baby and hugged him tight ...

She sighed and sat at the edge ...

Jen - P ....don't pamper her like this ...she is such a stubborn and stupid girl !!...

I looked at baby pouting ...

Sweety - baby ...she is calling me stupid ...

He smiled and shook his head ....

Jen - don't believe her P !!.... She didn't ate anything yesterday , got panic attack and slept all night at the stairs in the cold ...

Sweety - stop lying jen ..

Baby looked at me in anger ....

Sweety - she is lying baby ....don't believe her ...

Baby - jen won't lie to me !!....

I looked at jen in anger ....she showed me her tongue ...

baby turned my face to him and i looked at him ...

Baby - nong ...you go and take rest ..I will deal with this stubborn girl !!...

Sweety - jen ...no ...

She winked to me and went to hall closing the door ....I looked at baby ....

Baby - so ??....

Sweety - I was worried na baby ....so ...

Baby - so?...you ruined your health? ...just like that ??....

Sweety - you are the one who left me baby !!.... What should I do ??....

Baby - i panicked naa....a... and ....even ...you yelled at me that iam crazy !!.... What do you expect me to do when no one believes me there ??...

I sat on his lap and kissed his whole face .....he wiped my tears ..

Sweety - i..iam sorry for shouting at you naa ....( sob )...you would have just hit me right there for not believing you !!...( sob )... But please don't leave me alone naa ....

I hugged his neck and cried ...

Sweety - please don't ....( sob )...please

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