chapter 40 : the pain ...

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Tom pov :

I woke up when sweety patted me ....I opened my eyes and smiled looking at her beautiful face .... I pecked her lips and sat ...she smiled and pecked my lips ...

Sweety - it's lunch time na baby ....come on ...

I pulled her back and kissed her cheek ...she giggled ...

Tom - still in pain sweety ??..

She blushed and nodded ....

Sweety - a little bit baby ...but I am okay now naa ... Come on...I am hungry ....

I got up and carried her in my arms .... She embraced my neck smiling ....I pecked her forehead and went to the dining table ....I fed her and ate in the middle ....we both finished our lunch and went back to bed .... She is still studying ?... I took the book from her hands and pulled her closer ...

Tom - take some rest na sweety ...

Sweety nodded and snuggled into my chest ....I hugged her and went to dreamland ...

After 5 days ....

I went to work out and came back .... Sweety is getting ready ....it's a holiday today ...where is she going ??...

Tom - where are you going sweety ??..

Sweety - go to the bath baby ....let's go out ...just a small party ...

Tom - You can go alone naa ... I don't wanna come to party ...

Sweety - it's not totally party baby ...just a small treat with friends ...

Tom - still ....I don't wanna meet people ...I am not myself these days sweety ...

She came to me and pecked my cheek ...

Sweety - you think i will let them hurt you baby??.... Just a change in atmosphere...you will feel good naa...

Tom - but ...

Sweety - shh...you are coming with me ..that's it !!...

I nodded at last and went to bath.... I got ready and sweety arranged my hair ...she pecked my lips and giggled ...

Sweety - my baby is the best ...

I smiled and we both went to the restaurant...ofcourse it will be crowded because it's weekend today .... I calmed myself not to panic and do something odd .... I sat silently and sweety sat infront of me .... Later Jenny , Alex and a new woman joined us ...they both sat ...Jenny sat beside me and Alex sat beside sweety ...that new woman sat other side of me ...

Jenny - good morning P ...

I nodded ...

Sweety - didn't tell me that you are gonna bring your aunt jen??...

Jenny - she is alone at home ...so I dragged her here ....

I smiled at her aunt and she is just looking at me .... That's make me weird ...

Alex - how's the work P Tom??..

I smiled a bit ....Jenny placed the meat place from her plate ...

Jenny - you like it na P ...

I nodded and ate it ....sweety is eating ...I took the kerchief and wiped her lips ...she smiled and blushed...

Iam looking around ,observing people ....god...my heart is beating so fast...calm down tom!... It's okay ..you are fine .... I breathed in and out to calm myself ...

Sweety - baby ...take this ...

I looked at her and Alex is about to kiss sweety's cheek ....I stood up immediately and grabbed his collar ...

Tom - how dare you ??..

I hit him in anger....he fell to the ground ...I heard everyone gasped and clicking the photos ...that's just panicking me out ....sweety turned me and looked at me anger ...

Sweety - what all this baby ??...

Tom - he tried to kiss you sweety !!!... That's why i beat him !!...

Sweety went and pulled Alex up ....she dragged me infront of him ...

Sweety - Alex !!.... You tried to kiss me ??...

Alex didn't answered ....

Sweety - answer !!!....

Sweety yelled attracting everyone's attention .... He looked the surroundings and shook his head ...

Alex - i did not Tim...

That just made me more angry !!.... I hit him again and sweety caught my shirt ... She pushed me away from Alex ...

Tom - he is lying !!...I saw it ...

Sweety - STOP LIVING IN THE IMAGINATION AND COME TO THE REALITY BABY !!!...

she yelled at me in anger ....that just took me some time to process what she said ...that just ripped my heart...she don't believe me ??.... Really ?..so...no one believes me ....

I feel alone all of sudden ...I controlled my tears and ran out .... Tears are rolling on my cheeks and i ran to mom and dad !!....it's been a long time ...my knees lost the balance and I fell to ground ...I hugged mom and cried my heart out ..

Tom - no one believes me mae ...( sob )...n..no one !!...( sob )....e..even sweety too ....( sob )... Is it so hard to trust me mae ??...( Hiccup ).... I don't wanna live anymore ....( Hiccup ).... I..its hurting so bad ...( sob )... Why ...why no one believes me ??..( sob )... E..everyone said iam crazy mae !!...( Hiccup)...a..am I ...( sob )... Am i really crazy mae ???...( sob ).....am i ??~~~

I parted and wiped my tears ....I looked at dad and bent my head ....

Tom - i...iam tired dad~~( hiccup ).... I...iam tired for saying myself that ...( sob )... Iam normal and fine ...b...but ...( sob )..That's not reality anymore !!...( sob )......I am tired of thinking that iam normal ....( Hiccup ).... T..that I will be alright !!.....( sob )...but no !!....

I went to him and hugged him ...

Tom - i...iam not strong anymore !!...( sob ).... E...everyone around me is yelling into my ears ....( hiccup ).... That ...that I am crazy and not normal !!....( sob )... S...sometimes ...I...I think that they are true ...( sob )... M..maybe iam really crazy !!....( sob ).... B..but i..I don't have any strength left in my body or mind !!....( sob )... I...I don't wanna stay here anymore ....( Hiccup )... I wanna come to you ....but ...

I parted and looked at aunt and uncle ...I stood up and went to them ...I kissed aunt and smiled in tears ...

Tom - but ...s..sweety will be alone if I come to you ...( sob )...s..she will be sad ...( sob ).... She will cry...( hiccup )...you all know i can't see her tears ...( sob ).... because i love her so much !!...( Hiccup )...e...even if she thinks that i..iam crazy ....( sob )... I love her ...

I hugged aunt and rested my head on her lap ....

Tom - till now I didn't even say her " i love you " .....still ...she loves me so much ...( sob )....s..she is everything that all I have !!...( Hiccup )....my cute sweety~~~

I parted and wiped my tears ...

Tom - you know how cute she looks when she smiles aunt ??....( sob ).... She is so cute ....I...I'm sorry I made her angry !!....

I looked at aunt ...

Tom - s..she must be angry that ...that i ruined her party ....( sob )....I..I should go and apologize her ...( sob )....you ..you know aunt ??....sweety forgives me so easily ...( sob ).... She can't stay angry at me for long time !!...

I chuckled in tears .....

Tom - sorry uncle ...I won't make her angry again ....I will take care of her !!...( sob )...sorry for making her sad ...

I stood up and smiled at them in tears ...I bowed to them ....

Tom - s...sorry for making you sad ....( sob )... I...I won't breakdown again like this !!....( sob ).... I love you all ...

I waved to them and about to go ...I saw p Rocky and P Ricky ...I just chuckled at my thought and walking to the road side ....p Rocky caught my hands ...they both pulled me for a hug !!... I...I...feel warm and peace ....I hugged them back even i know that they are my imagination ...

Tom - I missed you guys ...

They both parted and looked at me ...

P Rocky - we missed you kiddo.... Sorry for not contacting you ...our boss ordered to work in other country these all years ...after you left the orphanage ...our boss was very angry at us and gave us work in other country....

P Ricky - we finished that work and came back a week ago ....we wanted to meet you but ..our boss's bodyguards are following our every move ..they went for a break ...nice to meet you again ...

I smiled at them...

P Rocky - look he is a grown up now buddy ...

P Ricky - yeah ...

They both ruffled my hair ...

P Rocky - heard you are police officer now kiddo ???

I nodded happily ...

P Ricky - but we haven't seen you in your uniform ...

I chuckled ...

Tom - because I am an undercover cop naa P ...

P Rocky - woahh....that's so cool ...we both are proud of you kiddo ...

P Ricky - wait ...wait ...so you are that new undercover cop who destroyed most of our boss's illegal activities...

P Rocky - so you are head of " The hunters" gang??

I nodded ...

P Ricky - that's why you are on our target board kiddo...

Tom - target board ??....

P Ricky - yeah... Be careful na kiddo ... He might harm you ...

I nodded ...

My stomach growled ...they both chuckled ....

P Rocky - let's go and eat then...we met after so many years ...

I smiled and they took me to their car...I felt dizzy and I rested my eyes ...I woke up when P patted me ....it's night already??...I got down from the car and saw ...a cute small house ...I smiled ..

Tom - where am I P ??...

P Ricky - our house ...tada~~

They both dragged me in and i chuckled ...I sat on dining table and looked at them ...I miss these guys so much ...they are my first friends ...they both cooked my favourite and served me ... I tasted them and its so good ....

P Rocky - how's it ??... You like it ??..

I nodded happily ...they both smiled happily and we are having our dinner ....

Tom - you know P ...sweety cooks delicious too...

P Ricky - oh yeah ....how can we forget our Loverboy ??.... How's sweety now ??...

Tom - good P ...you know she will be doctor in few months...

P Rocky - that's so great kiddo ...we both are proud of you guys ...

I smiled and nodded ...

Tom - you wanna see her ??..

They nodded ....I searched my pocket and there is no phone ?..... What the hell ??... I stood up and searched for my phone ..but there is none !!...

P Ricky - what happened kiddo ??..

Tom - looks like i forgot my phone ...or I lost it !!....sweety will be worried P ...

P Rocky - it's okay ...you can try from our phone ...

I nodded and called sweety ... unreachable??...

P Ricky - oh ...iam sorry kiddo ...signal is so weak here ....don't worry ....we will drop you in the morning !!...

I nodded and we finished our dinner ...later we three laid on the grass looking at the sky ...

P Rocky - forgot to ask you ...why were you crying so bad kiddo ??...

P Ricky - yeah ...why were you crying back there at graves ??..

I sighed sadly ...

Tom - the same old stuff oldies .... everyone is saying that iam crazy ...and the worst part is ...sweety thinks iam crazy too ....

P Rocky - poor kid ...are you okay now ??...

Tom - a little bit ...I am tired actually...tired to the extent that I still don't know if you are real or my imagination P ...

They both looked at each other and caressed my hair ...

P Ricky - can I say something kiddo ??....

I nodded ...

P Ricky - believe your heart ....and mind !!... Don't let other people opinions effect you ....okay ??...

I nodded

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