Tom pov :

My brain is heating up and i don't know what to do !!... My head is filled with thoughts and constant yells ..."you are crazy !!...you are just imagining !!" ...I closed my ears not to hear those words and I am trying my best to stay myself !!... I am not crazy !!...I am not !!...my hands are shaking and my heart beat is rising so fast....

Why does everyone tell me that I am crazy and I have a disorder ??...( sob ).... I don't have any disorder !!... I..I...don't !!..I am sure i saved the little girl !!...but why isn't she in the cctv??....I need answers .... My brain is not working and it's filled with a lot of questions .... Where can I find the answers ??....I should find them .... Maybe I should go to therapy like everyone says ...or ...should I believe what my mind says ??....damn it !!... This is eating my brain !!...

I went to my punching bag and punched it for an hour !!.... I shouted my lungs out looking at the sea for hours ...what is reality and imagination ??.... Am i really crazy ?.... Do i imagine things and people ??.....I don't know what to do !!...

I sat under my punching bag and looked at the sea for answers .... Of course who will believe me ??..they have proof against me showing that I am talking to myself and shooting that terrorist!!.... everyone thinks I am crazy !!....

I saw sweety in front of me and i looked at her ....

Sweety - baby .... What are you doing here ??...let's get in ...it's sunny outside ...

Is she real or my imagination ??....she pulled me up and arranged my hair neatly ....she smiled cutely and dragged me in ...she made me sit on the bed and wiped my face with a wet towel ...is she my sweety or just my imagination??...

Sweety - baby !!... I am asking you something .... What are you doing outside ??.... And what did you do ??.... Your hands are swollen ...

She got worried and is applying ointment to my hands ....

Sweety - you told me that you will take care of yourself !!... What's this then ??... Huh ??....

I am just looking at her .... My head is aching so bad and thoughts are revolving in my mind " you are crazy !!".... Sweety will be worried if she knows that I am imagining things again ....but the one in front of me is real or not ??.... How should I identify ??...

Sweety - baby !!.... Iam asking you something !!.... Talk to me !!...

What should I answer ?...she cupped my face and kissed my forehead ...

Sweety - tell me what happened naa baby ....hmm ??....why are you not talking to me ??.....are ...are you angry at me ??...( sob )...because i said not to take big cases anymore ??.... Hmm ??...( sob )... Why are you not talking anything ??...( sob )... If you are angry ...

You can hit me naa...or you can shout at me baby ...( sob ).... Iam sorry ...( sob )... You know how much i love you ....it's just that I am selfish too ...I want you to be safe always and not to get hurt !!....please talk to me naa....

I slowly wiped her tears and looked at her without any expression ...because I am not sure whether she is my sweety or just my imagination!!....but even it's my imagination....I can't see her cry ....she cupped my face and hugged me tight ...

Sweety - can you tell me what happened baby ??....( sob )... Please stop looking at me like that...what happened to you ??...

She parted and kissed my eyes ....

Sweety - do you miss mom and dad ??...hmm...( sob )... Or you want anything ??...

She thought for a sec ...

Sweety - you want to go to another state ?...you got new case there ??...

I just looked into her eyes which are filled with tears ....I wiped them and looked at her...

Sweety - why don't talk baby ??....( sob )... Please tell me what happened...

Tom - sweety ....

She smiled and looked at me ...

Sweety - yes baby ....what happened??..

Tom - a...are you real ??...

She forrowed her eyes brows and shocked a bit ....is she real ??...she immediately stood up and searched something in her bag .... She took out her phone and called someone...I just looked at her ...

Sweety pov :

When I reached home ....I saw baby near his punching bag ....I went to him and dragged him in ....he is not talking anything and just looking at me ....that's is making me worried ....and at last he spoke is " are you real ??" ....who the hell hurt my baby ??....

I took out my phone and called P Ria ...

P Ria- hello ....Tim ??...

Sweety - can i ask you something P ??..

P Ria - yes ...

Sweety - do you know what happened to P Tom ??.... Did he called you ??..

P Ria- he didn't call me but i heard head suspended him for a month !!.... I am surprised by the news too because there is no way cap can do any mistake!...

Sweety - why ...why did they suspend P tom ??..

P Ria - i don't know actually but I heard that cap has a disorder that he imagined something and killed the most wanted terrorist ....so ...head suspended him and said that cap needs a therapy ...but I think it's bullshit !!... Why in the hell cap needs a therapy??.... He is the best captain and leader ever ....I believe something is wrong here nong ...

Sweety - okay P ...I will call you later ...byee ...

P Ria - okay byee ...

I ended the call and went to baby .... He is still looking at me without any expression ....so ...they hurt baby again !!...( sob )... That's why baby is acting like this ...I kissed forehead and pressed our foreheads together ...

Sweety - baby .... Listen to me naa...you aren't crazy !!...you aren't imagining anything .... Hmm ??... Please talk to me ...or tell me something....

He looked at me for a sec ....and asked ...

Tom - are you real ??...

I controlled my tears and nodded .... He slowly touched my cheek with his shaking hands... I caught his hand and kissed it ....

Tom - how can I believe it that you are real ??...

I sighed and hugged his head ...what have they done to my baby ?..( sob )... My baby isnt like this ... He is smart and intelligent ....( sob )... They changed my baby into another ....he is not hugging me or saying anything ..I kissed his head and parted ....

Sweety - you don't love me if iam your imagination baby ??....hmm ??...

He shook his head ...

Tom - i do ...

Sweety - then ??....you don't have anything to share for your sweety ?.... You ..you don't wanna talk to your sweety...

He looked at me for a second and pulled me onto him ....he hugged me tight and started crying ...I hugged his head and patting his hair ....baby is crying so hard in my neck ...

Tom - i...I don't know if you are real ....( sob )... But ...but ...if you are real ...( sob ).... I wanna say you something sweety ....

Sweety - what is it??..

Tom - that iam not crazy !!...( sob ).... I am not !!....( Hiccup )... They said i imagined and killed the terrorist ...I didn't sweety ....( sob ).... He was about to kill the little girl !!... so ...in order to save her ...I did it !!...( sob ).... I am not imagining...( sob )....please believe me ...

Sweety - i...I do ....i do baby ...( sob ).... I do believe you ....

I parted and wiped his tears ...

Sweety - my baby is not crazy !!...(sob )... He is normal ...just like everyone ...( sob )... Actually he is smarter than everyone ...( sob )... All are lying baby ...you are not imagining anything !!...( sob )... And you are not crazy !...

He nodded and hugged me back ....I patted his hair and calmed him down ....he parted and i wiped his tears ...

Sweety - let's go and wash up ...hm??...

He nodded lightly .... I washed his face and his hands .... I washed my face ... I made him sit on the couch and applied ointment to him ....he went to sleep hugging me tight ...

I covered him in quilts and went to balcony ....I called Jennie ...

Jennie - hello ....

Sweety - hello jen ...are you free ??...

Jennie - yeah iam free actually ...

Sweety - can ....can I talk you about something ??...

Jen - yes buddy ..you can ....

Sweety - d..do you know any psychiatrist ??....l..like personally ...

Jen - w..why ?... What happened??... You are okay right ??...

Sweety - n..not for me ....f..for baby ....

Jen - what happened to P ??.... You said he is okay now ....he is not going to other states too right ??...

Sweety - b...baby is not fine actually ...( sob )... Someone hurt baby ...a..and he is talking less and z ...zoning out most of the time !!...( sob )... He a...asked me if ...( Hiccup )... If I am real or not !!...

Jen - shh...shh....sweety ...calm down naa.... Please don't cry ....I will talk to a psychiatrist....I know someone okay ...stay strong naa....take care of P ...and don't cry ...

Sweety - okay ...byee ...

Jen - byee ....take rest naa...

Sweety - okay ..

I ended the call and breathed in heavily .....hope everything goes back and baby comes to normal ... I heard door sound and saw baby is looking at me while tears are rolling on his cheeks .... I went to him and about to touch him ..he pushed my hand and wiped his tears ....

Sweety - baby ...what happened??....

Tom - y..you are not real !!...

He said and went to his room.... That just ripped my heart ...he thinks iam not real !!... He thinks i don't trust him anymore !!.... I sat in the balcony and cried my heart out looking at the moon .....

I opened my eyes when sun rays hit my face .... Iam on my bed while iam covered in quilts .... Baby is in kitchen ...I went to him ...he just avoided me and frying an egg .....I went near him and took the pan from his hands ...

Sweety - go and sit there ....I will cook it ...

He immediately went to dining table and sat ..... I served him and he ate in hurry ...he put his shoes on and got ready ...

Sweety - where are you going baby ??...

He showed me the appointment with therapist ....

Sweety - baby ....but ...

He didn't listened to me and went on his bike ......I controlled my tears and went back in ...it's all my fault !!... I shouldn't have talked to jen to look for a pyschiatrist !!... Baby is still angry with me ....

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