I'm embarrassed to say that I have been ignoring everyone from Bobbie's group of friends for one and a half weeks.

Ever since Hunter and I's make out session I couldn't bring myself to look at him or Nixon.

It occurred to me a little after what happened to realize I cheated on Nixon and I've never been one for cheating. All because Hunter has to be a sex God and manipulate me.

Who am I kidding? If I had the chance to kiss him again, I wouldn't hesitate. And that scares me.

As for Bobbie and the others, they've all been watching my every movement from afar. I know that their just making sure I don't break the code of Omertà. They probably think their lifestyle is to much and I'm finding ways to back out, but in reality Hunter is way to much.

I haven't seen much of him over the course I haven't been talking to my friends. It's almost like he disappeared off the face of the earth.

As I walk to lunch I make sure to keep my head down. Their table always likes to watch me and I don't think I can look at them and not feel sad.

A hand grips my upper arm suddenly, pulling me into a lighted classroom.

I'm about to scream when someone locks the door, but then I see Bobbie, Jayden, Sheldon, Sean and Nixon standing in front of me, all their arms crossed in front of their chests.

"Uh - um, hey?" My voice shakes as I stare at them.

"Uh - um, hey," Bobbie mocks. "Don't hey me and not expect me to wonder why the hell you've been ignoring us!"

I understand why their mad, but did they have to pull me into a vacant classroom.

"Well, you see..." I look at each of their faces and fall silent. They look hurt, Nixon most of all.

How am I going to tell them that the reason I am avoiding them is not because of them, but because of Hunter?

"What?" Sean asks.

"I don't want you guys to look at me differently after I tell you," I say, but my eyes stay on Nixon.

He was the first boy to really ever notice me and here I am ready to tell him I cheated on him with his cousin that he's had beef with for a while.

"Jacey, we could never look at you differently. Your our friend, we all make mistakes, but we shouldn't be held against them," Bobbie explains, looking at me with sympathy.

"The reason I've been avoiding you guys is because..." Well, here goes nothing. "...I kissed Hunter."

Silence. No one speaks anything after I say the three words that have been making me guilty for the longest time.

I don't even care if he told me not to tell anyone, I can't keep this from them any longer.

"You what?" Nixon questions making me wince.

"It was last Monday, he pulled me into a closet and - we just kissed. I never meant to hurt you," I try to assure him.

"Really? Is that so? Because I'm pretty sure if you cheat on someone it's not an accident!" He raises his voice making me wince again.

"Nixon-"

"No, what I felt for you was real. All this time, you've been leading me one. For what? What did you want from me?! Did you gain anything?" He yells, his face red with anger.

"You said you wouldn't look at me differently," I lamely whisper.

"I didn't know that you cheated on me?!"

"It wasn't my intentions! I didn't think Hunter would kiss me, I didn't even know I had feelings for him-"

Oops.

"You have feelings for Hunter?" Bobbie asks. "I thought you guys hated each other?"

"We do, I mean I'm almost positive he doesn't have any feelings for me-"

"I can't believe this," Nixon shakes his head. "It's been right under my nose this whole time. When you kissed me in front of him when we played pool. Every time he wanted to drive you on missions, all because you guys were fucking!"

"We're not! It was one kiss," I shout.

"I bet our kisses never meant anything either. Did you ever even feel anything for me?!" Nixon's voice cracks.

"Of course I did! I don't know what happened, I just suddenly started feeling something for him," I explain, calmly.

"Of course he has to take you from me."

"He doesn't even like me," I state. Feeling somewhat depressed when saying it out loud.

"Then why'd he kiss you?" Nixon yells.

"I don't know!" I scream.

I didn't know I was crying until a tear drops on to my shirt.

"Screw this," Nixon mutters and walks out of the room, slamming the door on his way out.

I look down at the ground, then feel a hand on my shoulder.

"Your coming over to my house after school. I want to know everything leading up to that kiss. Hunter will be gone so don't worry about him."

I look up and Bobbie gives me a small smile.

"Your not disgusted by me?" I ask confused.

"Oh, Jacey, I knew all along that thing going on between you and Nixon was one sided. I was wondering when you would let him know. I don't want you to get hurt by my brother either, though," she states.

"I know, he doesn't feel the same way anyways," I shake my head.

"I doubt that. My house after school, meet me at the front when the last bell rings."

Bobbie, Sean, Sheldon and Jayden all follow her out and I replay her words in my head.

I doubt that. Why? Why would she doubt that?

•••

By the time the last bell rings, I'm a nervous wreck. I don't want to go to Bobbie's and tell her everything that happened.

I already seem like a bad person without telling them exactly what happened.

"Oh no you don't," Sean says and steers me towards the front of the school making me groan.

"Really? How'd she know I was gonna skip out?"

"Because she knows you," he says.

"Did she try to run away?" Bobbie shakes her head when we get to her.

"Of course I didn't, I just got my directions mixed up," I smile innocently.

"Right," she rolls her eyes and leads me to her car.

"Sean isn't coming?" I ask.

"Nope, just you and I," she smiles sickly at me.

Well, this should be fun.

When we make it to the estate I get out of car and head into the house, double checking the drive way to make sure Hunter really isn't home.

Bobbie doesn't say anything just walks up the stairs and into her room where I sit on the bed.

"Now, I want to know when this all started, everything."

I start with telling her about the car ride in Halloween night, with him saying he liked my costume then until he kissed me for the first time.

She was appalled when I told her about the hallway when I got trapped between him and the wall.

"Huh, how did I not know this?" She asks, genuinely trying to figure it out.

"We didn't exactly put it out in the open," I squint my eyes at her.

"Yeah, but usually your so easy to read." Ouch.

"Okay..."

"I mean, when you and Nixon were flirting with each other you'd come talk to me and I'd just know."

Oh, that's strange.

"It doesn't matter anymore. Are you planning on pursuing a relationship with Hunter?" She wiggles her eyebrows.

"Of course not," I say all to quickly. Dang it!

"Right," she drags out. "Well, I'm gonna go order pizza, you can do whatever until the pizza gets here."

"Kay," I sigh and she walks out of the room.

I decide to explore the house a bit. I mean I've been here quite a few times and still don't know all of the rooms it has.

I open the door and walk out into the hallway, Hunter's closed door in perfect view.

I walk closer. Staring at the door, having an urge to go in there.

Though, when I go to reach for the handle it swings open itself, Hunter coming into view for a second before I'm grabbed roughly by the arm and thrown in the room, then harshly pushed against the door.

Oh god...I'm gonna die again.

"What did I tell you about telling anyone about what happened last Monday?" He growls, his voice deep and husky.

"I-I-I don't-"

"Shut up! Did you think telling them would somehow make me want you?"

Huh?

"Well, guess what it didn't."

"I'm sorry," I squeak and feel tears sting my eyes.

"You know why I don't like you? Because who would like a cheating, bitch as their girlfriend. You must feel pretty good breaking Nixon's petty little heart." I know his words shouldn't hurt me, I mean he's said worse, but the tears run down my cheeks anyways.

"Stop," I cry, trying to push his chest away from me. He's caged me against the door, both his hands on either side of my head.

"Stop what? It's true, your a heartless bitch who will take anyone that comes her way, even if it means cheating on your boyfriend," he chuckles darkly.

"Why? Why are you doing this?" I cry harder.

"Because I want to show everyone exactly what kind of girl you are; a slut," he sneers in my ear.

"Please..." I beg, trying to get him away from me.

His lips touch the skin just underneath my ear making me shiver.

"I know what you feel for me, Jacey, but I could never feel the same," he clarifies.

He brings his face in front of me, I have to look up just to look at him.

"Fuck," he curses before smashing his lips to mine.

I'm so confused.

I feel the need to push him away, but I don't.

His lips connect with mine harshly, knocking the breath out of me. I taste my tears on his lips as our mouths move together.

One of Hunter's hands go to the back of my neck, angling my mouth with his better. My hands are in fists on his chest, not trusting him enough to touch his body.

His tongue runs along the seam of my lips, making me hesitantly open my mouth for him. His tongue runs along mine, our lips closing around each other's.

His hands move from the door and my neck down to the back of my thighs and lifts me, I instinctively wrap my legs around his waist and feel him start to carry me towards his bed I presume.

I feel myself being gently pushed on to the mattress, Hunter's knee spreading my legs apart so he can lay in between them, we never break the kiss.

I gain confidence when my hands move to his waist, my hands slipping under his shirt and feeling the smooth yet rigid skin beneath. As my hands move high so does the shirt and before I know it, Hunter throws it across the room and attacks my neck with open mouth kisses.

It feels like a fire is burning through me, threatening to melt me until I'm just a puddle.

"Goddammit," he groans, rubbing his hardened crotch over my core.

"Oh..." I moan, wrapping my fingers in his hair and pulling.

He nips and sucks at my skin, leaving hickeys everywhere he goes, but I could honestly care less.

"Hunter..." I moan, making him growl and rub against me again.

...I don't stop him when he lifts my shirt.
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