I Kissed A Boy: Chapter Thirteen

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Chapter Thirteen (Danny's POV)

A/N: I don't normally put an author's note, but this is very important. Please be aware that there is some graphic adult content in this chapter. If it's not your cup of tea, you can skim it since it's pretty short. Thank you and happy reading!)

I reeled back away from Blake, sucking in a deep breath. His icy eyes were watching me closely, almost hungrily and it was already making me feel a little bit warmer. At the same time, his expression was a bit concerned.

"Unless you didn't want to." He added to his earlier comment. He wanted to sleep together, like sleep sleep. Like, the kind that doesn't involve sleeping. The kind that involves me and him in bed. Together. Naked. The thought should of freaking disgusted me, but the more I thought about it, the hotter I got and the more my heart pounded. I tugged my sweatshirt up a little, hiding my mouth to think about what he said.

I mean, that's what couples did, right? They had sex. Of course they did. It was like the ultimate form of loving, right? Right. That's right. And Blake and I liked each other a lot. We loved each other, right? So why not sleep together?

Oh, but God, how the hell did it work with two guys? Where do the parts go?! My face burned red as I shifted and coughed into my sweatshirt before nodding slowly.

"Yea, it's fine," I answered quickly, "I mean, that's what we're supposed to do, right? So yea. Yea, when we get to your place then." Blake's face seemed to brighten at the idea. It just embarrassed me and I rolled my eyes.

"I don't want to force you or anything. If you're not ready-"

"Like hell. What do I look like? A fucking chick? No. We're gonna do it and we're gonna do it tonight." I stated firmly, trying to sound confident. Although, on the inside, I was sort of spazzing out. Blake raised an eyebrow, watching me with a doubtful look now.

"All right... If you're sure." He mused. I rolled my eyes, then scowled up at him.

"Damn straight I'm sure." I retorted. Blake smirked and pulled me against him again, kissing me on the lips and sneaking a hand down to rest on my ass.

"You know, it's really hard to focus when you're making that face."

"Can you please tell me what kind of face I'm making then? Because it's really fucking confusing since I can't see my own face!" I protested in irritation. He was always mentioning my face. What face? I just remembered scowling at him. What, was he masochistic or something? Did he like it when I was mad at him? I always knew he was a freak...

I hesitated as he broke off our kiss to nuzzle my hair. I felt ripples of chills race through me and my pants suddenly felt tight. Oh jeez. Not here of all places. And it didn't help that Blake kept pulling me closer and closer until our groins were pressed together. I bit into my lip, looking up at him to see his heated stare before he leaned down and kissed me again.

"Mmph! Blake- Not here, all right? What if someone-"

"No one's gonna see."

"But what if-"

"If they do, I'll punch them until they can't remember what they saw."

"Oh, that's comforting." I snorted sarcastically, but I didn't stop him as he dipped his head down to kiss me again, stealing my breath away as his tongue danced around mine. I tried to stop myself from making any embarrassing sounds, but I just wasn't all that good at keeping quiet. I felt a moan seep past my lips as Blake pulled back, so our lips were still touching, but so I could actually breath now as saliva dripped down my chin.

"Haah," I panted, "Seriously, can't you wait just another hour?"

"Not really." Blake responded casually and kissed me again. Before I knew it, he had me backed up against the wall of the locker rooms, his hands moving down my arms like they did before when we were in my room. Heat spread through my body as his hands rested on my hips, rubbing slow circles as he brushed his lips along my jaw. I panted for air, watching it come out in clouds in the cold air as he tipped my head up, ducking down so his lips were touching my throat.

I gasped at the feeling of his warm, wet mouth sucking on my neck. I gritted my teeth, pursed my lips, bit them, did anything to stop myself from making any sounds, but it was nearly impossible. He was like some kind of master at this, I swear. Everywhere he touched left me warm and aching...

He slid a hand up my shirt, his cold fingers brushing along my skin and giving me goosebumps as he slid his thumb against my nipple. A harsh gasp escaped my mouth and I gave him a bit of a shove.

"Okay, okay," I panted, keeping my hands on his chest so he wouldn't come back for more, "We'll go, we'll go. Just, let me tell the others. Holy crap. That was..." My voice trailed. Blake's eyes were dark with lust and it looked like he just wanted to jump me right here and now, but he reluctantly stepped back and nodded slowly, averting his eyes.

"Sure. But you might wanna give them their drinks, so they don't wonder what the hell you were doing." He added. I blinked, then nodded slowly as I remembered my excuse to leave them. After I fixed my shirt and rubbed his saliva off my neck, we headed to the concession stand and gathered up the drinks before heading back to the bleachers.

The whole time, my body was still aching and my pants were really starting to tick me off. Why were pants so tight? I hated pants, like seriously.

You won't be wearing them for long. A voice in my head snickered. I felt my face heat up. Jesus Christ, the perversion is spreading! It's like wild fire! I sucked in a deep breath as I handed the drinks back to everyone. Emily and Katie were missing, so I just gave their drinks to Joss and Terry. I noticed Devin was sitting stiffly, his hands clenched together as he glared at me.

"What?" I asked flatly. He scowled and shot to his feet, grabbing my arm and dragging me off. I watched Blake give me a weird look and I just shrugged in response before Devin dragged me around behind the bleachers.

"Dude, what the hell is wrong with you?" He demanded angrily. I blinked, confused.

"What? You don't like diet?"

"No, you idiot. First off, you left me alone with Rick. That guy is like... I don't know. He reminds me of those creepy perverts you hear about on the news. He didn't bother to hide the fact that he was a homo! You should've seen him, sitting there and trying to put hands on me!"

"I'm going to kill him."

"Like hell, I call dibs on beating the crap out of him first. And secondly, why did you leave alone with Blake? What the hell were you guys doing, huh?" Devin demanded, putting his hands on his hips and for a second, he seriously looked just like our mom when he did that. I stifled the laugh at his pose and just shook my head.

"Don't be stupid. We were waiting in line."

"For that long?"

"It was a long line."

"Liar. You guys were doing something."

"Oh yea, Devin. He had his way with me in the middle of a public place." Of course, that wasn't entirely wrong. We were working up to it until I remembered that this just wasn't the time and place for that sort of stuff. Devin caught the look on my face and his eyes widened.

"He didn't touch you, did he? Like, anything nasty? No skin to skin touching, right? I don't even like it when he walks next to you, Danny! That guy is a no good, dirty rotten creep!" He cried, grabbing my jacket sleeve to look me over and wrinkling his nose when he caught the smell of Blake's cologne.

"Get off," I shoved him back with a snarl, "Quit it! Just quit it! You're sticking your fucking nose where it doesn't belong! This has nothing to do with you, all right? So what if I like Blake? I wouldn't be up in your fucking face if you liked Rick!"

"Ew!" Devin cried in horror. I rolled my eyes.

"It was an example!"

"Use one that doesn't scar me for life!"

"Oh, shut up! You know, what? Forget it. We're leaving. You have fun with Rick. I hope he freaking embarrasses you to death!" I snapped, whirling on my heel and storming out from under the bleachers. I stood at the bottom of the steps and caught Blake's gaze, glaring at him and gesturing for him to come on. He sighed and got to his feet, turning to say something to Joss and Terry, who nodded. He said something to Rick that made him grin wickedly before Blake headed down. I caught his shoulder and dragged him back toward the parking lot.

"Whoa," Blake mused, "You seem pretty pissed... So does Devin." He glanced over his shoulder at Devin, who was glaring after us. I scowled.

"So what? Let him be pissed."

"What happened?"

"Nothing."

"You're pissed."

"So what?"

"Danny, come on. Calm down. The more you get worked up over it, the worse it'll get. Come on, now," He pulled me to a stop and caught me by the shoulders, making me look at him, "Just relax. Take a deep breath and calm down." I glared at him for a bit, still tense from my argument, and feeling my wrist throb, but the more I stared at him, the more I relaxed. His icy eyes were daring me to get angry again, but at the same time, his expression was calm and in turn, made me relax before I sighed and shook my head.

"I need to take my pills."

"I thought you did earlier."

"I forgot. I was too busy fending off Rick." I grumbled. Blake rolled his eyes and muttered a colorful insult directed at his brother before he shook his head.

"You can take some when we get back. I just wanna go now."

"All right..." We headed back to his car and got in. He turned the heater on and I sank down in my seat comfortably as he started it up and headed to his house. It was awkwardly silent, so I cleared my throat.

"So, uh, sorry about tonight. Sorta sucked, huh?" I mumbled. Blake frowned a little, then shrugged.

"It was fine. You had fun, right?"

"Yea, but-"

"If you had fun, I had fun."

"Well, that's stupid."

"So are you."

"Shut the fuck up." I grunted, turning to look at him as I rested my head on the back of the seat. A smile tugged at his lips and I relaxed a little more, watching him drive. It was so weird to just sit there and watch him. I don't even think I'd stared at him this long before. The more I did, the more I noticed his dark hair that was like a really dark brown, almost black color with just a little wave to it. He seemed pretty relaxed, his icy blue-green eyes hooded as he watched the road. He hadn't shaved and I could tell by the light stubble that covered the lower half of his face.

Man, the other guys at school always tried to pull off that rugged stubble look and it always sucked ass, but Blake was just one of those guys who made it look really good. He looked older, almost as old as Rick, but not quite. Rick was too creepy to look good.

The car pulled up into the driveway and we got out. Vic wasn't home, probably still at work, so Blake opened the door and let us in.

"You want anything to eat before we head upstairs?" Blake asked, hanging his jacket up on the nearby coat rack. I shifted a bit uncomfortably. Now I was getting nervous. Head upstairs? Does that mean we really were going to do it?! In his house, upstairs, in his room? Alone? Like, now? I was so nervous, my stomach was churning.

"No thanks. I'll just take my pills real quick." I managed, making Blake nod. We went into the kitchen and I popped open the bottle. I didn't exactly let Blake see that I was taking an extra one. Just because I felt like it was none of his damn business that I was freaking out. After that, he led the way up the stairs toward his room. I took my time following him and I had already been over here so much in the past week or so that I already knew his house from top to bottom. He led the way to his room and opened the door, letting me in first before he shut the door behind him.

"Vic shouldn't be back until later and knowing Rick, he'll be out all night... Was it really okay to leave Devin with him?" Blake asked as he crossed the room to the bathroom. I shrugged casually and sat on the bed, but as soon as I did, that nervous feeling in my gut came back and I shifted a little.

"Dunno. Probably, Devin would sooner kick his sorry ass before he could even try and touch him." I answered, making Blake laugh in relief.

"Thank God. Last thing we need is Rick targeting your brother."

"Yea." I mumbled, watching as he took his shirt off, then walked out of the bathroom to look at me. I stiffened, staring back at him.

"What?" I asked. Blake just smiled slowly and said nothing before he walked over and tipped my head up, kissing me on the lips. The tingly, excited feeling from earlier came back and had me itching to go further, but at the same time, I was still sort of freaking out. I leaned back to suck in some air and he pushed me back on the bed so I was on my back, my head on his pillows.

All I could smell now was Blake. All I heard was Blake. All I thought about was Blake. He leaned over me and pushed my jacket off, favoring my wrist as he tossed it to the side and leaned down, kissing me again on the mouth. My lips tingled as his tongue dipped past them, his tongue swirling around mine and trying to draw it out. I felt my face grow hot as I carefully let my tongue go into his mouth. It was so wet and hot. It gave me chills and I reached up with my good hand, letting my fingers run through his hair.

Wow, his hair was really soft... It felt nice. I relaxed against the pillows as he moved his lips from mine, leaving me to pant for air as he kissed my throat. His tongue ran along my Adam's Apple, making me moan.

Ah, damn it. I hoped I was doing it right. That's what was making me nervous... I had no idea what the fuck I was doing. I had never done it with a guy before. How was this supposed to work? What went where?

Blake seemed to know what he was doing, which sort of irked me and at the same time, made me curious. He pushed my shirt up over my stomach, making me suck in a breath past my teeth as he stared hungrily at my stomach and ran his eyes up to my chest. My face was on fire as I watched him stare at me.

"Wh-What?" I managed. Blake shooks his head, smiling.

"Nothing. You're just really hot is all." He answered, then leaned down and ran his tongue from my belly button all the way to my nipples, making me gasp. Holy crap, that felt way better than when any chick did it. Girls drooled too much, but Blake's tongue felt... amazing. It was warm and moist, dragging along my skin and teasing my nipples. I bit into my lip to keep from making any sounds, but it was too hard not to.

Pills. It had to be the pills. They were making me all tipsy again. That had to be it. I couldn't really be enjoying this, could I? Well, then again...

"If you don't make any sounds, I'll just stop." Blake said after a while. I blinked and looked at him, confused before he scraped his teeth against my nipple, making me gasp and throw my head back against the pillows. I watched a Cheshire cat grin sweep across his face, which sort of pissed me off, so I just huffed and fell back against the pillow again, closing my eyes tightly as I felt him pull my shirt off.

His hands ran down my chest, down my sides, until they reached my pants. Oh god. He was going to take them off. He was taking my pants off.

No shit, he has to otherwise it wouldn't be sex!

I bit my lower lip until it felt sore as I felt my pants fall off my hips, getting pushed down to my ankles that were pushed apart. Before I knew it, Blake was between my legs and kissing my stomach gently before he leaned back up to kiss my lips again.

"Stop," Blake parted my lips with his tongue, making me moan, my cheeks burning red with embarrassment, "I want to hear every sound you make. Don't worry, I won't hurt you, Danny."

"Uhh... Uh huh." I managed breathily, watching him smile and kiss me again before he ducked further down. The next thing I knew, his mouth was touching me in a place where not even a chick has ever touched me. I gasped and gripped the sheets with my good hand, my other one reaching down to grab at his hair before I felt a pang of pain in it and dropped it to the bed, tilting my head back. A moan left my lips as the weirdest feelings flushed through me, setting my body on fire.

Holy crap, holy crap.... It felt so good. Why'd it feel so good? Was it because it was Blake doing it?

It had to be. I wouldn't want anyone else doing this shit to me. Ever. But Blake...

God, he had to have done this with someone else before. He was working like he'd done it a million times, which made a streak of surprisingly jealousy rip through me. Well, it only lasted a little longer before I hit my peak and arched my back, squeezing my eyes shut tightly and trying to hold back the sounds that formed a lump in my throat.

Yea, what an epic fail that was.

I moaned, my body exploding into the wildest release I'd ever had. My body ached as I slowly came down, melting against the bed and panting for air. Blake sat up, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand before he made a swallowing sound.

"Ew, you swallowed that?" I managed. Blake smirked, flicking his tongue over his lower lip.

"It's okay if it's you."

"... I guess so," I mumbled as he leaned up to kiss me on the nose, "Uh, can we stop now? I, uh, really have... no idea..." My voice trailed. Yea, now I was really embarrassed. Blake laughed a little, though, stroking my hair away from my face.

"Nope. Don't be so selfish. I'm sitting over here, hard as a rock and I'm not stopping until I've at least had a little satisfaction."

"Oh, you prick."

"Yup, but don't worry. I'm not a complete jerk. I said I wasn't going to hurt you and I promise I'll keep to my words." He kissed me on the lips now and moved his hands to my hips, gripping them gently as lifting them a little.

Whoa, whoa, whoa. What happens now?

I watched him unzip his pants- which ticked me off since I was the only one completely naked here- and then it hit me what was gonna happen next.

"No way. It's not gonna work." I gasped, scooting up so I was against the headboard. Blake rolled his eyes.

"Oh, please. It's made to work."

"Blake-"

"I promised I wouldn't hurt you. Just relax. I'll even get you ready. We don't have to go at it right away."

"This is embarrassing." I managed, covering my eyes with my hands. I heard Blake chuckle, the sound of it making me hard again. I felt his hands gently push mine away from my eyes so I was looking at him.

"Come on, Danny. I want to see your face while we're doing this."

"Oh, God. I'm gonna die."

"You're not gonna die."

"Yes, I am!"

"No, you won't... Just relax and I'll tell you what to do..."

"Uhh..." I didn't really get to respond intelligently because he was kissing me again, only this time way hungrily than before. I slowly felt myself melting and the next few minutes were the most shocking of my entire freaking life. I felt like everything was spinning out of control.

Part of me was loving this more than anything in the whole world. I mean, by doing all this, Blake loved me, right? And he did as he promised too. Only a few aches and stings, but everything else was freaking... awesome. It felt like a part of me was actually filling up the cracks in my life. Blake was the missing puzzle piece that I'd been looking for.

Though, another part of me was writhing

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