Erika's POV

E: I texted you everyday and one day you just stopped responding you read my messages but stopped responding why?

Jake just looked at me.

J: I knew one day we were going to lose contact and I didn't I thought it was better for it to be sooner then later I still read your messages to just try to have some type of connection with you but I didn't know how to turn off the read receipts. So I knew you could see it and if one day you saw me you would hate me. So if IF we talk after tonight when you're sober you might hate me.

E: do you really think I could hate you besides the time I actually did hate you. I mean you tried to go out and look for me when there was people with guns in the school, you stuck by my side when I was in denial of that miscarriage, you almost gave up your dream you stay in Ohio for me. I couldn't hate you Jake you are my best friend—that I haven't seen in four year but that part doesn't matter. You have a good heart you may have your fvck ups but you always come up from them, you showed me what actual love was. No one should hate a person like that.

Jake got up from his stool and kissed me and I immediately kissed back. Sh•t sh•t sh•t!!! This is exactly what I didn't want to happen but I also didn't want it to stop. I'm going to hell...

He pulled back really fast.

J: sh!t I'm sorry.

E: it's fine I kinda kissed back. Maybe we should stop drinking if I drink another vodka tonic I'll forget my name.

J: yeah I've already forgotten the password to my phone sooo

E: *giggles*

J: well um you look really pretty tonight

E: you're looking spiffy yourself

J: ha spiffy the last time I heard that word was our honeymoon and how upset you were that your mom made you get all dressed up. You said and I quote "you didn't have to get all spiffy on me"

E: you're wasted and you remember that but you can't remember the password to your phone?

J: I remember a lot of my favorite moments with you and weirdly even though it's just a random sentence.

E: you are amazing

Jake put his elbow on the bar counter and put his head on his hand.

J: in what way?

E: you remember little things like that when I had to block them out completely some days so I wouldn't have a mental break down in the middle of a school day.

J: I did some days just sit in the dark in my bedroom for hours at a time after practice or after a game. I missed you so much even though we talked everyday it wasn't enough because I knew you would fall for someone else eventually.

E: this conversation just got really deep

J: hehe yeah change the subject?

E: yeah I let's play the question game

J: okay you first

E: mmmm what's your biggest regret?

J: leaving you, letting you convince me to come here-

E: Jake-

J: what's yours

E: telling you to come here, as selfish as it sounds but we're both now happy and successful so everything worked out in the end.

Narrators POV
Jake stared at Erika with lust in his eyes.

J: I missed you Erika

E: yeah it's good to see you

J: you wanna dance?

E: uh sure

Erika and Jake went to the dance floor and danced but the dancing got a bit more heated than expected.

Jakes hands were all over Erika and Erika put her arms up and behind her to reach and play with Jakes hair.

After awhile Erika turned around and Jake pulled her close.

E: when you said you missed me-

J: I missed you a lot

Jake leaned down and kissed Erika again but this time neither of them pulled back.

A couple minutes later Erika slowly pulled back and grabbed Jakes hand and looked him in the eyes.

She pulled him outside of the club and called a taxi. They got in.

E: tell him your address

J: **** ** ***** ***

*Jakes House*

Erika and Jake burst through Jakes door making out. Jake shut the door with his foot and then pushed Erika against the door and locked it. (multitasking)

Jake picked Erika up and took him to his room and laid them down on the bed gently and got on top of Erika and started kissing down her neck. Soon everything escalated from there....

•Morning•

Erika's POV
I woke up in the morning with a killer hangover not remembering a single thing that happened last night. I have someone arms wrapped around me, sh•t

I slowly slipped from under his arms and got out of the bed and when I turned around to see that he already covered his face with his arm. He had a tattoo of a sword on his back and a lady in a lions mouth on his arm I'm sure he has more.

I have his shirt on. I took it off and put my dress and shoes on grabbed my purse and ran out of the house.

*home*

I walked in my apartment to see Sunny and Noah looking smirking but Noah looking like he threw up in his mouth. Although me and him are the same age he sees me as a little sister.

S: the walk of shame, kind of loving it.

E: but you see it wasn't with your sh•tty blind date Zane

S: what?

E: he was already drunk when I got there and then proceeded to tell me that he was only in it for my money then left and I paid for his drinks.

N: so you were with?

E: I don't even remember what happened last night like at all I just need tons of water and aspirin and a shower.

S: was he cute?

E: I didn't see his face he had his face covered with his arm when I woke up but if drunk me was gonna hook up with somebody they definitely had to be cute so I guess.

N: sorry your date didn't go well

E: I don't really care about the date I just want to know who the guy was.

S: you don't know anything

E: I don't know anything....

Jakes POV
I wake up and look around how the hell did I get home? I look under my covers to see that I have my underwear on, I probably undressed myself before I went to sleep. Jesus I have the worst hangover.

I wonder what happened last night...