*ahem* buckle up because this is gonna be a long ass ride.

We were all gathered up in changbin room.

The aura of the room was not okay.

It was depressing, scary and it didn't feel right.

It was like akward silence.

Then chan hyung spoke up.

"So as we all know hyunjin is in a comma. We also know that jisung died right?"

Wait what?!?

"Jisung died?!?!" We all asked at the same time

Chan nodded. You can see he was about to cry so he back hugged lee know.

"Turns out jisung didn't cheat. The girl that sent us the video was hired by my ex to edit it"

I shedded a tear as I just laid my head on felix shoulder.

You can hear the quiet sobs everywhere from around the room.

"I know it's sad and a hard time for everyone but-" chan didn't finish his sentence. He broke down Infront of us  all.

Everyone except me did the same exact thing, one hugging another.

I know this is all my fault.

Why aren't I crying.

Lee know hyung ran his hand threw chan hyung blonde hair.

Squirrel boy....

Changbin and seungmin went to the two sad boys.

It was a group hug

Just that

Me and felix wasn't in it.

Me and felix looked at each other.

Felix smiled at me before taking me over to the others.

Now we all are just hugging each other.

The aura felt much more calming than before.

It was nice, comfortable and soothing.

Only if jisung and hyunjin were here..

Just if.

I fell asleep in comfort of the other's arms.

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Hyunjins pov:

I'm not dead

I'm not dead.

Come on wake up hyunjin.

Your not dead wake up

"CHAN HYUNG!"

That's all I could scream.

It probably wasn't even real.

I have to get out of here.

I can't.

What is wrong with me.

Why did I do this in the first place?

It smells like shit here.

I just wanna go home.

I wanna be in my bed.

I just wanna see the others.

Don't let me go yet.

I'm not dead ...

I'm not dead.

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Take my phone away omfg yes I cried what you gonna do about it 😭

wait my phone is already tooken away-

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take my grandma's tablet away from me ;-;