I was scared. Justin started to pull my clothes lose while sucking on my neck.
Everything I said I wanted to take back. Not if it was going to lead to this anyway.

Why was he doing this in the first place? Its not like he can feel so what's the point?

Maybe he was doing this to teach me a lesson.

He let go of my hands that were above my head to start ripping my clothes off. I used this opportunity to start hitting him.

"Justin stop. Please stop. I take it back please." I was to young, I wasn't ready.

Tears started to form a pool in my eyes. I thought it would be best to have eye contact, maybe it would let him see how serious I was about this.

I grabbed his shirt and yanked it hard hoping it would catch his attention and my plan worked.

I let the tears fall down my face.

"Please, don't do this. I'm sorry I really am. Please I'll do anything." I cry.

I look at him and he pauses his assault, but something even horrid appears on his face. That dangerous wicked smile he has.
"Fine, you can either comply and this will be less painful for you or you could struggle. Either way its happening."

My eyes widend, he was going through with this punishment either way. No matter what I did or how I begged he was going to rape me. I couldn't fight him back I'll just end up dead.

I looked at him and said "OK, I'll comply. But why are you doing this? You can't feel anything so what's the point your sick mind is trying to make?!" I yell at him.

His face hardened. "You must have forgotten my rules. I own you in case you forgot. One of them is pleasuring myself using you. The other is punishing you. This is simply a punishment. Plus Liam only told you half of the story. I can't feel pain but I can feel pleasure."

I couldn't believe this. Wtf .

My bra was next leaving me completely naked under him.

He got off of me to take off his pants and I saw a way out. I was going to run out the door but no way was I going to let everyone see my goodies so maybe the restroom. Yes, the restroom is a good plan.
I quickly turn around and crawled to the other side of the bed and ran to the bathroom but Justin was already there waving his index finger looking at me.

"Tisx tisx tisx, what a bad girl. You're only making it harder for yourself. Now get on the bed." He ordered.

I wasn't going down without a fight. So I stood there in his face and gave him the coldest stare. I wasn't moving.

He smiled and struged his shoulders.

"Fine." He says rather low

Quickly he wrapped his arm around me pulling me close to him and used his hand to pull my hair so that I was looking right at him then used his other hand to reach down and shoved two fingers inside of me. I gasped at the horrible pain and jumped on my tipey toes.

Subconsciously I wrap my arms around Justin's neck and hold tight, burying my face in his neck being him to stop. But he continues to hold me tight pushing his fingers in and out of me.

I started to cry and cry, Justin shoulder was soaked with my tears.

He took his hands out and carried me over to the bed. I held on to his arms looking into his eyes and tried one more time. 

If he did this, if he raped me there was no going back. I would never look at him the same. Not as if he cared anyway.

"Please master, don't." I cried. I've hardly called him master so I thought maybe if I showed him that I was serious, considering I hated calling him that , that maybe he would change his mind.

He hovered over me once more and spreaded my legs and placed himself at my entrance pushing himself inside of me. I screamed loud at the pain.

About five seconds later there was a knock at the door. Thank goodness this is my savior.

"What!" Justin yells. Pausing while he was still in me.

"Is everything alright?" The voice sounded familiar. It was Daniel. Daniel was my savior.

This was my chance. I was about to yell for help but Justin rammed himself harder inside of me. I was thrown in sudden shock. I couldn't make a sound.

"Go away before I kill you!" He stated harshly.

He looked back at me placing both hands on either side of my head.

"Did you forget I can read minds." He laughed and kept pounding inside of me.

I wasn't going to give him the satisfaction of my screams . I turned my head to the side to try and concentrate on something else other than Justin brutally raping me.

I made myself stop crying, I just took it until he pulled out, placing his hands on the side of my stomach squezzing hard as he released himself inside of me.

He rolled over and covered himself in the covers but not before telling me that he was going to feed from me later.

I guess he fell asleep, his breathing was more noticeable.

I waited till I knew for sure then tried to get up off the floor from falling from the pain. I was so sore.

I walked to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.

Who am I?

Look at me, this isn't me.

My eyes were puffy, my face red.

I was scared for life.

If I ever have kids how would I tell them that their mother was raped by a  vampire.

If I ever have kids I would never let them come around vampires. I would never borrow from someone no matter what. That way I won't get in dept. So they won't go throw what I just went through. I will make their lives good. I promise that.

I turned the shower on and sat in the bathtub under the shower head so it could just in gulf me. I wanted to wash away his touch. Destroy it at all means and cost.

I couldn't stand up, I was hurting to badly.
He was right. This was all my parents fault. I didn't want to admit it but it was.

I could cry now, he couldn't here my tears right? The sounds of the water would decently cover up the raindrops of my sorrow.

I stayed in the shower for about 30 minutes. I used some soap, his soap that made me smell like him. I wasn't paying attention to it and it was to late. So I just scrubbed and scrubbed until the smell died down.

I splashed some water on my face, not that it made a difference but I tired.

I opened the bathroom door to find an empty room I took the flat sheet of the bed and looked around. I was tired and hurt. Plus's there was no way I was going to lay in that bed.

I cuddled up on a small bench in the corner of his room and laid there and fell asleep.

I know I would never forget this but I just wanted to dream that I would.

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Night past and I hardly seen Justin, not that I was complaining. Its been two weeks and I was still hurt by his actions.

Was I really thinking that I was going to make it through this house without getting hurt?

I don't know, but I can say for the past day I wasn't expecting to be violated like this. Not that early at least.

I slept on the bench every single night. No way was I  going to lay in that bed. Every time I looked at that silk bed tears dropped from my eyes. Even thinking about it made me sob.

Ember came in to feed me but I was reluctant to eat. I was disgusted in myself. I wanted to die. Just last night I decided I was going to eat finnally but I had a plan. I requested baked chicken so I would need a knife to eat and then slit my throat, but Ember wasn't dumb and cut my chicken up for me.

I woke up early this morning to go to the restroom.

I saw Justin laying in bed sleeping and wanted to superglue a pillow to his face and hold it down tight so he could suffocate and die. But even I knew I wouldn't get that close.

I washed my face and left the room to walk around the house. Trying to help my mind escape.

I went to the garden to sit by the white roses when I met Daniel already there.

He noticed me and looked up.

"Hey you." He said rather sleepy.

"Hi." I responded

"I'm sorry." He said quietly. What did he have to be sorry for? He didn't do anything to me. Maybe he felt bad for telling me it was my parents fault why I'm here.

"I'm sorry for what Justin did to you. I know how painful it was for you. I did it to a slave of mine before, but the only reason was she consented to it. Its painful either way it goes. No matter how much mine control is used to numb the pain it will hurt. Just something that vampires have to deal with. Considering its rock hard. Put the next time it happens it won't be painful." He let go of a breath.

"Its kind of sad how the whole house knows. The whole house heard your screams. We all new what had happen. But we never expected it with you. I'm truly sorry." He adds putting his hand over mine.

Normally I would have pushed his kind gesture away but what I needed now was a kind friend by my side.

I looked at him, into those deep eyes. They were seriously hurting, but why?

"My slave was beautiful, like yourself. Even though I had her consent she didn't talk to me for days because of the pain and it broke my heart. For her not to look at me was painful. I didn't feed from her for weeks which left me near to death. I was so afraid to touch her for she would hate me more then she already did. That day I came to visit my cuz which happens to be your master and drunk the blood out of his slave completely concludes the reason why in here."

He had a tear built up in his eyes and it was itching to slip but I quickly placed my index figure under his eye without even thinking and scooped it up before it could fully fall.

"Thank you for sharing that, I'm not sure why but I feel better."

"Oye guys!" We hear a girl yell and we turn around to find rose running are way.
When she gets to us she looks at me and smiles.

"I haven't seen you in forever. I'm so sorry."

"Please, you're not the one who should apologize so please no more apologizes OK?" I ask. Tears threatened to form in my eyes.
He shook her head and  eyed me for a second giving me a look. She must have been referring my holding hands with Daniel situation which I addressed and moved  my hand from his. Which made me feel a little lonely.

"I have news, when I found out from Ember that she saw you guys out here I came."

She was talking so fast she had to catch her breath.

"Justin has been feeding from regular girls, with each one he is killing them."
Wtf, Hes killing them now. Speaking of he hasn't been feeding from me so he had to get his source from some were but why kill them. Who could possibly drink that much blood.

She pulled me up from my seat. Making me face her completely. She looked deep into my eyes

"I know what happened but I'm asking you to please feed him. Their not satisfying him like you have. I've been in this house and he goes throw us like its nothing. Twenty will be dead by the time the week is up. So please. I'm begging you." She started crying.
I didn't want him no were near me.

But what she was asking me was beyond my needs and feeling. I'm truly the only one who can stop him.

I give her word and head back up to Justin's room. I opened the door to see him still laying in bed.

He was laying on his back with his left arm covering his eyes.

I was starting to cry so I quickly sucked back up those tears.

I climbed over top of him. He must have sensed me because his body shifted and I was under him in less than a second with his hands on either side of my face. I gasped in shock.

His eyes were still black. If he was   drinking and killing all these humans why was his eyes still black as the night sky.

I tried to find my voice but I couldn't speak up. I was afraid if I spoke why tears would fall.

His eyes were hard and so was his face. He had a  little stubble.

"What do you want?" He growled.

I opened my mouth but nothing came out. My heart started pounding looking at his Scary face.

His face pulled into that wicked half smile which I once admired but now I'm scared of.

All of a sudden my legs were spread and out of shock I slapped Justin right across his face.

I didn't mean to. I don't know what came over me.

He stayed still glaring at me as if he wanted to rip me apart with his teeth.

"I'm sor-" I was about to continue but he just  collapsed himself on top of me burying his face in my neck.

His hot breath fanned my neck as he spoke the words that I thought would never come of his mouth.

"Don't apologize, I'm the one who should. What I did to you yesterday was horrible. I destroyed you due to my anger. And now your blood is the only thing that tames me. I've killed a lot of people this week because I was angry at you. I want you to forgive me but I don't deserve it." He states quietly.

He was right, he doesn't deserve my apology at all. But I gave my word to Rose and I will follow through with it no matter what. Unlike some people I keep it.

"I will forgive you if you stop drinking from other humans. Is it a deal?" I asked.

Justin raised his head up to meet mine.

"Do you mean it?" He asked.

Maybe he was really sorry about what he had done. There was a glimmer of hope in his eyes.

I tilted my head to the side to give him access to my neck.

"Yes I do, now drink."

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Hi guys, so was the length good. Or should it be longer. I'm sorry if this chapter was kind of boring. But I decided I was going to keep it pg 13.

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