Mature Content Warning!

I sat there in bed reading with what little daylight was left. Usari had dozed off nearly an hour ago. I contemplated nudging him awake at first, but decided to leave him be. It was the first time I had seen him in a week. We only just started a relationship together, but he had to travel with his fathers and sister to a meeting. I didn't realize how much I had missed him until he returned and I wanted to spend time with him, but I could tell that he was exhausted from the trip. So, I figured this little nap was only fair.

I ran my fingers through his golden hair and I propped myself up next to him. There was a peaceful air around him and I felt like I could just watch him forever. I leaned down to kiss his forehead and his eyelids slowly fluttered open.

"Sorry, I did not mean to fall asleep." Usari said sleepily.

"It's fine, I know you're tired." I said while stroking his cheek. He kissed the palm of my hand before pulling me onto him.

"I want you." he whispered hugging me against him. I blushed and I could tell by the look on his face that he meant it. "Will you let me?"

I kissed him in response, too embarrassed to say anything. We'd been together for over two months now, but we hadn't gone any farther than kissing. I think that he could sense that I was nervous because he gave me a soft smile. No one knew about us. Well, I'm sure they knew, we just hadn't told them. At first I thought that this relationship wouldn't last long, but now I feel like I could spend my life with the man.

I felt a warm hand travel along the crease of my back and then it began working my shirt off of my torso. I helped him and then took the rest of my clothes off and Usari did the same. He hovered over me and I got a good look at his body. It wasn't the first time we had seen each other naked, but this was different. His face turned a little pink when he realized that I was staring. I couldn't help it though.

Usari leaned down and kissed my lips and I let his tongue intertwine with my own. He pulled away and breathed in heavily. I felt his hand move across my thigh and I let out a little gasp. His tongue traced the side of my neck and he began to rub my cock. I tried to hold back my voice, but a slight moan escaped my throat which only made Usari more excited. I was nearly hard when he moved his hand down and began stretching my entrance. He went slow, making sure he didn't hurt me. No mater how gentle he was, it was still tight and I clenched my teeth waiting for the pain to fade away.

When he could tell that I was use to him he added another finger. The pain didn't last as long and he began to move his fingers in and out. Usari curled his fingers inside of me and it cause me to moan unexpectedly. He pressed his lips to mine again while he continued to stretch me. He removed his fingers slowly and I felt his cock rub against my entrance. He pushed it in slowly and I had to cover my mouth to keep myself from crying out. He was massive and I felt like I was going to break. Sensing my panic he stopped letting me get use to his size before he continued. Usari took my free hand and intertwined our fingers, lifting them to kiss my knuckles gently. "I love you." he whispered and I responded with a quiet, "I love you, too."

We sat there, gazing at each other, for a few moments before Usari started to move again. He pushed his length all the way in, not waiting for me to adjust like before. He still moved slowly and before long I felt the pain start to melt into pleasure. I let out a slight moan and Usari took it as a sign to speed up. He started thrusting and I could feel his warmth inside of me. I gave up on being quiet quickly and let out raspy breathes. Usari violently kissed my collar bone and I wrapped my fingers in his hair. "Does it feel good?" Usari breathed out, still thrusting into me. I tried to say yes but every time I opened my mouth to speak only a moan escaped so I answered with a, "Mhmm." and Usari just smiled at me.

Usari grunted and I could tell that he was reaching his limit and I had already reached mine. My tip brushed up against Usari's stomach with every thrust and the sound of skin hitting skin echoed through the room. I wanted to warn him that I was about to cum but I only managed, "Usari!" before I did. He trusted hard a few more times before letting out a heavy sigh. Usari pulled out slowly before collapsing next to me. I know he had to be completely exhausted now. He turned over and pushed his forehead to mine.

"I got you dirty." he said looking down. I could feel his seamen leaking out.

"We're both dirty now." I gasped, still trying to catch my breath. He laughed a little. "Want to take a bath?" I asked him, brushing the hair out of his face. His eyes were already closed, but he nodded and I got up to run some bath water, fighting the soreness in my lower region.

We sat in the tub together and just talked. Usari told me more about his trip and then asked how my lessons were going. I was studying Nabar politics and culture for the most part. It was something that all those who participated in the exchange had to do. I was doing fine, of course, but Usari wanted to know every detail of everything that I had done while he was gone. It was rather lonely, actually. Usari and his family being gone made the palace feel empty, but Rufinaki and Jeckmayki made sure to keep me busy.

We ended up just talking most of the night and Maska brought our dinner to us. We just talked until Usari fell asleep in my arms and I too felt my eyelids grow heavy. I fell asleep knowing that in the morning when I awoke, it would hurt like hell to move, but I regretted nothing.