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Jacob's p.o.v

I think I skipped to the front door when I stepped out of Deandra's car.

'I finally made some friends'

I kept repeating that thought to myself twirling with the phone in my hand. I can't wait to give Abigail the number. I felt a smile creep on my face and I shake my head.

This is a nice feeling

I open the front door and walk all giddy inside the house. I was about to go to my room when my eyes fell on Miss Alyssa on her knees with her back facing me.

I decide go greet her instead and I couldn't stop my sudden rambling.

"I'm home miss Alyssa. Oh I made a friend. She's so beautiful and nice and sweet and caring. She gave me her number to call her whenever I want and she also bought me food. You should see her too. Her eyes are so big and brown and her teeth are so so white. I even worked today. I helped her do dishes and I also took out the trash" I ramble bringing my hands to my warm face.

"And I'll be in a squad next Monday with Abigail. That means I won't have to be alone in the library because it's boring sometimes" I say beaming with joy.

I walk closer to her when she doesn't answer and tap her on her shoulder.

"Miss Alyssa?" I ask getting concerned. Why isn't she answering me.

"Miss Alyssa? Did I do something wrong? I'm sorry I left you here all alone. I bought you donut but I forgot them somewhere but I'll make it up to you" I say sadly when she still doesn't turn around.

I decide to walk to her front and crouch.

"Miss Ali-"

My heart skips a beat when she looks at me with tears stains on her face and a visible mark on her left cheek. My hand goes to my mouth.

I pull her into a hug and she cries harder. I pat her head.

My mind instantly goes to that one person. The only one that would do something this devious.

"H-he's b-back?" I ask trembling now.

"Y-yes baby but I won't let him hurt you this time, I w-won't let him p-push you in t-that dark room. I'd rather die" she whispers through her sobs.

"Even if I have to lose this job" she says confidently and a teardrop rolls down my cheek.

I bite my lip to suppress my sobs and she rubs my back. I can't imagine living here alone if she gets fired. I won't be able to tolerate it.

"P-please don't leave me?" I ask and I feel her head move.

I suddenly hear a door open. she pulls away and start wiping my tears violently.

"Big boys don't cry" she whispers the same words that one person uses every time he sees me cry. I nod rapidly and she pulls me up. I could hear footsteps coming down the stairs and I stare at my feet.

"Jacob" I hear the voice say and all the hairs on my body stand. He slows down and stops on the last step of the stairs.

"Where have you been?" he asks taking a step closer.

"W-with my f-friend" I say almost inaudible with my head still down.

"Look at me when I'm speaking to you Jacob and speak louder for Christ sake" he says through gritted teeth and my head goes up immediately.

I hate that about myself

"I was with my friend" I say a bit louder looking at his forehead and I hear him laugh.

"You do not have any friends Jacob" he says amused.

Yes I do

"Is this what you do when your mother and I aren't home? You misbehave? You were supposed to be in your room upstairs doing homework and studying not at some 'friend's' house. These 'friends' won't bring you anywhere especially friends from this neighborhood. All these black boys think about is drugs" he says rubbing the bridge of his nose. He walks closer to me.

"This is not how you were raised" he says loud.

He is mean and racist. He doesn't even know me, what makes him think that he would know anything about those boys. I'm not acquainted to any of them but I see how hard they work. I see how they struggle on my way to school everyday.

"Are you listening to me?" he yells and grips my cheeks lifting my head towards him. I nod my head multiple times with blurred eyes.

"Sir you can't do this. His mother asked you to stop" miss Alyssa says quickly.

"Do I care?" He asks looking at her.

"You should sir or else I'll te-"  he hits her hard and she falls with a loud tud. I sob and blink my tears away when she groans on the floor.

"And now you're going to cry? What is wrong with you Jacob. Why are you so weak" he says through gritted teeth.

"Look at you crying like a baby. You are a man Jacob, act like one. You're body isn't cutting it for you and I don't even know why your mother is letting that hair grow. Now you're going to cry harder? This is is unbelievable" he says with his hands in the air.

"I'm s-so-"

"Why are you pressuring me to be ashamed of you?" he asks looking me up and down with disappointment written all over his face. He presses harder on my cheeks.

"I-I'm s-sorry sir" I reply or try to.

"Is there something you want to tell me" he asks furious and I shake my head.

"I hope you don't disappoint me when it comes to choosing a partner in the future" he hisses and the tears I was trying so hard to hide fall.

I start sobbing and I bring my hand to my face.

"Get out of my sight idiot" he says and pushes me towards the stairs.

"Y-yes sir"

"Go to your room and you're not eating dinner until you grow up" he says and walks away.

When he walks away I run back to miss Alyssa on the floor and hug her as tight as I can. I don't know what I'd do without her.

"Didn't you hear what I just said?" He asks startling me.

"Room now. Alyssa get up and make me something" he says furious and I hurry to my room. I run to my bathroom and lock the door.

I look at myself in the mirror.

He's right. I am acting like a baby.

I cry about every stupid little thing. I start wiping my tears violently but the more I wipe, the more they seem to fall. I bite my hand to suppress my sobs till I feel the metallic taste of blood.

How do I make it stop

How.....

I look at my own reflection with disgust and I start scratching myself with my nails. I scratch harder and harder.

I can't feel anything

I make quick paces to my nightstand and open it.

My razorblade

I pull it out from its hidingplace and go back to the bathroom.

This will make it stop

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Arthur's p.o.v

As promised Andre brought me to the trap house and it was packing. From the homies to the girls. I checked all of them girls out and man are they hot. I drank, played games, danced and made out with some of the girls.

This is what I was missing

"Let's go talk to the homies" Andre pulls me away from the girl that was about to put her tits in my face. I stumble through the crowd with protest.

"Nigga I was about to suck titties" I say and we laugh.

"I'm sorry bro" he replies and walk towards some niggas in a corner.

"This right here is Justin, this nigga Blaze, Carlos, Leonard, Connor and that white nigga on the floor is Dean" Andre says pointing to  a white boy on the floor.

"Arthur's back you mofos" he says and I give all of them a bro hug.

"That's wassup" I think Justin says.

"Ay Deshaun bring that nigga upstairs, he can't handle his liquor for shit" he says and we laugh.

"You starting school on monday?" Justin asks and I nod.

"Aight then, you gone join the football team or what" he asks hitting my shoulders.

"I'll think about it mane, i'mma go get a drink" I say and they make way for me through the crowd.

As I was making my way to the kitchen a short dark skin girl blocks my way. I look her up and down biting my lip and rub my hands together.

"Wassup shawty" I ask with a smirk.

"It's all you. Are you new here?" She asks biting the cup in her hands.

"Yeah I'm back for a lil while" I say.

"I like that" She replies admiring me and I laugh making my chest move.

"You also from around here?" I ask and she shakes her head.

"Nope I drove all the way over her with my sister" she says biting her finger.

"You wanna go get a drink?" I ask with a raised brow.

"Sure" she says.

When she turns around my eyes fall on them cheeks and she's packing.

"Ouuu aight" I say snapping my finger and she giggles.

She leads me to the kitchen where the drinks are and she fixes me one and then herself. We cheer and take them in one gulp. I pull her closer to my and rub her thick thighs.

"Name" I whisper in her ear.

"Shenaya" she whispers back.

"Let's dance shawty" I tell her half tipsy and she nods with droopy eyes.

She gives me her hand and I lead her to the middle of the living room. She surprised me when she bends over and grind on my dick. I grip her by the waist and grind right back.

She comes back up and her head goes on my shoulder with her back pressed on me.

"Upstairs now" I say in a demanding tone and bite her ear in the process. She giggles and nod rapidly.

"Okay daddy" she says seductively giving me chills.

She pulls me by my hand towards the stairs.

Time to lay the pipe

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Jacob's father is back babes and I don't like that at all. Why would he say something like that to his own son. Smh
Also, Arthur is out there living it up

What were your thoughts on

Jacob?

Arthur?

Miss Alyssa?

Shenaya?