Chapter 9

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Skylar's POV

This whole week has been painfully slowly. I couldn't sleep or eat. I tried to focus on my studies instead. I have been sitting in my room all the time, and I only got out when I had to go to my classes. Laura was trying to get me out of my room, to go to a cafe or cinema but my answer was always 'no'.

I didn't want to see people and I was scared that if I went outside, I would bump into him somewhere. My sorrow had been already gone, but now, the only thing I feel is anger. I'm so angry at him that he treated me that way. That he probably treated plenty of poor girls like that.

People come into our lives and walk away like all of this meant nothing. Like we meant nothing to them. We just have to try not to get attached to them because it will only bring a lot of pain in the end. All we have to do, is wipe our own tears, pick our own selves back up and just keep going.

A little knock on my door brought me out of my thoughts. Laura's head popped out of the door.

"Skylar, please. You have to come out of your room eventually." She said softly and sat on my bed beside me.

She received a message but didn't take her phone out of her pocket. She was looking at me with a sad expression on her face. Her forehead creased slightly.

"I know I just...don't want to do it yet.." I sighed and pouted at her.

I heard an indication that she got another message.

"Skylar, come on. This won't last forever, you will forget about him sooner than you think. Clearly, you two weren't meant to be. He's a selfish asshole who didn't appreciate what a diamond he had. You have to move on. It..."

she hesitated for a second

"-wasn't even that bad, I mean you two met only a few times, you weren't in a relationship, and you're not in love with him right? Just think how you would feel and how hurt you would be if you two actually had dated and had been together longer than that. Please, don't be mad at me, I'm just being honest. "

Laura was looking at me with her head lowered a little, bitting her lip. I sighed, she's right.

"I'm not mad at you, Laura. I know what you're trying to say but...I don't know. I think I'm a little sensitive person and I take every negative comment and every word personally. I've struggled with my complexes and the way I look my whole life and I'm trying to accept that but it's so damn difficult, and people throwing at you comments like that, aren't helpful."

Laura moved closer and pulled me into a hug.

"I know, Skylar. But you will get through this. You have me, Lena, Olivia, your parents, we will always be by your side and we will always help you no matter what. I love you, bitch. "

I chuckled and said "Love you too."

Suddenly, she received another message.

"Who's texting you?" I asked, with my eyebrows slightly furrowed.

"It's Jessie" She answered with a sigh.

"You're not going to see what she wants? Maybe it's something important."

"Noo, it's just...they're going to a party today and want me to go with them."

"Why don't you want to go to a party? Did you hit your head?" A small smile visible on my face.

"HA HA. I just don't want to leave you." She pouted, hugging me closer.

God, I love her.

"I wouldn't be alone...I would go with you."

She pulled away a little to look at me, with a questionable look on her face.

"You want to go? You've been sitting in this room basically the whole week and you want to go to a party now? "

"Well, it's you who said that I should finally get out of this room. Besides I think I need this. I'm not a fan of parties but...I need to get out of this room before I loose my fucking mind!" I laughed and Laura joined me.

"All right then."

When Laura left my room to get ready, I went to the bathroom and showered. I instantly felt so much better. I put my cocoa lotion on my body and did my make-up. I wanted to look like a total bitch today so my make-up was a little more bold than usual because I decided to add an eyeliner.

I went back to my room and straightened my hair because although my hair is already straight, every strand was in the different direction and it annoyed me. When it comes to my outfit, I chose a black, tight dress with one, long sleeve and with my other arm completely bare.

The door of my room flew open and Laura came in.

"Holy shit! You look sexy as fuck!" she came up to me and slapped my ass.

"Hey! Behave yourself." I chuckled and took a glance at Laura. She looked gorgeous as always. She was wearing a red, satin dress with thin straps. "You look good too. Where is this party anyway?"

"A friend of Alex will pick us up because it's a little far from here." She said and I nodded.

His friend was a really nice guy. Quite short, blonde hair and really funny. The ride lasted 30 minutes. When we arrived, the party was already going on. Loud music, people dancing and laughing, and the smell of alcohol and cigarettes. Normal, right?

"This party is fucking lit!" Laura said excitedly.

We went inside of the house and tried to go through the crowd of people. We reached the living room where most people were. I spotted Monica, Jessie, Jace and Flynn sitting on the sofas, and other people. When we approached them, we said 'hi' and the girls gave us a hug. Laura took my hand and started introducing me to everyone.

"Hey Skylar, meet Asher-" A blond guy stood up from the sofa and gave me his hand to shake. He was sweet "Claire-" a short girl with curly, brown hair "you met Chloe-" yess that's that bitch from 'truth or dare' game "and Bruce." I turned my head to face him. He was a really good-looking guy, brown hair, tall, blue eyes. He stood up and came up to me.

"Hi" He said in a deep voice and gave me his hand for me to shake. He sat back on the sofa, never leaving my eyes. His gaze was extremely inimidating.

"Come, sit beside me." Laura said and I did that.

"Hey, are you feeling better now?" Flynn suddenly asked, sitting next to me.

I've been a terrible person to be around with lately, especially to him. I was either a bitch or didn't say anything at all. I honestly have no idea how he managed to put up with me.

"Yeah, I feel so much better now. And...I'm sorry for being a real bitch to you." I said, letting out a nervous chuckle.

"That's all right. I knew it wasn't you, everyone goes through stuff and we all have every right to be mad or sad sometimes you know?"

I nodded and he gave me a quick hug.

Everyone was talking and laughing and I found myself laughing sometimes too. All this time I could feel Bruce's eyes on me. It made me really uncomfortable. But after some shots I took, I felt good and I didn't really care. I looked at him and saw him staring at me again. I wanted to turned my face and when I did that, I saw Jace looking at me with a smirk. He whispered something in Chloe's ear and I furrowed my eyebrows, wondering what's that about.

"OK, truth or dare guys!"

Oh for God's sake

Some people didn't want to play and I didn't blame them because, come on! Who even likes this game?

"All right Monica, truth or dare?" Chloe asked.

"Truth" She said, rolling her eyes.

I bet she doesn't like playing this game either.

"Who is the sexiest person here? A boy, I mean."

Monica threw herself on Flynn and answered "Flynn, of course!"

"Okay, have it your own way." Chloe said, rolling her eyes.

Monica handled this situation perfectly because she didn't have to answer that (since she has a boyfriend) and Flynn is her friend soo..

"Claire, truth or there?" It was Flynn's turn now.

"Dare."

"I dare you...to kiss Jace for 30 seconds."

She seemed hesitant at first but then stood up and approached Jace who was already standing with a victorious smile on his face. He leaned in and kissed her. It was a slow kiss but very passionate, I would say. Like, they were waiting for it to finally happen. Jace's hands were on Clarie's waist pulling her closer. Everyone was clapping and whistling.

"30 seconds have passed!" Someone shouted. They were looking at eachother for a little longer until they pulled away from eachother.

"All right, Skylar." oh no "truth or dare?"

I was thinking what I should chose. 'Truth' isn't a good idea because I don't want to tell my secrets or sexual things I did (because obviously I did none) and 'dare' isn't good either because I don't want to go around and kiss some strangers. But...maybe it wouldn't be that bad? It's just a kiss, right? People do it all the time.

"Dare" I said boldly.

"I dare you to give Bruce a lap dance for 60 seconds!"

What?!

I looked at Bruce, and obviously he was smiling mischievously at me and mouthed 'thanks man' to Jace. I took one more shot to be more brave and stood up. I was so scared but I didn't want to let people notice that, besides...the alcohol was doing its job very well. I was looking so freaking hot and wanted to forget about some certain guy and some certain situation connected to him. So fuck it

I was approaching Bruce slowly, a slow song was playing in the background. I put my leg between his legs and pushed one of them a little to the side so I could stand between them. I started to move my hips seductively in slow motions. I ran my hands up my body to my hair. I heard some whistles from the guys but it didn't stop me.

Bruce was gripping the armchair tightly, his eyes wandering over my body. His hands were all over me in a second, running down my sides and touching my curves. There was something dark in his eyes.

"60 seconds have passed guys! Damn, Skylar... I didn't know you can move like that!" Jace said but I didn't turn around yet. I leaned forward that my lips were next to Bruce's ear. I gripped his hair and he groaned.

"Did you like the show?" I whispered.

"Fuck yeah." He said, breathing rapidly.

"Maybe you want another round but more...privately?"

I didn't know what had got into me but I just had to get rid of Ace's face out of my head. His voice, his scent, the feeling of his hands all over my body. Besides, I wanted to have fun and don't care about anything this one time. It felt bad but I did need it.

I didn't have to wait long for his answer because he stood up abruptly and took my hand, pulling me with him. I felt someone's hand on my arm. I faced that person and it was Laura.

"Are you all right?" She asked with a worried expression on her face.

"Never been better" I kissed her on a cheek and smiled.

We were walking somewhere until Bruce pushed me against the wall, putting his hands on either side of me. I was looking at him with wide eyes, my lips slightly parted.

"You looked so hot back there. I barely could restrain myself." He buried his head into my neck and started kissing me there. It felt good but not as good as...

Stop it, Skylar!

His one hand was on my waist, pulling me closer. I closed my eyes and suddenly I didn't feel his warmth anymore. I opened my eyes and saw Ace beating the living shit out of Bruce.

I gasped, putting my hand over my mouth.

"Ace, stop!" I screamed but he didn't listen. He was too occupied with punching Bruce with his fists.

"Ace, you'll kill him!" still nothing. I came up to him and put my hand on his shoulder and said "Ace please..." I almost whispered and that was when he stopped. He lifted up his head to look at me, his eyes softened. I'm sure he saw that fright in mine.

He stood up and took my hand harshly, taking me somewhere upstairs.

"Let me go!" I screamed, trying to pull away from him but his grip on my hand was hard.

He opened a wooden door and we entered some dark room. I was instantly pushed against the wall again and Ace's lips landed on mine.

It was different from our previous kisses. This one was aggressive and hard. His mouth savouring mine like he was never going to kiss me again. But I was still mad at him. And hurt. He can't treat me like that. I placed my hands on his hard chest and pushed him away.

"No! Go away!"

But he successfully shut me up by putting his mouth over mine again. He is so hot when he's angry but I can't let him do it, damn it.

"Ace stop! Why are you doing this?"

He pulled away a little, we both breathing fast. His thumb was brushing against my lower lip while he was holding my waist with his free hand.

"You're mine Skylar. You hear me?" He groaned, clenching his teeth.

"No! I'm not yours, never was, and never will be!" I shouted but this made him furious even more. He lifted me up and threw me on the bed.

I bounced a little and he was towering over me in a second, kissing me hungirly. My breathing was erratic and unsteady. I tried to calm myself down and pushed him away but I couldn't. He was too strong. But something in me didn't even want to push him away. I wanted to touch him, keep him close.

"Why- are-you- doing this?" I asked him between the kisses.

He burried his face into my neck, sucking on it and biting a little.

"Ahh..." I let out a small sigh.

"Doing what?" He taunted, still kissing my neck.

I closed my eyes, I couldn't take it. I've been waiting for him to touch me, kiss me for way too long. I'm too weak when it comes to Ace, and I just can't resist him.

"You said that I didn't mean anything to you" I breathed out.

"Yeah..." kiss "Because it's true"

Ouch

I reopened my eyes instantly. "So why are you back?" My voice more steady, I was getting really angry now.

He started kissing my jaw, his one hand holding my waist and the other one was going up and down my thigh. God, it feels so good, but it's so damn wrong!

"I couldn't bare seeing that guy touching and kissing what's mine." He muttered hoarsely.

"I am not yours, Ace!" I screamed at him and tried to get his hand off of my leg but...

He gripped my jaw tightly and lifted up his head to look me in my eyes.

"You're mine, Skylar. Don't test my patience. And when something is yours, you can do whatever you want with it right?" He said in a low voice and his hand, that was on my inner thigh few seconds ago, started moving up.

Oh sweet jesus

"And I have a couple of ideas in my mind what I would do to someone..." he was brushing his lips against my own "...who is fucking mine." and after this, his lips were on mine again.

"Ace...b-...we...mm" I couldn't make a proper sentence. The way he was kissing me, touching me, holding me was driving me crazy. I think my panties were wet as hell.

I was moving my lips in sync with his and he deepened the kiss, his tongue exploring every corner of my mouth.

"God, princess" His voice became slightly darker and raspy and oh Lord, I think I'm even wetter just by listening to him. His hand still on my thigh, moving higher and higher until he reached my panties and brushed his fingers over the material.

I heard him inhale before he rasped out "Fuck, baby. You're soaked."

Baby? And I thought I couldn't be more turned on. I put my arm around his neck. I pulled him closer and kissed him instantly with the same lust like he did. I was kissing him with urge and hunger. He was so intoxicating.

Ace started rubbing my clit through the material and I left a small sigh. No one has ever done something like that to me. My senses were overdrive. For a moment I thought that I would explode from all those new emotions. I gripped his hair and he let out a groan. He was circling my wet core faster but then slowed down. I whined.

"Ace please..." I couldn't help but say that.

He lifted up his head instantly and I saw how his nostrils flickered. He leaned forward that his mouth were near my ear, grazing it.

"You have no idea how fucking sexy you are right now. Lying under me and begging." He bit my earlobe slightly. "Tell me what you want, baby?"

"I..." I was so embarrassed, I didn't know what to say "...touch me Ace, please."

I'm sure a blush crept up my whole face.

"Fuck." He hissed out and ripped my panties from my body, making me let out a gasp.

I felt his fingers going up and down my clit and I threw my head to the back. He started circling it slowly at first, then a little faster. I felt chills running down my spine.

I wanted to release a moan but I tried to contain it by bitting my lip. I saw his hungry eyes following my movement. Suddenly, he slipped his finger inside my wetness and I had to throw a hand over my mouth to muffle all the sounds that wanted to escape my trembling lips.

"Don't ever do that." Ace grunted in a deadly tone and removed my hand. "I want to see and hear how good I make you feel." and I just couldn't

A loud moan escaped my lips when he added the second finger, stretching me out. It hurt a bit, but at the same time it felt amazing. I arched my back but he was holding me steady. "Oh God"

"You're so tight, baby." He said, making my stomach flip.

He was glaring at me all the time, watching me, never leaving my eyes. My heart was racing while his long fingers were pumping fast inside of me. I felt that I was close, but then he suddenly slowed down. I let out a frustrated sigh.

His lips were brushing against my jaw, then moved to my lips. A lazy smirk present on his face.

"Whose are you, Skylar?"

God, I love when he says my name.

"Ace..." I warned. I know what he's doing.

"It's a simple question. Just answer me and I'll give you what you want." He purred while he was running his nose up my neck.

Oh fuck this

"I'm yours, Ace. Only yours."

He hummed in response and started pumping faster with his fingers. I instantly felt my walls tighten around them.

"Shit" He breathed out and after a few more second, my legs started shaking and I finally reached my release.

I was panting. He looked down at me with his beautiful, brown eyes, and for a moment, I let myself drown in them. They were hiding something but I didn't know what. He lifted up his hand like he wanted to touch my face but then he suddenly pulled away, and ran out of the room. Leaving me here alone, lying on the bed with wide eyes, and shock written on my face.

He used me. He used me again. And I fucking let him.


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