Chapter 32

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Skylar's POV

"Noo, that pink one is awful! She would look like a glace barbie in this. Keep looking."

I was now with my girls. Finallyyy. We were at Lena's house and they were helping me find a dress for that gala thing. I was supposed to do that with Laura, but she got a phone call from her mum in the morning, saying that her dad got a heart attack. We were eating a breakfast, talking and laughing when we heard the news. She was really shattered and her face became as white as a ghost.

I exactly know how she felt because I've been through that before. When we heard about Lily's car accident, we were devastated. It seemed as if the world just stopped and I didn't know how to live anymore. When Laura comes home, I'll have to be there for her. Fortunately, it was nothing serious but still, it's not nice when you find out that someone close to you had an accident, or was close to death.

"That's the one!"

Suddenly, Liv shouted excitingly. She showed me the screen of her laptop and I parted my lips. The dress was red and absolutely breathtaking.

"It's perfect." I whispered with my eyes glued to the screen.

"I think I saw ideal high heels that will go with this dress." Liv said, taking the laptop away from me to keep looking.

I hope Ace will like it. I wonder if he thinks of me as much as I think of him. I can't wait to finally see him, wrap my arms around him and never let him go. It feels like I'm not complete without him. I never thought I would get this attached to someone, let alone be in love with someone so truly, irreversibly and strongly.

Olivia was still searching for those high heels and I glanced at Lena who was sitting quietly on the left side of the sofa and was looking through the window. She was playing with her fingers and she seemed deep in thoughts. Something was wrong and I think I know what it would be but I've never been pushy and I assume that if someone is ready, then they will tell you. But I can be wrong and the reason why she was acting like that could be different than I thought, so I had to ask her.

I was sitting in front of her on the armchair so I leaned forward and put my hand on hers, making her look at me.

"What's wrong?" I asked softly and I saw from the corner of my eye that my question caused Olivia to look at us.

Lena sighed, licked her lips nervously looking on the floor and then back at us.

"No, it's uhm...nothing, I mean-" She closed her eyes for a split second until she reopened them and her eyes were on us again. "I have to tell you something guys."

I was getting really nervous now.

"I may or...may not be gay." She finally stated, lowering her head a bit.

Olivia and I glanced at each other until she spoke.

"I already know that, I thought that you would tell us some juicy gossip or something." Liv said, pretending to be disappointed.

"Jesus I really started to think that something terrible happened." I said with my hand on my heart and Lena looked at us with raised eyebrows.

"You two know?" She asked with a shock evident in her voice, straightening her back.

I leaned against the armchair and let out a sigh of relief. "It wasn't that hard to notice. You barely talk to guys, say to us how some girls look nice and...you remember when there were rumours that you might be gay, and you and Eric told everyone that you slept with each other?" I asked and Lena nodded her head "I was walking from the bathroom and I overheard you two talking about your plan to say that to everyone, even though it wasn't true, so everyone could leave you alone."

"And you didn't tell me that?!" Olivia asked me indignantly. "I had to figure it out by myself." She scoffed.

"But wait, so you're okay with that?" Lena asked.

"And why the fuck wouldn't we? I should be a little offended right now actually. Lena we're friends." Liv looked at her tenderly now and we both grabbed Lena's hands.

"Did you really think that we would be mad at you or I don't know...stop being friends with you because of that?" I asked, caressing the back of her hand with my thumb.

"No, it's not like that I just..." She let out a sight." I thought that you would look at me differently or something. Or that you wouldn't feel comfortable around me knowing that I like girls. And although you two are the most beautiful girls in this world, I promise that you are just my best friends." She said quickly, being clearly nervous.

"Wow, I'm happy that we cleared this issue, because it was really bothering me, you know." Liv said in a sarcastic way and we all burst into laughter. "Bitch please, I could literally show my ass to you and I couldn't care less."

"I already saw your stupid ass, bitch."

We laughed and pulled each other in a tight hug. It's sad that so many people are afraid to show their true self to the world or express your opinion about something because you don't know how others can react. We are scared of being rejected and prefer to agree with everyone even though we think otherwise, just to please someone and not to be excluded from the society or a group of people who are allegedly our friends.

We should be aware of our worth and know that our voice matters. We can't sit in the corner, say nothing and let others push us around. I know that it's not simple and I'm still learning to become that kind of person but I feel like everyday I'm getting closer and closer. Because I'm trying.

"Okayy, if everything is good now, let's get back to making Sky look spectacular. These are the high heels I was talking about, which you are going to wear." Liv turned the laptop around so I could see and I already fell in love with them.

I don't like how I look and I'm trying to accept my body but when I do my make-up and wear something nice, and my hair is done perfectly, I feel so different, so beautiful, so...like a motherfucking queen. I know that my body didn't change but still, it's a good feeling and it's really great to feel like that even for a brief moment.

I spent a really good time with Lena and Olivia and I didn't even realise how much I needed that. While we were talking, Lena said that she met someone and that was one of the reasons why she told us now about her sexual orientation, because she really hopes that it might be serious. I'm extremely happy for her. She's been hiding and pretending to be someone else for way too long. When it comes to Liv, she and Lukas are doing great and nothing can be better than knowing that your best friends are happy.

When I came back to my flat something around 6pm, I went to take a shower, got dressed in black shorts and red oversized sweatshirt and decided to call Laura. I was already sitting on my bed with my phone pressed to my ear. While I was waiting for her to pick up, I was gazing at my room. It was dark but the only light was coming from my precious fairy lights which were hanging from a curtain rod down to the ground. It's such a vibe and I love it.

-Hello?

I suddenly heard Laura's voice.

"Hi, how is your dad?" I asked, sitting down cross-legged. I heard her sigh.

- He's fine, his state is stable, but he really scared us.

"God, I'm glad then. And you? How are you feeling?"

- Uhm tired, that's for sure. - she chuckled- but relieved. We have to make sure with mum that he will not work too much.

"That's good. Did you eat something?" Gee, I felt like a mum but I know that people who are going through some stressful situations tend to neglect themselves and eat less or even not at all.

-Yeah, I wasn't hungry but my mum forced me- I could tell that she was smiling- Sky, I have to go now. I'm staying with them tonight, will you be okay all alone?

"Yes, of course, don't worry about me. Say hello to your parents for me."

- I will.

And after that we hung up. I feel like there's weight off my shoulders. I was really worried about Laura, and her dad. That's difficult time for her and that equals plenty of stress. I put my phone down and got out of my bed to go to the kitchen and drink some water but then my phone started ringing. I ran to my bed and jumped on it, picking up my phone.

Ace

That instantly brought a smile on my face.

"Hi!" I said excitedly and I heard him chuckle.

-Are you that excited because of me?

"Of course. What other reason could it be?"

He chuckled again and it was such a beautiful sound.

-God, I wish I could be with you already.

"Me too. What are you doing now? Are you on a meeting?" I asked and lay down on the bed so it's more comfortable.

- No, just got from one. It was such an exhausting day and all I want right now is you in my arms.

I smiled and wrapped a strand of my hair around my finger.

"I'd like that too. I'm in my bed now but it's not the same when you're not here with me." I said softly.

I have had difficulties with sleep sometimes. I just couldn't fall asleep and even if I manage to do that, there are those stupid nightmares that haunt me. I used to wake up in the middle of the night, screaming and covered in sweat.

But I'm better now, because of Ace.

When I lay in his arms, I know that I'm safe, I know that he is with me, and I know that nothing bad will happen to me. I can sleep peacefully.

-You're not helping, Sky. Fuck...the things I would do to you...

I started to think about all the possible scenerios in my head and suddenly, I felt hot.

"What would you do?" I questioned but my words came out rather as a whisper.

-First, I would kiss every inch of that gorgeous body of yours. Your delicious lips, your perfect breasts, then I would start going lower and lower until I reached your tight, little pussy, and made you go crazy by just fucking you with my tongue and nothing more-

Jesus, hearing him talking dirty to me made me go wild. My hand subconsciously wandered under my sweatshirt and cupped one of my breast massaging it.

-Then, when you come on my tongue, I would bury myself so deep inside of you and fuck you so hard that everyone in the city would know that you belong to me.

He stated darkly with his voice low. I wanted him to do all those things he just said to me so badly. I was extremely turned on right now and didn't know what to do to not be all hot and bothered. I sighed deeply.

"I shouldn't have asked. Now, I'm laying here, wanting you more than ever." I pouted although he couldn't see me.

-Lay down, babe.

"I am." I said confused.

-Good. I want you to touch yourself for me.

My eyes went wide, blushing a deep red. What? What does he- I- no. I don't know how to do it. I've always been too shy and it simply felt weird to do it. I'm not saying that I've never thought about it because I have but... It was always something embarrassing for me and I didn't know where to start anyway.
I bit my lower lip.

"But, I don't know how..." it came out as a whisper. I was embarrassed.

-I will tell you what to do, princess. Now, put your phone on the speaker and place it on the bed near your head.

I did as he said and waited in anticipation for next instructions. I was...excited? I didn't think it would feel good without Ace, but I didn't object. I wanted to try.

"Okay."

-Close your eyes, put your hands on your breasts and start massaging them slightly. Imagine that I'm hovering over you right now and these are my hands that are touching your body.

I took off everything and lay down on the bed again until my bare skin touched the cold material of a blanket. My one hand was on my breast doing what Ace told me to do and the other one ran down my body to the place where I needed it the most.

-Put your hand into your panties and tell me what you feel.

"I've already taken off my clothes, I'm laying here naked and I feel...how wet I am."

I think the second part came out as a slight moan. I could here Ace curse under his breath and take a deep breath.

-Start making circles on your clit. Slowly.

He didn't need to ask twice. I ran my fingers up and down my opening and started circling it, slowly as he said. I tried to picture Ace over me, looking at me with that lust in his eyes. His fingers roaming my naked, hot body, his warm skin pressed to mine. I brushed my finger against my lips, wanting to feel his mouth on mine. I sped up the pace but it was not enough. I needed more.

"Ace, I- it's not enough." I breathed out.

- Thrust your one finger into you.

I bit my lips as I slowly pushed a finger inside my wetness. My back arched slightly and a loud moan excaped my mouth. I whimpered, my nails dug into the sheets. I added the second finger and was thrusting them faster and faster, feeling the tingling in my stomach.

I glanced at my naked body glistening in the moonlight which reflected through the window near my bed. The sight was doing something to me that I think I was even more turned on. I was pumping my fingers and I felt that I was getting closer, but every time I couldn't reach my release.

"Ace..." I whined.

-Yes, baby?

God, his fucking voice

"It is not working..."

-What do you mean?

"I need more, I- I need you" I whimpered and I heard him inhale sharply. "Talk to me, talk to me in Italian." I pleaded.

-In italian, huh? You like it when I talk to you in Italian?

I swear I could hear that he was smirking. He was right though. His naitive language plus his sexy voice always makes me go crazy.

"Ace, please!"

I was getting really frustrated now. It felt like every time when I was closer to coming, it suddenly stopped.

-Sei fortunato che non sono lì con te perché ti scoperei più e più volte per tutta la notte. Non mi importerebbe se tu fossi stanca o no. Userei quella tua figa rosa e ti farei venire un sacco di volte.

(You are lucky that I am not there with you because I would fuck you over and over again the whole night. I wouldn't care if you were tired or not. I would use that pink pussy of yours and make you come plenty of times.)

"Oh my God..." I let out a loud moan.

I could feel my walls start to clench. I  brought my left hand up to my nipple and pinched it, just like Ace always does it. My breathing was heavy and I could feel the wave of pleasure getting closer. My lips trembled and my eyes flew shut.

- Vieni per me, amore.

(Come for me, love.)

Ace stated hotly. Suddenly, my walls tightened around my fingers and I climaxed hard, throwing my head back in pleasure and yelling out his name. It felt amazing.

I was lying on the bed and trying to steady my breathing. I was so tired. My eyelids became heavy and I slowly started to drift off. However, before falling asleep completely, I heard Ace's soothing voice.

  - Sweet dreams, amore.

Oh they will be sweet, trust me


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