Chapter 25

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Skylar's POV

One month later

Everything has been great so far. Ace and I had a couple of fights but they weren't serious and I think it's normal to have an argument in a relationship or with your friend once in a while. I had a few bad days (most of them because of Chloe and her comments) but Ace was with me. We spent Christmas with my family. Ace bought everyone very expensive presents, including me, and that was one reason why we fought.

I don't want him to buy me pricey things because I don't care about his money. I'm used to my life and I don't need some fancy clothes or jewellery to feel exceptional. When it comes to Ace's mum, he still doesn't talk to her. The only conversation they make with each other is about Andy and when Ace can pick him up. I have to work on him, I guess.

Marco invited us for dinner today and Laura was there as well. They were laughing all the time and he even made her blush a bit! I thought it was impossible. It was good to see her happy and relaxed since she broke up with Alex. When we left, Laura said that she would stay a little longer so I don't want to know what they are doing right now. We were now lying together in Ace's bed, talking and cuddling.

"Do you think that Marco wants something serious with Laura or is it just some fun?" I asked.

My head was lying on Ace's chest while he was running his fingers up and down my arm.

"He's had a crush on her since...I don't even remember but she was with Jacob so he couldn't do anything about it."

"I just don't want him to hurt her." I muttered.

Seeing people hurt isn't nice, especially if those are really close people to you. She is like a sister to me and I'd do everything to protect her.

Ace kissed my forehead and pulled me closer to him.

"Don't worry, he's a good guy."

I nodded my head and nuzzled up to him.

"You know...you looked really hot today." His voice became a little lower and I gulped.

I was wearing black, leather trousers and red blouse with thin straps. I noticed him glancing at me from time to time but I didn't know it had something to do with the way I was dressed.

"I couldn't take my eyes off of you."

He ran his fingers down my neck and then a little lower until it reached my cleavage. I pushed his hand away playfully.

"We'll see if you can't take yours eyes off of me when I get dressed in a rubbish bag." I laughed.

He put his hand on my cheek and looked me in my eyes.

"I would still look at you and only you, I assure you." There was a seriousness in his voice. "I love you."

Yeah, about that...

I still haven't told him that. I just couldn't! I could tell that it was hard for him and he was becoming a little impatient because he still doesn't know how I feal about him.

"I know" I whispered.

Ace sighed and lowered his head a bit, closing his eyes. He suddenly got up from bed and came up to a chair to grab his jacket. I sat up straight on the bed furrowing my eyebrows.

"Where are you going?"

"I...I need to go to the company." He said, not looking in my direction.

"What? Now?"

He still didn't look at me and left the room. I got up from the bed and ran after him.

"Ace, what's wrong?"

"I just need to-" He ran his hand through his hair nervously "-think."

"About what? Can't you think here?"

"Skylar, I don't know what you want from me! I know that you don't trust easly and you want constant assurance but I keep telling you that I care about you and that I fucking love you, while you keep being silent!" He shouted.

It was clear that he was confused. He seemed helpless, like he didn't know what else to do.

"Ace, you don't understand." I whispered and came up to him but he stepped back.

I ain't gonna lie, it hurt but I think I kind of deserved it.

"If you are not capable of loving me, then tell me! It will hurt like a bitch but I'll walk away if that's what you want. But don't ask me to become friends with you because I wouldn't be able to be just a friend to you."

"Ace, please. I-" My eyes became glossy. What was he trying to say? I was interrupted by him.

"You're such a hypocrite. You don't feel the same, yet you want to keep me around. Do you think it's easy for me to confess my feelings for you but all I get in return is "thanks" or "I know"? " He said with sadness in his voice.

I was standing with my teary eyes and gawking at him.

Just say something for God's sake, Skylar!

I couldn't form a proper sentence. My hands started shaking. Ace's lips formed in a thin line and he nodded his head, looking down.

"I think it's better if you come back to your flat."

He turned around and put his hand on the handle. That's when my brain started working and decided to do something.

"I'm scared, okay?!" I wanted to scream but that sentence came out rather as a whine.

Ace turned around and when he saw that I started crying, his eyes softened a bit, but he stayed where he was.

"I'm scared that it all is just temporally! It hurts so bad when someone makes you feel special and then suddenly leaves you like you were some piece of shit! You're right that I need a lot of reassurance and even more time to open up to someone and simply trust them because the people I met in my life and the trauma from past experiences has taught me that no one actually wants me and you'll leave me like everybody else! I'm scared that one day you will wake up and decide that you don't want me anymore. I'm scared that you'll get fed up with me, my mood swings, my constant need of reassurance and that baggage I'm carrying on my shoulders! Because no one cares about our problems in this fucked up world. I was scared to admit that...-" I bit my lower lip "-that I love you because I thought that it would be easier knowing that I didn't say those three words while watching you walking away."

Tears were falling down my cheeks and I covered my face with my shaky hands. Suddenly, Ace put his one hand on the back of my neck putting my head on his chest while the other one was on my back pulling me impossibly close to him.

"Shh, it's okay. I'm sorry."

His voice was soft and soothing. He was rubbing my back and I calmed down a bit. His touch always brings me comfort. And peace. After a few minutes, there were just some quiet sobs coming out of my mouth from time to time.

After a while, he lifted up my face so now we were looking into each other's eyes.

"I need you to listen to me very carefully." Ace said calmly and I nodded. "I love you. All of you. All your flaws and quirks. I love your baggage and all the stuff you're carrying on your shoulders. You're sweet and kind. You can have your heart ripped out and stomped on and still be there for everyone who needs help. You're special and unique. No one can make me smile like you do. I want you with all your imperfections and I will always want you. I've chosen you and I will keep choosing you. Don't you understand? I'm head over heels in love with you. I'm here and I'm not going anywhere. "

A nervous laugh escaped my mouth, still crying but this time those were happy tears. God, I love this man so much.

Ace pressed our foreheads together and I closed my eyes for a brief moment. I've been so confusing and annoying yet he stayed. He was patient with me like I promised to be patient with him and he didn't give up on me. I leaned forward and pressed my lips against his. His touch, his kisses, everything about him is so addicting, so intoxicating.

He ran his tongue over my lips asking for the entrance and I gladly gave it to him. Our kiss was slow at first but then it turned into more aggressive one. Ace grabbed my waist tightly and my hands found the way to his hair tugging it. He groaned into my mouth and I almost lost it. I noticed that we were moving and Ace was leading us somewhere.

We were kissing all the time until I felt something soft behind me. Ace put me on the bed, towering over me. He broke our kiss just to start sucking on the sensitive skin on my neck. I moaned at the sensation.

"God, you and your little moans..." Ace said hotly.

He swiftly took off my blouse and pulled down my trousers and I did the same with his clothes. When I was only in my underwear, he stopped his actions to scan my body with his lustful eyes. I was wearing a white, lacy set. His jaw twitched and he tried to calm himself down.

He leaned forward and brought his lips to mine again in a heated and passionate kiss. Ace's hands were roaming my body and I felt like every place he touched was burning. He swiftly took off my bra and I was running my fingers over his chest while he pulled down my panties. He spread my legs and settled in between them.

I felt heat rushing through my whole body when I felt his finger running up and down my needy clit. He nuzzled his head into my neck and I heard him breathing heavily.

"You're drenched, Skylar." He stated in a low voice making an unsettling throbbing between my thighs.

Suddenly, he pushed his long finger in my tight hole and I let out a moan. He was thrusting his finger in and out of me, but it wasn't enough. I wanted more. I wanted him.

"Ace..." I said through a little moan.

He lifted up his face from my neck to look at me.

"Yes, baby?" He was staring down at me, our eyes locked on each other.

"I want you. All of you..."

I saw how his eyes darkened at my words and I swallowed. Hard. His pupils dilated.

"Skylar, are you sure? Maybe it's because of many emotions and-"

I cut him off connecting our lips together.

I looked into his eyes and whispered "Please..."

His nostrils flickered and I knew it would work.

I gasped when all of a sudden he added a second finger. He was thrusting in and out of me, stretching me out. He kissed my neck, then my collarbone and then he took my nipple into his mouth bitting and sucking on it. I arched my back and tungled my hands in his soft hair.

"You like that, hm? Right there?"

"Mhm..." I couldn't even make a proper sentence. My mind was a mess.

Goosebumps dusted my skin. I was scared but excited at the same time. I wanted to finally feel him inside of me.

Ace slowed down his pace with his fingers and reached to the bedside table. He was holding a golden foil packet and then ripped it open with his teeth, pulling out a condom. He put it over the top and rolled down the rest. He was huge. I was watching him with my wide eyes and I think Ace noticed a terror in them because he leaned in to kiss me.

"I'll be gentle. I promise." He stated against my lips and I nodded. I could see that he was hesitant but I trust him.

He positioned himself at my entrance and slowly entered me. I gasped holding my breath when I felt his tip in me. I winced slightly and he stopped immediately.

"Do you want me to stop?"

He was looking down at me in question. Concern obvious in his voice.

"N-no, just go slow." I whispered.

He connected our lips together and he slowly slid his length into me. Inch by inch. It was hurting like a bitch but I kept telling myself that it would turn into pleasure eventually. I closed my eyes and clenched my fists.

"Look at me, Skylar. I want to see you when it happens." Ace stated darkly and I obliged.

I bit my lip because the pain was unbearable and I wanted to distract myself. He must have noticed that because his one hand wandered to my clit, rubbing it gently. I think he knew what he was doing beceasue it did help to ease the pain a bit.

I felt filled and stretched. He saw that I was trying to grip the sheets, looking for something to hold onto, so he removed his hand from my leg and intertwined his fingers with mine. A lonely tear escaped my eye. He leaned in and kissed that tear away and then nuzzled his head in my neck kissing it gently.

"You're doing so great, baby." His low and dark voice was making my senses go overdrive.

I wrapped my legs around his waist tighter. The lust in his eyes made me shudder. They were not leaving mine and that was making my hair stand up on end. I could see that he tried to hold back and not fuck me senseless. His jaw twitched and the veins on his biceps were visible for me to see.

"I don't know how much longer I can hold it. You're so tight."

I noticed how his biceps flexed from the force he gripped the sheets. I kissed his jaw.

"Then don't. Faster, Ace" I moaned as I felt the burning feeling inside my stomach. His lips curled into a smirk.

"You look so sexy, Skylar. You have no idea how long I've been waiting to be inside that tight pussy of yours." He bit on my earlobe and continued "Tonight, I'm being gentle with you but then I'll fuck you so hard that your throat will be sore from screaming my name."

His husky voice was sending me to the edge.

"Ace!" I let out a loud moan and he increased his pace.

My fingers were digging into his strong back and he groaned. His pumps were speeding but not too fast. He still wanted to take his time with me and be gentle as he promised. I rushed my fingers through his hair while he was planting openmouthed kisses on the place where my shoulder meets my neck.

"Tell me you love me." He demanded hotly sending shivers down my body, making me whimper.

"I love you." I breathed out.

Something in his eyes twinkled and I could feel that I was close.

"Again."

He was pounding into me deeper and I cried out in pain and pleasure, dugging my nails into his shoulders.

"I love you!" I yelled.

Ace was breathing fast and he was close to his release too.

"God, I love you so much." He stated. I closed my eyes and was practically gulping for air. "Relax, baby. Just let go." He said against my neck, kissing the sensitive skin "Come for me, love."

I clenched around him and called out his name as my eyes rolled to the back. The waves of pleasure flew over me and Ace inhaled sharply. I felt him stiffen before he yelled out in ecstasy. He collapsed on top of me but without crashing me. We both were panting like crazy. Ace lifted up his face and tucked a hair strand behind my ear, caressing my cheek in a circular motion.

"That was amazing." He breathed out and I sent him a weak smile. "Are you alright?" He sounded worried but I put my hands on his cheeks and kissed his lips softly. I pulled away and smiled at him.

"I've never been better."

A satisfied smile came upon his lips and he kissed my lips one more time.

He tried to pull out of me carefully but I winced anyway.

"Shit, I'm sorry."

"It's okay." I smiled at him.

"Let's run a bath for you. Wrap your arm around my neck."

I did as he told me and he picked me up bridal style.

Ace washed me cautiously like I was going to break into pieces and then carried me to bed. I felt exhausted. It was a really long day and especially after sex with Ace I was even more tired. I couldn't believe that I finally did it. But I'm glad that it was with Ace. I couldn't imagine doing it with someone else.

We were now lying together, Ace's arm was wrapped around my waist while mine was around his bare chest. Our legs tangled together. He was making circles on my arm and I felt so...peaceful.

"What are you thinking about?" Ace's voice pulled me out of my thoughts.

"About what just happend." I answered softly.

"Do you regret it?" His voice cracked a bit.

"Of course not." I glanced up at him and put my hand on his cheek caressing it gently. "I can't imagine doing it with anyone else."

He leaned into my touch and smiled slightly at me.

"I love you." He stated with his eyes locked on mine.

"I love you." I whispered and he leaned in to kiss me.


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