Chapter 14

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Skylar's POV

I was standing between his legs. He was tracing his hands up and down my bare body, kissing and sucking gently on my neck. It felt like my skin was on fire every time he touched me. He cupped my bra with his hands and his thumbs were teasing my nipples through the material. I tilted my head to the back.

He kissed my neck, and then started going lower. With every next kiss I was becoming more hot. He suddenly started planting soft kisses on every stretch mark on my stomach, and then on every cut on my thighs. I was looking down at him with tears in my eyes. I couldn't believe that I showed him my body, my flaws, let alone let him touch or kiss all those places which I'm the most insecure about. But he was touching me with such a gentleness and fondness like no one else before.

I let out a small sob and Ace instantly looked up at me. He placed his hand on my cheek and was looking at me with a soft expression on his face. He pulled my face closer to his and connected our lips together. It was a slow kiss, full of emotions. He always makes me feel so pretty, so special. When I'm with him, I forget about everything. I closed my eyes and focused on his delicious lips moving against mine.

I felt him move, I think he stood up. He grasped my waist, turned me around, and placed me gently on the bed still with his lips firmly pressed to mine. I couldn't get enough of him. He was like drug to me. With every taste I wanted more and more.

Ace pulled away slightly and looked down. He looked back up at me and started peeling my panties off. Slowly. He slipped his hand swiftly behind my back and unclasped my bra, throwing it somewhere on the floor.

Ace's eyes were roaming my naked body and I was breathing fast. I was completely exposed to him.

"God, Skylar. You're so fucking beautiful." He said, towering over me. His face inches away from mine. "Every damn time when I look at you, I want to fuck you so hard that you would never be satisfied by any other man but me." he whispered hoarsely against my neck.

I let out a slight moan. He was driving me crazy with his dirty words.

"Don't you think y-you're overdressed?" I gasped out a moan when I felt his hand cupping my hot sex. I wanted to touch him, feel his muscles under my hands.

He chuckled before he said against my lips "I guess, I am."

He pulled away and I instantly missed his warm body. He took off his t-shirt, rewarding me with this amazing sight. He is so hot. I don't know why he wants to be with me when he can have any other girl he wants.

Ace's lips were on mine again but this time more aggressively. I was trying to catch my breath when I felt his fingers over my clit, rubbing it. A light moan escaped from my throat. My one hand was running up and down his back, dugging my nails into his bare skin and the other one was running through his hair, tugging it. He let out a sexy groan into my mouth.

Ace broke our kiss and started kissing all the way down from my lips to my stomach until his face was right in front of my wet core. My eyes widened.

"Ace w-what are yo-"

He didn't let me finish my sentence. I felt him lick my lower lips and I arched my back slightly. His one hand gripping my thigh to hold me firmly in place while the other one went up to my breast, pinching my sensitive nipple. He flicked his tongue over my clit and I moaned loudly.

"Oh my God"

"You taste so fucking delicious, princess." He stated hotly against my throbing core and the slight of vibrations caused another moan from me.

I gripped his hair tightly and he groaned. He was thrusting his tongue in and out of my pussy and I felt an upcoming sensation in my stomach. My heart was hammering inside of my chest.

I looked down at him and our eyes met. He was staring up at me with his not chocolate eyes anymore, because they were almost black now. With a few more thrusts with his tongue, suddenly my legs started shaking and I threw my head back screaming his name.

I was trying to steady my breaths while lying on the bed with my eyes closed. When I opened them, Ace was in front of me, looking into my eyes. I could tell that he was extremely turned on. His eyes were full of lust but I couldn't give him what he wanted. I wasn't ready yet. He gave me a long kiss until he pulled away slightly. A smirk dancing around his lips.

"You're so fucking hot when you cum."

I felt blush creeping up my cheeks and I lowered my head, but he grabbed it quickly so I was looking in his eyes again.

"Don't get so shy on me now. A few seconds ago you were screaming my name while I was eating you out." He said huskily and kissed me one more time.

Ace lay down next to me wrapping his big arm around my waist and covering us with a blanket. His hand was making circles on my bare skin. I couldn't help but think what had just happened. I never thought I would expose myself like that to anyone. I'm glad though. I'm glad that it was Ace who I exposed myself to.

My head was lying on his chest, our legs tangled together. I was running my fingers up and down his muscular, tanned chest covered in tattoos.

"Didn't you want to live in Italy?" I asked after a moment of silence. "I mean, Poland is cool but I bet many people would prefer Italy."

"I'd rather be where you are." He smiled down at me and I returned it.

"Your mum is from Italy right?"

"My dad was, actually." He answered with a slight pain in his voice.

"Why did you move to Poland?"

He took a deep breath, staring off into space.

"My mum wanted to live in Poland and my dad agreed to come back here. But just to be...cheated by her in the end." He said the word 'her' with so much venom in his voice. I could tell that he doesn't have a good relation with his mum.

I wanted to say something but Ace continued.

"He left everything for her. His home, family, friends. He really loved her and she threw away all those years of marriage just like that."

I could feel how his muscles buldged underneath me. A vein popped out in his neck.

"H-how did he die?" I whispered.

I was scared that it is a sensitive topic and he would get more furious, but I couldn't help but ask.

"A car accident. He uhm I think he knew that she was cheating on him way before because they were fighting a lot. But he still sticked around because he still had a hope, I guess. Then, he started drinking. He would come home drank every fucking night. And one day he drank too much. He was driving and hit another car. He died on the spot. Police claimed it was a suicide because he left a will on his desk where was written that everything he has, belongs to me now. I hated her so much, I still do. It's her fault that it happend. "

His eyebrows were furrowed, and his jaw clenched.

"Is she here in Poland?" I asked him.

"Yeah, she lives with him. And Andy."

"Who's Andy?"

"I though he was my brother but after my dad died, I found out that he wasn't his child. My mum cheated on my dad a few years earlier."

I don't understand people. They vow their unconditional and forever love for God's sake and then do what! I couldn't imagine how his father felt. It must have been a kick in the teeth. There's nothing more terrible and disgusting than cheating.

I would never be able to forgive such a thing.

"He's still your brother, Ace. " I said softly and lifted up my head a little to look at him.

"We had a really great bond but now I just can't look at him."

"It's not his fault. Besides, just think how he feels right now. He had an amazing brother and suddenly he lost him just like that. How old is he?"

"Five."

"He's just a child and doesn't understand all of that. Just...try to spend some time with him again. I can tell that he is a lovely boy."

Ace looked like he was really thinking about it. He glanced down at me and the corners of his mouth turned up.

"Maybe you're right." He said.

"I am right." I smiled back at him emphasising every word.

"What a cocky girlfriend I have." He chuckled and pinched the bridge of my nose, making me giggle. But then his face became more serious. Or rather sad. I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Why are you doing this?" He asked quietly.

I lowered my head. I knew what he was referring to. "Why am I doing what?" I played dumb.

"You know what I mean, Skylar."

I sighed. "Well, where should I start?"

I started to get nervous. I don't want to talk to him about it. I'm afraid that he will think I'm just too much. That he will simply give up on me.

"From the beginning."

"I don't know Ace... I'm just complicated. There are days when I feel okay but then when I see all those girls on Instagram or on the street I just want to shut myself in my room and cry. A few years ago I...I started..." I felt tears gather in my eyes. I've never talked to anyone about this.

I mean, Lena found out by accident so I had to tell her. However, she doesn't know everything and I haven't spoken to her about that ever since.

"It's okay, I'm here with you." Ace's soft voice calmed me down a little. I let out a slight sob and continued.

"A few years ago I started cutting myself. It always makes me feel better when I do it. That I deserve that pain."

Ace's grip on my waist tightened and he pulled me closer to his chest protectively.

"After someone tells me even a slightest comment on my appearance or whatsoever, I can't get rid of it out of my head. I stress about everything. I feel so many things all at once that sometimes I think that I'm going to explode. I hate myself so much..."

I started sobbing. I couldn't stop tears anymore.

"I'm so emotionally drained sometimes that even sleep doesn't help anymore and I wake up still fucking tired. I'm damaged, Ace. I struggle with many things. I have that heavy feeling in my chest all the time, even when nothing bad really happened. There are days when I'm curled up on a ball and won't talk to anyone. So just for you to know that I'll not always be that happy person. Before you enter my life just think twice. Don't do it if you can't handle it and don't get close to my heart if you are not ready for it."

Wow, what a way to make a guy wants you. But I just wanted to be honest. I'm not a very easy person to be around with and he has the right to know it.

Ace grasped my face with his both hands and pulled me into a kiss. I didn't expect that kind of reaction from him. It was slow and not that long, but it meant a lot. He pulled away and whispered against my lips

"You're so precious, Skylar. So delicate yet strong. I want to spend every fucking day with you even when it's your bad one. When I see you curled up in a ball, I'll take you to bed and lay with you until I see you smiling again. When I see you being insecure about your body, I'll kiss every inch of your skin to show you how perfect and beautiful you are. I'm sorry that you've been through so much pain in your life and that so many people failed you. I can't tell you that I'm perfect because I'm not, and I'll probably hurt you many times but just know that it's not intentional. You have to stop worrying about everything so much. "

"How? " I whispered.

"Let go"

His words made my heart melt. I would never think that Ace could say all of this to me.

"I'm trying, Ace. I really am." My lips whimpered and I started shaking a little.

"Hey, hey I know. And that's what really matters." He pulled me into a tight hug.

"Thank you, Ace. For being with me and...saying all those words. I really appreciate it."

"You don't have to thank me, princess." He hugged me even tighter that I didn't know it was even possible. "Let's change the topic. Your mum owns a florist's shop, right? I bet you used to play among all those flowers when you were younger, huh?" He chuckled.

"Yeah, I always pulled them out and put them in my hair. I pretended to be a princess." I smiled at the memory. "My mum always got so mad." I laughed and Ace joined me.

"What's your favourite flower?" He asked me.

"A sunflower." I answered almost instantly.

"A sunflower?" He asked, raising his eyebrows.

I put my chin on his chest and looked up at him.

"Why are you so surprised?"

"I don't know, I just thought you would say a rose or...a toulipe like all girls do."

"Well, I'm not like other girls then" I shrugged.

"Oh I know that." A small smile played on his lips, showing his cute dimples. "Why though?"

"I've just always felt like a sunflower in a field of roses, you know? Always different, always peciular. And apart from that, despite the fact that I prefer darkness and night, I really like a yellow colour." I sent him a huge grin and he returned it.

"You're truly amazing, Skylar."

We were lying like that for a while now, no one said anything. We were just enjoying our presence. It was a really shity day today but Ace made it quite bearable.

When we were lying like that, a name popped up in my head. Elle. I wanted to ask him about her but I didn't want to spoil the mood. Besides, if he was ready, he would tell me. Right? Or maybe he thought that I forgot about her so he didn't bring up the topic. But if we are in a relationship now, we should know things about each other. We can't have secrets.

"What my sweet girl is thinking about so hard?" Ace's voice brought me to reality.

Ask him? Or wait till he's ready?

"Nothing." I smiled up at him.

"Skylar, I know something's bothering you." He said and shifted a little so my face was in front of him. I bit down on my lip and his eyes followed my movement.

"Ace...who's Elle?" My voice above a whisper. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath.

"We are not talking about that." He stated sternly.

"But why? Is she someone important to you? Did she-"

Ace didn't let me finish that sentence because he cut me off.

"I said we are not fucking talking about that!" He shouted, making me flinch. "That's none of your business so stop sticking your nose where it doesn't belong."

I felt my chest tighten. I hate it when people are screaming at me.

He got out of the bed and started putting on his t-shirt. He was doing it again. He was shutting me out. I turned around that I was facing the window, and Ace was behind me now. A small tear escaped my eye. I'm so pathetic. Crying over every little thing. But he could have simply answered me without all that yelling. I would have understood. That response of his wasn't necessary.

I heard his footsteps and suddenly he was kneeling in front of me on the floor next to my bed.

"Sky, I'm sorry." He said softly and put his hand on my wet cheek. "I shouldn't have shouted at you. It's just...I don't want to talk about her now. It's a conversation for another time."

"It's okay. You were right, it's not my business."

He shook his head and said "No, it's not okay and you have every right to ask me about things because you're my girlfriend. I promise you I'll tell you but not today." and I nodded.

"I know that it's hard to open up to someone and I could tell that its not an easy topic for you so I'll be patient. As I promised." I smiled at him slightly, receiving a breathtaking smile from him as well.

"I'll have to go now. I have a meeting early tomorrow."

My smiled dropped a little.

"Can't you stay the night? And you'll leave tomorrow like you did last time?" I asked, hoping that he would agree.

"Do you want me to?" He asked and I nodded quickly which made him chuckle.

He took off his t-shirt again, then his trousers, leaving him only with his boxers.

Jesus, what a sight

Ace went under the covers and pulled me closer to his bare chest. He kissed my neck softly and I let out a content sigh.

"Goodnight, baby."

"Goodnight, Ace." I mumbled, yawning.

I scooted closer to him and snuggled my face in his chest. After just a few seconds, I fell asleep, feeling his warm body pressed against my own.


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