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Warning: Mature Content. Read at your own risk.

Y / N

If my heart thumping rapidly in my chest was any proof, then I wasn't scared of what was coming next.

My chest rose and fell with every breath as Namjoon's heated gaze roved over my half-naked body. I kept my arms crossed in front of my chest but Namjoon wasn't having any of it.

"I want you, Y/N." He murmured. "All of you."
Taking my hands he pushed them upwards. "Hold them up. Don't bring them down until I say so."

I whimpered as his hands travelled the length of my arms and tracing the curve of my bra-clad breasts, dipped downwards to rest on my lower waist. His thumbs drew dizzying circles on my skin causing me to pull back and I could feel the wooden edge of his desk digging into my skin.

"Bed-the bedroom, Joon. Please-" I whispered.

Namjoon nodded. Wasting no time, he had slipped his coat onto my shoulders and was lifting me up.

"Hold on tight. There'll be men in the hallways so let's be careful about skin exposure, okay?"

I clutched on to the lapels hard as Namjoon walked swiftly. I couldn't imagine having to face his men so I hid my face in his chest, holding on to his shirt tightly with one hand.

"Don't do that, sweetheart. You'll pull off the buttons." He teased chuckling softly. "Don't worry, no one's going to look. They don't dare to."

I nodded, still hiding my face as a small smile played on my lips. I was still embarrassed but his endearing behaviour was making me squeal inwardly. I closed my eyes and really felt Namjoon for the first time.

His scent was masculine yet not overpowering. I shifted in his arms, sniffing the exposed skin of his neck. I didn't realise that my nose was rubbing against his sweet spot and I stiffened when he groaned, his fingers tightening on my thighs.

"I love it when you get explorative." He grinned. "Continue while you can. I assure you, once we are in the bedroom, I'll make you moan more frequently than you breathe."

I looked up at him seriously. "Go easy on me, Joon. I'll go ahead with anything you want but I might not be able to-"

"Shush, sweetheart. I know what I'm talking about. If you trust me, leave it to me." He pecked my forehead and gazed down at me lovingly. "I'd never hurt you."

I blushed as I muttered a hurried okay. Who would've thought that I'd be having "sex" conversations with him despite having such an aversion to anything even remotely sexual?

My thoughts returned to the present when Namjoon lowered me onto the bed. "Hands up, princess." He instructed immediately as he gestured for me to hand him the coat. "Get that thing off and let's not waste time." He smirked.

Tossing the coat somewhere, he pulled off all the bedcovers and threw them on the floor.

His eyes burned with an intensity foreign to me as he proceeded to pull off the dress from my waist. "I don't want any barriers between us."

He tossed the dress away and began working on his clothes. "I want just you and me. Naked."

My face burned as he discarded his shirt and pants, completely at ease with his body.

Flustered, I took the moment to admire the svelte strength of his body. He was lean, muscular and beautiful just like I'd imagined.

He was everything my childhood self had dreamed of and everything my adult virgin self could think of.

"I'll let you take the lead tonight." He sat propped against the headboard, legs casually sprawled out. He smiled lopsidedly. "This is a golden chance, Y/N. Do what you want to me."

I licked my lips, looking down at my hands clasped together in my lap.
"But I don't know-"

"Come here." He pulled me towards him and I felt his hands slip under my hair as he pulled me in for a kiss.

This time, the kiss wasn't angry or hurried. It was wet and warm and languid. He was taking his time kissing my mouth and judging from my satisfied hums of pleasure, I knew he was doing it right.

I missed the contact as soon as he pulled away.

His finger twirled a strand of my hair as he pulled me towards him, our breaths mingling. Our lips hovered over each other but never touched and then, he smirked.

"I want you to seduce me, Y/N." He crooned. "I'm naked...well almost and you will be soon." He winked as my face reddened. "So do it your own way. I'll guide you." He palmed my cheek softly and I nodded.

I didn't know much about seducing a man but from all the movies I'd seen or whatever little I'd read, I knew that I could start from the neck. Plus, his has smelled so good so awkwardly pushing back my hair, I placed both my hands on his shoulders and began kissing down his neck. My body trembled but his hands on my waist steadied me. His laughter vibrated in his chest.

"Relax Y/N. You'll be amazing." He smiled. "I'm not someone you need to be so conscious with."

Encouraged, I began leaving kisses at a shorter distance and alternated with a little bit of tongue action. I almost thought I was doing something wrong until Namjoon moaned. I looked up at him shocked and his eyes were closed, his adam's apple bobbing in his throat.

"Keep going, ah that feels fantastic." He groaned and I tried going lower.

Halfway down his stomach, I jumped when he grabbed my hand.

"No lower, you little vixen." He hissed softly. "I won't last if you do that."

I pulled away slightly confused. "Um, what should-"

I squealed when Namjoon tackled me into the mattress. "Now it's time that I should do something. Tell me if you want me to stop. Anytime you want, I'll stop."

I didn't get the time to do anything except nod before Namjoon swooped down to place a kiss right underneath my belly button and my back arched. "Down tiger," He teased as he left a trail of hot, open mouthed kisses along the hemline of my panties and by the time he finished, I was disoriented with pleasure and the sheets around my hands had been pulled at mercilessly.

"I'm going to take this off." He reached for my bra and I nodded silently. There was no use delaying things now. I didn't want him to stop.

In a few minutes, Namjoon and I were both stark naked as he gazed down at me.

"You've become a lovely, lovely woman, Y/N. I swear to God, I've never seen someone as beautiful as you before." His voice was full of awe and I truly felt beautiful under his gaze but then, tears pricked my eyes.

Tears of guilt.

"But if only I hadn't been-"

Namjoon silenced me immediately. "I told you, Y/N. I don't care about the past. I only care about the present which is what we have now and the future which is you and me together." He kissed my lips softly. "These lips should only smile, sing and kiss me from now on. I don't want these lips to remember any bad memories."

Tears flowed down my cheeks as I nodded. I let Namjoon wipe my tears before I spread my legs for him.

"I'm feeling uncomfortable, Joon." I breathed shamefully. "I think-"

"No, you're beautiful." Namjoon grinned. I trembled as I felt him touch my womanhood, his fingers sliding against the wetness. "It's a proof of your desire for me, Y/N. I'm so proud I could do this to you."

K I M  N A M J O O N

Y/N was even tighter than I'd expected and I could feel my control slipping.

Her tears from the initial pain had dried up and now she was clutching onto my arms tightly as I let her adjust.

"This won't do." I groaned and then rolled us over so that Y/N was on top.

"I'd have gone too hard, princess." I breathed. "Now, you can go as slow as you like."

I supported her thighs as she gently lowered herself onto me and my eyes shut as soon as I felt her moist tightness convulse around me. The feeling was primal, a wave of insatiable desire as she moved torturously slow, riding me.

"Kiss me, please." Her voice was a plea and I was more than ready to oblige.

Somewhere along the process, she let me take over as I thrusted into her. She was a moaning mess as she took me in like a good girl, meeting my thrusts with squeezes of her own and I was so near exploding. We were constantly on the edge but her moans drove me insane.

I loved her beautiful figure trembling underneath me, her mouth red and swollen from all the kissing. I loved the thin sheen of sweat on our bodies, making us one...binding us together.

Most importantly, I loved that I could finally make her mine without her fears kicking in.

"I love you." My eyes shot open at the weakly whispered word and I couldn't believe my ears.
Under me Y/N had pushed herself against me, her body shaking.

"I-I'm ah, Joon!" Her head was thrown back and she convulsed rapidly around my member. I groaned as my own orgasm kicked in.

I didn't even bother to pull out as my body slumped over Y/N's. Her arms weakly wrapped around my waist as she let me kiss her once again.

I breathed in the scent of her arousal and pressed my lips against her forehead.

"I love you too, my precious."


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