[27.] Letting go

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Samantha's P.O.V



"Liam... I am so sorry about that. I wasn't thinking straight. I was so caught up with trying to make him notice me and like me that I took advantage of you and your feelings.



I was an asshole and I know that what I did was stupid and wrong. I can't believe I did that and for a prick like him. You deserve so much better Liam and I am not what you need.



I am wrecked up and broken. No one would want to be with me and I wouldn't blame you out of all people considering what I did to you." I blurted out so fast while I had my hands covering my face.



This isn't me. I am not the type who would use people for my personal gain. But being around Alex messed with my head and I became a totally different person.



Just because of that I hurt the one person who truly liked me.



Way to go Davis!


"Don't. You. Dare. Say. That." Liam said through gritted teeth.



What's with men and speaking like that when they are irritated?


He held my wrist and pulled them towards him as he kissed my knuckles.



"Listen to me... You are worth so much more and it pains me to see that you don't see it. Sammie you are the reason why I came here.



You are the reason I still live in that building and you are the reason I smile each morning. It's you Samantha. Why can't you see that?" He searched my eyes as if waiting for a response. A response I had no idea what it would be.



"I am nothing Liam. Look at me. I am not exactly pretty." I nervously laughed as my eyes stung and began to blur from my tears on the verge of falling on my flushed cheeks.



"Please don't Samantha. Don't cry. Please. It hurts me to see you like this." Liam walks towards as I had moved away from the bed in a way to demonstrate how unattractive I was.


It just hurt to know that from my childhood I never got the chance to be called beautiful. I had been taunted about my pale skin. How tiny my frame was. It just made me hate the mere sight of my reflection.



"No Liam. No! Don't come near me... I I am not worth it okay! I never have and never will. Look at yourself! Any girl would die just to have you. Don't waste your time with me okay! Don't." I slid down the door and Liam quickly hugged me even though I tried multiple times to move away from him.



"I want you Samantha. And only you. Believe me."Liam cooed.


"Don't f*cking say that! That's exactly what he said to me." I screamed as I covered my ears and cried even more.




I hadn't realized that this whole time all I had been doing was cover up the hurt I had been feeling rather than letting it all out.



And there was nothing more that I wanted than exactly that. I let myself go and let it all out. I didn't want the hurt he caused me in my system anymore. I can't let him have control over me. Not anymore.


Bye Alex.


"I mean it. That is the difference between what he said and what I am saying. Look at me Sammie. I want you and only you." He kissed my forehead and kissed my nose. He wiped my tears away and brushed my eyebrows with his thumb as he looked deep into my eyes.


Liam kissed my cheek and the corner of my lips leaving a feeling I couldn't comprehend. He pulled away and carried me bridal style and placed me on the bed.


"Uhmm I am going to go now. Uh good night Samantha."


"Liam... Please stay." I pleaded.


He climbed in bed with me and held me right as I inhaled his scent that sent shivers down my spine. I looked up at him as I lay my head on his chest.


He was staring at the ceiling and I drew circles at the base of his neck as darkness swallowed me while his steady heartbeat lured me to a calm sleep.



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