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"You thought I only craved for your body when I had already surrendered my soul to you."
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He wanted her badly.
His eyes searching for just one approval from her side.
A nod of her head or touch of her fingers.
Anything that indicated that she wanted him as badly as he wanted her.
But there was nothing except insecurities.
Insecurities about herself, insecurities about her innocence and especially insecurities of his love.
She had jumped back from him as soon as she saw the unknown emotion in his eyes.
Her innocent eyes dancing between his eyes and lips.
Her naivety was tempting.
That not so perfect nose and those not so beautiful eyes were no longer ugly.
Everything felt perfectly fitted.
Not a single flaw his eyes could make out.
His fingers running through that entanglement dark mess of her hair.
They felt soft contrary to his expectations.
Pulling her closer to him she landed on his chest with eyes wide in surprise.
Her fragrance again engulfed him and this made him lose his senses.
He was lost in her.
In those wide surprised brown eyes, in the mess of those entangled hair and in the fragrance of those peach blossoms.
"Do you want this Elle? Tell me and I will give it to you"
She couldn't speak.
The way those usual cold eyes looked so warm and loving right now were playing tricks on her senses.
She couldn't believe it.
She never expected him to ask her this question.
He was asking her permission to touch her?
Looking at his history she never thought he was capable of such gentleness.
"I....I...."
She couldn't look into those warm loving eyes.
She was scared.
Scared of the ability of this man to play her on his fingers with just a mere touch.
Scared of him comparing her with the other beautiful girls that used to warm his bed in the past.
Scared of rejection.
Scared of this love getting turned into hate on seeing her not so perfectly curved body.
Scared of her being a virgin and him being an expert in this department.
Her insecurities have kicked in with full force.
She could feel her hands turning sweaty and her heart beating madly in her chest.
He sensed her discomfort but couldn't find the reason.
Did he say something wrong?
Was he rushing things?
His large hands lightly lifted her chin making her close her eyes involuntarily.
She was hiding something and she has closed the window to her soul through them.
"Is it fear I sense from you wifey?"
She moved her head in a no.
Refusing to open her eyes.
Before she could guess he had lifted her from his lap with one hand under her neck and other under her hips.
She opened her eyes in surprise.
Not expecting him to lift her like she weighed nothing.
And this was what he wanted.
To see those brown eyes and find the answer to his question.
"Tell me Elle. Just a yes and I will relieve you of all your worries"
She placed her small hand on his broad chest to stop him.
But those fingers were turning into fists as she tried to control the feelings her body was experiencing.
Her fingers tightly clenched his shirt as she tried her best not to say yes to his question.
She wasn't ready.
But more importantly, she thought he was not ready.
He was blinded by lust not love.
And lust never lasts a lifetime.
Few nights yes but a lifetime, not quite
She knew her most precious thing belonged to him.
After all, he was her lawfully married husband and they were on their honeymoon.
But still, she was not ready unless she finds him worthy of it.
Worthy of her love.
Trustworthy enough that he will not leave her once he gets it.
"Please.... don't Ashton....you.....you... don't love me....you don't find me ... beautiful....you...hate me....then...why?"
Tears were flowing down her eyes and his eyes followed the trail of those tears.
He was lost in thoughts while still trapping her between his body and the table.
The eyes which were clouded by lust were getting cleared.
She just rejected him.
What was he doing?
He suddenly moved back from her like her touch has burned him.
Grabbing his hair he turned around frustrated and surprised at his behaviour.
How could he get so lost in his feelings?
What was happening to him?
And not to forget this was happening for the second time now.
He needed to stop this if he doesn't want to drag her down with him.
He was not capable of loving her then how could he afford to lust over her?
It was better if he kept his usual cold face on, he couldn't show her his soft side.
Not many have seen it and she was not going to stay long enough for it already.
Moving his hand over his face he turned around to look at her.
There she layed just like he left her.
With legs wide open, back pressed on the table and hands laying still on her sides.
He could hear a sob leave her lips and he cursed in his mind.
Their day was going so perfect then why did he had to ruin it.
Just why can't he keep his fuc**** hands off her?
On the other side, she felt numb.
There was nothing to cry about.
Normal people don't cry when their partner asks them to consummate their marriage.
Then what the hell was wrong with her.
Why did it felt like her body was burning with fever?
Why her thighs and legs were literally shaking.
And why the hell she was feeling as if he will hate her forever for this.
He didn't leave.
Seeing her there lying so hopelessly drowning in her own tears.
He has had girls cry in ecstasy, he has heard them moan under him but this was the first time he saw a girl cry.
"There is nothing to cry about..get up and come out in 5"
His cold voice was back and she hated herself for it.
She choked the only chance she got.
Getting up and pulling her skirt down she refused to meet his stare.
Rubbing her cheeks roughly she was gone leaving him staring at her back.
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They were driving in silence.
Her window down to enjoy the feeling of cold winds rushing past her face.
His eyes fixed on the road taking hidden glances at her back which was turned on him.
She didn't ask him where they were going and he didn't know where he was driving to.
They were just driving to the outskirts of the city without any destination in mind.
Half an hour passed and they came to a dead end.
But unexpectedly the view that welcomed them on top of the hillside was not what they had expected.
As soon as the car came to a stop, she didn't waste a second and ran out towards the cliff.
Her scarf flying with the wind trailing behind her.
He followed her while putting his phone on silent.
Wishing to enjoy the beauty of nature in the company of this crazy girl.
"It's beautiful!!"
She exclaimed with a smile on her face that has vanished an hour ago.
He nodded in agreement watching the breathtaking view.
Picking up a rock he threw it into the air, watching it as it descended the steep cliff.
"Hey! You should not do that!! "
He looked at her surprised of her sudden reaction.
He expected her to continue the silent treatment but again the girl couldn't live without talking.
"And why I may not do it, your highness?"
He asked sarcastically, throwing another one but this time further than the previous one.
"You...you..."
She placed an accusing finger on him as she stepped towards him in anger.
"I what? Have you lost your sense to speak after what happened a few hours ago?"
He asked taunting her and trying to irritate her.
"You bloody scoundrel!! I will...I..."
Her inability to find correct words made him step closer to her.
Her eyes widen and she steps back in fear.
Moving closer to the edge of the cliff.
"You will what wifey? I don't think you are capable of even hurting a fly let alone a man"
He said tilting his head and challenging her.
"Don't... don't step closer...or I...I'll kill you!!"
He smirked at her empty threat daring to take another step forward.
Her favourite sneakers were just near the edge.
There was nowhere to go.
Her hands touched his chest and fear entered her body.
Just a single mistake and she was dead.
Tilting back her head she tried to look at the depth when his voice stopped her.
"Don't"
He warned as all the amusement suddenly vanished from his eyes.
"I am not scared okay? I don't need you...just move back"
He stepped back from her when the little daredevil in her decided to take a glimpse of the depths below.
How bad could it be,right?
Wrong.
And that was her biggest mistake.
Her vision rotated on its axis and she slipped her footing.
A loud scream escape her lips as she felt herself falling back into depths of death.
Her hands moved frantically to find anything that could save her when she felt the collar of his shirt in her grasp.
The sudden pull on his shirt made him look down at her scared face.
He knew of her clumsiness and has already prepared.
His one hand was just centimetres away from her back ready to steady her if she faltered.
Grabbing her waist he balanced her as she pressed her face on his chest.
He could feel her heavy breathing on his neck.
"Are you crazy woman!Do you wish to die? I told you not to look down!"
He scolded her as she tightly clenched the collar of his shirt in her hands.
"I am sorry!! I am really sorry!! I ...."
She couldn't complete.
"Oh god...I was going to...di-"
"Shhh, nothing was going to happen....I got you...okay."
He didn't let her complete as he whispered in her ears.
Minutes passed but she refused to leave her grip.
He was getting a bit agitated but refused to show it.
He tried pulling her back but she had rudely refused it.
"Elle... it's alright ....can you leave me now?"
She moved her head in a no and he sighed in defeat.
Sitting down on the ground he patiently waited for her to come back to her senses.
Was this girl crazy?
How can someone hug another person for so long?
He tried pushing but she refused like a 4-year kid adamant kid.
"Ugly duckling do you plan to kill me like this?"
He asked and to his surprise, she did answer but not using words.
Her soft lips touched his neck and he literally froze.
His hands dropped to his side shocked at her behaviour.
Wasn't she the same girl that rejected him a few hours ago?
What changed now?
What came next was not expected by him.
A gentle push on his chest made him drop back on the ground with her on top of him.
Her soft lips kept marking their claim on his neck as she did wonders.
Was this his innocent wife?
The same wife who he taught how to kiss was now attacking his neck like a possessive Alpha.
A lot have seduced him but never has he felt so aroused before.
Those lips moved towards his jawline and that's when he saw her eyes.
They looked beautiful as the sun rays illuminated the brown iris surrounding the black pupils.
Who said only green or blue or grey eyes were beautiful.
Try drowning in the depths of brown irises to get lost in the depth of black pupils.
Her eyes stopping on his lips ready to crash on them when he switched places.
Turning around he had her now under him just like he liked.
"Ah hun ugly duckling, that's my department!"
And with this, he crashed his lips on hers making her lose herself to the wish of her husband.
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"Can I know the reason for such generosity?"
She fumbled with her hands before replying.
"Just a way of thanking "
"Hmmm can I show you my way of welcome then ?"
She got up and ran as soon as she realised what he meant.
"Hey...!! Ugly duckling you forgot to tell me why you stopped me from throwing stones?"
He asked shouting behind her making her stop in her tracks.
With each hand holding a sneaker she looked back and smiled at him.
"Pebbles should not fall from the sky only rain should......or else people will lose trust in mother nature"
He gave her a confused look not understanding what this crazy girl was saying.
"You could have hurt someone with this little pebble!! "
He looked down to see roads down there and threw the pebble in his hand aside.
She was right.
Smiling at how deep her thoughts went he looked at her retreating back.
The sneakers in her hands no longer irritating him.
Instead, he enjoyed watching her jumping like a kid with shoes in her hands.
Here goes his promise to himself of not showing her his soft side.
He was failing miserably but still for the first time in life it felt better than winning.
"Only a celibate could resist her charms and he was nowhere near one.
He can be called akin to only one person and that was himeros himself, the god of sexual desire or unrequited love."
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