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100k reads! I am so grateful to each and every one of you. I am completely speechless! Thank you to everyone who is reading my work and those that have been voting and commenting. This literally means the world to me. This couldn't have happened without all of you and I am in awe of all of this.

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Liliana's PoV

My head throbbed. I slowly opened my eyes before closing them again. The sunlight burning them harshly. The smell of disinfectant made it almost hard to breath. The beeping noise next to my head gave me a headache as it seemed to get louder and louder. Finally, I managed to open my eyes. I glanced around the room.

An IV was in my arm as I was hooked up to something. Wires upon wires came out of my nightgown connecting to a machine. I was in an empty hospital room. Before I even moved, the door pushed open and a doctor walked in.

He checked my heartbeat and all the other random stuff they do before giving me a cup of water and leaving. Just as he left another person entered. I drank the whole cup of water like it was a shot before slamming it down. I licked my cracked lips, feeling the need for some chapstick.

My eyes widened in shock. "You miss me?," Matteo asked with a smile on his face. He was acting like everything was normal.

"Where've you been this whole time?," I asked, croakily. "Everyone's been looking for you."

"Don't lie to me," he chuckled darkly. "No one cares. They just want to stop me from causing a war. That's not my intention though."

But did I say that they care? No.

"Where am I?," I asked gruffly. Clearly I'm not at a normal hospital if he's here.

"You're with me and that's all that matters," he said with a small smile as he came to sit the seat beside the bed. "I had someone keep an eye on you. I needed you safe from him until I could get you."

"From who? Who was keeping an eye on me?"

"Isabella was watching you. Sebastian. I needed you safe from him and now you finally are." I always knew I hated that bitch.

"He's not dangerous," I voiced out quietly.

"He is. You just don't see it yet."

"Why am I here? What even happened? How long have I been here?"

"You've been here for a week. You hit your head. You got into a car crash, remember? I saved you." The way he was unable to stand still and his eyes darting around the room led me to believe he wasn't telling the truth. But what part wasn't the truth? Or is all of what he said to me a lie?

"Is he okay?"

"Sebastian? Hopefully not."

"You've been drugging me, haven't you?," I asked warily. He shook his head slowly as he attempted to hold my hand. I moved it away.

"You're smart," he began. "I've needed to keep you asleep. I had stuff going on."

"Can you leave?," I asked, suddenly. "You're hurting my head."

He narrowed his eyes at me but left nonetheless. I touched my head to feel a bandage wrapped around it. Fuck, what happened to me?

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Sebastian's PoV

"Where the fuck is she?," I roared out. She was gone. Nowhere to be found. Since the crash, I've healed and I've been trying to find her.

"Sebastian," my mother said. "She's gone. This is good."

I let out a scoff. "I know you know."

"That you two were hooking up? Yeah I do."

"You did something."

"I didn't," she spoke up.

"Who the fuck told you?"

"Isabella." I stormed out of the office and wrapped my hands around her neck as as I saw her. She gasped as she tried to pry my hands off her. Her legs kicked out from under her.

"Isabella," I said tauntingly. "Shouldn't have ever fucked with me and my wife."

"The wife that's not even here?," she gasped out. "You've already lost." With that, my hold on her tightened.

"Sebastian," Dom yelled as he came towards me, trying to pry my hands off her.

"Fuck off," I snarled out. "She told her about us." I turned back to Isabella. "You're probably working for Matteo as well, you stupid bitch."

"Sebastian!," Dom yelled as he pulled me away from her. "You don't want to kill her yet."

"Don't I?," I asked menacingly as I slowly began to stalk towards her. Dom pushed me back causing my gaze to snap to his.

"Forget killing her. Focus on finding Lili." I shook him off and walked the opposite way.

Dickheads. Fucking dickheads all of them.

"Sebastian," my mother said. "You don't need her. You were getting soft. You were changing. It's time you go back to being the leader you were meant to be. Without her."

"Shut the fuck up!," I said through gritted teeth. "And get the fuck out."

"I didn't raise you like this. She was a bad influence on you."

"Don't you dare talk about her. Don't even say her fucking name."

"Liliana was no-."

"I SAID DON'T SAY HER FUCKING NAME!," I roared out as I punched the wall nearest to me.

"Go cool off," she demanded. "I'll see you later."

"Fuck you," I mumbled under my breath as I watched my mother walk away from me.

I walked to my room, needing some alone time. I need to get my fucking thoughts in order. She was like my walking talking diary. I'd tell her shit that I can't get my head around and she'd talk me through it and make me see it clearly.

So I can't fucking get my shitty thoughts in order without her here.

From the moment I laid eyes on her, I knew I wouldn't be able to kill her. Mostly because she looks innocent. From there, I knew I couldn't go through with the plan but I tried so fucking hard to. I isolated her from everyone. I fucking locked her in her room for days like Rapunzel in the fucking tower.

From my dick standing up every time she was around, my heart starting fucking jumping out of my chest. I'd fallen for her way before I actually realised it.

Since we got married, I never had sex or looked at another woman the same. I went to a few clubs to try and forget about her but I fucking couldn't. From the moment we got married, I knew I wouldn't have sex. That was just off the table for me. I may be a killer but I'm not a fucking cheater.

I wanted her then. I needed her. I still do only now, I've had a taste and I'm fucking addicted.

She got me to stop smoking without telling me to. She fucking changed me and it might be for the better or it might not. I have no fucking idea yet.

I can't fucking live without her. It may be hard to believe but she's my everything. Without her, I have nothing.

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"I think Matteo has her," Dom filled me in.

"Do we know where he is? I need you to be absolutely sure. I can't have you with an inch of doubt because then we're looking in the wrong direction."

He shook his head. "He's working for someone pretty powerful. I just can't figure out who it is yet. Their digital footprint is non existent. It just makes sense for him to take her."

"So we're fucked basically," Vin shortened down for me as he ate from his bag of chips.

"If you're not gonna say anything supportive, you can get the fuck out," Dom demanded as he got to work on the computer.

Vin rolled his eyes. "Yeah, tell me to fuck off just like Valentina did," he said sarcastically. I held my tongue, not wanting to tell him that she didn't tell him to fuck off, he made that decision himself. as Lili's words resonated in my mind. 'You can't even mention it to him unless he tells you himself.'

"Move over. You're doing it completely wrong." He pushed Dom out of the way as he sat behind the computer.

He looked at the screen. "You've been doing it wrong this whole time. If you let me do it earlier then we wouldn't be wasting time here," Vin said with a chuckle.

"Shut the fuck up and do it," I hissed out, eager to see what we've been missing.

"Damn."

"Damn?," Dom repeated eagerly. "What does that mean?"

"It means I'm gonna have to hack the security cameras and phones around that time. That's gonna take hours."

"Hours?"

"Yeah. I can't come in through the front door, it's too obvious. I need to go in through the back door. That's the quickest way for me to hack it but that still takes hours."

"I don't care. Do whatever you have to," I demanded as I backed away from him, allowing him the space to do his work.

"We have to find her."

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