After our little moment, I guess it's safe to say that it won't be happening again. We haven't seen nor spoken to each other since it happened, bearing in mind that it only happened last night and I've just woken up.

I dragged myself downstairs towards the kitchen. I really miss talking to Eliza. Around here, I feel lonely. The staff don't talk. They're all professional and I'm not saying that it's a bad thing but I guess I just want someone to talk to. I have Dom and Vinny and Arianna but it not the same as my childhood friends Valentina and Matteo. They know everything about me.

I sat down as the cook handed me my plate with my breakfast on it. Pancakes. My favorite. Before I could even take a bite of this heavenly goodness, Sebastian strolled in in his normal suit. He probably sleeps a suit too. I haven't ever seen him wear sweats or anything other than a suit.

"Get up," he ordered me. I raised an eyebrow. "We need to have a talk." He didn't need to say another word as I lifted myself up from my seat, grabbed my plate and left the kitchen with him.

Once we were in the safety of his office, I sat down on the couch and began to eat my breakfast. He didn't object as he watched me from across the room.

"Are you gonna say something or not?," I asked, my mouth stuffed with food.

He cleared his throat. "I want you to know that the kiss meant nothing. I was just trying to shut you up." I shrugged my shoulders.

"Okay. Is that it 'cause I'd really like to be able to eat on a table?"

"No," he said. "I wanted to talk to you about what-."

"That has nothing to do with you," I cut him off. "It's my past not yours. Now, if you'll excuse me..." I stood up from my seat and prepared to leave.

"I understand your pain," he said. I furrowed my eyebrows, stopping in my track wanting to know what he's going to say next. Is he secretly a girl? "My older brother died when we were younger."

"I'm sorry for your loss but that's not the same thing," I told him. Everyone think they understand the pain but they don't unless it's happened to them too. It's a frightening experience that I don't want to go into. Ever.

"I'm sorry too," I heard him say as I left his office.

He is being weird. He's being nice. Maybe I can take advantage of his niceness and ask to leave the premises and explore. I'll ask him later.

"Where did you just come from?," Arianna asked as she emerged from a random room. Her baby cooed in her arms causing a smile to break out on my face. You can never be angry when a baby is near. They just radiate so much happiness; they really do make everything better.

"Oh, I got lost," I shrugged. I was being honest since I've only been in this house for a couple of days. "Just trying to find my way back to the kitchen." I glanced down at the plate in my hands.

Before she could talk, Sebastian walked out of his office. He walked past me, giving me a warning look as he brushed past my shoulder. Jackass. He just wants me to keep his dirty little secret because who knows what mommy dearest would do if she found out we kissed.

"Sebastian," she said warningly as she noticed the look on his face.

"Ari," he said in the same tone. She rolled her eyes at him. Without a word, he held out hands making Dante, her baby, leaned forwards hinting he wants to be held by him.

"Oh my god! You only saw him when he was born and now you're stealing him!," she exclaimed as she handed her baby over. Wait, so that means we've been married for a little over three months. Wow, time has flown.

"You're a stranger to him yet he likes you more than me,"  Leonardo, Ariannas boyfriend and baby daddy, chuckled as he threw an arm over her shoulders. Sebastian glared at him. It was no secret that he wasn't a huge fan of his.

Leonardo comes over everyday. He practically lives here but isn't allowed to sleep over. I guess they don't want another baby in the house. Leonardo is a scrawny 16 year old, who is clearly in love with hoodies.

Sebastian walked away without another word. I followed behind him, since Arianna is preoccupied now, hoping that he'll lead me to the kitchen. "Are you just going to keep following behind me?," he asked startling me. I don't know why that made me jump, its not like I was trying to be quiet.

"We have a little stalker on our hands," he spoke in a baby voice to the baby. Dante let out a loud squeal as he clapped his hands, causing Sebastian to let out a small chuckle.

"Who knew you'd be so good with kids," I remarked, now walking beside him.

"Kids are better than adults." I stayed silent as I walked beside him, just admiring the baby.

"My baby would've been around a year old," I said quietly as I touch Dantes' hand. I've been thinking about my baby a lot, wondering what it would've looked like, how old it would be. They're just some questions that I'll never get an answer to.

"I'm sorry," he said.

"You've been saying sorry a lot lately. Besides, you have nothing to apologize for."

"We were twins, Luca and I." We stayed silent for a moment.

"Why do you be an ass to me?," I asked. "Don't say because we're different. Everyone is different. But we're all the same at the same time. Everyone grieves. Everyone loses people they're close to. It's not just you."

He glanced down at Dante. "Maybe it's because I have to. And can you not cuss in front of the fucking kid."

"Hypocrite much," I mumbled as we fell into a comfortable silence. "So it's been around three months then?"

He nodded his head, understanding what I was talking about. "Guess so."

It has been confirmed. We've been married for around three months.

"Can I maybe call my mom?," I asked. I haven't spoken to any family or friends since we got married, minus my dad and that time I called Valentina.

He let out a sigh. "You can't right now."

"I never can, can I? What? It doesn't fit with your schedule?," I said annoyed, not wanting to yell and startle the baby. Douchebag. Jerk. Asshole. God, I just wanna kill him.

With that, I walked off, leaving him behind me. Somehow, I found my way to the kitchen. I washed my plate and grabbed a cupcake before making my way to my room.

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