Spending time in the harem ,I have made friends, I'm extremely glad that my sister could continue her education,  and thanks to mahideveran sultan for taking her in, As Olivia is mahideveran sultan maid ,she doesn't have to sleep in the harem .

Over the time of me being here, I've learnt the rules,at first I wasn't planning on anything, but then I realised if I wanted to have atleast some authority and power ,I need to get in the shezades favour....

There's one hatun here ,her name is fatma, just because the shezade looked her way ,she thinks she's better than everyone .
I was sitting in a corner reading a book that mustafa gifted me , when duya kalfa came to announce something

"Kizlars ,I have great news ,tonight there a party being kept for the shezade, some of you were lucky to be chosen" she announced, while looking at each one of us
I was extremely happy ,hopefully I was picked ,that's all I dream

"The girls that will be there are , Emilia, she pointed to the blonde haired girl , Ipek ,she said looking at the red haired girl , Ismahan" she continued for a while before already picking 11 girls needing to pick one more "And the last girl will be Ava" she said ,I was shocked ,byt quickly placed a smile on my face ...

*Timeskip*

They were teaching us how to dance ,and I quickly got used to it ,but i knee if I wanted to seduce him, I needed to be more outgoing .

The thought us everything we need to know,  they then took us to the hamam, as we had a bath .
My best friend Ekim helped me ,we became best of friends over the weeks ,she curled my hair and gaved me some advice

"Remember ava ,men only want one thing ,and in this Palace everyone is fighting for the shezade attention so make sure to use your womanly abilities " she said as I nodded

We walked until we reached the shezades room ,we made eye contact as he sat on his throne ,the music began ,and we started dancing

The music stopped, but I didn't, I crawled for a bit before getting up ,and moving my body to the beat ,I made sure to turn around so that he would catch a glimpse of the gold straps I had that revealed my back

I then span around ,as the room light up , a rose ,that I held ,I walked up to him and gived him it ,before turning back while swaying my hips ,I gived one more Spin before falling to the ground

My breath was hitched  as I was breathing extremely hard obviously very tired from the dancing,  the room was very quite for a minute until I heard a whooshing sound ,and a purple cloth came lying right infront of me ,I knew I sucessed in my job

While leaving, I looked back up at mustafa who was already looking at me ,I gived him a small smile,  before going to the harem 

As I reached the door ,girls questioned us ,especially me ,but out of no where this was this one girl ,  "Hatun, Don't think for a minute your special to our shezade because of that cloth" she said ,I really was curious as to who she was

She obviously took note to my curiousty before smirking "I'm his majesty cheif gozde, fatma " she said, before walking away bumping into my shoulders and whispering in my ears "He choose you ,yet I'm goin to him now" she said walking away ..

I laid on my bed ,obviously a but sad,but the doors opened and there was fatma ,with tears running down her face ,it then clicked to me

"He rejected her"