A/N: for those of you who are confused this is the mature version of chapters 39-40 if you haven't read that scene first this part might not make sense so I suggest you do.

Like I said above this is MATURE. Which means this chapter contains mature content for ages preferably 18+

Reading this won't affect the plot in any way.

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Nick

Holding my Alice I carry her to my room quickly. Her soft wet skin sticks to mine as she places her kisses on my neck and I get even harder if that was possible.

Her mouth. And only her mouth is the one thing I'd ever want on my skin again. She's perfect.

When I enter my darkened room I turn on my lamp. I'll want to see her. Every part of her.

I felt bad for hurting her in the shower but she told me she was fine. I need to be more gentle. She's too fragile for me. Too fragile to handle the things I want to do to her.

"No, I'm not." Her angelic voice whispers in my ear and I shiver.

"What?" I ask confused, too mesmerized with her eyes.

"You said I'm too fragile." She says and I frown realizing I said that aloud. I hope I didn't hurt her feelings.

I set her down softly on the bed and she looks up at me with her big eyes.

"Nick." She whispers and places her hand on my bare hip.

I inhale a sharp breath and her hand trails slowly upwards. Her fingers dip in the crevices of my abs and then trails over my v-line and I clench my fist at my side to hold a moan in. Her touch lit a flame to my skin. Sparks and tingles. Only her hands could do things to me. No one else's. I don't want anyone else's hands-on me but hers. No one can touch me the way she does.

Suddenly she grips my hard and aching member in her small hand. I want to be deep inside her. I want to kiss, bite, and lick every inch of her body. But I need to take it slow.

I look down with hooded eyes as she sits on the edge of my bed. Her breasts soft and plump sitting on her chest rising with every inhale she takes.

Her small thumb runs over my head and I have to do something with my hands so I don't come all over her too soon. I grip her silky hair in my fist.

I watch under me as she slowly opens her mouth and her tongue darts out to lick the pre-cum. She doesn't know what she's doing to me.

I bite back another moan but as soon as she starts moving her small hands up and down my shaft, a loud groan leaves my lips and I have to grip her hair tighter in my fist to stop my hands from wandering.

Her soft warm mouth slowly covers the top of my dick but I quickly pull her head away.

"Lay down. And open your legs for me." I command and she looks almost surprised.

Then this little nymph smirks at me. I watch her as she scoots back against my headboard and slowly opens her soft beautiful legs wide for me.

My eyes trail down her chest my mouth watering to suck her breasts. Her hips I can hold onto so tightly. And finally where her legs meet.

I stare at her wet core. Glistening with arousal. The water on her skin from the shower has dropped off but the water in her hair slowly trickles down her breasts.

I stalk closer to her and meet her eyes. Gripping her ankle I pull her to me with such force I feel her wetness connect to my thigh that's resting against the bed.

I hold her knees and push her legs open. Still keeping her lustful and hot eye contact I fall to my knees. Only for her.

I bring her leg over my shoulder and grip her hips tightly.

I rub circles on her hip bone and place a soft kiss to her thigh.

Beautiful.

She moans quietly and I stare at her lips that she bites tightly with her teeth.

"Be loud Alice. I want to hear you." I say and lick up the side of her thigh, catching drops of her sweet arousal with my tongue. She throws her head back and moans loudly when my mouth connects to her center.

She tastes so sweet and I can't help the moan I let out against her skin. I lick her again and she tenses a few times on my tongue and I push my mouth deeper wanting more.

Her hands grip my hair tightly and she pulls my head back and away from her dripping middle like I previously did to her.

"What is it? Are you okay?" I ask her worriedly and lick my lips still tasting her there.

"I want you inside me. Again." She demands breathlessly and I smirk.

"Beg," I say and I watch as her chest rises and falls faster.

"B-beg?" She questions innocently but I know she is anything but innocent.

"What is it you want?" I whisper hovering over her.

I kiss her neck. Then her collar bone. I almost miss what she says because her scent makes me too distracted. Having her on my bed with her naked body pressed against mine and waiting for me is quite distracting.

"I want you inside me." She begs softly and holding my shoulders tightly as I suck on her chest leaving marks there to show the world she is mine.

"What else," I ask sucking on her breasts harder.

"I want to watch you... as..." She says breathily but gets cut off by her own moan as I slowly push my aching hardness against her opening.

I push all the way in slowly. Watching her face for any signs of pain but I see none and instantly feel relieved.

I pull out and push back in harder and watch as her breasts bounce against my chest.

One of my hands hold her hips and my other hand runs through her soft hair.

I push back in harder. "Fuck you're so tight." I moan as she kisses my lips.

I pick up my pace and multiple loud moans leave her parted lips. I watch down as she closes her eyes in ecstasy. I want to demand her to open them so I can see her face change as I take her harder but I don't want to take away her pleasure. I want her to feel more than me.

Going faster I hold her to my chest tightly. Her nails scratch up and down my back almost painfully as her body clings to mine.

I slam my hand against the headboard and grip it as tight as I can. She's too much. I love her too much.

"Alice... fuck." I groan as I thrust in and out of her quicker and quicker.

"Mmm Nick... I love you." She whispers out of breath and I hold her closer to me. I hold the headboard tighter and use my other hand to hold her jaw. I kiss her deeply and suck on that plump lip of hers.

She moans so loud I get harder inside her. "That's it, Ally." I say as she starts to move her hips against mine roughly.

"Fuck." I groan feeling my self getting close. I look down at her as I feel her start to shake.

I grip the headboard so tightly my knuckles turn white. I run my other hand all over her precious body. My hand rises to her mouth and I pull her lip out from between her teeth with my thumb. And she sends me over the edge when she starts to suck on my thumb while moaning loudly.

I feel her body shaking and quivering under me and I hold off until she's finished before I come hard and deep inside her.

I hear a loud snap as I release myself and panic for a moment thinking I hurt her.

I hear a gasp between all her moans and look up to see my headboard broken from my tight grip.

Then she laughs. I look down at her confused while breathing heavily and kiss her lips. "I love you." I smile and she kisses my nose.

"I love you more." She pants and peppers kisses all over my face. She is my home.