•And now I'm shattered
From you chipping my heart
Kept taking it till it broke
Oh how it hurts
But it slip from your hand
Hit the ground and now it's shattered
I'm so shattered•
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Author's Pov
PRESENT TIME
Y/n's who body froze on its place. She felt like every single thing around her turned blur and heart completely stopped beating ..
She just looked at that person who was standing helpless in front of her, with his gaze down to the floor ,that person whom she had considered her life,her everything, the reason of her happiness, her Oppa...
But everything he said to her ,everything he did for her wasn't love but responsibility.
He took care of her not because he loved her but because she was his responsibility, a responsibility which he had to take care for past 8 years... He didn't consider her, his sister, his family, she was his no one except a burden he had to taken care of for someone else.
His protection wasn't care and love of a brother but responsibility and burden which he was taking for the sake of someone else.
First time in her life Y/n heart didn't want to believe her Oppa.
But she knew that what he said was the truth, the most cruel and harsh truth of her life. Her whole existence was just based on lies... Lies and nothing else..
She was someone who had no entity, no existence, no family and loved one of her own.. She was nothing and no one to anyone but a thing which got bought by someone..
"Princess please say something please" Suga said to Y/n while holding her hands firmly
"Please please say something please" He said pleadingly where as his tears continued to fall watching her so broken and vulnerable state.
Y/n just looked at Suga like there was no life remain inside her eyes but a complete shattered soul. She slowly took back her hands from his grip and backed away from him.
Suga's heart shattered into million pieces seeing her like that for the first time in his life like she turned into a breathing dead body.
"I am sorry princess, I am really really sorry" Suga said falling on his
"Please forgive your Oppa please " He said joining his hands in front of her while tearing up badly until
"Why are you saying sor....ry to me? "
Y/n stuttered while holding back her tears.
"You did nothing wrong, you were just taking care of an object which responsibility you have taken from someone." She said biting her lower lip in order to controlled herself from breaking.
Suga felt like his whole body turned numb at her words and watching a tear to fell from her eyes.
"I....I am an ob...."
She wasn't capable of completing her sentence as it was too painful for her to even said, she broke down in front of him as she wasn't capable of holding back her tears anymore.
She started to cry harder and harder, panic rose over her, her breathing became abnormal, she felt like her oxygen got cutted off.
Seeing her like that, Suga ran towards her and held her in his arms and hugged her tightly.
"Take deep Breathe Princess please" Suga said to Y/n who was shaking in his arms.
"No.. I s.. should die... I am a th..thing.. "
She sobbed while quivering more badly making his eyes to burnt up in tears.
"Please princess don't say this I love you more than anything in my life, you are my everything , yes I take you as a responsibility but the day you first time called me Oppa, my lonely world lighten up , my heart filled with pure love and care for you Princess..
Please forgive your Oppa please, you're not a thing because you're my sister,my life please..." Suga said while tears dropped from his eyes wetting
Y/n's shoulder.
He caged her more tightly and just cried
"Please forgive me... Please calm down.. You're my whole life.. Pl.. Please don't hate me my Princess.. Please I am begging you please.... "
"I...I will never hate you Oppa..." Y/n said hugging him back tightly while placing her head on his chest softly.
"Please forgive me please forgive your Oppa." He said placing his chin on her head still crying.
She exhaled a deep breath and slightly pulled back and looked into his glossy eyes which turned red with tears.
"Please Don't cry Oppa , I....I forgive you,it breaks my heart seeing you crying, please don't cry..." Y/n said wiping his tears with her thumbs softly.
Suga looked at her startled hearing her words
"You forgive me ?" He said to her still shocked as she nodded at him.
"Yes I forgive you , I will never hate you Oppa never. " She replied
Because she would never hate him never, he was the only person she have ever loved, he was there when she had no one . She could never hate him because she wasn't capable of it.. She loved her Oppa way too much to let anything or anyone to changed that for her.
She trusted him with her life and she knew what he said to her was the truth because she could read his eyes and his eyes never lied to her.
Yes may be everything around her was fake but his care and love for her was never fake and she knew that. His intentions were never wrong and that was what matter to her the most .
After hearing everything from him, she for a moment got into a trance that, her life was a lie and may be it was but her Oppa's tears told her that even everything was a lie, his every gesture, action, feelings towards her was pure, virtuous and genuine..
"Thank you so much for understanding me and all of this my Princess, thank you so much... "
Suga spoke and placed a soft kiss on her forehead making her to weakly smiled and then she saw Suga to held her palm again tightly and sighed heavily.
"Princess I want to tell you something more ..."
She heard him saying and she could feel the seriousness of his words in his eyes and somehow she already knew what he was going to say to her.
Suga gaped at her where as his eyes filled with pain and guilt of his next words but he still stated for her own good.
"From now on you have to stay here with him ....."
Her eyes again filled with tears as she already expected that.
"But Oppa I don't want to stay here. I just want to live with you please" She said to him once again tears started falling from her eyes
Suga suspired and then wiped her eyes.
" Don't cry please I wish that I could do something about it but I know you will be more safer here with him than me
And I don't want that thing to repeat again that happened to you last night " Suga said looking softly at her eyes.
"He can protect you more well than...."
"No Oppa....I know I will be safe only with you, I just want to be with you...please tell him to let me go.." She said sobbing in front of Suga..
"Princess please try to understand please" He said in a pleading tone hugging her again.
"No... Oppa.. I just want to be with you. I promise I'll never escape again please take me back with you. I don't want to be with him please... "
A deep sigh escaped from his mouth at his words
"Please calm down. I know what you are thinking that how you are going to stay here with him, that he is bad
And yes and I won't lie to you anymore, yes..he is bad and he can do worst when it comes to you"
Suga said and looked into her glossy eyes
"He can do anything to protect you Princess anything.."
Suga spoke making her heart beat accelerated in fear.
"And trust me when I say anything it means anything.
I know Taehyung from the past 11 years, I have seen him growing up and his life and past was more painful which turned him into cold hearted and empty
I had never seen him showing any kind of emotions until that day he saw you..
When he first met you I saw him looking at you with an expression in his eyes and I first time in my life realized that he still has his heart which melt by seeing you because somehow
your past is reflection of his.."
She froze at her place hearing his words and she herself didn't know what to feel about it that whether she should get afraid or be grateful to him for protecting and saving her.
"I never saw him getting weak and afraid of something or for someone but when he find out that you got kidnapped that you are in trouble ,I saw fear in his eyes ,fear of losing you, fear that something bad might happen to you, that he may lose you.."
She just listened to his each and every word.
"You are his one and only weakness Princess and the weakness for which he can take any life and can give his own in order to protect you."
Y/n gaped at Suga processing his words and then something caught her attention.
"Why he saved me that day...?"
Suga heard her question and then sighed heavily.
"Because he's..... "
"I think you said more than enough..."
That deep and raspy voice stopped Suga from further speaking making a chill ran down her spine.
She slowly tossed her head around and her heart skipped a beat watching that person in front of her who was already gazing at her.
Suga just nodded at him and hugged her one more time and whispered into her ear.
"Just remember your Oppa loves you Princess and trust me Taehyung is never going to do anything which will hurt you ...."
"I love you too Oppa and I trust you" She breathed out hugging him back
And then Suga weakly smiled where as his eyes turned teary making her heart to clutched and then he kissed her forehead one last time and walked out from there.
And her glossy doe gaze just stared at Suga's retracting until it completely disappeared from her eye sight.
She softly sighed and then wiped her eyes because she knew now everything was different, every single thing changed into her life and the person she was considering as a stranger became her most known one and now she had to face him.
She exhaled a deep breath and trailed her eyes towards him only to found him already gazing at her without speaking anything and showing any kind of emotion in his eyes making her to got up on her feet.
She too kept her mouth shut and just gaped into him until.
"Will you ever going to let me go away from here...? "
"No... "
His answer made her a little afraid but she already expected that answer from him.
"Will you ever going to try to h..hurt me...like that person who tried to...? "
Her words stucked into her throat because of remembering that horrible incident where she got drugged and was almost going to lose her self respect, dignity and most importantly her soul which that monster was going to take away from her because of his cruel and non human actions.
But the person standing in front of her saved her from getting destroyed and ruined again... And Y/n could see the sudden gloominess that consumed his eyes after hearing her question..
"Will you ev...."
"Never.... " He said halting her words.
"I might not be the most good person you have ever met but I surely know how to respect a girl or a woman's dignity and self respect... "
A breath of relief escaped from her mouth hearing his words and she somehow wanted to believe him and she did...
So she just stood at her place and looked down to the floor didn't know what to say to him anymore until.
"Do you want to say or ask something else.. ? "
She trailed her eyes upward after hearing him and just declined him by her head.
"Ok then now you know you are going to stay here with..... "
" I have conditions for staying here. " She said cutting his sentence.
He raised his one eyebrow hearing her and said
"I thought you said , you have nothing to say or ask anymore..? "
Her stare turned into slight glare hearing him and watching his raised brow which according to her was very rude.
"Now I have... I have conditions for staying here... "
"And what conditions? "
"You will not stop me and my Oppa from meeting each other and I will meet him whenever I want ." She said looking straight into his eyes because she was capable of fighting against anyone for her Oppa.
"And you will never disrespect and talk to my Oppa like you talked to him a little while ago... "
She snapped at him with her bravery but it soon crashed on the floor when she saw a smirk to crept on his face.
"Hmm... " He hummed and stared at her a little amused making her to stunned but then she saw him to started taking his steps closer towards her which made her terrified.
"And what if I don't accept your conditions? " He said stopping at his track while smirking at her
Her eyes widened seeing his smirk and hearing his words.
"Then I won't stay here .... "
His smirk dropped from his face and his eyes again wore a cold and an angry expression at her reply.
Y/n continued to show him her bravery until she saw him started to take his steps again towards her which made her to took back her steps backward in anticipation .
She looked at him horrified and continued to walk backward.
"St.. Stay there......"
She spoke stuttering but his feet never halted as he continued to walk closer to her making her to took her steps back away from him until her feet stumbled and she dropped on the bed.
Her eyes bewildered witnessing that which made him to smirk by seeing her like that and stopped in front of her with his arms crossed over his chest.
She gawked at him and immediately tried to wake up from the bed when he suddenly hover over her slightly not too close but not too far.
His rested his hands on both sides of her head , his body leaned above her but not a single part of his body touched or pressed against her in any way as he made sure about that.
"And what you were saying my Doll? " He smirked staring at her beautiful doe eyes
Her breath hitched into her throat seeing him that much closer to her
"I...I won't stay here " She said gulping hard.
"Hmm and but if I forced you to stay here with me ?" He said getting his face more closer to her, his breathing touched her lips but still their bodies never touched each other..
Her eyes just gazed into his and automatically filled with tears that she was helpless and she wasn't capable of doing anything about it ..
"Y.. You said you will n.. never hurt me then how can....? " Her words halted because of the painful lump into her throat as tears started dropping from her eyes.
"I...I just want to m...meet my Oppa please..." She said closing her eyes tightly .
Her tears continued to fell from the corner of her eyes as she felt vulnerable at that moment but her body shivered when she felt his thumb to wipe away her tears gently.
"Stop crying Doll and open your eyes..."
She opened her eyes and her teary gaze met with his eyes which were boring deep into her like staring into her soul and she got that same strange feeling which was turning more familiar with his each second of closeness to her..
They both gaped into each other's eyes as his thumb delicately wiped her tears away..
"I can't stand seeing your tears
And yes I will allow him to meet you.You can meet your Oppa whenever you want so
now stop crying......"
He said and her heart skipped a beat watching a certain kind of tenderness into his eyes but her soul quivered into her body when she found him to leaned more closer to her face making her to involuntarily closed her eyes anticipating his next movement.
But that moment she felt like her whole soul warmed up and was like in the most safest place when his lips kissed her forehead gently and his warmth made her feel like the most secure and protected person in this whole world...
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