💜No Regrets💜

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I'm not ashamed that he wasn't the one
Had no idea what we would become
There's no regrets I just thought it was fun

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Author's Pov

Y/n was again standing outside the devil's room thinking about her promise which she had given to her Ajumma . She inhaled a deep breathe then exhaled it where as her body started to fill with nervousness thinking about facing him alone again after specially what had happened last night between them when she was in his room.

The images of that night's moments started to appear on her mind making her whole body shivered while her heart again started to beat faster like a bullet train.

She sighed heavily and then thought about her promise which she had made to Maria.

"Y/n you can do this, you just need to talk to him and then leave and it's not like he is going to kill you or something like that..
You can do it, you have to do it for your Ajumma"

She spoke to herself, trying to collect her all courage and confidence.

And after fighting 2 minutes of inner battle, she again sighed heavily and with her trembling hands, she finally knocked on his door softly.

But  didn't get any reply. After a couple of minutes ,she still didn't get any reply so she again knocked  but still no reply.

Y/n started to get annoyed so she again knocked but that time a little loud but still no reply.

Then she got a little angry so she pushed the door slowly and to her luck the door was not locked which gave her the access to  sneakpeak her head inside but his room was almost dark, she couldn't find him anywhere.

She then gulped hard and went inside his room. Then her eyes travelled everywhere in search for him but her heart stopped beating when she heard his deep husky voice speaking from her behind.

"Isn't it a little bad, invading someone's privacy? "

Y/n's body froze at her place while her throat became dry, she swallowed firmly and slowly turned around towards his voice and her eyes met with the devil's cold yet soothing eyes

He was looking at her with a slight amusing expression where as a devilish smirk was playing on his beautiful face.

Y/n's blood ran cold watching the way he was looking at her like a predator looking at his prey before consuming it completely..

"Well...did  you have a habit of coming inside someone else's room without their permission? " He spoke taking her out of her thoughts

"Ummmm... N.. No... " She replied shrugging her shoulders.

"Then why you are here? " He said looking at her from her head to her toe making her more nervous.

"I knocked but you didn't reply"

"So you decided to invite your own self in..." He snapped to which her eyes widened

"N.. N.. No.. " She stuttered.

"Than what? " He asked

"I want to talk to you about something" She said looking at the floor

"Hmmmm talk then" He stated again looking at her from head to toe

"I want you to give your permission to Ajumma for leaving. " She slowly spoke still looking downward

"Hmmmm and why's that? " He asked raising his one brow at her.

"She just want to meet her son, she loves him and misses him so much" She said still looking down and her words made a smirk to crept on his face.

"Well too bad I already said no because I can't give holidays to my servants on such baseless excuses.."

Y/n trailed her eyes upward towards him and gazed at him shocked ..

"Baseless...? Meeting your loved ones after so long time is not an baseless excuse...." She said looking at him in disbelief.

" For me, it is" He snapped at her which made her stunned at his words.

"But... I promised her..."

"Well you should not make those promises which you can't fulfill...."

"But... "

"I already said no... "

"But.. "

"No... "

"Fine then, I am leaving" Y/n replied getting angry with his stubbornness and then turned around to leave but her feet got stopped hearing his next words.

"You should because you have to maintain your habit of leaving everything and everyone alone....right?"

Y/n immediately turned around again and looked at him with widened eyes.

But her body started to fill with anger knowing what he actually meant by that.

She clenched her palms tightly and spat..

"What the hell do you mean by that? why you are stating this thing again and again? "

"You already know why..." He snapped and got up from his seat and shoved his hands in his pockets which made her to fumed up.

"Don't you dare to compare everything with that , otherwise... "

"Otherwise what... ?" He uttered clenching his jaw angrily making her to lose her patience.

"You know what, coming here was a mistake, I should not have come here to talk to you like a normal person

I was wrong thinking that you would agree but how you can? how can you understand the feeling of missing someone?

You have no loved ones..." She said taking all her anger and frustration out and then turned around to walk away.

But instead of walking ,she found herself to got pinned against the wall forcefully. He pulled her by her waist and pinned her against the wall hardly making her to gasped.

He stared at her with his venomous cold eyes which were now burning with anger and rage hearing her choice of words  .

"Leave.. Me.. " Y/n said trying to free herself but her heart shattered when she looked into his eyes which now were showing an emotion of pain and hurt because of her words which he tried to cover with his anger and rage but got failed in front of her.

"You are right I have no loved ones  because nobody wants to love  a heartless monster like me" He said looking at her eyes with his own painful hurt and angry one.

And hearing his words, Y/n realised that how much she hurted and broke him by her cruel choice of words.

Her angry eyes faded and got replaced by guilty and soft ones. She stopped struggling and said tenderly.

"N.. No.. I am sorry I didn't mean that"

"No..you said nothing wrong , you were absolutely right. Nobody loves me, nobody deserves to love me. I deserve no ones love and care

I only deserve hate, hate from each and everyone.." He said clenching his jaw tightly while his chest started to ache badly processing his own words.

Y/n's eyes started to form tears hearing his each and every word and she knew that he was saying all of that because of her angry outburst.

She hurted the  person who never wanted someone to even lay a single finger on her with a bad intention. A lone tear rolled from her cheeks realising how harshly she had spoken to him.

And her tear shattered him more badly.

"Why are you crying now? Now what I did? If you want to leave me too then go I won't stop you anymore..." He said releasing her from his grip and then took few steps backwards from her and gaped straight at her teary eyes.

"Because you were absolutely right, nobody deserves to be with someone like me...so leave but don't cry, I can't stand seeing you tears..." He said and then closed his eyes trying to calm his inner self...

But his eyes slowly opened when he found a soft warm body hugging him tightly. He found his Doll hugging him firmly while tears started to fall from her beautiful eyes more abruptly ,wetting his chest.

"I.. I am sorry, please forgive me.., I hurt you, I hurt you badly with my words. I am really very sorry" She said sobbing into his chest while shaking in his arms.

"P.. Please forgive me... "

Taehyung sighed heavily and then hugged her back , he started to slide his palm over her head slowly and gently.

Y/n just closed her eyes and embraced him tightly, burying her face into his chest more and inhaled his addictive scent which started to make her body calm.

And after hugging each other for couple of minutes ,Y/n again spoke slowly

"I am sorry, I should not have left you  . I am really very sorry" She whispered against his chest.

"I am really very bad to left you alone in the morning .
But I... I was just scared, scared to face you . I was just afraid of my own thoughts that what if you regret it.."
She said clutching his shirt tightly while tears continue to fall from her eyes.

He slightly broke the hug and cupped her face softly with his palm.

"I didn't regret a single second spending with you, I will never regret being with you. Last night was the best and most beautiful night of my life" He said wiping her tears with his thumb gently and then kissed her forehead.

"You are the most precious and beautiful blessing of my life my Doll. This Kim Taehyung can and will never regret having you as his..." He said looking at her beautiful doe eyes which were shinning now at his words .

Y/n felt butterflies inside her tummy where as her heart felt the most beautiful emotion and calmness of her entire life . She just gazed into his eyes and then placed her palm over his face..

"Thank you so much for being in my life and making it so beautiful and precious. I never said this before to you but I know that now I am incomplete without you having closer to me.

I don't care who you are, what you do, what others think about you ?
I just know that without you my life is incomplete, my entire existence is worthless . You are the most important person in my life and for me, you deserve every happiness and love of this world Tae..."

Her precious words made him feel the most beautiful feeling of his entire life. First time in his whole life ,he thought there was someone in this world who wanted his happiness, who wanted him to be happy, to be loved.

And that person was none other than his Doll, his precious beautiful Doll.

Without even thinking twice, he smashed his lips against her and pulled her closer for a deep beautiful kiss.

She also kissed him back without even thinking for a second where as her hands went to his back for more support.

They started to kiss each other slowly and passionately and with in a minute, thier moment heated up. He started to kiss her a little roughly, his hands went back to her hips and then he grabbed them a little harshly.

Y/n gasped and opened her mouth because of his sudden action and he  took the opportunity and shoved his tongue inside her mouth, devouring every inch of her.

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Y/n's hands went back to his hair and clutched them tightly while pulling his body more closer to her. They kissed each other hungrily and after kissing her mouth , he went towards her neck and started kissing and nibbling her there.

Then he bite her collarbone a little roughly. Y/n's breathing rate increased due to the sensitivity of his touch.

He then kissed her earlobe and his hands started to roam over her body.

He grabbed her left breast a little firmly making her to gasped because of his touch and the way her body started to react towards it.

His hand then went a little downward where he touched her torso making her felt butterflies inside her stomach until  his hand went further down which made her yelp and moan in  pain when his hands touched her slightly sore private area.

He immediately removed his hand and broke the kiss and looked at her in a worried reaction.

"What happened? " He asked looking at her concerned.

She didn't reply but just looked down to the floor.

He looked at her, getting more worried.

"Doll.... "

"It hurts, it still hurts a little" She whispered looking down in embarassment

His worried eyes soften and he gazed at her and said slowly.

"I am really very sorry for hurting you Doll..."

Y/n took her head upward listening to his words then she found him looking at her with his guilty eyes . Her heart felt a sting watching him like that

"N.. N.. No you didn't hurt me, I am fine" She said trying to ease his guiltiness...

"No I shouldn't and now I am again, I am just being selfish with you " He said taking some steps backward from her.

Y/n's heart shattered watching him taking his steps away from her.

"I am sorry .I just could not control my self around you. " He said looking down to the floor with guilt but soon he found a pair of soft lips to touched his and kissed him softly.

"Then don't , you don't need to control yourself around me. " She whispered against his lips.

His eyes widened watching his nervous Doll's brave action.

"But.... "

"Ssssh.....Now Stop talking Mr Kim Taehyung..and kiss me , I need you right now" She said cutting his sentence while kissing his lips softly.

He chuckled a little watching and witnessing his Doll's sudden boldness and then kissed her back and caged her tightly into his embrace.

They kissed each other like there was no tomorrow and then he picked her up bridal style and then walked towards the bed.

He laid her on his bed gently and hovered over her and then started to plant soft kisses on her neck and entire face making her whole body to tingled.

And then he slowly took out her clothes from her body leaving her  in her inner garments.

And then started to kiss and nibbled her cleavage making her gasped a little. He then went a little downward towards her belly, he started to plant open mouth kisses there making her to giggle due to her ticklish tummy.

He also smiled by watching her giggling but soon his smile turned into a smirk and then he went further downward .

Y/n's body tensed up when she found his hot breathing on her clothed womanhood. She started to breathe heavily when he slowly kissed her clothed core making her clutching the bedsheets tightly  .

And then he slowly took her panties out from her body making her to grabbed the sheets more tightly.

He kissed her in between her inner thighs and then there and then shoved his tongue inside her entrance making her whole body to shivered

He started to move his tongue faster placing his hands on her thighs to stir her body down.

Her hands went to his back of his head where she grabbed his hairs a little roughly and without even trying, pushed his face more deeper inside her feeling that immense amount of pleasure which he was giving her.

Her whole body shake where as her legs started to quiver feeling that heavy knot inside her stomach again.

She moaned his name aloud and clenched around his tongue but before she could release herself, he took out his tongue from her and looked at her with a smirk on his face.

Y/n looked at him a little annoyed and made a cute angry pout because he took her back from the end of her pleasure.

His smirk broadened at her reaction as he git closer to her face and whispered

"What happened Doll? Why are you looking so annoyed? " He said with his deep voice ,teasing her.

Y/n stared at him with her frustrated cute pout and then flared her nostrils.

He softly chuckled at her action and then placed his lips on her and kissed her but she didn't kiss him back.

He broke the kiss and looked at her who was watching in some different direction other than him.

He chuckled and spoke

"Okay I am sorry"

She didn't reply to him and still didn't look at him but her heart started to beat faster when she heard him removing his clothes and opening his bed side drawer as she knew exactly for what.

He wore the contraception rubber  and then looked at her who closed her eyes tightly and was gulping hard but her whole body tensed up when she found his tip touching her wet entrance.

She inhaled heavily still closing her eyes but her breathing got hitched
when she heard him saying

"Look at me Doll" He whispered in her ear seductively but she didn't look at him.

Than he started to glide his tip at her entrance , teasing her delicately.

Y/n clutched the bedsheets tightly while arching her back for getting some kind friction as her core was turning more wet with his each second of teasing on her.

"Look at me " He whispered teasing her more....

She then gulped hard and turned her head towards him

"Open your eyes Doll" He said looking at her shaking tensed up body

She opened her eyes slowly and looked into his eyes which were now completely filled with lust and desire for her.

And again he glided himself at her entrance making her to arched her back and moaned his name.

"Tae.... " She moaned his name while breathing heavily.

"What do you want doll" He asked smirking.

Y/n clutched the bedsheets more tightly while started to lift her back.

"Please.. Tae... " She said in almost begging tone while tears started to form in her eyes in frustration.

With that he slowly pushed himself inside her fully at once making her to digged her nails in his back harshly.

"Does it hurt? " He asked worriedly looking at her

"N.. Not that much " She replied holding him tightly and breathed heavily

"Should I move? " He asked and in return she nodded her head slowly

He then started to move slowly inside ger making her to arched her back more while she still felt a little pain but soon her pain turned into a different feeling when her walls got completely used to him. She started to moan his name loudly.

And he understood that she fully adjusted to him  so he started to move a little faster making her moaning his name more louder.

"Tae...."Y/n screamed his name when she found him to hitted her a certain spot.

She digged her nails deep into his back making his body more turned on than it already was.

Their eyes got fastened with each other as her gaze turned blurry with pleasurable tears. She wrapped her legs around his torso and pulled him more deeper as she got lost into him in every possible way.

He held her both palms and then intertwined them with his and clutched them tightly and joined their foreheads and started pounding into her more deeper and rapidly.

She whimpered beneath him as she felt him ruining her in every possible way which she started to crave more terribly with each passing second.

And after a while of his hard and fast thrusts she again started to feel that knot building inside her. She moaned loudly and squeezed around his hardened length and then released herself making her whole body strength less.

And after a couple of minutes, he also came with a loud groan and  looked at her tired beautiful face which were covered with sweat and her silky hair.

He slowly tugged her hair strands behind her hair and pecked her lips.

And then slowly took himself out from her making her body shrugged due to sensitivity and then he retracted the used rubber and throw it on the dustbin beside his bed.

He then slept beside her and pulled her body more closer to her and breathed out.

"Did I hurt... "

"No you didn't, you didn't hurt me at all " She replied  pecking his cheeks and then slowly closed her eyes.

He looked at her beautiful tired closed eyes and then smiled and spoke

"Good night my Doll"

"Hmmm" She replied already falling asleep into his chest . He slowly pecked her forehead and closed his eyes and wrapped his arm around her and went to his dreamland.

Next Morning

Y/n's body started to shift making

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