•And just how much I've hurt you, it's hard to tell
This is not some cry for help
It's goodbye, I wish you well
Because I love you I'm gonna kill myself•

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Author's Pov

"I'll save her from you...."

Hearing that voice ,Taehyung's whole body turned numb.

He looked towards the owner of that voice and his chest tightened watching his one and only weakness, his one and only happiness

His Forbidden Doll standing at his door with her redden glossy eyes and completely shattered state.

His chest felt a pang watching her broken teary eyes staring back at his empty and shocked one and he felt like someone stabbed a dagger inside his soul watching those beautiful doe eyes to filled with only one thing PAIN. ... which he had been terrified to even witness through out his life..

"Y/n...please save me ....save me from him..please help me"

Irene's begging voice took Taehyung out of his painful trance which made him to averted his darken gaze towards Irene.

His whole body s filled with more rage and wrath, he digged his nails so harshly on his palms that his knuckles turned white.

He clenched his jaw tightly while gawking at her with fury because he thought she was responsible for all of that,for his Doll's painful tears .

Unable to control his anger, he marched towards Irene and pointed his gun at her.

Irene's eyes widened with horror and her whole body filled with more fear.
Her blood ran cold watching her death so nearer to her, she thought that was her end and because of fear of her death, she closed her eyes tightly and waited for that demon to takr out her soul from her body because she knew nobody could fight and stood against him

But she immediately opened her eyes when she didn't feel any pain in her body and didn't hear his gun shooting.

And saw a figure standing between her and  her Death which made her bewildered

"Shoot"

Irene heard that person speaking standing in front of Taehyung...

"Y/n what the hell you are doing move ?"  Chaerin's yelled with tears while running inside, followed by Sehun panicking.

" Y/n....move away " Jungkook said with widened eyes who was also present at that room.

But Y/n didn't listen to them and continued to stand between him and Irene

She looked at his fury and raging eyes with her own teary hurting one.

"Shoot Kim Taehyung.." She again uttered looking straight at his burning eyes.

He didn't reply and continued to stare back at  her without feeling even for once.

"Princess.... !"

Suga gasped  entering into the Hall followed by Jimin whose eyes broadened with shock watching the scenario in front of him

"What you are doing here ? Move ...." Suga yelled while panicking

"Move angel.." Jimin shouted.

"Princess please move please I am begging you" Suga pleaded

"No..." She statesdwhile continued to look at that Demon.

"No ,I'll not move, " Y/n again uttered while tears continued to fall from her eyes

Suga walked towards Y/n but stopped on his feet when he watched her extending his arm against him

"Don't Oppa, not this time, today I won't listen to you... "

She spoke where as her tears turned more abrupt but her eyes never left his..

"This Y/n won't listen to anyone, I want to see how far he can go...I want to know who this person really is.....?" She said looking at Taehyung

"Y/n listen to your Oppa, move " Jungkook uttered

"Yes please angel m.... "

"No, why all of you want me to move ? why nobody wants him to stop

Why all of you are so afraid of him that you don't even dare to speak against him ? Why? " She snapped cutting Jimin's sentence

Everyone gasped hearing her words while Suga hung his head low due to guilt.

"I know that none one of you is going to dare to say a single word to him, stopping him is far away.... "

Y/n breathed out completely defeated but never took her eyes away from his.

"I also won't stop you because I am not capable of it but if you want to kill her then first you have to kill me

Because I don't want you to kill anyone because of me, I don't want anyone to get hurt because of me

Maybe she did some wrong things but still you  have no  right to kill her. I know for sure that today is her and in future you will kill someone else because of me.

And I can't live my life knowing that somebody died and is going to  die because of me

So just shoot me and end all of this for once and all

Shoot me Kim Taehyung..."

He didn't utter a single word and just continued to gaze at her and heard her each and every word which made the venomous darkness in his eyes to turned more gloomy.

His silence made everyone present there more afraid, more terrified.

Because everyone knew his silence was more dangerous then anything at that time.

Suga looked at Taehyung and he realised that now the damage was already done, that time she hitted on the his nerves .. His own weakness stroke on him in the most painful way..

That she had broken every level of his endurance. Suga's heart started to beat faster due to fear, fear of what might  could happen to her.

From the past 8 years, he was afraid of that day ,that one day the Sinner would lose his patience and would destroy and ruin her innocent and naive soul.

Thinking about all of that, his eyes became teary in fear as he walked towards Taehyung and pleaded.

"V please forgive..... "

"Leave...."

His words made everyone froze at their places and their blood ran cold.

He dropped his gun down but did not avert his gaze away from her for a single second but indicated every single one to leave except her and he again groaned with his dangerously calm voice.

"I said leave everyone..."

Everyone flinched at their places.

While Y/n's eyes started to form more tears hearing his darken deadly voice

Jungkook got terrified of the situation and spoke

"V please"

"I won't repeat it again if you value your lives then f#cking leave this place right now" He uttered making everyone gasped with fear.

Suga sighed heavily and turned towards Y/n

"Princess.. "

"Go Oppa...."

"But.. "

"No Oppa,you have saved me from everything from the past 8 years now it's my turn to face my fate alone.  I am responsible for all of your pains so I should be the one to get suffered not anyone of you..." She replied while tears continued to fall from her eyes making her whole face wet.

"But princess.... "

"No Oppa for my sake please leave...

And  I also want to see how much more cruel and painful my fate can be..."  She spoke gazing deep into those darken orbs...

Suga closed his eyes tightly, tears started to fall from his eyes and he sighed heavily and then stormed out of that hall without looking back.

Sehun made Irene to stand up and then said

"Thank you so much Y/n for saving the person I love and I just hope that you will also get the love of your life..."

Y/n's heart shattered into 1000 pieces hearing those words, she closed her eyes tightly and exhaled heavily.

"Thank you Y/n and please forgive me" Irene said with guilt in her eyes

And with that she and Sehun left.

"Y/n.." Chaerin said crying while taking her steps towards her but Jungkook held her hand and stopped her from further going

"No leave them alone..." He said pulling her towards him

"But... "

"Ssssh... Let's go" He said dragging her with him and then they left..

Jimin sighed heavily and looked at Y/n and then left too with teary eyes, leaving her and him totally alone in that Hall.

Y/n gaped at his burning eyes and her body started to shake watching them looking back at her with so much anger and rage..

"Kill me, what are you waiting for, kill me and end all of this " She said making him losing every inch of his patience..

He stormed towards her and pushed her against the wall harshly.

"Why why why why? Why you always have to save everyone's life? why you always see other's pain and hurt? Why you never see that how much hurt and broken I am? that how much you being hurt ,hurted me.....?" He yelled at her face making her heart clenched due to pain, more tears started to fall from her eyes making her eyes to became red.

But that time her tears didn't effect him but instead made him more angry and furious.

"And now you are f#cking crying, knowing exactly how much it broke me " He spat clenching his jaw ,trying to control his anger.

More tears started to form in her eyes hearing him talking to her like that.

"Why you wanted to save her? Why? You know what she f#cking did to you and what she tried to did with us. Knowing everything you still wanted to save her why just why? " He shouted pressing her body more harshly against the wall

"Because she loves you and I promised Sehun to save his love and nobody deserves to get punished for loving someone..." She replied tearing up more terribly.

He tightened his grip around her and spat

"Love....fucking love , loving someone is  useless and worthless, there's no place in my life for love...."

Y/n's whole heart shattered hearing his those venomous words, she bursted on tears because that was it for her enduring capacity.

"If love is nothing to you and loving someone gives you the reason to hurt and kill them then you should hurt me too. You should kill me too

Because I love you , I love you with my everything and if this is wrong according to you then kill me, kill me, I'll happily die knowing the person I love has killed me ....

Kill me Kim Taehyung...."

She said while trembling uncontrollably in his embrace.

His grip loosen around  her and his eyes widened with shock while his whole body started to get unidentifiable sensations processing her words . He took his steps back a little and looked at her shocked

"You.. You love me? "

He first time stuttered in his whole life uttering those words to her.

"Yes I love you Kim Taehyung I love you so much that it hurts, my heart hurts" She stated sobbing uncontrollably.

"And today I was not saving anyone I was trying to save my own self .

I saved my love for hurting someone else's love just like you told me you didn't save me ,you saved your own self, 8 years ago" She sobbed while covering her face due to her tears and shaking state.

He just got shocked by each passing  second and first time in his life ,he felt his heart was beating inside his chest which he thought died so many years ago.

He didn't know wether to feel happy or sad knowing that she loved him, his one and only Doll loved him, knowing how much he was capable of hurting and breaking her innocent heart  . She still fell in love with him.

"Doll.. "

"Y/n......Y/n Mr V " She spat angrily halting his words.

She took her gaze upward and his soul clenched watching that painful emptiness in her eyes.

"I am Y/n because today I might have saved everyone from you but I couldn't capable of saving your Doll from you

She died today, you killed her, you killed your own Doll Kim Taehyung"

His body got frozen hearing her saying all those things, he looked at her like he lost his everything

"You don't have any space for love in your life then don't worry I won't ask you to make space for my love in your life

Because I never wanted something forcefully in my life specially not someone's love .I will never ask you to love me back even if it kills me everyday to know my first love, my first everything ,the person I have given myself completely would never love me back...." She said in almost getting frozen while tears continued to fall from her eyes

He just looked at her with his completely shattered  reaction because he was not capable of identifying how to react in that situation. His heart which he just found alive started to hurt so badly that he found it difficult to breathe.

"But this won't mean that I'll regret giving myself to you,  that I'll hate you.

No this Y/n will never hate you, she can never hate you, you are her everything, her fate even if it's the most painful one" She spoke gazing at him totally broken.

Then sighed heavily and painfully gulped and said

"I'll never regret loving you and will never stop loving you

I gave my heart to you and I am not capable of giving it again to anybody else, this Y/n and her heart is, was and will always remain yours....Kim Taehyung..."

She said and then turned towards other direction and tried to walk but stopped when she found him coming towards her again

"Stop where you are, not today , you'll not stop me today..." She said lifting her hand a little in order to stopped him

But he ignored her and again started to walk towards her but stopped and his heart shattered hearing her next words

"If I ever meant even a little something to you then you'll not try to stop me"

His feet got frozen at its place and he just looked at her like he became lifeless from inside.

Y/n closed her eyes while gulping hard and then left with her silent tears without looking back at him for once

His lifeless gaze stared at her disappearing figure and then he fell on his knees while looking at his soul leaving his body

In just one day ,he found his biggest happiness when she said that she loved him but his fate didn't want his happiness to nearer to  him anymore and it just snatched it away from him harshly.

He just looked at the door completely broken and shattered..

"I killed my Doll, This Sinner killed his own self....

He killed

HIS FORBIDDEN DOLL...."

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Author's Note

Thank you so much seokjingoo for this beautiful cover and banner 💜💜

Thank you so much to you all for reading and supporting my stories

Love you 💜