💜It Hurts💜

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I'm never gonna let you close to me
Even though you mean the most to me
'Cause every time I open up, it hurts

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Author's Pov

Next Morning

"Good morning Y/nnah" Irene said with a wide smile on her face.

"Morning" Y/n simply replied who was checking her school bag.

"What happen baby? Why are you looking so tired? " Irene said showing fake concerned face.

"Ummm... It's nothing I just didn't sleep well last night" Y/n spoke without looking at her and continued doing her work.

"Oh....okay, you know what, I want to tell you something which will refresh your mood" Irene said excitedly and got closer to her.

Y/n just simply nodded still not looking at her.

"He.. He kissed me last night"

Y/n's little hope and strength left her after hearing Irene's words.

All that time, she was somehow believing that her eyes tricked her that he would never do something with her. She really meant alot to him but all of that was just her illusion,a beautiful dream which she knew would never get fulfilled.

Her heart hurted so bad that she found it difficult to breathe properly.

She looked at Irene's smiling face and then dropped her gaze downward because of the tears which  started to form in her eyes, she didn't want anybody to notice how broken she was from inside.

"Hey Y/nnah ! Are you alright baby? " Irene said with a fake worried face but she exactly knew what she was doing.

"Umm... Yeah I am alright" Y/n replied tightly closing her eyes not wanted her painful tears to fall from her them..

"Ok but why are you not looking at me? " Irene asked smirking looking at her vulnerable state

But she immediately turned her smirking face into fake concerned one when Y/n looked at her.

"You know I am so happy finally we confessed our feelings to eachother" Irene said tried to throw her happiness at her with every second.

"You know it's the best feeling in the whole world knowing the person you like, likes you back" Irene smirked turning her eyes blurry with more tears.

"Not everyone is lucky enough like me to feel this feeling in their life"

Y/n's heart clenched hearing  each word coming out of Irene's mouth which were stabbing inside her like a sharp knife.

"Aren't you happy by hearing this? "

"No it's not like that I am.. I am happy for you.." Y/n replied trying to plaster a fake smile on her face but she failed in it when she saw him, the person she wanted to run away from but yet at the same time wanted to be with .

She looked at him and her heart started to clench more badly seeing him standing their looking at her with his mesmerizing  eyes.

She immediately averted her gaze away from him to Irene who was already looking at him with her affectionate and happy eyes.

Y/n trailed her gaze to the floor but that time not because of her nervousness or embarassment but because of her pain which she was feeling inside her heart.

"Good morning Mr V" Irene said with a wide smile

"Hmmm." He replied looking at Y/n

He gazed at her deeply and that day he found something really strange by seeing her behavior..

"Ms. Y/n are you ready for your school? " Jay said taking everyone's attention toward him.

"Ummm.. Yes let's go" Y/n replied getting up from her seat

"Bye Y/n" Irene uttered waving her hand at Y/n.

Y/n simply nodded and walked towards Jay passing Taehyung in the middle of her way who just gaped at her every action silently.

She didn't even pass a single glance towards him and left with Jay.

His chest tightened seeing her unusual behavior, he sighed and went to his study room.

And there was Irene who was sitting on her chair with a cunning grin on her face .She smirked realising everything was working as she planned.

FLASHBACK OF ONE NIGHT BEFORE

"Y/n baby let's ruin your happiness and break your little naive heart" Irene said to herself smirking ,looking at Y/n who went to her room for changing her clothes as they got wet because of playing with Maria at the garden with water pipe.

After 10 minutes

Irene saw Taehyung coming towards her direction and then she smirked as everything was going according to her plan.

"Umm.. Good evening Mr V" She said stopping him on his tracks.

"What do you want? " He replied

"Umm... Nothing I just want to update you about my work" She said with a smile

"I don't have time for this right now , I will discuss this with you later" He replied trying to walk pass her

She looked at his back with her angry eyes and then she saw Y/n's door to get open.

She hurriedly walked behind Taehyung and intentionally twisted her ankle and grabbed his shoulder for support

"Aaah..... " She said holding his back turning him towards her .

He didn't even get time to react when she suddenly pulled him towards her, so closer that their faces almost touched each other.

Irene smirked internally seeing Y/n watching them together like that.

She saw her tearful eyes and then running back to her room .

"What the hell you are doing? " Taehyung groaned angrily and pushed her  away from him.

Irene looked at him and bowed

"I. . I am sorry Mr V, I just trembled on my feet

I am really very sorry" She apologized to him.

He just glared at her and then went back to his room.

Irene showed her dirty victorious grin  watching his disappearing figure

"And now the show begins"

FLASHBACK ENDS

"My Poor Baby Y/n, I feel really bad for you... " Irene smirked sitting on the breakfast table.

At School

"Ms. Y/n ..." The teacher said

"Y/n where are you lost ? The teacher is calling your name from the past 2 minutes" Chaerin said patting Y/n's shoulder

Y/n shrugged and looked at her

"Ms. Y/n I am talking to you, do you know the answer of this question? " The teacher asked looking at Y/n from her head to toe.

"I am sorry Miss, I don't know" Y/n replied bowing.

"Oh it's ok sit down and concentrate on the board" The teacher said writing something on the board.

After Class

"Y/n what's wrong with you? Are you alright? " Chaerin said looking at her who was just staring at the ground.

"Y/nnnie I am talking to you, what happened? Why are so looking so lost? " Chaerin said shrugging her shoulders.

Y/n just looked at her and then again looked down to the floor

"Nothing " Y/n replied blankly which didn't buy Chaerin

"Don't lie to me, just tell me what's wrong? " She asked getting concerned.

Y/n didn't reply but her tears betrayed her which started to fall from her eyes

Chaerin gasped seeing her crying

"Y/n....Y/n... what wrong sweetie? Don't cry just tell me ....please stop crying" Chaerin said cupping Y/n's face softly.

Y/n just hugged her tightly ,burying her face into her chest and cried her heart out

"Ssh..Stop crying Y/n please just tell me what happen? " She said hugging her back and patted her head gently.

Y/n then told her everything, everything which according to her was the truth.

"What? " Chaerin said shocked.

"If he likes her than why the hell he was playing with you? " Chaerin said getting angry

Y/n just sobbed more harder into her chest

"I never thought that he would be this kind of pathetic " Chaerin said clenching her jaw

"Y/n stop wasting your precious tears for that pathetic monster" Chaerin said cupping Y/n's face more firmly

"You deserve better than him, hell everybody deserves more better than that devil" Chaerin said biting her inner cheek

Y/n didn't reply , she just whimpered uncontrollably

"Sssh my Y/nnnie stop crying please" Chaerin said hugging her little shaking body

Y/n just closed her eyes and embraced her back  tightly

"Your heart is pure and innocent like an angel and I know nothing bad will ever happened to you
Y/nnie

Everything will be alright soon"

After School

Y/n was standing at her window, looking at the sky with a lifeless expression.

When suddenly she felt two arms wrapped around her tummy which made her body to get touched against his warm and hard chest.

She immediately recognized his touch and just closed her eyes tightly where as tears started to form in her eyes

"What's wrong Doll? "

Y/n opened her eyes slowly hearing his deep voice which was like music to her ears.

"Why are you behaving so strange? " He asked burying his face in the crook of her neck, inhaling her scent.

Y/n's heart skipped a beat feeling his closeness

She didn't utter a single word to him but just closed her eyes again

She then felt his lips touching her neck and suddenly her mind started to fill with those painful images where she thought he was kissing Irene

Her body started to fill with anger and disgust.

She immediately turned towards him and pushed him away with her all strength

He stumbled a little but immediately regained his posture, he looked at her with a confused reaction

"Doll....."

"Don't you ever dare to touch me again Mr Kim Taehyung" Y/n screamed at him while burst out in tears.

He just looked at her shocked and befuddled, he didn't even able to understand what was happening so he started to walk towards her but stopped when again she shouted

"I said don't...

Don't you dare come closer to me

I feel pathetic when you touch me

My body hates your touch

I hate your presence, your existence

I hate you KIM TAEHYUNG"

Y/n got blind with her anger and pain and stated her words without thinking for twice.

At that point , his body started to fill with anger and rage, his eyes turned completely dark hearing her words.

He fisted his hands so tightly that his knuckles started to turn white.

His jaw tightened  where as his chest started to hurt badly hearing her choice of words for him.

He clenched his jaw tightly in order to controlled his inner monster from coming out and do something which he would regret forever.

After so many days, he first time looked at her with his burning sinister eyes and groaned ,gritting his teeth

"Ok if that's what you want

This KIM TAEHYUNG is never going to touch you again.."

With that he left her room, shutting her door so hardly that it made her  body trembled.

She just fell on her knees as her tears turned more abrupt and painful, she cried so harder that her breathing started panting.

Finally she said all those things to him which she would never mean, never....

Her weak heart finally shattered into million pieces, her little hope for happiness in her life finally died that day with her soul.

She sobbed and sobbed painfully until those words uttered from her mouth

I'm never gonna let you close to me
even though you mean the most to me......

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